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Hey guysss! ❤️ Ep. 130 is here and it’s Onyx’s POV 😭

This will give you a proper insight to Onyx’s mentality and thoughts and answer some questions!

Please be warned this episode contains depictions of.. some rather disturbing thoughts, so be prepared 😳

For those of you who are sad about the angst in these episodes, I am too 🤣, but happy things are coming in the next ones, I swear 😛❤️

Hope you like this episode! ❤️

P.S: Super exciting news coming up - Will let you guys know in the following days? 👀

Also the 100% gay tier episode is on the way, and will be uploaded soon~ 👀

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Maddie

Just let them be happy with each other please

fih

My boyy 😢

Atlas

I love onyx so much!! I feel like id ve more mad at his decisions if i didn't completely relate 🙃

Ivy Muench

Thank you making this episode so emotional 🥺 my heart hurts but that’s the best kind of story telling

JH

Onyx is fortunate that all this didn’t lead to a suicide attempt as this is unfortunately all too often the result of such feelings. Sorry for being serious, but this has struck a nerve.

Mari

So excited to see things from Onyx's pov again!! Poor thing, I want them to be together, comforting each other again 💚💚

Pyt_ Sassy

Ughh I can’t stay mad at onyx he’s just too cute and now seeing his POV I just wanna give him the biggest tightest bear hug and tell him that it’s okay to rely and talk to Keane so they can both figure it out together I want to see how this little shy bean ended up becoming friends with outgoing Kai and then let that be the end of the angst and him rekindling with his 94%

Kris

Poor poor Onyx, I understand hanging by a thread and only one person is an anchor keeping you from dark.

Drew

Ugh this is heartbreaking, worth it though. Great episode, as always!!

Nat

At first per the whole onyx dipping out I was kinda like c'mon boy you can trust keane. But seeing pov....I get it you know. It's honestly pretty realistic to be so caught up in your head, to feel so much that at one point you just don't anymore. It would be devastating to be rejected by keane so to avoid that interaction for as long as possible makes sense. Yo just run away from it all. Poor kid 😔 hoping things get better soon

Kasey

I’m balling my eyes out 😭

Kasey

ALSO IM SO EXCITED FOR THE 100% GAY TIER

蓝 Ellie

This episode was an emotional sad one, but not in the way the prior “angsty” ones were. Instead of giving me anxiety, this one really resonated with feelings I’ve had when struggling with self doubt and tenuous relationships. Onyx’s behavior before was frustrating to me because it didn’t seem like there was any reason but this does help. I still don’t feel like we’ve gotten an explanation for when Onyx said that Keane was rejecting him again. What was the first time he felt that?

Violeta

Hmmm. A lot of this backstory has been guessed—that Onyx didn’t want to be accepted, couldn’t believe he was loved and wanted, so he ran instead—so I’m glad this has been confirmed; all of his fear makes sense for his character. I think what he wanted truly was control—over his life, over his decisions—and that makes a lot of sense given all of the upheaval. He definitely wasn’t aware of the control he had/has over Keane, and likely still isn’t, and wasn’t able to hear Keane or give their relationship space to grow. It’s such a bummer though. I wonder what he told Kai, and how Onyx and Keane will reconnect.

Gigi

Our cinnamon bun 💔😭😭😭 someone give him a bear hug 💔😭 I wish it was keane but I know he won’t let him right now 💔😭

Claire

Oh Onyx 💔😭

Dewsler

This makes me want to go back and re-read from the last few eps of the first season with all this in mind. Definitely an emotional roller coaster but so well written and much needed at this point in the story. I'm curious to see what happens in the next episode, my guess is continuing with the back story but I also wonder what conversation they're gonna have in the chat

Jules

Ok, crying

Irasaki

What if i gagged. What if i threw up. What if i KMS PASTA?!? In all seriousness this was beautifully written but also made me nauseous because of how well you wrote it. I relate far too much to Onyx for this shit. And i literally just found out how much i’ve improved mentally since the beginning of last year. Spiraling fr

Laura YUC

Oof I am so glad I got help. I feel for him a bit too much tbh

WalkerMonet

Im convinced you’re trying to make us scream and ugly cry Pasta! But man if this story isnt so good TAT

🎩

If onyx thought that keane never liked him, i feel like it should be cleared up now? Keane followed him to his new school and pretty much threw away his own dream for onyx, and what happened in the previous episode too. i hope they sort this out soon i want more kissing

sanaenam

I can't wait to learn more about what happened after this point. As for Onyx, geez, I have known too many people who've been lost souls. I wonder if they are living (yup, that is the first question), and if yes, where they are, how they are living, and how they have survived, all the while hoping that they are ok somewhere out there despite the struggles they were facing when I knew them. I hope that, if any of BGF's readers are in Onyx's position, this story serves as a source of comfort and hope.

