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FULL EPISODE 65 šŸ„¹ (Patreon)

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2023-01-12 23:22:30
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Whatā€™s up guys ā¤ļø

Hope you all are ready for thisā€¦ šŸ™ƒšŸ˜‡āœØAfter I added the effects this whole scene turned even more dramatic, I was like damn.. šŸ˜³šŸ¤£

Hope you like how it turned out, and tell me your thoughts! šŸ¤¤ā¤ļøSee you all~!

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keleptose

Nooo i hope they immediately work it out and this doesn't drag on chapters šŸ„²šŸ„²

uwunae

ā€¦ I honestly only have one word running through my mind: Shit šŸ«£

A.

I love you author, but I read this right after therapy hoping for a pick me up. Lmao Iā€™m a dumbass

MAYāœØ

Okayā€¦now that Iā€™ve had some timeā€¦. What the actual fā€¦ I love onyx and I understand heā€™s jealous and upset and just wants Keane to love him back in that wayā€¦but pushing him away isnā€™t the way to get what he wants. And OBVIOUSLY Keane is upset here already but Onyx is too blinded by his jealousy that he canā€™t see that. Like I said last week I just want them to talk and work this out. As much as I want them to be together they are best friends first and hurting your best friend is just no bueno. Keane babyā€¦.I would give you a hug if I could. I know thereā€™s a bunch of confusing things going on in your head right now and this justā€¦it breaks my heart. Onyx, I love you, I really do. BUT take a minute to get your head out of your ass and realize your friend needs you. Like I said, theyā€™re best friends first before anything. I know itā€™s hard for onyx to hear about Keane and Hailey and I respect him wanting space but if your best friend, and the person you fell in love with shows up on your steps like thatā€¦you take a minute and listen before lashing out. Then again weā€™re all human and make mistakes and onyx has his own shit going on but as an outsider looking in this just pains me. I wish they would just talllkkkkk. I do love the angst though AND these two buttheads. Tis all for nowā€¦

Ethan

Maybe the way that Onyx said it was harsh, but Keane kinda messed it all up. First he makes him follow along with his plan. Then he uses that image (the Lynx version) to get himself going whilst heā€™s with Hailey. Then he starts off by talking about said girl and itā€™s upsetting that all he uses Onyx as, is some sort of Tool. Either for relief oder to attain his goal. Just wanted to clarify that these points arenā€™t against the story as is- I appreciate the work the artist puts into their comic and the fact that their relationship is making me write this long comment is proof that I do indeed am invested xD

Vivian

I donā€™t know if my heart can take this šŸ˜­ the look on Keaneā€™s face when Onyx said he was sick of him, and Onyxā€™ face when he realized what he had said.

Emma

bro this made my eyes almost cry bro wtf

Claire

Dang it pastaflavour why you keep doing this to me I need more chapters šŸ„² I canā€™t leave Keane crying for a whole week

Sammy

NO BABY DONT CRY

Jeqjeq

OH?? NO???? D,: Iā€™m like Keene needs to hear that heā€™s been a prick but Onyx saying heā€™s sick of him is owieee

Yads

I think what hurts most is how hopeful and relieved keane looks at onyx at first

Diana

Beautiful, and as always... Too short! šŸ˜‚ Kidding, I loved it! šŸ’œšŸ’œ I can't wait to see what happens next!!

Aki Void

ONYX NO WTF- T-T IM GONNA START SOBBING NOOOO I get why but like nooo!! this series got my heart in so many places T-T

