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I'm actually really scared posting this, but i'm also so excited for the new year!

I'm gonna be taking in all the rest I can get this January so i'm ready for you guys this coming up year! x

I have to take a step back and give myself a pat on the back and say "good job". I really worked hard this year.

Hopefully you guys stick with me, but I understand if you don't. Thank you for being here regardless! ❤️

CAN'T WAIT FOR ANOTHER YEAR WITH YOUUUU! 🥹

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🩵Julissa🩵

2026 is YOUR year girly and we will be right here with you!! Can’t wait for all the good things to come💕💕

Portal_Paw

You really deserve this break with how hard you’ve worked over this past month, the amount of videos you posted were insane 😭💜 Thank you for all the great content in 2025 and hope you enjoy your break! Happy new year everyone!!🎉

Alayna

your health is way more important than what these negative individuals have to say! love to see you doing what’s best for you because at the end of the day that’s all that matters. can’t wait for the new year content, enjoy your break!! 🩷🩷🩷

Dawn

No worries. Enjoy your deserved break! ❤

Jewel

Enjoy your break you deserve it!!! Question do you think for tv shows and movies on YouTube/Patreon it would make sense to do community polls to see if there’s interest before you film it as a tester?

Rosie

Love you so much girl, hope you enjoy your new year! I will be waiting patiently while you enjoy the break you deserve!!

Tee

your mental health is super important, and so is making sure you feel safe and still enjoy what you're doing! im really proud of you for setting these boundaries and sticking by them! the internet (the kpop community specifically) can be so overwhelming and nasty sometimes. I hope your rest goes well, I'll be here when you get back girl 🥰❤️

Briss

Take all the time you need to rest Caitlin, your mental health is more important 🫶🏼 Btw thanks for this year of content, I really appreciate your effort, you are my favorite reactor, and always makes me happy watch your videos.

Savannah

So happy you are taking time for yourself! Relax and reflect on a great start to this next year! Also!!!! Are you gonna make a gaming chat???? I have some suggestions but I don’t want to post them here if you don’t want them in this chat.

Caitlin Benson

Ummm I feel like it would make sense for Patreon but not YouTube. I found on YouTube people will just vote to vote and not watch the content (ex. Game of thrones) so I would rather not really post polls there. I may do a few polls here and there for Patreon (like I did for JJK), but sometimes I might just randomly want to post watch something that I won’t do a poll for.

Jade

A well deserved and NEEDED break! ^_^ Hope you enjoy yourself! Did have a quick question regarding the existing survival shows (I love re-watching them): will they be under the $3 tier or the $5 tier? Wondering since they are kinda TV show format, but still KPOP related. Thank you! <3

Emilia

Thank you for your hard work ☺️ Enjoy your break ✌️ My only question is: if you decide to continue BL reactions, would they fall under TV shows or movies? 🤔

Caitlin Benson

I didn’t think about that! Yeah, I think I’ll make one soon! ❤️ thank you for the idea!

Savannah

Awesome! Can’t wait for you to start gaming☺️

Caitlin Benson

I think I’ll move whatever I have uploaded and remaining JYP game caterers to $3. I’ll take some time in January to do that. If you’re already $5 or above you will still have access to that content regardless!

Jade

Awesome, thank you so much! <3

Caitlin Benson

If it has multiple episodes and seasons than it will fall under TV Shows. If it’s just one long video then that’s considered a movie. Most BL I watch is under TV shows.

NHouse

Take a bow and take a break! Happy New Year 🎉🎉🎉 see ya in February 💜

PaineX2

Thank you for all the work you do. All the amazing reactions. Hope you have a great break and rest well. Youre such an amazing person, so please take wathever steps are necessary to take care of your mental health. And overall healt as well. Hope you have a great New year. Lots of love and good energy for this new year 💖💖💖🤗🤗🤗

Brittany

Enjoy your break Caitlin! Hope you have a happy new year !! Yes give yourself a pat on the back you were grinding this year! 👏🏾🫶🏾✨

Tashjanay Williams

Love you girl keep being you and take care of your self first and take a much of a break as you need 💕💕

Joe from Marketing

Love you Mama! I fully support resting and relaxing! Take care of you and know we love and support you!

