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I know this video is long...you can put it in 2x if you need I dont blame you lol - There's just a lot of important things I wanted to address for youtube and Patreon.

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Rory KDP

Hair looks fantastic amidst it all ♥️

Ari._.Bldrs03

I haven’t watched it full but I just wanna say that I’m sorry. I haven’t been following you for long but I’ve seen just how much you have to over explain yourself and or constantly apologize for even having to skip filming days to take care of yourself. I just hope you know that you can be yourself, I personally like it when ppl be themselves and show those sides of themselves than not and be emotionless. I just finished the episode of TWD where you mentioned you were in the ER for some time- I wanted to leave a comment in hopes you were okay but to also let you know that you’re allowed to recover if you have to. I just don’t understand the hate you get?? Like hello, you’re also a human being?? You’re going to get sick and need medical attention, you’re going to run out of fuel and need to recharge like hello??😭😭 ANYWAYS- I just hope you’re not too hard on yourself if you miss a filming day or two, I know most of us will understand that more than others. Pls rest up, do what you gotta do and I hope you especially take the time to take of yourself mentally and physically🙂‍↕️🤏 P.s. - You do an amazing job with communicating with us on YouTube, I personally have gone to your community tab to find out abt your TWD binges. Obviously wouldn’t get mad, maybe a bit upset, but that’s for me to deal with bc I know you’ve mentioned how hard it can be. But as long as you’re at least trying then that’s more than nothing yk?? Reason why I’m now here and I’ve been binges so many walking dead reactions and hopefully a lot more😭😭 P.p.s Thank you for being some of our comfort places fr, I’ve been missing tf out by not watching you sooner. ANYWAYS YOURE DOING AMAZING, KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK🤧

Karen_Tries

First off, you don’t have to have a schedule if you don’t want to! Sheesh! People need to have patience and give grace and understand that you are only human and only have so many hours in a day to dedicate to recording and editing! Secondly, is there something in the air, cause in another community I’m in, a grown ass 44 year old had to go and get herself banned from every platform this community is on after getting warned several times! So I totally agree, it is not only teenagers doing this sort of thing! Some people just don’t understand how to word things in a manner that doesn’t hurt the person on the receiving end of the comment, and I hate to see that! Just remember, you are a lovely human and girl, you keep us fed even without a schedule! (And I think we, on Patreon, can all say we love having your mother here!!) 💕 also, I hope your health is improving day by day! 💗 Edit: and if no one has told you lately, you are Doing great 👍!! Remember to give yourself grace as well!

B2023316

Off topic but love the snoopy shirt.

TIA

Keeping it all the way real, I think we’ve lost the plot a little bit as it relates to creators. When did we move from enjoying what people create to demanding that they give us content. I mean I understand to a certain degree on patreon you’re paying for a service, however, it’s up to you to do your due diligence and see if that creator is for you and it’s clear she doesn’t put out a content calendar and posts when things are ready. If that’s not for you don’t pay for it. Find someone who gives you a schedule but we gotta stop micromanaging creators especially for something like reactions. IT IS NOT THAT DEEP and we are not her employers so please stop giving her performance reviews.

Vick

that comment is so wild. the tone IS crazy. you can run your channel the way you like because it’s YOUR CHANNEL. if you want to post what you want, when you want you can. if you want to address verbally abusive comments you can! do whatever you want queen. i’m on your side always xx

Tabby

Girl, you're better than me because even hearing some of the comments you were reading made me heated and lowkey, i'd crash out. Like, some people really have the audacity to be so rude towards you when you've been nothing but nice! I do however think I speak for a lot of people here when I say, we do truly appreciate everything you do and the work you put into making videos.

Jupiter

Girl im not even halfway done with the video but i just wanna say, you’re reaction to hate comments is completely fine, normal, and human. And people really do need to hear you when you say it takes time to not care about them!!! So many haters just think it’s all about the money and fame when all you’re doing is trying to have fun and share your experiences. Keep doing what you’re doing girl, move at your own pace, and you are so strong believe me.💛💛

Vick

RIGHT?? she better than me fr. to be able to see what criticism could be fair from a comment like that takes a type of patience i don’t have

Nicole Long-Smith

I feel you are so much more mature than people realize. Especially that commenter. You are acknowledging where you can improve while also setting a boundary. I love how strong you are and being affected by a comment does not diminish that strength at all. We ALL have days where things hit harder than usual, regardless of age or experience. I love how receptive you are and acknowledging this commenter's words proves how mature you are. You made some very reasonable arguments and I hope the community we are apart of rallies to support you the way we should. I know I will. ❤️

Bridget b

almost done w the vid and just want to say, the person was absolutely out of line in the way they talked to you, like you said they made some points but they way they came at you was unnecessary. you are human and stuff happens, unfortunately a lot of people out there act like reactors are their personal servants or something and are rude or disrespectful but i hope you know there are a lot of us who also understand and enjoy your content a lot! i am going to do my part and try and comment more as i usually like every post! please take your time if you need it, i hope your break in august is fun! spend time w friends and family as much as you can you should have a life outside of this <3 i am very much enjoying from and am glad you are enjoying it and giving it a chance despite it not doing well on polls! wishing you the best and hopefully the community will continue to grow!

