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TOUCHING OURSELVES TOGETHER (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+) (Patreon)

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This is totally stripped back. Literally. Just the mics. Me. Hyper turned-on. Telling you my fantasy. Maybe even feeling a little vulnerable... 

*Oh, and there's a bit of an oral exchange in my fantasy at the end, which might involve exchanging a tiny, little bit of fun-fluids on each other's lips...

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Katie

Just reading the description…😵🤤🔥

Tara Davenport

Stepped out of economics class, checked my email to see if an assignment had been graded yet… and saw this 😂😂—I shall listen later. P.S. the assignment has not been graded 😒. P.P.S I’m getting my first tattoo tomorrow 😛

Niamh

Never thought you would be the shy type 😜 You’re right though, masturbating in front of someone is on a whole other level of hot! Maybe even better than sex itself sometimes 😂 And don’t encourage me to imagine your orgasm face, you drive me wild enough already 💜 Hope you have a great week x

VANESSA

Excited & aroused just from the description & the idea of "fun fluids" exchanged. Grabbing my headphones & pulling down my pants NOW!🥵😜😍

toweraudios
>>71046015

You have a new assignment now, Tara. 💜It's for the new course I enrolled you in. Playing the Clitar 101. 😁You might have to share a pic! (I mean tattoo not the clitar! 😂Although... 🤣) xx

Shelley

Oh Matthew, my sweet precious love 💋 You are a different sort of man, aren't you? So detailed and observant; so intense and ravenous. I hope you will consider making your audios available as downloads. How I would LOVE to make a custom playlist for bedtime - or whenever 😈🥰😎

Honey D.A.

That thumbnail is sending me. Also it's 5am here, and I said I was going to sleep, but I left your page open on my browser so I saw this and now...well, I'm not asleep now, am I? Thanks a lot 😂 That was a good mix of cute and hot. Well done 🥰

Meg_just_Meg

I do love a savory conclusion to a spicy main course 😋😋🥵🥵

toweraudios
>>71046686

Totally, Niamh - it's way more hot and intimate in some ways... 🥵Especially if sharing nastiest fantasies.... [Hmm - part 2??]. Have a great week too! 💜🍀

toweraudios
>>71047376

Awww 💜Shelley! 🥰 It's so nice to hear that you find me observant... I'm really trying to be!! 😌[And ohhh how I wish I could just put them up as downloads. I used to very early on, but it was stopping the page from growing! People would come in, download everything in a few minutes and cancel. And I had problems with people posting them on other websites.] Actually, even last week I had to issue a takedown notice because someone called t.me/nsfw_asmr18 had posted a bunch on Telegram. So, I'm sorry! 🙏🏻😭xx

S0ft3stRaz0r

Thank you so much for sharing this much of yourself with all of us. 💜 After all the Halloween hullabaloo🧛🏻‍♀️🎃, it’s quite nice to see that sensitive part of you peek out for a “how do you do?” I’ve said it before, but it bears repeating. You’re very brave to do what you do, it’s commendable and I hope you have some part of this bravery in other aspects of your life.🎙 I’m sure all the ladies will all agree that this courage feeds us too. I can’t speak for anyone else, but I’ve come to a place where I must listen to you in absolute darkness with headphones and then come back to the light to write my comments. It’s just so that in the few moments that you share, I’m not distracted by anything. Ich habe Probleme mit dirty talk, da kann ich es nicht in Worte fassen… nicht einmal im moment. So, thank you for saying what I cannot, and thank you for sharing a tender spot of yourself here with everyone. Much love and many pleasing strokes to you, well done. ~Be Well~ 💜❤💙

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>>71047438

Heey Honey! 💜🍯 That is a rather late night! I hope it's not insomnia. If it is, well can I suggest a little video called Snuggle Me?? 😌Or maybe just try counting these: 🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑😘

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>>71047628

💜Meg! That just reminded me that next week's update to 'Inside the Turret' is gonna involve some photos of a very fruity and creamy desert hahaha.... 🍨🍓🐳🍇🍨

