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What do you do? (Patreon)

Published:
2021-08-13 02:06:30
Imported:
2026-06

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What do you do when you feel like you are not enough?

That no matter how much you do for anyone or even for yourself you still feel empty 😭 Like you don’t matter.

I feel burn out.

Ppl in my life will never see me the way I sometimes see myself and that just makes me sad… Am I lying to myself and in reality Am just as much as a failure as they make me feel?

Today is one of those days when my anxiety and depression just took the best of me… I don’t even feel strong enough to edit or react. When all I want to do is cry…

I’m sorry… Maybe is the sleepless nights taking care of Josh bc he just got his covid vaccine… maybe it’s bc I have a million things to do and everyone depends on me making the hard decisions… Today idek what’s wrong with me…

I’m just sorry for letting you guys down 😭💔

Comments

Anonymous

Oh no... I'm so sorry. Hard days are the worse. Stay strong

Bria Bey

Just do something nice or relaxing for yourself. That’s what I do, it seems to work for me but I’ve never dealt with high levels of anxiety or depression. I hope things get better for you.

Dani

You aren’t letting us down! The fact you have so many responsibilities outside of react content and yet you still somehow manage to do it at all baffles me. You’re great Juli! You’re persistent, kind, & funny and you make my day every time I watch one of your videos. But I hope you know that your health & well being should be top priority. It’s all love. 💗 thanks for all you do! You are appreciated.

Aparna

Juli, you gotta take a moment and I know my words aren't gonna be of much use. They might even get lost in a sea of other comments and words, but having these days doesn't mean you're not strong, it just means your human. You haven't let anyone down, none of us are going anywhere, at least not the ones who matter won't. I really wish I had something magical to say that would instantaneously fix everything...but I hope you know that there are a lot of us who love your videos and just appreciate your content. Now that doesn't mean you need to be churning out reactions without a break, you deserve to take a step back and take a breather...we all do. I just want you to know that your videos definitely bring a smile to mine (and tons of others') faces. ♥️

Anni Tarpzz

Aww Juli, I hope you feel better soon. It’s hard to please others, let alone please yourself. Just take time off, spend your days with family members and friends that are always there for you!! Trust me, you’ll feel much better. I hope you feel better soon Juli. We love you!!💞💞

Purplefire

Julia, I have only recently discovered you and your content, but I'm here to tell you that you are MORE than enough, regardless of how some moments might make you feel. We all have our bad days, and it's perfectly fine. Please don't feel like you're letting anyone down, because you're not. You're incredible, through and through! ❤

Purplefire

When I'm suffering from anxiety or depression, I usually try to take a walk or a bath in an attempt to help cleanse or reset my mind. Sometimes, I think you also have to just try and take things day by day.

Solène

Juli 💛 It's okay to feel bad and to have bad days. Also many people in our life take us and our actions for granted especially the closest people to us like family. Your family doesnt see all that you do, the weight of the responsibilities on your shoulders.. remember you dont have to please them or prove them anything. The most important thing is that you know what you do and that you are proud of it. You seem to be an incredible mother and family member. You should be proud of yourself, you're loyal, reliable and you care so much for people you love. If people around you can't appreciate your value then it's a shame for them. Remember your worth and that many of us here know how amazing you are. Also do not worry for the reactions, your mental health is much more important. We are here if you need to talk when you are down and depressed 💛❤ Love you. You are more than enough

Natasha G

you are NOT letting us down. The world is a mess right now. Covid and everything else. People are feeling a lot of things, and it's even worse with people who suffer from depression. You are good enough. What helps me is thinking about what I can live with-in terms of who I am as a human. I had a run in with someone who didn't like me for being awkward. I had to check myself and remind me "I'm not spreading misinformation, I'm not lying, decieving anyone, or doing anything truly awful. I'm not rude and nasty to people, like so many are these days. I think I'm okay." It's so so hard, especially when you are trying to have a life online, too. Since outside world is still somewhat shut down. I am here, if you need someone to talk to. I suffer from a LOT of self worth issues, depression, and anxiety. You are not alone

Anastasia Check

you need a break! please take a break i hate that you feel that why I wish i can give you a hug!

