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Hey guys! Here with the new episode ❤️

This one is a heavy one… so proceed carefully and read the cw at the start! ⚠️

This is the last episode of the flashback of Axel’s backstory. From the next week we’re back to the main story!

Feel free to share your thoughts in the comments! ❤️🥺

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leilani

I really really hope that Axel opens up to Kai in some way

Steph

Now when I think of that one panel when Axel had tears in his eyes and was scared when Kai held him against the wall with his arm twisted behind his back in chapter 143, it all makes sense now. The distaste of being touched… the tears… the lashing out… the severe panic attack… the signs were all there… The body keeps score and remembers the trauma. This should have never happened to him or to any child… I want to hug him and all the children in the world who have gone through abuse 💔

Olivia Weber

I knew something akin to CSA was coming, but I still wasn’t ready for it. God, poor baby. Gets me right where it hurts. I experienced similar. Having to go through all that alone. God I can’t even imagine. I hope in time he feels comfortable enough with Kai to open up about his trauma. I feel like Kai has the potential to be very supportive and caring with Axel so long as he doesn’t let his ego and conditioning get to him. This one brought a tear to my eye.

Raine

No wonder he was so scared after kia touched him. It was a trauma response!! Good lord poor axel he had such a hard past

Saelune

Oh no 😭

Azi_Aziraphale

So we're all going to hunt that bitch down, right? Fuck dawn, we ride at midnight.

sage

No my baby oh goddamn it I knew some shit was wrong I knew it was some kinda sa but it still hurts

Soraya Carranza

I don't understand how someone can look at a child and be like "yeah, you're the one i want." That's such a pedo behavior. I can NEVER understand that!! HE NEEDS TO DIE!

Rosie Kay

I was so afraid that that happened to him but to have it tied up in music too 😭😭 damn, Kai is just a walking trigger for him, huh

Josie Olson

Aaand there it is… so it was the music teacher… my poor baby, he deserves big warm hugs

B

Not gonna lie, that one hit too close to home. The only recommendation is a blatant warning. Most (me) are waiting to see your phenomenal work! But this one needs a caution, warning, disclaimer? I knew it was going to be hard-hitting but gosh! Much love! Just post a warning. :)

Teddy Chanel

I’ve never wanted to just give a character from a story a hug so bad. No one deserves this

Jay

I had a feeling childhood trauma was the reason he hates being touched so much

ChaosKekzz

Nooooo I knew this gonna happen 🥺 poor baby. Its drawn so intense, that I want to stop reading, but its like an car crash, can't look away...

parakiadute

Oh 😭❤️ that poor soul, protect him at all cost

Fwuff

I've been wondering for a while, did Axel keep an eye on Keane and Onyx because he was worried Onyx was being coerced by Keane from his own experience

liahisaliar

This is NOT how I wanted to start pride month😭 death to ALL pedos

LikoST

My Axel 😔 No one's deserves to go through this shit. I love the chapter ❤️

Kelly klarkson

Sigh. This will be a tough one for Kai to maneuver. Axel has always liked boys but besides his dad being homophobic, he himself is repulsed by men because one assaulted him. Anyone whose been assaulted can have a complicated relationship with intimacy with the sex of the perpetrator as a whole and with sex as a whole. So you can turn to being repulsed by that sex or gender entirely or you can feel a strong need to be in control of sex in it entirely (always be the one leading the encounter). Axel seems to be in both categories where he wants to be the one controlling and is repulsed as well

Noemi Camerano

In some ways Axel reminds me a lot of Type from TharnType… 💔

Esaenra

What if Kai finds that guy who did that to Axel 👀

Kaylynn Bousman

I don’t like that it’s a combo of all 3 things I thought it could be 😢 my poor baby

Chicoeselnino

Shoot and Kai said something similar in a previous episode “just stand still” 🥹 once Axel opens up to Kai, he’s gonna have so much guilt

Magdalena

man fuck his shitty ass dad doesn’t even care to check up on him like him obviously running to the bathroom as soon as he gets home you can see he’s upset and his dad just doesn’t care like wtf

Magdalena

poor axel his one enjoyment has to be ruined by a fucking pedo

Fae First

Oh no, my baby :( I hope soon he can tell Kai about it, kai will probably be extra cautious from now on..so much for started to get along

G

my babyyy💔💔💔😿😿

Nils

Urgh I hate it. You made me feel bad for Axel. Great work. One can only feel sorry now for him. Not really an excuse for his shitty behaviour but an explanation

Rachie M.

KAI SAVE HIM OMG 💔💔

Gigi

I want to punch him so bad but is a freaking comic and I can’t break my phone. Dude 😤

artsy_amusing

I...wasn't ready! 😫 I knew it was leading up to this, but I didn't know it would be through the one thing he liked doing. Ugh, pedo predators are THE SCUM OF THE EARTH. What a sicko. That SOB is lucky Axel didn't go blabbing to his father about it (because he was already terrified of him), because I'm sure Axel's dad would've gathered his lowlife buddies to go and publicly tear him to shreds...literally...like, rip him limb from limb. I knew Axel's aversion to physical touch likely stemmed from being abused. Hopefully he will open up to Kai - he wouldn't judge him or be angry about it. Seriously, they both could rely on each other. Both have shit fathers and went through some form of abuse. I also think Axel could really benefit from counseling (although he'd likely scoff at the idea, initially). Axel, please talk to Kai. You need to unburden yourself.

SillyDwarf

Noo as soon as I saw him I knew😭 please tell me truck-kan takes care of that guy.

Liz

BROOOOO NOOO POOR AXLE

Izzie

Kai and axel are perfect for each other both traumatised boys needing someone to see them for how they are and love them as they are

Bloody Myth

Thank the lord he didn't get touched. Also, I think that teacher and me should have a private conversation🔪

Ali fortunygc

God i need kai comforting him so bad ive been aching for it for WEEKS

Mary P Fahy

Poor Axel, Kai handle with care.

MyleeMayyy

My poor Axel 🥺🥺🥺

Lola Lolita

Oh man pls Kai go comfort him dont leave him alone in that state :(

AddiEverybodysDaddy

Is it just me or does Axels drum teacher look related to the new drummer guy?…

Hermione

Well… looks like there’s going to be blood on my hands tomorrow. See you guys in jail

Rayna

Nnnnooo!!!!!! OMG no wonder he doesn’t like anyone touching him. And little Axel is so cute

Human Potato

Can I say that I actually really like this portrayal of a victim from Axel. Most (such as myself) freeze / froze but Axel realizing that something isn’t right and running away is not something always portrayed if at all and I think that’s important to showcase.