Caitlin Benson

I’m doing much better! Sorry to worry you haha it was rough for a bit there tho! I have a procedure scheduled for September so should get more answers then! 💕

maarix

Cait i just wanna say that i always look forward to all the content you put out for us regardless of when or how long it takes to come out🤍 you along with your mom are one of if not my fave creators on here and on YouTube and i really don’t understand how demanding some people can be. Especially with how MUCH content you always put out and how much you always give us. Take all the time you need to focus on life and everything else you have going on. Those of us that see you and understand you have no problem waiting. You always deliver and provide us with so much content 🤍 I’m glad you put yourself, your feelings, and your mental health first because at the end of the day thats whats most important 💜

Karen_Tries

Oh and I haven’t found anything (links) that won’t work for me! Just went through the ones that weren’t working to see if they were now, and all good!! 👍 😊 🎉

Mxri

People are so entitled. If they feel the way you upload is not worthy of their time and money or fit their standards, then don't watch. Don't subscribe. Literally find something else to do rather than bully someone into doing what you want.

Zoendly

That’s actually what I do if I find creators that I like that have patreons. I look at the type of content they put out and how much of content they put out and if I don’t like what I see I’ll simply not subscribe it’s that simple. People don’t understand that constantly putting pressure on reactions makes them not want to react. Like I get that sometimes you might feel a bit let down or something if something is late or not coming but there is literally no reason to leave these types of nasty comments.

Vick

tbh being able to ignore the racist comments makes sense bc we’ve been dealing with that shit since birth. also it’s based on nothing other than that person’s stupid prejudice. calling you out of your character is different because they’re misinterpreting and misunderstanding who you are. ily, im hoping you’re doing well mentally and physically💜💜

TIA

Right. It’s counterintuitive.

Caitlin Benson

Almost cried reading your comment 😭 haha thank you much! 💕I will admit when I’m wrong. I definitely need to work on things for sure. I never want anyone to feel like they can’t correct me.

hannah jade

i’m happy you’re feeling like you’ve got stuff a bit more settled and like you have a plan! we only ever want you to have fun, that’s what we like!

Nicole Long-Smith

It's an emotional time and that's okay! ❤️ Every day is an emotional time for me haha

fl_jshnr

Don’t worry Caitlin. It’s completely normal to feel hurt by negative comments, it just shows that you’re human too. But always remember that there are so many of us out here who genuinely support and love you. Don’t let the negativity outweigh all the love you’re receiving. Cheer up girl!

B2023316

I find it funny that they said it’s weird that your mods protect you. That’s literally what mods are for. Like what else would they expect them to do. Now sometimes mods will delete comments that may have been taken out of context I’ve had it happen to myself before. But like if someone disagreed with getting a comment deleted you can either move on or message either the creator or the mod and say hey I think this was taken out of context. But you don’t need to argue about it. So crazy that they did that.

Bryant Robertson

Keep your head up im new here and loving the reactions.

J

just finished watching the whole video in 2x speed, & wanted to say that i'm glad you've decided to start putting yourself first more. as a former people pleaser who has previously struggled with mental health issues (& getting diagnosed real late with adhd), i know how it feels to want to put others' and how they feel, first.. but at the end of the day, what really matters is how you yourself, are doing. even when you're reacting & trying to hide it for our sake, 9/10 times we can tell during a reaction if something is off or you aren't enjoying what you're watching. if you aren't having fun, chances are that we aren't either.. but that also means that the opposite is true. so at the end of the day, just do what makes you happy & is best for your current situation, without trying to worry too much about what we think. if you don't want to post a schedule, then don't. if you can't make an upload during a time that people might've expected it, don't worry about it & do it at your own pace. if you enjoy watching shows and movies that aren't as popular on the channel, watch it anyways as long as you have fun. even when you said you'd go back to finishing invincible/euphoria/uncanny-counter, if you end up changing your mind and not wanting to, then don't force yourself. it won't just make your reacting experience more enjoyable, but also make our experience as viewers more enjoyable too. and if you really think about it in a way; putting yourself first, can in-turn be putting us first as well.

Beatrice Chang

These people/ this person be crossing the line. The audacity of being so entitled? You are your own person. Been following for years now and I love being able to explore new things that I would never have watched by myself. Appreciate all the hard work you do. Wishing you the best with everything going forward 💜 Take care!

ARMYnotArmy

I don't comment often (something I should probably work on and I will try to.) but... it's WILD to me the audacity of some people and the way they choose to interact with creators. It's like some of them never understood what constructive criticism is, and the difference between fact and opinion. That aside. I love your reactions, even if I'm not feeling the series/movie. Even if I choose not to watch I always tap the heart because I know others might be enjoying it. I do try to give the shows a chance though. Like From. I had heard very little about it and I knew it wasn't a show I'd willingly watch alone. You started reacting to it and I said to myself "well, at least Caitlin will be watching it too and adding her commentary so I won't feel alone." And sure enough, I've actually liked watching along with you. Also love the walking dead with your mom. I'm close to my mom too, and it's nice to see that and have her input and comments along (even though I've watched that series a ridiculous amount of times and have read the comics even more) I trust you to decide what you want to watch. And I never feel compelled to complain if you don't watch something. Sure, I do hope you finish the John Wick Movies, Sure, I do hope you'll get back to Bridgerton. But if not... I'll live. It's not the end of the world, but some people really try to make it out that way. I pay willingly for YOUR reaction. The show/series/movie/game doesn't really matter too much. But that's all just my opinion. Keep doing what you do, do it your way, and take a good rest when you need to. That's my two cents. 💜

wondelion

I’ve been following you here for 3 years now, and I’ve never once even thought that you’re “spoiled” or anything like that, because, GIRL, you’re constantly feeding us content, and we should all be grateful for the chance to enjoy such a wide variety of the content you’ve reacting to!! and honestly —watching so many shows with you has really helped me cope with my anxiety, because it’s hard for me to watch new shows alone, but with you it’s like having a cool and fun friend sitting right next to me I hope you know that you literally bring joy to most people here on Patreon, and we love and support you so much. I hope that such rudeness from stupid people doesn’t bother you and doesn’t discourage you from continuing 🫂❤️ (regarding your request about taken down content, i remember you listened to the boyz 3rd album ‘unexpected’ and i watched it, but now i can’t find it here ((( sorry if this is kpop related stuff, i just miss the boyz and decided to rewatch your reactions)

