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Hey guys!

New episode is here ❤️ With the two idiots being all messy again 🥲

Hope you like how this one turned out!

How do you think this will play out? 👀

Share your thoughts in the comments! ❤️

See you all soon!

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Bri Rose

😭😭😭 Keane….

Baysia

Ouchhhhhhh 😭 nooooooo

Kris

Awwwww poor keane....he just wants to love his boy.

Panacea

No Keane! It’s NOT you, my baby cakes, shnookums, love bear, sweety pie 😭😭

Reed Moore

This hurts my heart so much 💔 😭

leilani

“No angel dont blame yourself” 😣😣

Akira

My poor baby😭

conchsandkittenpaws

I want them to be together so bad, but I also understand both of their separate issues! 😭😭😭 Keane, you need to slow down, especially in public. Onyx, love, go get some therapy. You need to be able to be you without the ghost of your sperm donor's anger haunting you.

sinnamoroll

I hope it plays out that they talk about it but that is not a common theme for any of them

RedWulf40

Aww Keane its not you 😭 come on Nyxie communicate with ur boy

Paradise Bright

don’t get me wrong im grateful but i waited all week js for this? i can’t wait another week 😫

Soraya Carranza

Thank you, Pasta for the birthday present 🎁

Anastasia Mikelson

Onyx should know better! Keane has never actually done anything wrong. He isn’t a mind reader. But I do agree that Nyxie needs to go to therapy, get an ESA cat, and climb a a mountain and scream his lungs out. Also I think his dad died.

Kasey

and then I was shot 57 times

Crimson

Oh no, the "is it me?" Question

ZakichanMC

Onyx when I catch u onyx...

Hermione

OH NO KEANE HONEY😭😭

Raine

Nooo poor onyx is having such a hard time with being perceived by others. His trauma from his dad and from highschool is really showing through here :'( and Kane noooo its not you your boy just has some big feelings and unkind voices in his head

Steph

Bro is traumatized and paranoid because of his stupid dad 😭💔

Sixxthekidd

Its unfortunate cause its like onyx is internalize his own fear of homophobia and in doing so is acting somewhat homophobic towards himself and Keane. Like "dont act like that cause people will get the wrong idea that we are gay" as if they are not. Its deeper then just being embarrassed and its actually really sad but I dont understand why onyx doesn't just talk to Keane. Keane has literally given him full opportunity to be forward with him and has been clearly supportive on all fronts. Its like onyx has bpd and keeps trying to self sabotage or something. Hopefully thats not the case. Hopefully he just comes clean and tells Keane that hes not ready to be so "out" even if Keane is, he either needs to give him real time to come to accept himself or make it clear that hes gonna keep feeling rejected because onyx is not ready to be the kinda lover that Keane is expecting out of him. If he doesn't come to terms then he will never get better or actually be happy with keane an the only realistic next step would be that onyx needs therapy and I feel like this story is diving deep into the dark side of bL more then the enjoyable side. Its a hard pill to swallow at some points. I still enjoy the writing and art and im not expecting it to go the way i wish it would, but im really really really freaking hopeful that they will have a break through sometime soon and just be able to be happy and be best friends again and also be able to be lovers without feeling like there's clock counting down on thier relationship. I'd really like to learn more about what the hell is going on with kais dad and what hes stalking axel for and where all that is going cause its really weird for loan sharks to be sooo invested in a collage kid who's making payments when there's probably like so many other people that owe them money. My heads in a jumble. I love you all

Guylord

Oof this one hurt 😭

Rosie Kay

Ugghhh poor babiessss 😭😭 they really need to talk to each other

Nils

Oh no. The ship is heading towards another cliff. Please communicate both ofyou. Don’t let some misunderstandings put another strain on your relationship

Josie Olson

I feel so bad for Keane with each of those little moments of tiny rejections. It’s like a quiet punch to the gut each time. I hope Onyx figures out how to just communicate to Keane where he’s at mentally so he knows it’s not his fault. Keane is such a good boy doing such a great of job! He deserves his little ears 🐶

