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Hey guys!โค๏ธ

Here bringing some more fragments of Axelโ€™s story~๐Ÿ‘€(~try reading it slowly ๐Ÿฅน)

Hope you like how this one goes!

Any predictions? ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ‘€โœจ

Share your thoughts in the comments! โค๏ธ

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Samuel

STOP HE JUST WANTED TO PLAY THE DRUMS ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Mool

Baby Onyx is sooo cute ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

Xena

Aaaaand we got confirmation where his homophobia originated from ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Bri Rose

AXEL BABY๐Ÿ˜ญ

Eyries

ahhhhh sh*t pasta, I already know you're gonna make me cry with the next episode

SilentRam0711

My parents did the same thing to me. Said being gay was disgusting when I was growing up. It didnโ€™t stop me liking women at all. Just made me hate myself. I feel for you axel. Itโ€™s hard to grow out of feeling that kind of shame I guess.

Nicki

That's a lot for Axel as a child... Damn

SeriousGeko

I dont usually comment on patron but I have some predictions to share! ofc we all knew (and those of us that didnt, know now) that axel liked onyx but his dad instilled that homophobia in him, but we didnt know he wants to play the drums. what if eventually they reconcile and kai and onyx finally get their good quality drummer!? keane will be reluctant fs but I hope they can work it all out :) hes done bad things but hes not truly a bad guy. another great episode thanks pastaflavour ๐Ÿ™Œ

Bloody Myth

Homophobic dad, called it.

Renรฉe

And now Iโ€™m SO looking forward to when Axel plays the drums and impresses the hell out of Kai ๐Ÿคญ

Blackrose12

What a beautiful friendship that could've been between Onyx and Axel, but it didn't even get a chance to grow because of his dad's ugly comments that impacted him

Sydney

๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I CAN'T!!!!! LET HIM MUSIC!!!!!

Kasey

internalized homophobia awe Axelโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ™

๐‘ซ๐’๐’๐’”๐’‰๐’‚

๐™ฐ๐šก๐šŽ๐š•, ๐™ฐ๐šก๐šŽ๐š•, ๐™ฐ๐šก๐šŽ๐š•, ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐š–๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐š˜๐šž๐šœ ๐š๐š˜๐š˜๐š•! ๐™ธ ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐šŠ ๐š ๐š›๐šŽ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŠ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š ๐šŠ๐š›๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š—๐š˜๐š ๐šŽ๐šก๐š™๐š›๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š•๐š’๐š—๐š๐šœ. (๏ฝกโ€ขฬ€ โค™ โ€ขฬ ๏ฝก๊ฆ) !!! ๐—ง๐˜†๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—ณ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป!! <(๏ฝ€^ยด)>

๐‘ซ๐’๐’๐’”๐’‰๐’‚

Hey โ•ญโ•โ•โ•โ•โ•โ•โ•โ•โ•๐Ÿ’œโ•โ•ฎ ๐Ÿ‡ฎ ๐Ÿ‡ฑโ€Œ๐Ÿ‡ดโ€Œ๐Ÿ‡ปโ€Œ๐Ÿ‡ช ๐Ÿ‡พโ€Œ๐Ÿ‡ดโ€Œ๐Ÿ‡บ โ•ฐโ•๐Ÿ’œโ•โ•โ•โ•โ•โ•โ•โ•โ•โ•ฏ Pasta, this has whetted my appetite... Do you ever think you'll make Axelonyx a reality in a side story? That would be really interesting to see. Don't get me wrong, I love Kanonyx and Kaixel, but it would be interesting to see Axelonyx.

Hermione

Im so scared๐Ÿ˜ญ

Josie Olson

OH MY GOD NOW I KNOOOOOOW THAT AXEL IS GONNA BECOME THEIR DRUMMER!!!!! FUCK YES!!!!!

Josie Olson

Proof Axel has always been very baby girl tm

SillyDwarf

I hope we continue to see axels side when he was doing things with Kai. Because I know part of him wanted more but we only ever got Kai's internal thoughts. "Why do they keep putting these " baguettes" on TV" was something my dad also used to say, lucky for me I hadn't listened to the guy

Nikki C.

I knew it. I was like homophobic dad and axel plays drums but wasnโ€™t allowed to much.

dv2000t

Oh Axel, it was never going to be simple with you, was it? Not so much of a prediction, but more of a hope, that when he finally breaks, Onyx is going to be the one there to give him a hug and pick him back up to make that first step. Kai, for all his issues, can deal with the rest afterwards.

Wanda

๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญmy heart

Rosie Kay

This sweet baby just wanted to play the drums and like his friend ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

MirrorLazuli3012

If we're talking predictions, I just had a thought... Kai's dad has a thing for hurting him by hurting his friends and/or separating him from them to flex his control over him... And he's got that dude tailing Kai and Axel, right..? So what if Kai's dad tells Axel's dad their sons are going out and he flies off the handle and goes to hurt/expose them..? Just a possibility...