Kaylee

This week broke me i understand why onyx felt that way he was already so broken that he just wanted to hear Keane reject him and then when he didn’t, he felt like he didn’t deserve a person who would stay with him no matter what so he left this is so heartbreaking also I lowkey wish jjk and this didn’t have updates in the same day jjk leaks today were brutal😭

Destiney Whillington

excited for the next chapter i want to know more about his storyy 😖

lynz_fan

I need that 100% gay tier episode after this one 🥺🥺🥺 ugh I know I can’t do or say anything to help Onyx even if I can go inside the story but I really just want to give him a big hug

Nellie

This chapter is making me wanna cry D,: poor Onyx. Ik he isn’t real but I can’t imagine what this poor character went through

Sussybeef

This devastating, I feel so unbelievably horrible for everything that onyx has gone through and the way he feels that no body is ever going to stay with him, it’s truly pretty relatable and it sucks feeling like no one will ever love you enough to stay. Even though we don’t know Kai much yet, I feel like he’s really helping Onyx even if some people think he’s an enemy but in my opinion he’s not.

JoJo

I just love how a lot of people just shout since ep 40 or so that they should finally start communicating and that they are their lil teen selves struggling through life unable to be completely real yet and aware of how easy the solution could be because of how big the shadow which needs to be conquered is xd A real slow burn with a lot of character development💕

Dragon Master

Whot day do you guys think the uploaded is on ?

SpaceyParker

The angst ahhh my heart 🥹

frldmrdry

Poor baby... :( I'm kinda proud of him for not immediately unaliving himself after that encounter with shithead dad. I would have been so lost as a teenager and I totally understand why he wanted Keane to leave him so that he can confirm that everyone would just leave him. I would have done similar things as an angsty teen and even as an now angsty adult I sometimes feel this way. Sending big hugs for Onyx 🖤 Also, I want to get a small tattoo to honor this webtoon. Any ideas? :)

Thomas Geib

Anyone wondering if/when we'll get back to the gender-bending aspect of this story? I'm enjoying this storyline for Season 2, of course, but I wonder when/if we'll get to see Onyx as Lynx again.

Dragon Master

I Like To See It Too Onyx As Lynx

YoCha

i like Kai he has a good vibe (and his twin tho)

ConcernedGamer

I think it’s gonna be very interesting to see how Onyx and Kai met, went to the same college, become roommates, and just what else has happened in the 4 months. Also wondering how much Kai knows. Obviously Kai knows who Keane is from the first interaction. Just curious to see hehhee

Mimmi

I’m scared and I hope we don’t get a love triangle because that is simply not what they need both are hurt and have scars from each other they don’t need a new person they need to talk and I’m getting more and more tired about the fact that they don’t k needs to open his mouth and tell o that he likes him and broke down when he left him and went searching for him everywhere and o needs to tell k about his fears and he needs to reassure him!

Phase

Tbh Onyx is really selfish, i understand his POV but Keane was his Best friend, not like his parents, not like those school idiots, he always helped him, to force him like that only to finally break and to say goodbye to himself, this really sucks. Keane got some problems and did some really bad things but to not trust him is so not Fair in the moment Keane did all to heal Onyx heart as he didn't want Onyx to break more. He showed him that he was there but Onyx selfishly ignored the hand held out to him. All he did is running, it is hard for me to like this Onyx because i loved him and disliked Keane for what he forced him to do with the Crossdressing, now it is the opposite. I hope the Story will soon be a bit happier. But i really love your art. 🥰

Rachie M.

Yes I’ve been waiting for the storyline of how they became friends !! Right pasta just friends RIGHT?!!?

Myaaaa

This mf became one of my highest kin just in one episode

Sina

So no sneakpeak👀 usually that means that you would spoil too much, so I’m very much excited for the next episode

Dragon Master

I agree with you is the no Sneakpeak ?

Kasey

I’m rereading and I’m currently tearing up 😭😭