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Hey hey! The Uncensored episode is here~ 😜

Be prepared for this one, it’s rather explicit.. 😳👀 (I won’t be held responsible if you read this in public! 🤣)

Small surprise in the end. It changed? ✨ (not gonna spoil what changed)

Also don’t worry if you get slightly confused by the end of the episode. Everything will be explained 😋

Hope you like this episode!

Tell me your thoughts! ❤️

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Sixxthekidd

So ultimately I'm enjoying this story very much, but like some others have said Keane has been I bit off. His character I think just feels a little to creepy when he is serious. I don't know if that's what your trying to convey with the drawings of his manurisims but like the grabbing the wrist and the cornering 🤔 those are intimidation tactics so unless onyx is a masicist lol cause clearly Keane acking like that turned him on. I'm just speculating over here. Unless I'm interpreting something wrong. This is very intriguing, I'm looking forward to more 😀

Ria

onyx is so traumatized and keane really needs to give him some space

BennetBitch

Onyx has trauma, it’s obvious and why he runs away when he feels certain emotions. It’s an avoidance tactic. (I have trauma I also avoid certain feelings I know the trembling and the anxiety attack that ultimately comes with it) Keane my boy you really need to drink some of that water and calm ya self okay don’t go all crazy now. Jealousy is not a good look on anyone well his eyes where definitely piercing but still no creepy creeps please Keane.

Alex Zittes

F#ck Onyx panic attack its giving me a panic attack, y think im gonna need stop reading this story at least until it goes to a happy place again, y really love the story but right now im felling to close to Onyx situation and that its giving me several episodes of panic attacks not see a resolution, see u again when the waters become clear again, please take care from our babes Onyx and Keane ur story and characters are awesome and i love them💜

Melissa Mateo

Yesss I loved it, loved Keane aggressiveness clearly someone secretly likes it too 😏 I love where this is going can’t wait for the next episode

k1ng Blyk3

But in all seriousness, Keane is getting on my nerves so bad that I want an Axel chapter.

𝒟𝒶𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒶 𝒞𝒽𝒾𝓂 🐈‍⬛🌺

My Opinion: right now both them need space emotion got best of keane and push things far Something happened to onyx to reason why he reacted either because of his dad or something happened in college that triggered him onyx is holding lot of his emotions inside of him till the point one day he going explode. They both don’t want lose each other they don’t need realize they talk to each other which is win but u guys don’t jump on keane neck he hurting too same onyx is too. I love both of them there so much trauma and emotion that just underneath the rug that one day one of them going talk about their emotions how they felt I hope they really do come together and talk about in person than texting

My

Wait I dont understand why onyx is so panicked did I miss something!?

Elliott Iris

Onyx is gonna figure out that is Keane but is gonna keep it a secret. I think that’s the plot of this season.

CelestialRooster

QmQ did Onyx have a really bad actual first time?

Sussybeef

Also lmaoo I think this whole season is just gonna be them texting eachother and having no idea and idk wtf is gonna happen when they find eachother out cause if it’s negative that’s scary but yeah it’s good to see that Keane doesn’t really think it’s for Kai’s initial but again wow this is messy; it’s understandable that Keane is upset too but I feel he should NOT be getting that close anyways yeah yolo! It’s still nice to see them talk

Sussybeef

it’s really good to see that Keane knows that onyx is lying but I’m still so worried about them it’s really sad seeing onyx run away but I really understand why he is because like it’s valid with everything he’s going through but ughh watching them hurt eachother is painful

