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No tags, because this is the 🔥 hottest fantasy I’ve ever had, and I doubt either of us has ever heard of this way of having sex before anyway.

Smooches,

⚡️🗼⚡️🧔🏻 Matthew xx

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Shadows

Holy fuck! My confession is that ‘confessions 10’ will forever live deep in my heart… That orgasm was massive. I want to blame the chiropractor appointment I just had, and all the movement/freedom she gives me but in truth I think that was all you. x thank you x My ice pack now beckons. I’m so inspired by the colours of your room that I might pull out some paints to distract from the hour of freezing (10 mins on, 10 mins off x 3 spots at least twice). It’s also really cold today so I think I’ll indulge in a hot chocolate, maybe with ice cream. Snuggles and thanks ☺️

LadyBlue (Katherine)

A beautiful, sexy melding of Shibari and Kama Sutra styles. Your imagination is enchanting and so playful. Thank you, beautiful man 🦋💋

Red Spider

Ok, im not sure about this one, im not good with spinning, reminds me too much of the ferry turning in the harbour in Belfast. But I will listen again because its you. 💋

Chemkat

Your mind is a playground....oh god so hot

Ariel

I turned this on last night an immediately fell asleep, but it's exactly what I needed. Congrats on the finale, but maybe it's just the finale of season 1? funny meme first, that algorithm is too good sometimes: https://www.instagram.com/p/DNQz5vkxEFp/?img_index=1 Okay probably getting into an massive overshare (so sorry?) because I can't yet talk to others about it as I wasn't supposed to find out yet but like... as humans how can we feel so much and then they're just gone? Like it just can't be normal to hurt this much, and that's saying a lot because I've spent so much of this year in physical pain trying to get my body to cooperate. I've been feeling bizarrely out of sorts all week and got the call yesterday that one of my best friends randomly died and just can't wrap my head around it, like I don't understand. We had just missed each other at the DC airport *last week*. There are so many things he was supposed to be there for and now he's just gone. I've lost people before but this feels so much worse, like someone trying to cut out a piece of me while I'm still awake and fighting it. I just keep hoping to wake up from a very weird and detailed nightmare but I've been in that mindset before and it's sadly never a nightmare.

RedPanda756

Sending you a giant hug right now and my deepest condolences 🖤

toweraudios

So sorry to hear that. It’s hard to wrap your head around huh? I lost two people at the beginning of this year and it was the strangest feeling. It just doesn’t make sense. After it, I started wondering a lot what it would be like to lose a partner or best friend and that made me write the audio ‘please don’t die’ and one of the poems on IG about death being a kind of miracle. So I hope you get to write or work something through creatively that helps you wrestle with it too. Hugs. M

toweraudios

Such a naughty playground, but glad you liked the ride! ☺️

toweraudios

Japan meets India! I never thought of that but totally. ☺️

toweraudios

Sounds like a great idea! ☕️🍨 Hope you’re feeling better now. ☺️

Chemkat

Can you do confessions forever? Hope you are well and listening to some great music!

Chemkat

So very sorry to read this, sending you condolences and Huggles xx

Shadows

So much better! 🙂 There was more bird action today. I watched the 2 Ravens out the front, chase a Magpie away from their nest. What I found interesting was that 3 King parrots flew in to ‘back them up’. They landed in the tree with the Ravens but the Ravens only went for the Magpie. I googled do birds hate magpies and the answer was yes, the magpies attack other birds eggs and young. The coincidence is that I caught up with my brother a couple of days ago and told him the recent bird stories and he questioned if birds ever fight… I now have video that they do.

