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Heey! It’s here! 😍

Finally an episode that feels a bit longer

A WARNING ⚠️: While this isn’t explicit, it’s not exactly PG 13 either 🤣 So please proceed with caution.

P.S. I’m still trying to get the previous episode approved by Webtoon… imagine what will happen  with this one 💀 I might as well just post blank panels with the way this is going 🤣

Hope you like this episode! ❤️

Tell me your thoughts in the comments 😎

Author’s note: (contains spoilers about this episode)

What happened in this episode is actually not a misunderstanding 😋 You might find that a bit confusing, but you’ll see what I mean in the next episode 😌

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Isa

Fuck this, I’m going back to the episodes where they were happy 😭

Monkey D Celia

I just want to give each of them a hug 😢

Kittiefemm

I rage quit omg..... let's make an emotional support group

leen

Even though it's sad that it has led to this, it was good that Keane stopped it before it went any further since they're not doing it for the right reasons and just to fill in the pain. I hope Keane can further explain to Oynx why exactly he's stopped so he doesn't misunderstand than what he has already. I don't blame him and with this, it doesn't help him into believing that Keane will ever like him in that way:cc

Coco Baldwin

Poor Oynx I hope Kane can talk to him.

Chey

1. Sometimething.... 💀 2. Pasta says this isn't a misunderstanding.. makes me wonder if Keane doesn't exactly find Onyx repulsive, but the newfound attraction to guys when he's known himself to have been mainly attracted girls. He's probably gotten his d*ck sucked by a girl, but a guy? Someone who has the same anatomy as him? Does that mean he's gay? Who is he now? What is he now? That's probably the tip of the iceberg of the internal turmoil that's stirring up inside Keane. Not to mention, Keane's probably feeling like /he's/ repulsive for almost taking advantage of his extremely vulnerable, lifelong best friend, who he now realizes that he likes romantically. I can't even begin to imagine the position that Keane is in rn 😭🥺

Irasaki

Must you give us emotional damage week after week? Anyways, I think keane is, one, struggling to figure out who he is as a person now that he knows he likes guys (onyx specifically) and two, not wanting their first time together to be when onyx is emotionally vulnerable and mentally unstable. Keane saw the look in his eyes and stopped him, he knows onyx isn’t in the right headspace for something like this. He made a responsible decision, albeit in the wrong way (ie pushing him off), and accidentally hurt onyx. I hate this. (They’re my will to live) I need them to talk cause GIRL! Communication isn’t their thing but I’ll be damned if they drift apart because of this. I say we kill onyx’s dad and the bitch who posted the photo. Honestly? Because pasta said this is a misunderstanding, I’m hoping that means they make up within the next chapter or so? Idk, I just hope it happens before the season end. Anygays, thank u for reading my Ted talk.

Bec

Gurl 😭😭😭

ThAEighs

Kinda glad - pretty sad :((

Supernova

Ha… wasn’t expecting things turning out this way either 🤔

Wendy Clareth

Jeez, I knew that Keane was going to stop Onyx but this felt so bad 🥲🥲 I almost cried seeing Onyx face when he got rejected 😭

krissi

i'm honeslty so glad that they didn't do anything and that keane stopped it. maybe now they get a chance to talk and onyx actually listens 😭 bc baby boy isn't fine 😭

Foxy Lady

It’s good that Keane stopped Onyx he is not in the right headspace for this, I just hope Keane is able to talk to him and get Onyx to actually listen and stop discrediting his feelings

Emeline Maga

I’m gonna kill myself if there’s another miscommunication 💀

Cathy Trejo

I’m so glad I read your story here because WEBTOON rules really limit how deep and creative you can be. I love your story! 🫶🏼

Anaísa Marques

😭😭😭😭 I understand what Keane was trying to do. Onyx is not ok. But I hope Keane dont let him leave this way

Aria Eudaimond

onyx baby keane is being a great boyfriend (although shove was a lil much) you’ll thank him when your better he just wants you to be happy 😭

StormLady

Onyx he’s trying to help you by “rejecting” you 😭😭😭😭😭 Let him help for Christ’s sake 😭😭😭💔💔💔

Ellen -Jane

Keane. Grab that motherfucker. And hug him. Cuddles that sad motherfucker you hear me!! He need a damn hug!

Gigi

I think that Keane should wake him up with a blow job because onyx is going to think he is rejecting him but reality is his concern he is not in the right mind set. I think that will give him some comfort and acceptance since he is concern keane doesn’t find him attractive. But idk with Pasta. Dear author keeps us on our toes never knowing what’s happening next I’m over here eating my nails stressing about keane and onyx 😅

Ju.