Walter

I get people don't like jealousy but guys he could tell he was lying, he wasn't being delusional -and when Onyx got distressed he immediately backed off and tried to care for him, you all are sensitive obviously he shouldn't have been pushy in the first place but that's what makes this comic more realistic, no one hatted Onyx when he was being pushy when Kean was SO CLEARLY UNCOMFORTABLE and Onyx just kept going because you know what? he was going through strong emotions.. like Keane is right now. Have faith in his Jesus now that he knows Onyx gets overwhelmed he will be more careful and respective of boundaries (Or yeah he sucks if he doesn't) they both have made the same mistake of being pushy like that but people only hate Keane for it, judging by his reach out text to Nocturne he probably feels guilty but we'll see. People are going to put off the creator if they go insane at every character flaw (like how there is visceral hatred towards Kai despite the fact that we've seen him like twice) That's my two cents anyway

artsy_amusing

I blame all of this on Onyx's piece of shit sperm donor (I refuse to call him a father). The root usually starts at home and until Onyx is able to pull up that root, it will rot and affect everything else in his life. On top of that, he's developed anxiety. Now it becomes a matter of addressing his mental health. There's a lot going on there. He's annoying me with his lies, pulling Kai into all of this tbh, but he's in fight or flight mode, clearly choosing flight. As for Keane, he needs to pipe down and stop rushing into Onyx like a bull. It's clearly NOT working. 😤

isa beesa

PASTA THIS EPISODE WAS AMAZING, TYSM FOR YOUR HARD WORK! 🫶🏼 IM EXCITED FOR THE NEXT EPISODE AND YOU ALWAYS HAVE US ON THE EDGE OF OUR SEAT😭 thank you!

Chey

Onyx is reacting as if he has been assaulted & bullied for his sexual orientation. He reacted as if he has been touched non-consensual by someone else and Kai was the one to protect him/stand up for him. I hope that isn't the cast, Nyxie is my cinnamon bun 🥺

Sarah

Onyx is not very good at keeping his promise not to avoid Keane but I think I’ll make an exception for him here poor man is bricked up and buck-naked 💀

fih

Honestly, I want to see what kind of friendship Kai and onyx have. Kai is being mentioned all the time but he is barely in the story yk? I feel like I don’t know him. Like with Ethan, bro just randomly disappeared

foxesareamazing

This was the episode I've been waiting for 🙌🏻 Thank you Pasta ❤️ Not that it exactly made me happy 💔

StarnoteMoon

This makes me want to throw my phone at something-😡😭🩷

ThAEighs

I didn't read all comments so maybe someone else also said that but what if gender dysphoria? It's maybe a bit far fetched but maybe he's feeling negatively about his boner because he doesn't /like/ having it? Like we know he got it in his head Keane was "disgusted" by him (during that post basketball tournament dorm thing) so maybe that made him feel disgusted about himself - "Keane likes Lynx (he couldn't possibly like ME) and I like him so I hate everything about me that isn't Lynx" 🤔🤔🤔

Aria Eudaimond

he has a way of making me worried than leaving 🥺 plz that got me but i live for the tattoo drama 😭

MaryJo Ann

I really wish they could just like get drunk and sit down and have a heart to heart with one another. To clear up all this nonsense. 🥲🥲🥲

Kaylee

🥲 onyx omg poor thing,,, this is actually making me so sad 🥲

Chuck P

I feel like everyone is forgetting keane most likely went through hell when onyx ran off he lost his best friend and love of his life. We know he definitely fought axel and he probably got tons of shot thrown his way once every knew about him and onyx. So I understand him being forceful even though he shouldn’t be. But he definitely went through hell because of onyx so I can understand his bad judgment.

Mari

This whole episode was so intense and has given us so many things to wonder about. But there's one small detail that got to me the most: even now, after everything, Onyx tries calming down by telling himself that it was just Keane, and that Keane wouldn't harm him. Even if he's running away and is terrified of what Keane makes him feel, he still trusts his friend and knows his true kind nature. That's what a strong bond with someone is. Also, I really love how Keane acknowledged their friendship. I've been waiting for it. For him to remind Onyx he wasn't just a new guy in his life with a silly crush. He's his childhood best friend, the one who knows him more than anyone else and loves him no matter what. Onyx really should be reminded of that 💚

SakuraHarunaxx

Omg, Keane is making the situation a whole lot worse than it already is but still. It's aparent that he just has too many questions and is eager to both be with Onyx and have those milion questions finaly answered. I feel like after all that stuff that happened earlier with his parents and with his classmates and in the end even with Keane, he is afraid of being left alone and is afraid that Keane is going to disgusted by him again.

