ohh i'm drowninggggg (Patreon)

hey guys, just coming on here to say i'm sorry for the lake of uploads this week.

I'm a bit behind since I came back from the concerts, and my body hasn't fully recovered yet 😭 (am i getting old?) - just haven't felt the best and I'm honestly just not feeling it at the moment.

It's kinda hard to explain, but I think part of it is that I'm burning myself out and I'm worrying too much about what will do well and what won't. I always feel like I can do better so I hold myself up to high standard, but I fail so much cause its not humanly possible to meet those standards that I made for myself.

anyways sorry for the rant lmao i'm not trying to dump all this out on you. just really not doing the best right now. The show must go on tho so I'll try to catch back up with some things (ex. until dawn..sorry for stopping those i got so busy) and hopefully we can get back on track.

Thank you for the support as always. could not do this without you all! I owe you everything! ❤️ more content coming soon!