Kanda

That was an intense orgasm. I jolted up right off my pillow 😅 And no joke, when I saw the new logo I said to myself, “I wonder if Matthew is wearing white linen drawstring pants in there?” And then tonight you were haha 🥰. I’m so thankful for your beautiful dirty mind 🩷🦋

Colette

Ariel, I’m so so sorry to hear what happened. That sounds so surreal. I hope you can take the time you need to mourn and heal. Sending hugs as well ❤️

J.lela

Umm.. I've never minded that you sometimes treat me like your priestess in a confession box. 🫠 Can I confess that while listening to you in this...that your words and sounds of pleasure paint such a vivid picture of desire and physical need, that I can't help myself, my physical response to you, and sometimes... your name slips from my lips like a sinfully, sensual benediction? Matthew...🔥

J.lela

Hey Ariel, I'm so sorry that you've had to deal with so much physical pain this past year. And then to hear that you suddenly lost someone... I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend. The emotional pain and grief I picked up from your comment makes my heart hurt for you. I hope that the love and friendship you had with your best friend surrounds your heart with so much love right now as you navigate through your grief. Sending big hugs, and love to you.🫶🤍

The Velvet Court

My heart goes out to you. My condolences and a hug 🫂

The Velvet Court

I... I have to say the visual of spinning around, though I don't understand it or seen this, I actually felt it and I find that to be a weird phenomenon. Like how do I feel something I've never experienced? Then I realize that your gift of visualization is absolutely amazing. I imagined the insides of me, turning around on it and begin to tighten at the thought... the orgasm? Well let's just say I hope my neighbors didn't hear. It was an explosive ride going from 1-10 of your confession series. And I know you have more confessions. Season 2?

Ariel

thanks everyone 🤍 I had like 6-8 people I know (plus a beloved cat) die in 2023 and naively thought that would prepare me because I thought that kind of broke me at the time. I physically feel like someone just removed part of my heart and existence without my consent. It’s strange, I’m in the nostalgia moment and going through the archives of our almost 30 year friendship with infinite versions of ourselves but the friendship persisted oceans and cities and countries. Like… the universe either intensely hates me or must be going for that heroes arc when that main character is just at their absolute lowest of low, it was a tricky year even before this. It feels slightly selfish but as much as anything he completely adored me and saw me in such a unique way and I’m sad that view of me is sort of gone along with him? Like it can’t be recreated. It was just his birthday and I forgot to mail the card and it’s still sitting on my coffee table. He’s the one I had the ‘friends’ couples massage with that was… comical and I’m like… we never talked about it, did he think it was a funny story too or did he think that somehow was a normal massage?

toweraudios

Ahhh! So glad it worked for you like it did for me, Violeta! 😛 I’m sure another season will have to happen at some point!! 💜

toweraudios

If you told me that in the confession box…. I might need to tear the curtain down… 😏

toweraudios

Haha! Grateful for your naughty imagination too! Mine wouldn’t work if you were there helping me re-create the scenario. (And yes - linen pants or nothing in the tower bedroom 🤪) 💜

toweraudios

That’s a gutting thought - that someone’s view of you goes with them. 🥺 I remember you talking about that massage friend-date and thinking - ahh, I’m 99% sure he wants it to be more than friends. It seems kinda cute but touching too in retrospect. 🥹

toweraudios

Season two will have to happen I think! Hope you’re well toooooo! ☺️

J.lela

I don't know if you can ever be prepared... Unfortunately, I think the older we get the more sharp that pain is when we lose someone because of the long memories we have as we age. I don't know if this will help you but I think of grief as something I'm always navigating through. Something that has helped me is approach navigating grief in the same way Andrew Garfield ( the actor) once described it so beautifully, as all of the unexpressed love I had (and still have) for the person I've lost. I remember you sharing that massage story when it happened. What you described at the time was so funny and likely a memorable experience for you and for your friend. With a 30 year friendship between you and him, I would bet he probably felt the same sense of amusement you had at that experience. I would also venture to guess that however he saw you, it was probably as the beautiful, unique soul that you are. And while it may feels like the unique view he had of you is gone, in a way it will always exist...in your heart, and your memories of him. One day in the near future when the grief isn't as intense as it feels now, you'll be able to talk about him, the beautiful friendship you had, and whoever you share those memories with, will see a bit of the view he had of you too.🤍

J.lela

I might want you to...😏