Quick update! (Patreon)

Hey guys! Sorry I didn't post anything today. I decided to take a break bc things are not going too well for my family.

My brother works on a supermarket and yesterday one of his co-workers came to work and she had to be send home bc someone in her family has the corona virus.

We started to freak out bc he had direct contact with her and after a lot of back and forth with his bosses, they gave him a 14 days of quarantine, he doesn't have any symptoms and no one here has them either but we are shaken by it.

My mom is the most affected by it. Since she suffers from depression and other health problems she is not doing well emotionally. And I have to take care of her pretty much all day bc I'm afraid she might hurt herself.

I can't really break right now bc if I do, idk what will happen to my family. But I don't feel good. I'm really scared and I hope my brother is not infected. He called the government to see if he can be tested but they are only testing people with symptoms so right now all we have to do is wait.

Honestly, when I'm in this state I can't force myself to react. I can't concentrate with what's happening. I try to play strong but it's difficult. Maybe nothing bad will happen but it's still a scary situation.

I hope you guys understand. Maybe tomorrow I will feel better and I will try to react to something that will get my mind off this problems. And maybe this will past and we will all be fine.

I hope you guys are doing ok, please stay home and stay safe!

Love you all!

- Juli.