Dewsler

Keanes actions may not be 100% justified, but his feelings are. He has no idea what onyx is going through mentally as onyx continues to try and hide from him and his problems. Hopefully after this, keane will realize that there are deeper issues going on and will try and be more understanding of why onyx is acting this way. Also it was really refreshing to get a little onyx POV at the end. I missed that and seeing his side of things! It's a small step in the right direction.

Claire

I’m starting to get a little salty about their lack of any sort of reasonable communication. Like Onyx is sitting here trying to act like nothing ever happened between them and that Keane doesn’t even exist and Keane is over here trying to rekindle the love flame and we still do not even know how Onyx has been feeling nor does Keane and Onyx still doesn’t even know that Keane is like actually in love with him. It’s all just misunderstanding after poor communication and I’m like come on we have had these two huge events happen (Keane realizing he’s in love and what happened with Onyx’s dad) and like neither of them have been addressed by the characters at all!

leen

I understand that Keane is frustrated with Onyx not being fully open and honest with him, especially knowing that he's lying, and the length he took to find him and to prove his love for him but I do think that he needs to hold himself back and give him some time. Onyx is not in the right headspace currently. There's a lot going on for him and unfortunately it seems that there's a lot of fear and thoughts he's holding in. It could be a lot of things, maybe his identity, something he went through, the abuse with his father, but whatever it is, it is leading to where he's getting panic attacks, which shows the severity of how it's affecting him. We don't know his full story yet, all we know after he left is that he's gone into college and doesn't want to open up with Keane. Something could have happened between those times, maybe something did happen, and it's led him to react the way he currently is. Now thinking about it, if something did happen, maybe Kai was there and happened to help him, which led to their friendship and for Onyx to open up with him, explaining how Kai knows about Keane, and his story. I obviously would want Keane and Onyx to talk, it could solve a lot of their fears and questions, but I understand that there may be reasons why Onyx is reacting the way he is and why he may not want to open up yet. As we see, Onyx is going to open up with the stranger on his phone, AKA Keane, and i do think that he needs someone to talk to, but with that person being a stranger to him and that stranger not knowing him back, it is someone he can fully rant to without exposing himself. We will see how things progress with him talking to Keane uknowingly and vice versa.

Pyt_ Sassy

Before I even get to talking bout the serious stuff I would love to fangirl over the hand on the hip and what for me was a much needed proximity moment they seriously look hot together ima need them to hurry up and talk it out but onto the serious bit I’m glad we finally got a glimpse of Onyx pov it helped us understand why he’s been pushing Keane away everytime things got a little heated but he needs to trust in the person who is his best friend and the person he loves and loves him back even though he probably can’t see that right now and Keane needs to push for the conversation in a much better situation and not every time there’s sexual tension up in the air ughh i don’t know what to do with these two😭 it breaks my heart to see them apart like this and I just wanna hug onyx in a bear crushing hug and reassure him that everything will be fine and that Keane would never think of leaving him or treat him differently

TWil

I want to cry! I want Onyx to talk. He has to talk. This is supposed to be your BFF. He’s not leaving you. You’re leaving him. 😭😭😭😭

Josie Olson

AAAA IM IMPATIENT! Is Onyx okay? What happened to him?!?! What don’t we knowwww 😭

Aubrianna Smith

This is getting harder and harder to read just one disappointing turn after the next

Violeta

I think Onyx has PTSD, and some things are triggering it (men bigger than him being dominating) even when he’s in situations where he’s otherwise okay, and he absolutely doesn’t know how to handle it other than to run away. ETA: he’s also likely got some internalized shame about being queer, which isn’t surprising given everything before this. Poor guy. I hope they work this out.