My_FleetingMind

Iā€™ll return with some actual clarity of thought tomorrow but on a basic note, honestlyā€¦I feel so bad for both of them! šŸ˜¢ A LOT is being lost in translation (or a lack thereof) and theyā€™re each of them hurting in different ways. I vaguely remember being 17 and the raw, angsty pain levels of loving somebody (and fearing that they donā€™t love you back) and it wasnā€™t easy! I have equal amounts of sympathy for both of them. I donā€™t think Keane deserves itā€¦heā€™s made mistakes but who doesnā€™t? I agree with linaaa and what they said in their post under the sneak peak the other dayā€¦Keane has never intended to hurt Onyx (actually far from it! Heā€™s always shown huge care and been massively protective of him). Even with the cross dressing, there was no bad intention there and Iā€™ve never felt like it was actually forced by Keane. It was more something that Onyx was reluctant about but ultimately willing to do. *(I actually hope and look forward to the cross dressing featuring more in the future as Keane and Onyx consensually explore and enjoy it together!) As for Onyx in this episode I do feel and understand his rageā€¦though I hope now the inevitable explosion has happened, he will take a moment to reflect and attempt to communicate his feelings more clearly with Keane. On the positive sideā€¦Iā€™m pretty sure that Keane and Onyx are in love with each other (theyā€™re just at varying degrees of realisation). They and we are gonna have to weather this stormā€¦but Iā€™m hopeful that it will be worth it. No rainbows without rain and all that! šŸŒˆ That being said I hope the angst arc doesnā€™t last for too longā€¦ I have a slight fear that there is more miscommunication to come! šŸ˜¬ Keane still has to find out about Onyx kissing Ethan and my theory is that when armed with this information Keane will wrongly assume that Ethan is the person that Onyx liked all alongā€¦ šŸ¤¦šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø Anyway, apparently I got carried awayā€¦and my thoughts gained clarity and spilled out earlier than expected! I will stop!!! Just as a final point though, I passionately agree with the reader above who complimented the facial expressions in todayā€™s episode! YES! The way I felt things from the looks on their faces. Keaneā€™s crying face very nearly broke me! Thank you author! Amazing work as always!!! šŸ’œ

Gwentergreen

this is the perfect stepping stone toward them properly communicating with each other (so PLEASE don't turn this into another misunderstanding arc for 9 weeks)

Chey

No no no! C o m m u n i c a t e boys!!!!

Shadey_Beach

C'mon, at least hear the poor baby out!

Megumi

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

RoseSunflower

That quivering lip šŸ˜­ I really felt for Keane

Kaity

Oh no!

spring 11

Why is he crying!OMG STOP!šŸ˜¢šŸ˜­

KimCurls

Ah, this timing for Onxy to snap ans Keane to realize what Onxy means to him couldn't be worse. I kinda like it- storytelling-wise. Well done :)

Che

Are these episodes getting shorter šŸ„ŗ

Gin Kurosu

NOOOOOOOOOO WHY?! AAAAAAAAH!šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­

linaaa

i knew itā€¦ i fucking knew itā€¦ now we are ALL CRYING THANKS

linaaa

i read this for the first time at a pub (abhorrently drunk, tears streaming down my face, mind you) and thought to myself ā€œwow thereā€™s no fucking way it ends like that, iā€™ll wait till im home to finish this!ā€ now im in bed (still disgustingly intoxicated, except now im profusely sobbing) and the only thought left lingering is ā€œwow im really fucking glad i have therapy tomorrowā€

linaaa

you delivered yet again though, this chapter and the attention that was dedicated to depicting both keane + onyxā€™s raw emotions here literally gave me goosebumps, your ability to convey the most minute changes in tone/feeling/demeanor is so impressive, i cannot praise your work enough <3