Xitlaly

Amen- just let it happen ❤️

Yolanda

Girl, who are these people! I see comments on other reactors channels too and im like why are people so rude and feel so entitled to tell you about YOUR channel and talk to you any kind of way. I enjoy your reactions, when its just you, with your friend or your mom. Your personality. Youre not fake. Thats why I joined your patreon. You keep doing you and whatever you want to do. Im here. Other people that love you are here.

girlygirl9983

Do the best you can do and your true supporters will stay. I've been watching you react to stuff for 4 years. And I have the choice to stay or leave and so do they. That comment was VERY CONFRONTATIONAL the more you read I was like dang they going in behind the keyboard of course.

Sam

I’m always a little baffled when you have to make a video explaining things like this, Caitlin, because I genuinely can’t understand how people can forget that there’s a real human being behind the content they watch. Personally, I actually appreciate that you don’t have a strict posting schedule. It makes each new video feel like something I can genuinely look forward to, rather than something I expect from you on a specific day. I’m just one of your many viewers, but I truly enjoy watching the content you create and seeing who you share those moments with. I honestly don’t understand why some people take things so deeply into negativity or feel the need to criticize every little thing. At the end of the day, you’re a person, and you deserve the same grace, patience, and understanding that we all hope to receive. I hope you continue to find strength and courage in the people who genuinely support you and appreciate you for who you are not just for the content you create. I’ve been a Patreon supporter for a year now and joined Twitch about four months ago, and I can honestly say that I’ve really enjoyed your company and being part of your community. Please know that there are so many of us who are happy to simply be here, enjoy what you create, and support you without expecting anything in return. Keep doing what feels right for you. Your true supporters will still be here. ❤️

girlygirl9983

I'm not really sure why the 10 out of 10 high quality western shows/movies arent doing that well but ultimately do what MAKES YOU HAPPY, i dont want to watch anything knowing youre not happy to be watching it or you feel forced to continue. STAY STRONG

Peyton Maudlin

I honestly have no idea why people think that they can say smt and u automatically provide some people need to understand that not everybody revolves around them. Js keep doing what u do and I hope EVERYBODY else’s positive comments give u strength because the real ones are here for u and will understand u NO MATTER what 💙

Sam

I was low-key embarrassed bc wth is a "subscriber" saying and trying to rep us real ones that are here vibin'. 😤

crnrds

Awww I really liked your videos with your mom and Sabrina! They’re so fun I really enjoy the interactions 💖

Lindzi ODowd

First of all I love when your mom reacts with you. Your relationship reminds me of me and my mom who passed in 2020. People suck, I know its hard to ignore it. Keep doing what you're doing. You put out a lot of content. Always going to be miserable people who want to bring other down. Thanks for all you do!

Rain

I rarely comment but just wanted to say i will never understand a watcher turning against a creator and leaving them so much hate, that commenter was so rude. I personally don’t care that you don’t have a schedule and I get so excited when I see a notification from you! And I’m so happy you started from, I literally binged that show in 2 days to watch season 4 live with everyone else. Now I’m rewatching it with you to see your reaction and to honestly pick up on things I didn’t notice when I binged it. I appreciate all the time and effort you put into all your reactions.

Caitlin Benson

I’ll look into the boyz album either late tonight or tomorrow! Thank you so much for letting me know and the support!

Ariana Escalante

I am sorry that happened to you and you shouldn’t go through that at all no one should and I hope you okay 🥺💕

Parawolf89

I’m watching on 2k speed and I have watched since the beginning since u just did kpop. I paused to write this. I think u have addressed it in other videos but I forgot. You’re a people pleaser and a lot of reactors are. As well as me to a degree. It’s hard to try to go to therapy for that. I easier said than down to say to try not to please people cuzz i do the same. Also want to point out it never bothered me when u or other reactors have gone on breaks. I just wish for updates to know if u or they are doing ok. I just got off working 11 days in a row and I work retail. I get it. I also don’t get the vitriol u have always gotten. I know other reactors do as well. But, idk why u seem to be a target. I hate that w social media and behind screen it’s easier to hate. I just want to let u know I found u when u were doing ur red Velvet deep dives and stayed for u. Ur shining personality and your amazing laugh. You’re a wonderful human being thst deserves love, respect, and a break. Do I miss u reacting to certain gg I love yes but I understand. Please be safe as alwaus and much love from Cali. I will always be cheering you on from over her friend!

Korivex

Youtube is toxic... I don't even like commenting on videos very often because no matter what I say someone always comes back with rude, negative and aggressive replies. You get lots of luv here on Patreon.... cuz the people are here because they luv you... on youtube a lot of people are just looking for something nasty to say to make others feel as shitty about their lives as they do.