Denise McClymont

Sending you hugs, just take your time no rush. You could never let us down

Raven

Please don't worry about us, you just take care of yourself ❤️

Jacob Bess

Take all the time you need

Alvin Cura

My dear, it might be possible that you may have unhealthy high expectations of yourself. And I'm afraid that if that's true, you are the only one who can change that. I think it is quite clear that your online community supports you; so maybe it would help to find some way to support yourself.

Anonymous

We love and support you Juli ❤️

Nicole Sadler

Wow Juli you have no idea how much I can relate to this! I've been having really bad depression spouts pretty much every day. Pretty sure it has to do with conversations and interactions with people not going how I expected, then I blame myself. I really just feel like I'm always doing things wrong and people are tired of me. It's really difficult to stop thinking about, but I'm trying my best all the time. I just want to escape sometimes, but you know what... you do that for me Juli! You and so many other creators make me really happy and make my day! I love watching your videos, and getting to interact with you personally sometimes. You're amazing, and I'm so sorry you're going through this! Just know that for me and most likely everyone else... you are NOT a disappointment! Maybe reacting to something not as serious also will help when you start reacting again, who knows? Do whatever you can, and I'll certainly still be here along the way! Looking forward to you coming back, and I wish you luck! Sending love! :)

Rubi Moon

The mind is a tough enemy. If it's physical you can get a cast or a band aid or take a pill, but if it's mental, then the only real medicine is time and your own willpower. Admitting weakness is the first step. You might not like to admit that you have a weakness, but you need to in order to fix the problem. The problem with the issue being psychological is that there's not a clear solution. What works for one person, might not work for you. But here is the best advice that I can give. 1) Take a break. It doesn't matter how much you love your work. You will burn out if you keep trying to push yourself and pump out reactions. Just take a week or two weeks off and clear your head, get a massage, walk outside, do something to clear your mind. 2) Prioritize the videos that will make you happiest. Don't feel obligated to react to everything, just choose whatever you want to do and do it. Don't think about who you're trying to satisfy, just think about yourself. 3) Write your thoughts down. Keep a journal. Journaling is very therapeutic. It helps you get whatever is in your head down onto paper and out of your mind. So get a journal or diary and just write whatever you think. Don't edit. Don't worry about grammar. You can write it in whatever language too. It could be in Spanish or English just as long as it's something. If you don't want to write it, then keep an audio log. Use your phone and just speak into a voice memo. speak your mind, again could be in Spanish, could be in English. 3) Remember that there are people who care about you and would miss if anything happened to you whether it's your son or us or your family. We all care about you and we would be saddened if anything happened. 4) Understand that it does take time. You can't rush healing. You have to take it one step at a time. If you can live for one day, then you can live through the next and soon you'll be alive for a week, and then a month, and then a year. But it just takes one day at a time, and it does get better. 5) Get therapy. Even if it's not in person, there are still plenty of ways to seek therapy without needing to go to an office. There's plenty of virtual offices, but there's also self therapy. Keep logs, take breaks, understand your weaknesses and where you need to improve, and understand that having weaknesses doesn't make you weak. Treat yourself. As much as you care about your family, your own well being is important too. Don't just do what others want you to do, do what you want to do.

Bridget b

A lot of us here can relate to what you’re saying, it can be hard just getting out of bed some days, but I know you have it in you. Take as much as time as you need! Well be here when you can be here!

Jenn Rose

You NEVER let us down Juli. We all understand how life gets sometimes and I can totally relate to how you're feeling. I've had a rough couple of years and your reactions have been one of the things that truly makes me happy. You make me laugh and freak out along with you and it feels like we're friends even if we're thousand of miles apart. Just know you make so many of us happy and we love you. So if you ever need a break to focus on yourself and your family please don't think you're letting us down. We'll always be here to support you!

Nikki S

You are not letting us down. I’m sorry people on the internet can be so cruel in making people think this way. We love you so much. You are enough. We will always be here for you!! ❤️❤️

Nikki S

You have made my life so much better