Peyton Maudlin

Thank you for everything this year i wasn't with you in the past but im loving every moment of being here this year has been so fun and u deserve this break more than anyone. PLEASE stay safe we love you!.

Ariana Escalante

I love you girl and I am going to stick by you any day and everyday. 🥰 Take some rests and see you soon ❤️

babystarcandy

Happy New Year!!! <3 watching anything with you together is always fun, it doesn't matter what it is, im here for it <3 let's be happy in 2026.

Peyton Maudlin

Question: sorry if you said smt about it already but what will u be doing for the remaining episdoes for Me and Thee?

Caitlin Benson

Oops I guess I forgot to mention that! It will resume in February along with JJK and The walking dead. I’ll catch up on episodes during January so that when February comes I can start posting the reactions right away.

Kevin Austria

Happy New Year bestie! More blessings to come this year and i wish you well. Your Series/Movies/Anime content has been more enjoyable to watch though and i love whenever you have Mama Benson with you. Stay positive always and remember that you are well loved by a lot of people. Love ya!

Little Giant Ace

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Hope this year is good for you. Take care of yourself.

Beatrice Chang

Enjoy your break ♡ Take good care of yourself, reset, revive! Loved your kpop reactions and know your love for the groups does not require constantly reacting, but everything has its season. Doing what works for you is always the best option.

Savannah

Also fair warning on the tv show recommendations, you may or may not get recommendations to watch One Piece because technically they do only have one season (that’s over a 1,000 ep)😂 Just a fair warning👍

Stephiekills

It's so sad that the kpop community is so toxic, it's hard to even be a fan at times so I can only imagine as a reactor what it must be like to have to be in that space, totally understand why you want to move as far away from that as possible. It sucks because you are genuinely (imo) the best reactor out there and I don't know why more people in the yt space can't appreciate and respect how much energy and effort you bring into your reactions. Can't wait to watch more shows and movies shows with you in the new year, I am crossing my fingers for more horror content (even tho it's delulu bc ik horror is totally not your normal thing lol) but I'm here for whatever content you wanna post. Thank you for everything that you do and I really hope you have a wonderful January break and are able to get lots of rest and relaxation!!

Neeko

We're here for you and with you! The k-pop fandom has been incredibly toxic, but this year especially has been unbearable. Just know that you are loved and appreciated in the community you've built and we're here for the ride! Happy New Year everyone, 2026 is our year!

destinyr

Happy New Year! Love your contents so much!

Eehk

Girrrrl happy new year⭐️

Noah Reactz

I dint't know about the drama with kpop community. you should just do what you want to do and don't let others come and change who you are and how you represent yourself. If they don't like it, they can simply not watch. Sorry you had to go through that, no one should. Happy 2026!!!!!!

Noah Reactz

Also don't burn yourself out and enjoy your break, just know that "most of us" don't mind if you need to take breaks, cause if you just burn yourself out you won't enjoy doing this anymore and none of us want that for you.

7 EX

Happy new year and I hope u have the greatest rest and year love u

Emerson Hudson

I came for the K-pop content, but I stayed for you as a person. You and your team are so amazing. You do amazing for your community and we love what you do. The K-pop community is really toxic so I stay out of it for the most part too. Enjoy your break. Rest, rest and rest some more.

Tyah Reacts

See you in February 🫶🏽Happy New Year!🍾

Lilliona Jackson

I love your decision about K-pop. Because I also feel the same way and. I feel like negative people need to keep their opinions to themselves and. Stop putting other people down and. Make sure you really take care of yourself ok but that's all I had to say we love you very much.