Killari

Look, I have been a little bit worried about you, as someone that really likes your personality, but sees how anxiety and everything else can affect ANYONE. Especially when you are out there, trying to express yourself and in return getting micromanaged by some assholes in the most unnecessary way. Everyone it's really great at being cruel to someone else process. There is a line between concern or maybe even good critique, and whatever that bullshit she sent you was. I am going to be honest, paying this is not spare money for me, I am from another country and I have my own bullshit, so, when I saw that you were a little bit on the same space, for a quick moment I thought "maybe it was not the best moment to pay Patreon?" BUT THEN, after a moment, I checked myself (as one needs to do sometimes) ... you are going through it, and I know how that feels like, so if there is a moment to be here, supporting you, is now. Also, I am so busy, I laughed so hard at my stupid need of getting a bunch of shit, when I can't even see it most times. I did it to support you. And you are the first Patreon I have gotten a membership for. I hope that with time you can better focus on the things you want to focus on and whatever else makes you happy. Not because those people are not annoying or because you don't have the right to get angry. No. You do have the right and they deserve it. But because they truly are not worth it. For now, you can see there is people here that are not going to be cruel or punish you for taking your time to learn and be. I wish you can be kind to yourself. I will keep supporting you in here. You can do this. Have a great weekend.

𐙚⋆ 𝖢𝗁𝖺𝖾𝗌𝗂𝗍𝖺 𝜗𝜚˚

I've never understood people like that. I'm one of those impatient people. For example, with your reactions to Duang With You, I'm constantly checking to see if you've uploaded your reaction to the next episode. And when I see you haven't, I start watching other reactions you've done because I genuinely love them. I feel understood since I always have to watch things alone. Right now, I just finished watching both seasons of "Weak Hero", "Teach You a Lesson" and right now "Twinkling Watermelon" but I didn't watch them on Netflix. I watched them for the first time with YOUR REACTIONS because I felt like I was watching them with you and I didn't feel alone. I identify with you. And even though I am impatient, I'm not going to leave comments like "where's so-and-so's reaction?" I mean, I understand that we all have lives behind the camera; we don't know what you might be going through. And I understand if it's because we're paying for reactions on Patreon, but that doesn't give you the right to disrespect someone by demanding reactions. It makes me really sad that this is happening to you. I also followed you on your channel where you reacted to K-pop, but you stopped because of people like this. You're a wonderful person, I know, and you don't deserve this. (I'm using Google Translate because my first language is Spanish, and even though I understand English, writing it is difficult for me 🫶🏻)

🫧RoyaltyKrystena🫧

You are the best and you are absolutely right it be kids and adults with twitter fingers girl 😂 I love your patron and YouTube you help me with my mental health you are my safe place your personality your character it’s funny,loving,crazy,energetic when ever I am said y watch your videos and it helps with my mental it has been times where I planned on talking my life and your videos got me through my most darkest sadness moments you do your best you are amazing at what you do your craft speaks for it’s self and it shows how much you love what you do it’s just people me missing the point and not understanding that you have a lot on your plate and that you have a lot more to do because yes your are a creator but your also you own boss and you have people to pay for their hard work you care about us so much that you try your hardest to keep it going even when you burn your self out and that show how much you love and consider us but you should also start considering yourself more. Do what you want. Don’t limit yourself disguise the limit you’re doing amazing if nobody has told you that already you have been doing amazing job you are an inspiration. You are a role model. You are beautiful you are kind you are loving. You are important you are wanted you are needed. And I know what I’m about to ask is kind of selfish and greedy but I know in the video you said you were talking about how much you wanna take down your K-pop channel that channel has got me through a lot of my darkest times and I go back and rewatch all those videos to get my hopes up because watching you those videos really make me happy and laugh and I really pray that you do not take that channel down because it means so much to people that don’t have anyone in their corner supporting them mentally against sorry if that’s selfish or greedy. I just don’t want your channel to go because it’s my safe place and I feel safe there.🙏🏾‼️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ps I am not trying to come off being inconsiderate

TheKrakenWithin

I truly do not understand how people get so entitled when it comes to content creators. I see it a lot in the reactor space, but I also see it in every other semi-major part of YouTube that I frequent. Sure, maybe some channels have content schedules, but honestly (speaking specifically about reactor channels), I've noticed that all the channels that *do* have a schedule are either massive channels with huge post-production/editing teams, or ones where very little editing is done and/or their videos are literally just cut straight from live streams. It's like people have forgotten that the majority of YouTubers are basically running everything solo. How is a reactor supposed to react if an unexpected life event makes them unable to record videos? Anyone getting legitimately upset over someone "not posting fast enough" or "not having a schedule must have forgotten that YouTubers are *people*, and it's not like one person can possibly plan for every random event that life throws at them. All that being said, I just want to add that the effort you put into your content does not go unnoticed (by me at least). There are so many shows that I have watched - despite not being super interested in them before - simply because you reacted to them, and I know that any reaction of yours is going to be a great time. You put a lot more effort into your production and editing than most of the other reactors I've watched, and I just really enjoy seeing you get invested in shows and characters - and being loud and excited (in a good way) about things - because I'm generally very reserved with my emotions, so it's fun to get to experience shows along with your energy. Anyway, I should probably stop trying to write a short story, so I'll leave it there. Hopefully people rediscover courtesy and common sense soon, because the amount of pushback you get for just being a human is frankly ridiculous.

