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FULL EPISODE 115 💙 (Patreon)

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2024-01-11 22:06:30
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2026-06
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I’m early for once! 🎉😎

I loved reading your analysis and thoughts on Onyx’s mental state and his actions at the sneak peek, at this point we’re a whole group therapy session, haha 🥹💙

Hope you like this episode! Don’t forget to like and participate on today‘s therapy— I mean, comments 

Love you all~

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midnightstarfruit

The fact that Onyx isn’t blushing is speaking volumes… he’s not in the right head space for this. Speaking from experience from both Onyx and Keanes sides it doesn’t end well for either side. Don’t get me wrong I’m so excited that this is happening but it isn’t happening in a healthy way. Onyx will regret it if they go through with it and Keane will feel like he took advantage. On the other hand if they don’t go through with it Onyx will feel like Keane doesn’t care for him the same and all of this would be for nothing and Keane will feel like he’s letting Onyx down… The best case scenario (also speaking from experience) is if Onyx breaks down before they get to that place I explained above. He needs to be held and cry. He needs to let it out. Them having sex right now is the worst thing that can happen, especially for Onyx. It will send him down a deeper spiral of using bad coping mechanisms. Having sex while numb like that is awful.

Akira Yuuki

When did thr hight requirement for this roller coaster change?

EarlGreyMilkTea🩶

I could be compleeeeetely wrong, but does Onyx look skinnier to anyone else ? I really hope he hasn’t stopped eating, but with his current headspace… the thought worries me 💔

Darwin

So short, you're killing me author! But I always love seeing a flustered Keane, he tries to act all cool but he's a sucker for Onyx. I'm not against them having sexy times as long as it leads to Onyx being able to open up to Keane after. He might just need to feel that level of closeness with Keane and know for sure that he wants to be with him before he can get to that point where all of the feelings come flooding in for him to process. Please feed your thirsty audience and then let the ugly crying and healing commence!

StormLady

At least Keane is being sensible 😭🫠💔

Kuup.Nomz28

why did i read that so fast?!?!? 😩😩😩

Ronnie Cothran

Woah. That’s. That’s where we get left. Omg that happened so fast.

Ronnie Cothran

I opened the chapter and audibly said “oh right that’s where we left off. Ok.”

Ruby

BRO U WERE EARLY THE ONE DAY IM AT A PARTY

Coco Baldwin

Oh my goodness I read that so fast!!! 😂

Lucila Ordoñez

I can't see the episode where is it?????

SpaceyParker

Keane is literally the Patreon comments telling our thoughts and chapters was so good especially when it comes to making it clear Onxy isn’t think straight and Keane doesn’t want forget

Scarlet

how much do i have to pay to rea the next chapter 🫠🫠🫠

Fade

I have mix feelings but I feel like this will reassure Onyx that Keane loves him in that way. He kinda needs him, intimacy can be medicine. Keane just wants to be their for him and help him feel better.

Steph

Can I just say how beautifully you colored those intimate moments between them? It literally sets the mood perfectly! 😍

𝓥𝓮𝓵

oh Onyx ☹️, this actually makes me really sad.

Silas

I think it was a great decision to have Keane say that Onyx isn't the greatest state of mind for having sex. He acknowledged that he thought about how Onyx might feel after his head clears, and that shows how much Keane cares for Onyx.

Chey

I'm being BLUE BALLED.....

Michie

Daayummmm, okay get it 👀

Trinity

I have so many mixed emotions. As much as I’m here for sexy time, I’m nervous.

Nuh Uh

jsnksvnjacdndsn don't cut me off like that

SoraKairi

Daaaannnnggg Onyx. He wasited no time. I feel like Keanes parents would be way more understanding and I am super impressed by Keane though. I wanna know what happens next!!

Pyt_ Sassy

Why did this feel shorter then a mini skirt!!!! I feel so anxious for them and all because of the mental state that onyx is in. I feel like a nice cuddle sesh with some nice physical touches would be a better source for comfort than this approach, though I’m all for onyx taking the lead and all just when we are all at 100%.

Mares

Okay - so… I want Keane to touch and show Onyx that he has no reluctance or dislike of Onyx physically. But I also don’t want them to have full on sex in this state. Onyx needs reassurance and to know he’s wanted, but he also needs his first real time to be something more sweet between him and Keane. So I kinda want Keane to touch and give to Onyx without any penetration. Like handjob? Or rubbing together? We all know a guy’s first time is likely to be pretty fast and short, so it shouldn’t take much. Just enough to show Keane is way into Onyx but also respects the emotional volatility of the situation and where Onyx is at mentally.

Mackenzie

Aaaaah!! The cliffhanger is illegal!!!

Supernova

I agree with Keane, it would be better if they wait and do it when Onyx is a bit less black and blue by his father’s words… but daaang ?! You chop the good stuff here 😭

foxesareamazing

I think Onyx needs Keane to show him some love, but I'm glad Keane is checking he's sure about what he wants. I'm really hoping this is heading towards a NSFW version of the next episode!

idle

Yeah good luck uploading this to webtoon, we love you

Noemi Ciano

I do not know what to thiiink!!! I mean, i am all for it, I really like "carpe diem" situations. There is never gonna be a right time. At once Onyx is sick to worry about what everybody else thinks of him! he is lucky to have Kaene always proving he is gonna be there for him and perhaps that is all he wants to worry about right now.

lynz_fan

This cliffhanger killed me inside. I’m just an empty shell now… but I still need to know what happens next!!! Are they really going all the way?!? Please don’t!!!!!

Darth Tater

KEANE WHAT U DOIN WITH THAT HAND

Bolillo Dx

Ya actualiza por dios me estoy muriendooooo 😿😿😿

Tami T

I love them so much.. poor baby needs love

Aubrey

The real ass deer on the calendar made me bust the fuck up

Cherry

We need the new episode!

GhostlyyDez

AHHHHH I NEED THE next episode i want this but i dont but ahhhh ;-;

Anonymous

I'm always down for some seggsy time, but as someone who's experienced this kind of numb before, I'm fully expecting Onyx to hit his breaking point during the act when everything is suddenly real... I'm just hoping it ends well and with cuddles cause they both deserve so much love and support ❤️

Niyuu

The lack of blush for Onyx makes it seem like he just doesn’t or can’t care about much anymore :( hope they can still talk first

Ian

WGAT THE FART

firafly

YAYYAYAYYAYAYAAY

Greg A

Onyx needs something good to happen so bad

Dragon Master

When is the next episode coming out ?

Dragon Master

Whot time is the sneak peak coming out tomorrow ?

Shika

yes please finally aaahhhhhhhh

Darth Tater

i can totally see a variation of keanes dream in ep 73 happening before onyx breaks down and fully comes to his senses

enbysunshine

WOWWWW the original webtoon cover was recreated so beautifully in this chapter

Taliel

It would help for this to have the NSFW tag, to make it easy to find for recent Patreons joining to see the hidden stuff :3