SherreeReactz

Definitely Caitlin you do so much for your supporters, never forgot how good of a job you are doing. I’ve always been $10 tier (when I got it 😅 cause not every month my pockets are kind to me 😅) but I will always continue to support you 🥹🥰

SherreeReactz

Also Happy New Year Cait 🥹🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

Naty

Cait!! We don't know each other but I'm happy for you that you are taking a step back from kpop reactions. It's a horrible community, I can see that as a fan and I can't imagine how you feel like as reactor. You're a beautiful person,you deserve the best and to be happy with what you love. I'll be here mostly for tv shows and movies!! Have a loooooong nap and see you in February 🫶🏻✨ thank you for everything

Naty

Happy new year!!🎊

Claudia

happy new year, have a good rest!!!

Nancy Lo

I started with kpop and now I enjoyed more with the movies, shows, and anime reactions. Don't let your light burn out You're reactions are full of life. Happy New Year and enjoy your rest!

Caitlin Benson

lol I’ve seen them 😅 - still won’t reacting to the show tho 🤣🤣

Caitlin Benson

Means a lot to me 🥹🫶🏽 - thank you for the support

Maria Rebecca

I myself stop focusing on K-pop and went onto bl dramas more “last year” (it’s 12 something now so it’s barely a new year. 😂) I do understand how you feel though, i used to be a K-pop fan fictions writer and there were times my subs wanted me to do every group of their liking but it took me weeks just to do one story so it was tiring. I just resub a couple of days ago again. (Now I have money saved) I will definitely stay, don’t worry. 😂 Take your time, no rush. Hope you will have a great break. 💜 oh and HAPPY NEW YEAR! 🥳

Audra Krenn

Happy new year!! I found you through kpop but now I support you for everything that you do and put out and we are here for you and support you for all that you react to! You enjoy your well deserved break! 🩷

Penn

Happy New Year Caitlin!! Will love and support your content in whatever way I can! Thank you for always bringing a smile to my face! It really means a lot ❤️

Hamtigercarat

Happy new year Caitlin! Enjoy your break you deserve it! I was wondering if you were going to continue with Percy Jackson season 2 ?

Sam

Happy New Year's to you, Caitlin! I'm sooooo happy you'll be taking a break in January because you deserve it. You're pretty much the only person I follow on Patreon because you're so amazing and come out with awesome content that is seriously consistent. I've been a Patreon for $10 and they post like once a month. I havent been a Patreon consistently for anyone but you and I'm extremely happy to watch your content. Rest well and see you soon!

SpicyLife🔅Jen

Thanks Cait. You have been working so hard. The daily drops have been great. And we understand the transition away from K-pop. You are certainly allowed to evolve your channels, creativity, and interests as you grow. We enjoy you no matter what type of content it is. Here’s to an amazing new year! 🥂🎉

NINI PEACHES

Ngl, K-pop circles can be fun but also toxic at times. I respect whatever decision you make regarding K-pop reactions. And thank you, Caitlin, for all your K-pop especially EXO reactions. You’ve brought so much joy into my life over the years. You honestly helped me through some really hard times🥹🫶🏻. No matter how many times I rewatch your videos, I can always laugh, cry, and end up appreciating you even more as a person. I also love your content with your friends and Queen Mama 😍🤍 Thank you for always being real. Love you, Caityy! Thank you so, so much for everything. Please take a good rest, gurlll we can’t wait for you to come back stronger and happier 🤍🙌🏻 Everyone let’s love more and be happier in 2026 🥳🤍

SherreeReactz

🥰🥰🥹 2026 gonna be your year!! Locked in tight 💕

GT.

First, Happy New Year Caitlin! Hearing about what happened with the XG situation and how you were treated was so disheartening. I have said it before and I will say it again, I wouldnt be able to be a reactor. The entitlement you get from viewers is crazy. When I first stumbled upon your videos, it is your infectious happiness, your humor and your incredible passion for music that made me follow and support. It's been so sad to see you struggle and not be as excited over the years, but I am happy you are putting your foot down now and priorizing yourself and your mental health. I will still be here for the little bit of kpop content we might get, but ngl, watching you play games is definitely something I would be interested in so I will be keeping an eye out! Enjoy your month of rest 💕

Daniela V.