Violet Joo

I like the way you manage your patreon. Sticking to a schedule can be good but sometimes can be frustrating when the promised programs don't come in time. Also you are always transparent on your time and when something pops is just fine. I am a casual subscriber and when the schedule is something I don't like much I just unsuscribe and come back when I like something. Never change something just for some people, stick to what is good for YOU. And I really wanted to say that I always loved your kpop reactions. I still sometimes go to old videos to see your reactions cuz your energy is crazy and so real!!! I really hope you always get happiness cuz you make my days when I see you. Also I feel like you are just like my friend even though I haven't meet you. I just can't wait for your reaction to BTS concert cuz I know you are going to go crazy. Love you 💜💜💜❤️‍🩹

Daniela V.

Genuinely so confused at people demanding a schedule. You are so incredibly consistent. I almost always know when to expect an upload because you're so predictable. And if for some reason you don't upload something there's usually a video or post talking about why, or you tell us in advance that it's not going to be consistent. When you don't upload something I usually just think "oh I guess something came up, hope she's ok" AND THEN MOVE ON WITH MY DAY. Why are people SO demanding??? It baffles me I truly appreciate you and all the work you do. I know it's not really the same but I tried being an online artist for a bit and it was so hard trying to see what people wanted and responded to. You truly do not know until you put shit out there. But I see you! I see all the work you're doing, and I appreciate it ♥️♥️

jay

That person calling you spoiled and immature for *checks notes* being upset about getting harassed?????? How the hell does that make sense. “Hey i know you’re getting harassed and sent death threats everyday but it happens to everybody so it doesn’t matter and you need to let it go”. That sounds very much like what an abuser would say. It doesn’t matter WHO it happens to, it shouldn’t be happening. Period. How are you in the wrong for being upset?? It’s ridiculous how the victims continue to get blamed and not the people doing the bullying. Ridiculous actually😭 EDIT: that comment about not watching with your mom pissed me off too. I LOVE the reactions with your mom. Shes so funny and engaging and the interactions and jokes between y’all are very wholesome.

Joy

yeah just block that person I think the way they spoke to you during that comment seemed rude. Take your time caitlin .Do what you got to do .For Youtube idk if it would help would you try out the youtube premiere on some of vidoes maybe it'll help see your vidoes more too. . Also I've seen a youtuber ask questions during the reactions like leave a comment if for example "would buy you that car" or leave a 💜 if your at this point of the reaction i know it helps boost the comment sections.

Benji

I find it kinda wild how people start to behave once it's anonymous. Like wdym u get so heated over a video, u start threatening or hating the creator. Almost nobody would have the balls to come up to u in real life and tell u how they really feel. And honestly I respect people that do. But for anyone else who just starts hatin under a video, keep that sht to urself man. I understand how ur expected to not care because it's known that people on socials are absolutely unhinged and say the wildest stuff. But we are still human and things like that can really hurt. Valid criticism is one thing but fully disrespecting u and ur values as a person is just too much. I really hope that u can find a way to manage those comments, allthough I can't imagine getting hate like that. I would actually crash out and start fights in the comments if I was the one being adressed lol.

Neeko

I think the immaturity and spoiledness comment is directed towards the people leaving negative comments, not Caitlin because I agree that some commenters have this twisted sense of entitlement towards reactors and if they don't get what they want when they want, they divert to leaving immature comments.

Neeko

We got you girl! Patreon's a safe space for people that truly do support you and you vent to us anytime you need to! Also I hope that the immature/impatient/spoiled comment wasn't directed towards you and was directed towards the negative commenters because that doesn't describe your character in the slightest. Protect your peace and we got you <3 !!

Sherry Bandito

You treat us well on patreon. YouTube has its own issues with copyright, blocks etc . People on YouTube watches for free. Don’t stress it please. I’ve watched many channels and I will tell you what I tell them. It’s easy to focus on the negative comment. But look at the big picture, you will get 1000 complements and then the 1 negative is what sticks with us unfortunately. It’s just how we are . I enjoy your mom with you on the walking dead. I love music, and I hope you enjoy your upcoming concerts

Coco Rio

I honestly watch your reactions for you. Personally, I actually think some shows like Invincible, GoT and Demon Slayer are boring but watching it with you made it fun and I somehow found myself getting excited to watch the next episode rather than forcing myself to finish a show. I really hope you keep moving forward~ PS. Mama Benson and Sabrina is a vibe~ Love them too!

Ashton

As an ex-creator the analytics matters so much more to us than the viewers. It's not out of greed for the majority of creators, it's time and concern. I would make videos that people requested but they would flop terribly, so I would then move to doing what I'm passionate about and use my own ideas, to which those sky rocket with attention. But then people who wanted part 2s, part 3s, etc, of videos that weren't doing well means I gain time to do what I want, but loose those reliable viewers. In a creator's POV it's so much harder to manage and create. You explained it perfectly, it's just something hard to understand when you have never done it yourself, and that's just how it'll be. Everything is easier said than done. 🩵

Bianca Capra

I will NEVER understand the sheer audacity of some people. We have seriously lost the plot if these people really think a reactor is some kind of servant who should just do everything they want or a robot with no feelings. I was first introduced to you on one of the streams with Nigel, Musa and the other reactors and I instantly fell in love with your personality there without even having watched any of your reactions yet, and when I heard that you have a patreon where you watch shows and movies and that kind of stuff, I immediately subscribed because I genuinely am here for YOU, I vibe so much with your personality. You are doing an amazing job, don't let anyone tell you any different. We love you over here on patreon Caitlin 💜🫶 P.S.: I personally love your reactions with your mom on the TWD, you two are so fun together

