A peculiar candidate... (September Ref!) (Patreon)

This poses a most interesting conundrum... Our previous potential mark, the Nord from High Rock, seems to have disappeared after being handed their orders to myself. There have been vague Imperial reports of spotting Hamlof in the north of the island, but we may have a chance to consider it an acceptable loss... even in spite of the potential dangers releasing such a criminal back into the Empire could cause. This would seem entirely disastrous, but upon awakening one day I'd found my door rapped upon by a strange looking cat, no doubt some form or other of khajiit. He calls himself Catstopher, likely some cruel yet humorous name given to him in some previous part of his life, I've simply taken to calling him Cat. By great portent, he holds those same details of the Nord candidate, an uncertain birth, and most definitely uncertain parents... Furthermore, I can't exactly pin where he's come from. It was almost as though he'd simply appeared one day...

Generally, he appears rather healthy, perhaps a small bit underweight -- he's certainly more lean in some regards than most khajiit I've made myself acquainted with, but it's certainly made up for in capability! Out of general curiosity, I'd sent him to do a few small missions, nothing that would blow the cover of our operation or let the cat understand the reality of my cover-story, but things that would pose a challenge to any wide eyed newbie to the isles, and he'd always managed a return. Roughed up in some cases for certain, but victorious in whatever goal I'd given, even if it required a different means of completion. If I'm allowed to be so forward, this is most certainly good providence, as perhaps it might be that we've found ourselves a new mark who could be of use to the Empire. From the way he speaks and asks questions, it's almost as though he's not even the slightest understanding of Nirn, even less-so than one may perhaps expect from say those who are under the... "employ"... of the varying farming ventures throughout the province of Morrowind.

I would like to take request to induct the feline into our order and treat him as though he was our original candidate, I see this as our only way forward in whatever your majesty has in idea for such a mark and believe regardless I could make great use of the cat for our purposes in the island of Vvardenfell. I will excitedly await any future correspondence but for now continue my ruse until I've received further message.

yr. obt. srvt.,

Brother Caius

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Addendum:

Most interesting of the khajiit's physical differences from the rest of his brethren are the markings he sports "below the belt" so to speak. Being resourceful and concerned by his general lack of understanding of the world around him, I felt I should take it upon myself to perform a physical, and while he's most certainly sound of mind and body, he sports some... potent assets. For one, and I do beg you take me most seriously for it'll sound like a crude joke, his member is an obscene sight. Even when limp, it hangs well below the quarter mark at the thighs, sporting an impressive girth. His testes, too, are plump and sizable, hanging below, most interestingly they sport a strange birthmark or tattoo... The markings are hard to trace, I'm unsure as to their meaning, perhaps Daedric in some way? Admittedly this only further pushes my thoughts toward his being a good candidate, one of the markings, a star above his ample rump, could suggest a cosmic tie, perhaps a reference to Azura's Star? If so, this could be a great sign. Altogether, in spite of the sizable and well-able genitals the feline sports, his frame is entirely feminine, his silhouette sporting an impressive hourglass figure.

I wonder at times if he was used in some way for pleasure, or if in some way a certain detail of his body is related to the strange markings on his testes and buttcheeks, for his sphincter is in a shocking state of disrepair. Its size is wholly enormous, easily capable of storage, when spread for inspection I swear it I could see into his bowels, the whole region damp and well-worn. Admittedly I wanted to further inspect, but deigned it potentially too invasive, though the feline seemed wholly unbothered, seeming to enjoy being inspected in such an up-close manner, and so perhaps I'll take further stock of the khajiit's... certain assets and abilities, for purely academic reasons of course. I swear it, this feline must have been very "well loved" so to speak, I have suspicion that his bowels themselves beyond that which I can observe plainly are loose and "rearranged", his whole lower half seeming purely dedicated to pleasure. I'm going do Daedric and Aedric research, as well as look into potential brothel systems to investigate if such bodily effects could be influenced by any external sources, though perhaps the khajiit is somehow wholly unique, nothing a bit of "in-depth" research shouldn't solve I'm hoping, but it remains to be seen.

yr. obt. srvt.,

Brother Caius

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Wow, it's been an entire year. I'm not really one to feel like years fly by all that much, perhaps a necessity of me needing to pay attention to the passage of time for my work, but it definitely is odd to already be back here. A lot has happened this year! There was a metric boatload of pain but also a lot of really awesome opportunities and things I got to do! I went up to Maine, I got to see my (pseudo-home) state of Nevada again (though the circumstances for that trip were incredibly upsetting and unfortunate), and I even finally got a partial, which was one of my biggest personal goals for a LONG while now! (thank you to one of my closest friends in the world for helping make that happen qvq) --

And of course all the bad, the varying burnouts, the mental state caused by some really upsetting stuff has been here and there, and some things have happened in my personal life that I hope people don't have to go through so much -- But I'm looking forward to another year, no matter what that entails. We throw dice every year to see whether life is gonna sock us directly in the teeth, or whether we're going to be treated to some joy, or even something in the middle! It can be a bit nerve wracking, but that chance at goodness, influenced by our own actions, is absolutely worth that risk, and I happily do it every year... how I'm not a gambling addict I'm totally unsure! x3

I think it's been a certainly good year for art! You guys have given me a boatload of support and have motivated me greatly to try new things and to shove headlong forward, and even when I've been too tired to do things I wished I could do, I was always able to fall back on you guys, which I appreciate greatly! Furthermore, my work has gone a lot further than I think I could've envisioned it years ago, which has been a really insane feeling. I always wanted to do art for work in some form or another, and it's starting to seem like I can seriously make that happen, which is incredible and exciting! So just, thank you all so much again. You kick ass!

So, before wrapping up, here's a song from the album La La Land which I love...

... and cheers! Cheers to all~!