Have a few comments to make! The first being, wow! I see you posting so many videos during these Daily December runs, i wish you gave yourself more credit! You truly are doing so much and giving so much (in general but specifically during December). Take your well deserved break! Second! And I say this in the nicest way possible, FUCK the kpop community tbh. There's some really good people in there but wow do the bad really overshadow everything else. I've been a kpop fan for 9 years but seeing so much of what this community does to idols, creators, other fans, etc. has made me permanently step away. I'm so done with all of it, I really hope you're able to cut it off from your "brand" so you can heal from it all cause Jesus. I think YouTube viewers don't understand that YouTube isn't what it used to be. I used to see so many channels start big shows and immediately blow up and then have the means to do so much more after that in terms of shows, editing, even having their own websites for content. Nowadays the algorithm does not work any favors and it's just not worth it for a lot of people to put in so much and not get anything in return. Keep doing what works for you, YouTube people are just gonna have to get used to it. As long as you communicate about it I think you're doing great. Excited to see everything you have in mind for 2026. I'm so happy to be here, I love watching videos with you at the end of the day and I will continue doing so no matter what you throw at us :'). Happy New Year's to you and your family!! ♥️♥️

Daniela V.

I'll make this a separate comment because I feel like it's more important. I kind of disagree with one of the tiers and I wonder if anyone feels the same but.... I kinda feel like $5 is kinda low for shows. I feel like $7 would be fair I guess it depends on how many movies you're posting but I feel like movies are definitely a smaller commitment in terms of time and effort. Especially shows that are 40-60 minutes long and more than 8 episodes per season. I just hope you're paying yourself enough for all the work you're doing but I'm sure you've already thought about this a lot. If anybody else has thoughts on this feel free to respond.

ChunkySloth

As a gamer, myself, I am super excited to see you dive into gaming. I do have some recommendations for games that aren't too taxing, yet have amazing storylines, that can help ease you in. But i wont mention them yet. I'm just overjoyed that you're looking to get into games at all. Happy New Year! Hope the year brings you everything that you could wish for. Can't wait to go on this ride with you. 😊

Athena

Hi Caitlin! I agree KPOP community can really be toxic. But please know a lot of us see you as one of the best genuine reactors out there and we are truly grateful for all your kpop reactions. Taking a step back out of it is a good decision for your mental health, which is the priority here. I'm actually your youtube subscriber eversince i saw your EXO first series reaction and then subscribed in your patreon (not monthly but everytime i have the money to pay) to watch EXO reactions. But now i'm mostly watching your series/movies alongside rewatching exo reactions with you. Just wanna say take your time resting this January coz girl, you've been working real hard this December and the rest of 2025. I may not always be here every montg but for sure I will always come back to watch and support you with your contents. ☺✨ Have a healthy and productive year ahead Caitlin. Thank you for working hard. 🤍✨

Sarah Hall

This may be a stupid question but (ill use demon slayer as a example) if you react to the demon slayer movie will you put that in the movie tier or the tv show tier since its a continuation of the show, same with the jujutsu kaisen movie? also i completely understand about the kpop stuff I've also absolutely had it with toxic kpop fans, I've also had to step away i still support and buy things for my favs but I've found enjoyment in other spaces i.e. anime & gaming, its a lot less stress. i hope 2026 is kinder to you :)

kpopelite1307

First off all Happy New Year Caity! 🥳Thank you so so much for your hard work I've known you for a few years on YouTube thanks to your reactions and what I can say is that I actually love them with all my heart, I've been a subscriber for many years now and you were also the first reactor I subscribed to and that I still follow and support with so much joy. In May 2025 I finally managed to join petron and support you here too, ngl I had a super fun time and I can say that you are my comfort person, I can't tell you how many times I turned to your videos to feel better and to lift my mood, your reactions and you as a person really helped me a lot and for that I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Now I hope that in this month (January) you rest as much as possible and I hope that this year will be impeccable with good health, without worries and stress and with lots of joy. I love you gril and please stay safe and take care of yourself, have a great resting and relaxing time and see you in February.❤️🥰👋

Caitlin Benson

That’s actually a really good question…I didn’t really think about that honestly 😅 I feel like I should put it in the $5 tier because it’s apart of a show. Anyone that has the $10 tier will still have access to the reaction since they get everything.