Ole Wedel Thalund

Being messy again? I wouldn't call it that. Onyx is completely in his head, never once enjoying himself. He's so ashamed of who he is, and can't acknowledge his poor boyfriend at all. He has a long way to go, if he ever wants to be able to love himself. And he needs to do that if he wants to be able to love other people. Keane desperately tries to show affection and love in that public space which the fair undeniable is. I feel so sorry for him. 😞

Rat Rettas

He just wants to love Onyx 😭 he doesn’t care what people think or what they see thats his mans n hes proud 😭 I hope Onyx can feel more open soon n stop caring what others think. love is love 😭🫶🏻

LittleFoxy

Nooo the famous cliffhanger xd poor keane! He just wants to be lovey dovey 🥺😭

SakuraHarunaxx

Oh no, I like this ship but Onyx has huge communication issue, which I can understand because he has a lot of trauma, but he doesn’t even try to communicate with Keane at all. I understand that he is in his head most of the time due to everything he has been trough, but I still think that he could try a bit more to communicate with Keane.

Notacreator

I think given how intensely onyx has behaved in the past, it was a lot to ask that he be able to behave normally in a relationship all of a sudden. Onyx promised Keane he wouldn’t run away before and then immediately ran away. Onyx time and time again no matter how obviously Keane loved him, made up stories in his head about how Keane doesn’t feel the same way about him. Onyx is mentally screwed. I mean, you don’t just suddenly recover from you’re dad almost killing you with time alone. That’s professional help territory. Love is never enough in these situations no matter how cute the stories are …. Keane is naive and he doesn’t know what to do plus if he did push onyx would push back harder. I’m not sure what Keane should do.

♡ShutUp☆I'mReadingBL♡

I think Onyx will try to explain himself in a way that doesn't indicate he needs to go to therapy (he will fail), Keane won't buy it, and one or both of them will want some space. That's when hopefully Onyx will run into Axel, and they can hash their shit out, and we can *finally* get some real healing P.S-- Pasta, you know you owe us a ton of fluff once all this drama bullshit is done, right? Like, SO MUCH

Rihan

I think this is a very valid reaction for Onyx to have and a behaviour that is very common amongst Gay/Queer people which few stories ever depict. To me Onyx isn't being internally homophobic but more doing the 'Who is around?', 'is it safe? 'If i do anything, what will happen?' Not sure about younger generations, but older gay/queer people (like me - I'm 40) who experienced a lot of homophobia tend to do this kind of thing. Its not often depicted in media, so i'm glad to see it. That external pressure never really goes away, because of the dichotomy between the very act of perceived 'heteronormality' and the othering of 'Queerness' Unfortunately until the need to 'come out' ends, this will continue. Either way i relate a lot onyx here and have been in that situation many many times. For Keane, its difficult because he hasn't experienced a lot of the same pushback and rejection. Which in itself is an entire can of worms.

Becshlec

Aweee Keane was so excited for this :(

Himitsu

It hurts to see Onyx reverting back to the closet after Keane is finally proud to show him off😭

slaysweetie

NOOO ONYX SAY SMTHH😭😭

Winniethekay

My stomach turned reading the end of this chapter. 😔

Maisan

Side note: they really do give black cat/puppy dog energy 🐈‍⬛ 🐕

x3keksix3

Awww nooo please just talk to him onyx he loves you so much. And we need cute cat ear and puppy ear pics of you both 😸😸

Lola Lolita

I really can't blame Onyx, because the homophobia in this world is growing and is very scary. But he should at least explain his fears to Keane so that he can understand

Wanda

Noooo😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 my hearttttt

Ash

NICOLE HOW COULD YOU

Hope

NOOOOO poor baby 😭😭😭 Please talk to him! Tell him the truth

Citrus

Onyx lowkey acts like Axel. Seeing a common theme with these ships which is a nice parallel for the story. Definitely feel bad for Keane tho. He just wants a normal relationship but Onyx doesn’t see their relationship as normal.

Aiden Beare

The episode won’t load for me😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