nikki

every week i look forward to the next

Emma

Noooo Iā€™m so sad

linaaa

at first, this chapter felt so absurdly short that i nearly shrieked at the barā€¦ but after rereading a thousand times i realized that it was so emotionally dense that i probably could not manage more than this šŸ˜­ im genuinely very glad that onyx was able to release his frustrations to some degree here but i knew he would go too far and end up regretting the things he saidā€¦ but that is in all respects completely understandable recognizing everything he is going through ā€” he is in love with his best friend and has thoroughly convinced himself that his feelings will never be reciprocated, much less acknowledged, so he is frantically attempting to move on [even if this requires hurting himself, keane, and others (ethan!! šŸ„¹] in the process, but this is something he is yet to realize) so at this point, even hearing keane mention hailey, especially after what seemed to insinuate a very intimate date at her house, was bound to aggravate onyx and trigger feelings of disappointment in him. and onyx is definitely the type to put up an angry or annoyed front to conceal his true feelings of despair and desolation. despite all this, i dont think that keane deserved this at all and, evidently by his remorseful expression, onyx knows this as well. you can say keane is dense and oblivious and slow all you want but he is also so sweet and gentle and caring and affectionate and he really truly loves onyx!! before he realized his feelings might go beyond simply being platonic, he always loved, protected, and prioritized (even if it wasnā€™t always crystal clear) onyx!! he was literally always thinking of him and at the end of each day found himself gravitating towards him!! so no, i absolutely do no think keane deserves to even briefly feel this kind of dejection. he is just a boy who had superficial feelings for a girl and in the process of exploring that initial attraction has discovered that he has deeper feelings for his best friend than he could have ever imagined. you cant blame him for being young and naĆÆve and unsure of himself, he is a seventeen year old kid!!! yeah i see how one might find him culpable and see his making out with onyx while trying to get with hailey as irresponsible, but i do not think this is something that should be solely and thoughtlessly thrown on him! its not like keane dedicates his days to manipulating onyx or playing with haileyā€™s emotions; onyx was fully aware that keane was chasing after hailey from the beginning and hailey didnā€™t even let the boy speak before proceeding to try and ā€œguideā€ him through his alleged first time!?!??! like what the fuck? i do not think that keane used either one of them or toyed with them at any point. he is simply having a revelation (even if its a little late) regarding his true feelings and trying (and really trying incredibly hard) to act respectfully and thoughtfully of them now that he has realized things!! this was exemplified when he quickly left haileyā€™s house after recognizing that things with her were definitely not what they seemed and that his mind was clearly elsewhere. he reassured hailey as much as he could in spite of everything he was feeling and even stopped himself from being disingenuous with onyx over text! like keane has undoubtedly grown so much even if he isnā€™t super in tune with feelings yet, but that is something that he will accomplish as he continues embracing his emotions. anyway, i think i have always stood more on onyxā€™s side of things because i know very well what its like being on his side of this sort of story, but it is exactly because of this that i can genuinely understand and feel for keane as well, because he is not a bad guy in the slightest (and things just never are what they seem to someone who is blinded by any sort of intense emotion!)ā€” he is just a little slow in realizing onyxā€™s feelings, how profound their relationship is, and how deep it really runs. i hope that after seeing keaneā€™s undeniably pained reaction, onyx can let go of his rage and irritation for a second and stop letting his jealousy and sorrow take over. its very clearly clouding his mind to the point where he has unintentionally hurt the person he cares about most when keane said in this chapter that he just ā€œwanted to seeā€ onyx in such a worn out manner my mind immediately recalled when onyx admitted he was ā€œprobably fucking in loveā€ with keane with the most disheartened look in his eyes. both of their declarations rendered me fucking weak, and they both seriously need to have a candid and honest conversation with each other right now šŸ˜« as angsty as these last few updates have been, we have seen them be so sincere and vulnerable (even if it, to all of our chagrin, has not been to each other) and it has been so delightful to see!!! i feel like all the pieces are slowly but surely falling into place and we are SO SO close to a turning point for their relationship!! mannnnn this is so painful! i have no idea what to expect for this next chapter and honestly i dont think my heart or brain can withstand ruminating on this particular chapter any longer šŸ˜­ im gonna take a good two day nap and hope i can get close enough to thursday after rereading this whole thing from the beginningā€¦ see yā€™all on the other side šŸ« 

MAYāœØ

Predictions for next update- 1-Keane runs away and onyx tries to follow him but keane blows him off. 2- Onyx grabs Keanes face and tries to calm him down and then Keane might kiss him??? (Wishful thinking) 3- Keane runs away but Onyx doesnā€™t follow him and ends up punching the wall or something. 4- A meteor hits earth and the world endsā€¦..(basically already happening here šŸ˜©)

Alex

AAAAAH I'M SUFFERING

WhatIsHappening

These last few chapter have left me in a constant state of āœØemotional pain and sufferingāœØ

emma

i need them to just kiss and make up and realise theyā€™re in love šŸ˜–

Hazel Reyes

This is torture! That last scene was heartbreaking šŸ˜¢

ivitti

NOOOOO KEANEEEEšŸ˜«šŸ˜«šŸ˜«

linaaa

rereading this again, and it seems that onyx wasnā€™t looking at keane the entire time he was asking him to listen. yeah onyx is talking at him but he really is not looking at keane, he isnā€™t seeing how badly he is trembling throughout this whole scene or how pained he is in this moment. this is definitely bc onyx is also hurting and fed up with their situation (or where he thinks they stand) and seemed reluctant to involve himself any more because he fears ending up even more attached; he was intentionally being dismissive and cold because he knows the effect keane has on him but this made him unwittingly overlook that keane was in desperate need of comfort. it isnā€™t until he grabs him (and inadvertently blurted out that he is sick of him) that he seems to snap back into the moment with the weight of his words truly hitting him then. its only at this point that he finally really starts to see keane but the damage is already done.. both of our boys seem to have been pushed into such a dark and unpleasant head space as the last several events have unraveled, and not only is it taking a serious mental and emotional toll on both of them but its also severely impacting their relationship šŸ’”

Liz

NAURRR MY BABIEEESSSS

Gean

Nooooooo