Caitlin Benson

I didn’t want to add another tier 😭 lol I felt like that would stress me out. I do plan on posting way more movie reactions in 2026 so I guess we’ll have to see how it goes. If it doesn’t do well then I can add a $7 tier.

Caitlin Benson

I’ll update you guys on that in February I think! I’m currently reacting to it but not sure what I’m doing in terms of Patreon for it since most people didn’t watch the season 1 reactions on here .

🃏

Caitlin I just want to thank you for putting so much time and effort for everything you do for us!! I just wish you and your love ones an amazing time 🫶🏼🫶🏼 whatever you want to do or not want to do I think the majority who knows your value are understandable and accepting because your are totally worth it as a person of comfort and trust to continue the journey. Please stay healthy and enjoy every moment you need, sending a lot of love 💌 :(sorry for my poor english)

jimin's muse

Happy new year Caitlin !! Enjoy your rest to the fullest and also thank you so much for your hard work in 2025 and especially in December 🫶🏻

Flora

Happy new year Caitlin !! You have been a huge part of my 2025 year (I moved abroad and didn't make many friends, I would watch your series and TV shows reactions while eating and it made me feel like I was eating with a friend haha). Your videos are a breath of fresh air, you have such a nice outlook on every film and serie you watch, I can't wait to see what you'll show us in 2026, whatever the genre 🤍

Ace of Kpop

I'm so sorry that BS happened to you on TikTok...that platform is sooo toxic that I've never even downloaded the app 😅 You deserve to be yourself, I'm so sorry that people try so hard to dim your shine 😟 Happy New Year! 🥳🎉

surem

Hi Caitlin, I am so proud of you for doing this for yourself. You deserve to be happy and not put up with miserable people who want to bring people down. I will watch your content regardless if it’s Kpop or not. You are such a wonderful, genuine, person and I will always support you! Thank you for all your hard wrok 🩷 Have an amazing rest!

Amanda G

Happy new year, Caitlin! I'm excited to see you get into gaming! Continue to prioritize your health and wellness. We will support you. ❤️

Leah

Caitlin, i’ve been following you through YouTube since the very beginning of all your kpop reactions. i tend to follow any creator that does Stray Kids content and is genuine about it, but even as your kpop reactions have lessened throughout the years, i still find my way back to your other content. you’re energy is amazing, and you shouldn’t let anyone dim your light! I will miss your Stray Kids and P1harmony reactions, but i’ll always come back for any tv/movie reactions <3

Lúcia Pacheco

Happy New Year, Caitlin! I'm happy you are cutting that toxic space out of your life. We love Kpop, but stan culture is a never ending cycle of obsessive poison, it squeezes the life out of anyone. You do not need that energy directed at you. We can love and enjoy and support our favorite songs and artists, without the fandom engagement. It really is possible, and those who tried it, have been better for it. I wish for you, that you may reap the fruits of your hard work and see success and joy in what you do 💚

anthonytoo | TooPiece

No cap on the testing content out, I get so much flack for that and it's just on Patreon, let alone YouTube. We've chopped it up about a lot of this stuff, so I'm glad to see that you've made the decision, created the boundaries and it seems that all of this is going to take you to a better place ~ leveling up! Love it, happy new year, still rooting for you gang!

Agus_bsh

Hi Caity! First of all, Happy New Year! 💕🫶🏻 I have a question about The Walking Dead. Do you know which will be the last season you react to? By the way, I don't think I'll watch anything in January, but I'll still pay for my subscription to support you! It's amazing how hard you work to bring us content consistently. You deserve a good rest, and I really hope you do well when you come back. It's always a pleasure to watch your reactions! Thanks for everything, my English has improved a lot with your videos, haha (I'm from Uruguay!). I wish you all the best! 💕💕🫶🏻 xx

Caitlin Benson

Yeah it’s crazy 😭 - appreciate you Anthony! Hope things are going well for you too! 🫶🏽

Caitlin Benson

For the walking dead, our hope is to finish the whole entire series. I guess as long as you guys are showing interest we’ll keep going. And thank you for continuing to support! Means the world to me! ❤️

Agus_bsh

Of course i will be there supporting the whole show!!