Mimmi

They don’t talk it’s so frustrating And I feel sry for keane he keeps getting pushed away and lied to without even knowing why and onyx keeps leaving him and running without talking I’m not stupid I can see that there is smth not alright with onyx but I know from my own experience that running away will make it just worse (doesn’t mean that I could stop) that is probably why it is so frustrating I think I’m to similar in some point and even experienced similar stuff to those two that’s why it doesn’t stop making me angry and frustrated especially when I see characters do stuff that I do which I hate about myself but I can’t change that🤷🏼‍♀️ Also I grew up with people who also never wanted to talk about stuff and just acted as if nothing ever happened it’s painful

Leon

Hear me out. Maybe ONYX reacted like this because it only with KEANE that he could get this type of reaction. 

Luna

Up to this point in the story, every time things got heated between the two, Onyx had the impression that Keane was repulsed by his body; Is that why he's so anxious? Maybe he's running away from further rejection before it happens again?

lou

U love making me cry right?!?!

SpaceyParker

The ending ahhh and onxy having an anxiety attack from looks of it ahhh

c3c3

I feel for both of them alot. Like clearly onyx has been through so much and deep down he wants to talk to keane bur because of his trauma he just can't. Keane really wants to figure everything out but his approach is a little too much for onyx. Honestly onyx needs to gather his thoughts so he can address this with keane. But keane needs to be more calm so onyx can actually feel right communicating and approaching him. But for sure they need to communicate.

sanaenam

Before Onyx can even begin to talk to Keane, he needs to seek professional counseling for a long, long time. His issues go so far beyond Keane. Even if they begin to talk, it'll be a just drop in the bucket in terms of helping Onyx heal. Onyx was never ok to begin with. I didn't realize it at first. He just seemed like a fantastically sarcastic kid who had an overenthusiastic golden retriever puppy/overbearing steamroller as a best friend. Then, I began to realize that maybe his mom wasn't leaving him by himself for long stretches at a time for business trips. I have no idea how such a woman is good enough friends with Keane's mom that she and Onyx stayed with Keane's family whenever they came to whichever country this story takes place. But clearly, something went terribly wrong, and even after a divorce, she can't get clear of her abusive ex-husband. Maybe alimony? Maybe the dynamic common in partner abuse. But whatever's the case, Onyx had been abused by his dad at least psychologically. There seems to have been at least one prior event that caused his father to try to "fix" him. Onyx so clearly fears having people-even Keane-see his "gayness." His trauma is so visceral, so deep rooted that he will need more than Keane to become a healthy person who loves himself. Otherwise, his psyche will continue to distort and doubt the sincerity of those who love him. And for now, Keane is a trigger of all his trauma. Unfortunately, Keane needs to give Onyx space to breathe.

sanaenam

And what the heck is Axel doing at this university, in the same dorm with Onyx? How has Onyx managed not to run into Axel all this time? Talk about a trigger. Unless Axel is not the one who outed Onyx, I am not sure if any redemption arc will suffice, at least for me. It was the one-two punch of Onyx's dad and being outed at school that destroyed Onyx utterly. It is painful to see even just his body posture. He stands caved in on himself. He's such a far cry from the Onyx at the beginning of the story. It's heartbreaking. Pastaflavour, please get him into therapy asap!

sanaenam

But I am glad that Onyx managed to get himself into college. Curious how he's affording it. Glad he has a new friend who is so wealthy that he can offer $250 for a mere shirt that can be laundered, claim that he thinks life is more important than worrying about fashion choices while he is wearing an LV muscle T. I like Kai and his sister. I just want to know more about them. OK, now I need to return to my real life and get to work.

Outcasts love Chocolate

I love Onyx in all, but Keane hasn't left him even once. He literally spent all that time that Onyx was gone to find him and resolve things. Onyx has been the only one that's left

Kana

Keane should've taken care of it for Onyx. Like how do you just let him go like that!?! Come one!

Nessie

Onyx is dealing with Panic disorder. Even since his father and Axel outed him to everyone. Keane needs to take his time with him