Saelune

Ahh these flashback episodes are so good!! ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

Keiji Akaashi

And we all hated Axel at first.. Now I feel so sorry for him.. ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ His father is a total good for nothing.. โ€ผ๏ธ

Yaoi Reader

Even with the internalized (and external) homophobia I've spent all this time (since the episode that Kai first switched dorms and they got into that fight where he pinned Axel to the wall) I'm still trying to figure out why he was straight up terrified. Until these last few episodes I was betting on physical abuse. Looks like it was more neglect and some mental abuse though. Excited and nervous for the full backstory!!

Chocolate Chip Cookie

I wouldnโ€™t mind a flashback where Axelโ€™s dad interacted with Kaiโ€™s dad for moneyโ€” maybe we will have a small interaction of little Kai and Axel, which would melt my heart (though probably debt is more recent)

Chocolate Chip Cookie

The regret Kai will feel after learning Axelโ€™s backstory is already frightening me because, in the end, he arguably coerced him into sexual abuseโ€ฆ We'd better see Kai treat him amazingly (which I think is already much better compared to the start).

Lola Lolita

Tbh his childhood is a reality for many of us queer people, i too forced myself to be straight

5possumsinaballgown

i really hope the flashbacks overlap into his moments with kai, so we can see how he really felt with kai

โ™กShutUpโ˜†I'mReadingBLโ™ก

Did anyone else get a wicked chill down their spine about the music class? I'm afraid *the thing* that we're all afraid happened to Axel, happens to him at this music class, because even though we've had our suspicions about him being a drummer, he don't play the drums anymore it seems ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ๐Ÿ™

Sarah

Join Onyx and Kaiโ€™s band little drummer boy โค๏ธโค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

sketcheruca

I really hope he's actually telling these memories to Kai on the other side of the bathroom door. That would be really sweet.

Andrea

What i wanna know: is axell telling his backstory kai at the moment or is he reminising to himself?

Nia Gilligan

When axel comes to accept who he is and the fact e likes kai, i think he and onyx can still be really good friends. they are just perfect for eachother in the most platonic way, you know what i mean??? I dont think hed be le to connect to keane like that, but kai isnt able to connect with keane either lolol!! I think onyx will understand him better than anyone, with the trauma about his dad and mum, and axels trauma with his identity and etc. IDKK!! but i hope we get some sweet moments between onyx and axel

Noemi Camerano

what if axel and kai already met as kids?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ actually i dont think they lived in the same town(?) but who knows maybe they did

Ayvra

I KNEW he was gonna become their drummer I've been thinking about it for months

Unknown

Iโ€™m lost, I feel like Axelโ€™s childhood doesnโ€™t warrant his overdramatized reaction to him and Kai getting freaky yk? Him trying to puke made me think he got raped or sexually assaulted because of that specific reaction. His dad just being homophobic is big but it shouldnโ€™t, no it wouldnโ€™t cause that reaction in a person. Ik not everyone is the same but still im also confused as to how he can suck d but he refuses to be touched or kissed? ๐Ÿ˜ญ maybe Iโ€™m the problem lol. Also we all knew he had a crush on onyx this isnโ€™t new guys, but Iโ€™d like to see how to goes back to axel and Kai in the future.

Skibidi Bonnet

I nearly cried at Onyx's face when he saw Axel and was going to greet him and then Axel bumping him... My heart is broken for little Onyx ๐Ÿ˜ญ I feel terrible for Axel too. That poor kid deserved ago much more, but I'm so o glad he had the outlet of drums and music because if he didn't have a passion like that I think he'd be in a reallyyyyyyy bad place now. Knowing he had ROMANTIC feelings for Onyx makes me so giddy though thinking about how he might feel towards Kai and little Axel might be able to heal a bit when support and love from his pookie ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ’–

Nia Gilligan

something about baby axels shirt always being too big is making my heart hurt

Lindsay Van Dyke

Petition to make Alex their official drummer in there band

Ash_Fujoshi101

Bro How Axel has actually became my favorite character is crazy ๐Ÿ˜ญ I love his character development

Ash_Fujoshi101

Internalized homophobia ๐Ÿ˜ญ such a problem in society be better guys!!

Chilly

I KNEW HE WAS A DRUMMER AND I BET YOU HE WILL REPLACE THAT KNEW GUY AND JOIN THEIR BAND IN THE NEAR FUTURE, REMEMBER WHAT I SAID GUYS

Randall Amberson

Well, anybody can feel misled/gaslighted. This is only the first shoe. All this is relevant but it doesn't fully clarify "Don't touch me!" It also leaves a lot unexplained about WHY ONYX DIDN'T give us any of HIS OWN interior dialogue about his elementary-school interactions with Axel. IRL Onyx would have remembered all of this very clearly and would have had some kind of Axel-specific reaction to Axel's being the one who probably outed him and Kai. It would've brought back *memories*of*this* and Onyx *would*have*mentioned*them* not only to Kai but to *himself* -- he would've thought about it all. That was all hidden from us.