Yıldız K.

Happy new year Cait! Do what feels the best for you, leave things behind if it doesn't give you joy anymore or if it stresses you out too much. Fandoms in general has gotten way way worse in the last decade, and unfortunately kpop fandoms are some of the worst out there. As for gaming, I am lowkey excited. I am curious what type of games do you like and which one will you start with. Have a much deserved rest, enjoy your time off.

heeseung

hi caitlin!! i actually got into kpop (enhypen) because of you lol. i first started watching u because of ur kdrama reactions, like whc, and then i found your kpop channel and i went on a binge 😂 so i slowly started falling for enhypen as a group. i subscribed to ur patreon because of enhypen’s comeback and i was waiting for ur reaction, BUT i’m not upset lol. people (especially kpop stans) will always be toxic unfortunately. and u don’t deserve hate for just doing something u love. please remember that we will always be here for u!! love u cait 🤍

Chantal

YES 👏🏻 CAITLIN 👏🏻 SET THOSE BOUNDARIES! So excited for the year ahead, it’s going to be a good oneee! ✨ Thank you for all of your hard work, especially throughout December - now go on ahead and enjoy a very well deserved break! Personally, I’m looking forward to catching up on a couple of the shows you’ve covered recently, like The Manipulated and Heated Rivalry, that I’d intentionally held off from watching just so I’d have something to watch during January 😅.. but I truly do hope you get to have a good long rest over the next month and can get yourself to a place where you’re feeling refreshed and ready to come back better than ever! 🫶🏻 HAPPY NEW YEAR! 🥳 🥂🍾

ryan :p

happy new year! i hope you enjoy your break, you deserve it!!!!!!! thank you for delivering such amazing content <3 love u caitlin!

ArK-POPterix

Hi Caitlin, Happy New Year, I wish you a good rest in January! I actually have a question on the new tiers. Will the rearrangement only affect future posts or are all posts going to be rearranged?

Nylette

Happy New Year! May the new year bring healing to your heart, renewal to your spirit, laughter and joy to your days. Thanks for being so consistent and thoughtful with your reactions! You did a really great job! And please remember, even in hard times… You’re braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, smarter than you know and more amazing than you think!

Jerem

Thanks you for all your content in 2025 ! Hype to see you in 2026 ! Good month of rest now !🤍

Caitlin Benson

I’ll be moving a majority of things but not every single thing cause I have so much KPOP content over here but the stuff that most people want should be moved.

Joudi

But I loved seeing you dancing and screaming over my favorite comebacks :( take your time I’m here for you whenever you want to be back

Coco Rio

I'm gonna die waiting for TWD and JJK with those cliffhangers but I'll wait~ 🤣 I skipped most of the uploads and mostly watch JJK and TWD so I can catch up now with other shows.

genevieve higuera

Thanks for all the content. Thanks for all your hard work and caring about your patreons. Wishing you Health, Happiness and more Success than ever in 2026. From one of your OG Bubbles.💜🎉🎊

alyssa

omg i've been waiting for you to start gaming AHH IM SO EXCITED please consider life is strange 2!!

Rezzhee

Happy New year 🎉 enjoy your break I'll be finishing watching game of thrones and starting to watch walking dead ready for your comeback ❤️

Guini

Happy New Year!! Enjoy your rest! I can’t wait to see more BL’s, I loved the ones you’ve posted so far.