Yuri ⋆。°✩

I'm baffled, the comment from that person was straight up rude and entitled, and more than half of their points were childish. This is YOUR CHANNEL, You should be the one having the say in what you want to watch and what not, if someone does not enjoys what your are watching, they can just ignore and move on instead of complaining like this. They clearly wanted your attention with the "i recommend this and this and it did well", LIKE WHAT??😭 And Caitlin honey, i wanna say something, I've recently joined patreon but have been watching and following you on youtube since the start for your k-pop channel, and you've grown tremendously as a person that i admire and respect, and you are very mature for the way you handled this comment. Even tho they were so rude, you tried to find the constructive criticism in it. And when people say "don't focus on negative comments everyone recieves them" that is the dumbest thing I hear, because they are not the one on the receiving end, they don't know how much it can affect a person mentally and emotionally, and everyone takes love/hate/criticism differently. Caitlin is a real human behind the camera with emotions, ofcourse it'll affect her, and so does it affects those other channels too, some of them just don't talk it with their audience, but it affects majority of them. You are just very open and honest with us about everything (which i love about you, but understandable if you decide not to anymore). I follow 5 reaction channels for a long time and 4 of them talk about the negative comments they recieve every now and then, and it is A GOOD THING, THEY SHOULD. Because firstly the affect it does on their mental and emotional health should not be suppressed, and second these people who leave those comments needs to be called out, they should not be delusional thinking it's okay to leave mean words out anonymously to a real human just because they can't be caught, IT'S NEVER OKAY, No one should be mean or rude to anyone over some videos, we have lost the plot here. So I'm proud of you and glad you called them out and blocked them, and I'm glad you are thinking of focusing on watching what YOU WANT TO watch, because at the end of the day this is YOUR channel. And you will always have people that'll enjoy your company here, because many of us are mainly here for you and not primarily the show. And wdym your mods are babying you, HELLO? THAT'S WHAT THEY SHOULD BE DOING? Mods are for managing chat and protecting the creator, it's what they are supposed to do😭 why would someone have an issue because a person is receiving love and protection, what kind of jealousy is this. Anyways, LOVE YOU 🤍

Kazuki NOW

Caitlin pls cuss them out 🙏 loved the whc reactions, ur magnum opus

Jerem

Thanks you for being yourself since the beginning, I will, and I think a whole part of your community too, will roots you forever, even if a small, mean, part like to talk too loud for somes reasons. I feel like a lot of people just watch your reaction for you, more than for the show. Maybe I'm wrong, but that's what I think. So don't be afraid to watch what you like. Love you, for ever ! 🤍

Mubarak Mahad

I find you really mature for addressing out their points even tho they were so rude, you’re doing great and you are so valid on everything you said and decided to do, IM ALWAYS WITH YOU whatever you watch I’m watching and I’m happy that you are switching more to what you want to watch rather than the recommendations you need to prioritize yourself. Ily (sry for the bad grammar) 😭💝

Gina ODierno

I like not knowing so that everything you post is a gift and a surprise when it comes. Girl, it’s all good from you in my book. Love your transparency as well. We may be decades apart in age, but you are soo relatable and I appreciate your communication on your boundaries.

livi richardson

edit: I’m sorry if this is a freaking book but i rlly want u know how much u mean to me and others: This is really upsetting, how people treat you is beyond disrespectful. The audacity people have to say whatever they want to you is actually insane, people get so butthurt and I just personally don’t think it’s ever that serious. You made your reaction channel and and patreon to ENJOY content and share it with us, it’s like we’re all watching a show or movie together like a hangout. It’s supposed to be enjoyable, fun, happy but some people just take all of that and throw a big heavy hateful brick on it and I will never understand it. To be honest, your reaction to negative comments is VALID, completely valid. Hate comments are not something that are easy to just brush off the shoulder and throw to the side, they really stick with you. It’s actually cyber bullying, which is just as bad as physical bullying. So obviously that shit would hurt, we’re all just human. YOU are human, and it hurts when you put in so much effort and try and satisfy us with content just for assholes like that person just to stomp all over your effort. You are not spoiled, are any of those things, tbh where tf did that person even get “spoiled from” like? you can run your channel however you want to, and it’s completely fine to not have a schedule because you’re right, life gets in the way ALL THE TIME. This channel is not your WHOLE life, it’s a part of it but its not all of it. You have stuff going on behind the scenes, and I feel like some people just think that because you hold up a camera and film your reactions that means that its all you got going on, like no thats not how it is. This is a real world, with real things happening in life. I’m really sorry people treat you like this, I hope you know there’s a lot of people who really do care about you and love you and would never ever tell you hateful things or how to run your channel and how you should feel about things. I only started watching your reactions a few months ago and I absolutely fell in love with your amazing personality, energy, vibe, your funniness, and even the raw emotion you bring when you react. You’re real, the realest reactor I’ve watched alongside Sebastine and Thatssokelvi and Nigel Baker, honestly . Love all of yall frl. You deserve the world and so much more and although the negative comments are rough, I rlly pray that I can make ur day a bit better and same with the other people who love you as a person. & I definitely get not wanting to treat us as friends anymore frl because it’s hard when people take advantage of that to hate on you, but I will always look at you as a friend. You helped me a lot these past few months to understand its okay to be myself and love kdramas and kpop because i used to get bullied so bad for liking BTS and Blackpink and loving kdramas, but u make me feel seen and i just love how passionate u are. you’ve also helped a lot with my depression, feeling like i don’t want to live anymore, i always look forward to your reactions and i always feel like i have something to enjoy doing which is watching your reactions to movies or new shows or whatever rlly. I really appreciate you and everything you do because idk if you realize it but u help a lot of us frl. You’re an inspiration and honestly someone I look up to. I love u girl and i’m sorry again for the things people say to u because u don’t deserve that at all. I hope u have a good day and the world treats u kinder and i hope u can relax cause ik u mentioned life has been rlly busy. Much love- Olivia 🩷🩷

leo

i love that you don’t have a specific niche, because you watch all the things i love! k-dramas, BLs, western movies/shows- you’re literally my ideal reactor 🫶🏽 TWD and now FROM reactions give me something to look forward to and i’m so thankful for it ❤️

Jordie

i really don’t like how people think they have the rights to say these things like genuinely what gives them the right? this parasocial movement needs to be studied. there’s a way to say things without being so rude, some people do things differently and that’s okay if they’re looking for something specifically go to someone else. 😭 is it really that hard? i hate this for you!!!