Erf too much useless drama. Come on show him your hard-on Keane. Tell him how much you love him. Suck him off. Do smt

The1Phoenix

This is... I don't want to use the word "triggering." But until I find a better word, I guess that will just have to do. My first bf was also my best friend. I was Onyx in this situation. So, for this story, I'll just rename him Keane. 🤣 A somewhat similar situation (minus the cross dressing). He liked this girl in our class, but before he would make his move on her, he and I would "practice." Because he wanted to proce he was experienced with women. (He Wasn't. He was a big dork.) Eventually, my Keane and I ended up together, and there were similar misunderstandings between us since 1. we were both young (7th grade) and 2. I was the more 'effeminate' one (I really wasn't, looking back) and was teased often for it. So I felt like I repulsed him and would shutdown when he would do something that I perceived as rejection (I'm a theatre gay. So ✨️drama✨️ lol). Eventually, we got our shit together and remained a couple until my freshman year of college. Things turned ugly after that. But that's a story for another time lol Anyway, Pasta, thanks for your hard work and I'll figure out my thoughts and feels about our two favourite idiots with the next chapter. Onyx is *not* in the right headspace to do what they were doing, and Keane was definitely right to stop it. I just want them to be happy. May I suggest they bond and strengthen their relationship with patricide? Specifically Onyx's? Thanks for coming to what is quite possibly my longest comment ever aka My TED Talk. 🤣

Kawa

I think their relationship is too much work. Keane is always begging and playing nurse maid and Onyx is always a tortured sole. Maybe they need to break apart. Too much drama. Keane can't keep carrying the relationship. It will break apart if there is not equal effort.

Lucifer Axia

They both just need to fuckin cuddle!!! Watch Onyx’s favorite movie!!!

Violeta

I thought it was pretty obvi that Keane stopped because Onyx isn’t like, present. He wasn’t listening to what Keane said. He’s not blushing or reacting—he’s going through the motions, like he wants to prove something to himself, but he doesn’t seem to be *there*. He’s likely depressed too. But I hope they can work through this, there’s a lot more intimacy and comfort Keane can give—but I don’t know that Onyx wants that. Use your words, babies!

BlueJayMoon

This hurts so much, I would've rather they get interrupted than this! Poor Onyx and Keane 😭

Natalie♓️✨🫧

I understand that Keane had to stop because Onyx is clearly not in right mental state and is only doing this to take his mind off of things and not for the right reasons. I also wanted to add that when you see Onyx not blushing when they are in a very intimate moment and only Keane is, that says a lot about his mental state. You can tell Onyx isn’t present in the moment mentally, it’s as if he is dissociating. Even Onyx’s facial expressions says a lot about how he is feeling, the same goes for Keane.

Signe Andersson

My heart breakes to see Onyx like this 😭💔

Bolillo Dx

Boygirlfriend sería un buen webtoon si en lugar se sufrir, hicieran el cuchiplancheo de una

littlebird

How can you say that’s not a misunderstanding 😭😭

Pavlova Orozco Corona

Keane is trying his very best 🥲❤️, but for the sake of there relationship someone else needs to take over as Onyx’s best friend or mental support through this tough time. No matter how much Keane tries to help, it will just keep getting misinterpreted 💔😭

Cherry

I need more reading material pls!!!! 😭😭

VeXx

I think onyx needs to understand that Keane might just not be ready to take their relationship to a sexual level which is okay. Onyx has been extremely pushy with them having sex which can give Keane a sense of being forced which overall, doesn’t make it enjoyable for either of them. But also, on top of that onyx has a fucked sense of mind right now and hes not talking about it with Keane, which is taking a toll on their relationship already, and Keane doesn’t want to have their first time together to be out of coping for the trauma onyx went through which really is understandable, it’s very noticeable in this and the last episode. Onyx needs to talk to someone about his emotions soon otherwise he will blow up and cause a shit ton of pain on everyone who’s trying to help him, he can’t keep it in forever. BUT KNOWING HOW THIS IS GOING, he’s going to blow up on Keane. And Keane is gonna say HES NOT READY which is FINE.

Reshma Jasmin

this is so devastating but so well developed in terms of plot and characters. stay iconic mx.pastaflavor

Adriana Flores

I think onyx needs to understand keane he really wants to be with onyx sexually but i think he stop him because he look like it didnt matter I think to keane he wants to make love not sex for pleasure

Jade Harris

That really hurt but in the end Keane made the right choice.

Cat.E

This is breaking my heart 💔

supernatural for life

Onyx please just LISTEN TO UR MANZ😭🤚 LET HIM SPEAAAAAK SO MUCH DRAMA COULD BE AVOIDEDDDDDD💀

Dearlocket

This hurts noooo plz onyx just understand he doesn't think ur repulsive but this isn't fair to either of u to go on like this.

Cloud H

I'm really glad Keane stopped things. I know that he didn't mean to push Onyx like that, and he probably feels guilty (especially after what happened with Onyx and his dad). But it really was not a good time/place/mental state for the two of them to be having their first time. They both deserve to have their first time together be a moment of love and happiness, not a moment of trying to forget/run away from fears and anxieties. If they had gone all the way, I fear it would have only compounded on Onyx's existing trauma.

Chloe

I wish that their communication could be better!

Sarah Emery

What it seems like is happening is that he is wanting to see if it's all worth it. He lost his home and his parents. Now he lost any respect he had at school. He's been hurt more than he can count. And he probably still feels like Keane doesn't want HIM, but the pretty girl that he was pretending to be. So by reaching for this physical kind of validation he can make himself see if his feelings for Keane were worth all this heartache or if he is now just suffering alone.

Stefana Gordic

Well that is one hell of a situation

Taliel

It would help for this to have the NSFW tag, to make it easy to find for recent Patreons joining to see the hidden stuff :3