Heather Brooks

Good for you! Nothing and no one is worth sacrificing your mental health.

meemz

Happy new year Caitlin! Excited for you resting. Excited for what's to come. Here's to 2026 :)

maarix

Caitlin thank you SO much for all the hard work that you do for us. Your reactions with you and your mom and your content truly brighten my day. Im so sorry that people are so unnecessarily rude and awful. I came across that tiktok as well as was just so appalled. It makes me sad that there will no longer be kpop content but glad that youre doing whats best for you though <3 regardless of where you take your channel im looking forward to all the stuff you have planned for 2026! :)

maarix

also just personally speaking I love how excited and hype you get about music! I love seeing the passion and love you have for it all. It makes me feel like im getting to experience it with a good friend :') Happy New Year! I hope amazing things come your way for you and your mom <3

Alegvb

Good Job girl!! YOU are a Gem. 2025 had a lot more laughter with you in it! And THAT is something you should feel proud of beign able to provide so many of us. its a lonely world sometimes, so thanks for all u do <3

spideywoo

i get you i really do i've never seen a more toxic community than kpop its like that whole "i like waffles/oh so you hate pancakes" convo

cassie-sad

Caitlin has saved me for these past few years. i cant tell you what a blessing it has been to watch you as a person grow and just be yourself. i know its been hard for you and i am glad you are taking a break!! whatever you do i will always support you!

Same

Hi Caitlin, I’m so surprised and saddened that it was your XG content that led to so much negativity. I discovered your content thanks to XG, which then led me to your Patreon. Please do whatever you need to to ensure that this work doesn’t adversely affect your mental and emotional well being. If that means no music reactions and XG content, then so be it. When the fun stops, stop. But I want to share with you what your content, especially your XG content, has meant to me. As a personality, I have never been able to express emotions like excitement, joy, happiness outwardly. I feel those emotions but I can’t really express them. In your reactions to XG content, I got to see in your expressions and hear in your voice the emotions that I feel inside but can never externally express. That’s why I keep coming back to your reactions, and the Gala one was one of my favourites. To this day, I keep rewatching your XG reactions, because they bring joy. Even if you never update it again, please don't delete that account. So again, please do whatever you need to so you can be healthy and positive. But a big part of me being an Alpha was watching your reactions to XG content. I’ll miss that! Love, Sam.

KRUSH

Yesssss! You made my day when I heard you’re still do the walking dead! Yes please. One of my fav reactions from you. I be waiting for those drops lol please finish the series. Also people do have to realize sometimes you post on YouTube for people to know it’s on patreon it’s like promo. Yes please keep twd coming and also for the new year can you take on requests and do polls. I really like you walking dead content, final destination and cabin in the woods. That’s more my style and interests and love to see it even if it’s just on here that’s cool I’ll pay for it lol

KRUSH

I discovered you from final destination upload. You never know who you’ll reach it’s never a loss.

KRUSH

Appreciate your communication instead of just disappearing

Callum

Just found you this year, been loving your reactions to the walking dead you and your mum are hilarious. Sorry to hear the hate u got with kpop community hope u get away from that toxic atmosphere. Looking forward to more twd in Feb :)

Desiree Dominguez

Take care of yourself girlie! Can’t wait to see what you do next!

Rustam

💞

Mae

I hope this year is only good things for you darling 💕 🥹🫶🏻I love ALL your reactions🙂‍↕️ thank you truly for staying and still sharing with us your reactions and thoughts 🥹🫶🏻💕 (XD I feel you tho, I watch more boy group than girl groups.. & some people would still question it). Thank you tho for still considering to upload K-pop stuff (even if loosely) very much appreciated 🫶🏻✨Love youuuuu Ooo! Also Solomon (k-actor) said they already finished filming ‘All of Us are Dead S2’ I hope you can consider binge reacting to it on Patreon when it comes out 🫶🏻💕

@tyongf_404

I love you and I always look forward for your K-pop reactions. Please take care of yourself 🫶🏽

MuggleMeTrue

I love your reactions!! They are like mini parties! I have watched your reaction to Stray Kids' killing voice an embarrassing amount of times. 😂 I am glad that you recognized something that took your joy and chose yourself. Hopefully one day you’ll find joy in it again. I’ll still be here! Be safe ❤️.

thewave 01

I got a subscription with my first paycheck.