Jordie

you tend to give a heads up when things are going to go up so i seee no issue 😟

Nyantri

I was here typing for more than 20 minutes and then deleted like “I think this is way too long.” like a whole novel 😂 I just want to say that you’re completely right, you’re a human being, you have feelings, you’re not a robot so obviously negative comments are going to upset you in some way. While I’m sure being a content creator it’s probably a good idea to not let the negative comments affect you badly, that’s not always the case, it’s certainly not instantaneous…which should seem obvious to anyone who watches your YouTube or Patreon videos. Ever since coming across your YT channel and then subscribing to your Patreon I enjoyed your reactions very quickly because you just seem like a very kind, caring, funny, and welcoming person. So for anyone to have to audacity to come into your comment section anywhere like that is truly appalling. While I do think it’s good that you want to have this positive and “not bitchy vibe” I will agree I’m surprised you haven’t cussed anyone out yet cause even though you 1000% do not deserve them, your mom and friend definitely don’t. I haven’t seen any reactions with your friend yet, only content with your mom and what I’ve seen is that you both seem to have an amazing relationship and time together when you’re reacting to stuff together. I mean I’ve watched your old Maze Runner reactions, I’m currently in the middle of watching your Hunger games reactions, and I’ve been watching your Walking Dead reactions since you started it…you two genuinely have a good time together so for anyone to not only attack your character as a person but your family member as well is insane and uncalled for. It’s one thing to have constructive criticism, which you can clearly take…but it’s another thing entirely to just be a terrible person towards you for no reason at all. I will also say while I may not react to EVERY single thing you put out, I think that’s OKAY. Not everyone is going to like the same things, but it doesn’t make sense to me why anyone would get mad at a content creator for being diverse and posting different types of reactions…I never pay for a content creator’s patreon expecting them to put out only stuff I would like…that’s genuinely dumb and I’m certainly not going to blame them for it or be like “well i paid for this so i should be getting this type of content” yeah it’s my money i’m spending to help support content creators that I like because I can. If anything changes, then I can just stop paying. Simple as that which I think any creator would also understand. It just baffles me that random people on the internet get so pressed when they’re spending money of their own free will. Honestly I haven’t even seen that on your Patreon yet I’m just mentioning that because I’ve seen that elsewhere on other accounts. I also think it’s a good idea to react to more of what you want to react to, regardless how people feel because if you started this to have fun, you like doing it and react to “fun stuff” then you should because in the long run it’ll make you happier, less stressed and maybe you might be more willing to do more random polls or something because there won’t be all this extra pressure on you. I think this was a lot less shorter than my previous message I was going to reply with 😂 but I think I got all I wanted to say down. The most important thing you can do at the end of the day is take care of YOU first. Like you said real life stuff gets in the way, you’re not a robot and there’s only so much you can do. Those who truly care, I’m sure support you in terms of how much time you need to take for yourself, bettering your mental health and being less stressed out. I hope you take care of yourself first and foremost always! 😊

Wong Yin Ven

girl this is literally YOUR channel, u can post and say whatever tf u want. if they don't like it they can just choose to not listen and watch or unsubscribe LIKE???😭 it's that simple, if they don't like the content you're giving, leave!!! there's too much weird ass ppl telling STRANGERS what to do or not to do on the internet. they don't realise how fucking insane and rude they are

Kimi ❤️‍🔥

Giiiiirl some people have no Life! Thea forget that you are human and this is your WORK. I LOVE YOU CHANNEL AND ALL VIDEOS. So happy that i found you on YT when you uploaded KPop demon hunters and because of you i watched so many new Things ( walking dead Right now) i laugh, cry and scream with you and i love it. My theraphy ❤️ f them haters. Love from germany 💜💜

Karla Moreira

I'm kinda late to the party, but I just wanted to say my lil piece... People need to learn how to consume content like, seriously, they have forgotten that there are people in front of the cameras and they're human beings. I've been on your Patreon for a minute, and with time I learned how things work for you, and it helped me become a better audience too. And that's because you talked about it so openly and so honestly with us, but the bigger your channel gets, the less you should share. There's a wall between fandom and content that needs to be put up to keep things healthy. You're you, and this is your channel; do it how you'd like, when you'd like, and only if you want to. Your audience is here because of you, and even if the show is amazing, nobody wants to watch it if you're not enjoying it. Not everyone will watch everything, and I know you understand that. I only watch 60% because I don't enjoy everything, and I don't have enough time for everything, and I learned how to wait for the stuff I like. They should too, and if they don't... f them! Take care of yourself, Caitlin. Don't be so hard on yourself, we're all learning, and we're all living for the first time.

Hannah

I LOVE the reactions with your mom!!!

Ari

Omg I’m so late but I deleted 2 comments from that person. The first comment you saw and you addressed it, but the second one I deleted before you could see it because it was rude asf. And I just know if you would have read it during the stream, it would have stressed you out even more. I can dm you on ig if you would like to know what they said, but it was kinda similar to the one they left on YouTube. It was just baffling how triggered they got all because you said “yall”. Like I don’t get where all the hostility was coming from. But I definitely will start messaging you before i delete any more comments in the chat. I just didn’t want you to have to read what they said.

Ari

Sorry for the long paragraphs but girl, we love and support you no matter what you do!! You should be able to come to your community on twitch, and talk about whatever is bothering whenever you feel like!!! This is YOUR space that YOU created!!! You can do whatever the hell you want!!!!!! Anyway, I love you and I hope you have a great rest of your day. 🩵🫶🏾🩵🫶🏾

layalalaal

Hey Caitlin, I'm really sorry you had to go through that. People are getting so out of hand these days. Please take care of yourself and make sure to put yourself first. I want you to be able to enjoy watching everything together with us, not feel stressed or overwhelmed. Don't push yourself too hard. It's okay to take a break if you need one. I hope you're taking good care of yourself. ❤️

Dakota Billie

Girl, pardon my language, but they can fuck all the way off. If they aren’t your friend in real life, they have 0 validity (and if they are friends, it would be weird to comment negativity but I digress). You as a creator owe us NOTHING. There are a million and a half channels to subscribe to for reaction if you aren’t getting through things quick enough for them. Also the amount of content you post is more than any other creator I’ve ever followed, I genuinely don’t know how you do that. You seem so lovely and put out excellent content. 🖤🖤🖤

Nathalia

Girly I’ve been a fan for a long time and I will continue to support you because I value and enjoy your content. You’re one of a kind🤍 you do not deserve to be treated that way and spoken to that way so good job for setting boundaries. But, I do agree with the points that person brought up. Sometimes I take a break from your content because it feels a bit negative and when I come back and I see a video where you’re complaining about us not watching stuff, it feels dismissive and it takes attention away from the content itself. Unfortunately the internet is a blessing and a curse, so even if you don’t mean things a certain way, it’s impossible to convince people you meant them in a good way. I am not a public figure, but as an anxious person, I have learned to not talk about specific things in my day to day life and that really has helped me feel at peace and in control of my own life. The less you share and just privately take care of yourself, the smoother and more peaceful your environment will be. It’s just a cycle that keeps feeding itself. At the end of the day, this is a business, there’s no need to treat us as your friends. I truly wish you the best and I hope you continue to create content you enjoy🤍

Karen_Tries

Ooh Wait I think I found one…. It could just be my stupid ass who can’t figure it out, but the link to Damsel doesn’t work for me. 😬 🫣 (apologies if it is only me tho!) 😆

Faith

100% agree. My mom passed away in 2020 as well. Caitlyn and her moms relationship reminds me of ours we had...a mixture of mothers daughter and friends. I really enjoy Caitlyn reaction...but adding to her mom reacting with her to TWD is cherry on top.

Faith

I havent watched the video yet but reading the comments...I get the gest of it. I will say before I watch the video is that you are doing a great job. Period. I don't have a complaint with anything. Keep doing what you are doing. If there is a time you need to take a break....take a break. None of this is life threatening. Its secondary. You can't overwork yourself. Do. What. You. Need. To. Do. The rest will work itself out. Somebody doesnt like it? Nobody is forcing them to stay.

Bella S

Regarding analytics, I think for ANY streaming/on demand type of service, the million-dollar question is WHEN do you measure the results. Netflix, HBO, Patreon, even movies - if it's not an huge audience on the first showing, it's considered a failure. But that's not true and I think it's a real disservice to the creator and the product. I'm someone who rarely watches something when it's first released. I'm one of your older (age) viewers, lots going on and too many things I want to do with my free time. I watch when I can dedicate time to watch. I still haven't watched John Wick but I love that movie and I'm SO excited to watch it again with you. I'm excited to see the Aang movie (I saw the posting). That's the beauty of Patreon and YouTube for me. I was a 400-somethingth number subscriber from your original channel. I'll show up for what you put up that also makes sense for me. Just like I understand that you'll put out that makes sense for you. BUT - I'm never going to watch anything horror. No thank you! 👻🤭

anatawawho

i’ve been watching you for so long i wholeheartedly believe that you’re doing an amazing job. ps. f those people. and you deserve a vacation.

Loutang08_

The fck wrong with people

Mae

NOOOOO!! I want more reaction with Sabrina she’s so sweet !! 🥲 ❤️❤️and I love how you’re having a good time when you’re with her and I also love you with your mom🥹🥹💕 Your mom is so cute and savage I loved her reactions too. Please don’t stop reacting with Sabrina or your mom… for a compromise maybe movies with them? I love you please stay strong 💪 I hope you and your team can achieve what works for you, stay healthy ✨🌷

M Star

What the hell?! I love your reactions with your mom and Sabrina. Especially your mom, she’s great

Hawkins H

you have to do what works for you! there are some creators I watch that have a schedule posted every week and they mostly stick to it, and it works for them but I don't think everyone needs a schedule posted. I used to be on the YouTube side but I got impatient with certain uploads or there were certain movies I wanted to watch with you uncut, and I personally enjoy getting notifications or emails saying you uploaded a certain video. Do you caitlin!

Hawkins H

also, I enjoy your Patreon page! I love your reactions with your friend and your mom as well! I personally feel like I get my money worth over here and I still have a lot of your content to catch up on.