HoneyBee

Ya know, as absolutely intoxicating it is to have you in my ear, Sir, it’s not fair that I can’t reciprocate my affection back to you. You deserve just as much pleasure as you so eagerly gave to me. I’m a giver, though and through. It’s not always about me, babe. Your needs are just as important. Do you need my thigh for a pillow? You’re in luck, I have two. 😉 Xx

toweraudios
>>71049367

J💜 Thank-you - that's so reassuring to hear... 🥰And it's lovely to imagine you cocooned in Sexy-World for those moments (hot too, but, ahem) with no distractions - just feeling the feelings with me. Probleme mit dirty talk? I'm not surprised, if you mean dirty talk in Deutsch. I have heard quite a few times that German dirty-talk sounds too clinical to use in the bedroom. I don't agree *at all*, but then I'm not a native speaker so it all sounds hot to me hahaha. 😅xx

Venusinaphrodite_

I'm swamped with school this evening but I'll be back to listen tonight promise💜 in the meantime here's some songs from my Studying/Working/RainyDrive playlist I'll offer up lol Fleet Foxes: "Can I Believe You" (Easily one of my top 3 favorite songs and the visuals for this👌🏼) https://youtu.be/L2E2DpWO3-Y NPR does a cool series called Tiny Desk Concert. I really like stripped down, informal versions of songs. "Sunblind" is up there for me too. They have a bunch of artists participate. https://youtu.be/Ko5yZHAiKTU Big Red Machine ft Fleet Foxes & Anais Mitchell "Phoenix" https://youtu.be/OhT7Tophch4 Gregory Alan Isakov: (One of my favorite artists. Even better with Headphones. Found Fleet Foxes and another band called The Paper Kites through him) "If I Go, I'm Goin''" https://youtu.be/BKc4I_cK0JU "Dandelion Wine" https://youtu.be/QbR4aNW0nCk "Honey, It's Alright" https://youtu.be/N9qBsmZnB5w Patrick Watson "Sit Down Beside Me' https://youtu.be/zgwdQVHpAR0 Sleeping At Last "Saturn' (Everything lol but especially the lyrics) https://youtu.be/dzNvk80XY9s

Ann
>>71051413

Thank you I will take a listen. I am always up for new music. 🎵🤗

Koko

Matthew thank you. Your voice has become such a source of comfort to me. And to think I found you purely by chance. You're my gift from the universe I'm sure ;) I listened without touching because I'm feeling a little out of sorts, and your voice alone took me where I needed to go let's say.

IndyJane

I love your audios like this, where it’s just “us”. The scenarios are fun (could totally go for a follow up to “Payback”, btw), but the reality of our situation is hot as fuck. You saying sweet things in my headphones, knowing exactly what I’m going to be doing while listening. Knowing there are hundreds of people around the world who will be getting off to the same experience. These “simple” audios are plenty hot. I love that deep breath you took after describing our seated positions. I forgot to mention it after “Tantra” came out, I am a sucker for you leading a guided breath. It’s so simple, but having us breathe together feels incredibly immersive. Like, it’s something we can easily and audibly do together so it bridges any disbelief in the rest of the action. Oh, also loved the microphone being on for a quiet rest afterwards. Would have liked a little more of your presence- the sound of sheets rustling or the bed creaking as you changed positions or the sound of you taking another drink of Coke and putting the glass down, but I loved that is a good long amount of time to just “be together”. So yeah, this was sexy as fuck and is going into my regular rotation. I’m such a freaking nerd and you’ve put out so much content, I made a spreadsheet to keep track of them all and which are my favorites. This one is going in the favorites column.

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>>71054986

It's so random what the universe throws our way sometimes, but I'm glad it aligned this way too, Koko! 💜I hope you're feeling less out of sorts soon (if not already! 😉)... Hugs and snugs!🤗😁xx

VANESSA

Oh I was really into hearing your breathing at the end. Been awhile since I slept with a man. I remember those sounds fondly. Sleeping snuggly on a chest, face-to-face feeling the hot breath along with the heartbeat or just cuddled up little spoon with that wondrous sound In my ear. The oxytocin is kickin in! I felt a sense of I am loved. I am IN love

Jennifer

I’m not sure which is more exciting, listening to you starting to get really turned on or listening to you finish… I always enjoy both! Hope all is well in Matthew-land! 🫂

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>>71055032

Yay Indy 💜- I made the "spread-the-sheets spreadsheet"! 😁Here's to more guided breathing and bed wriggling 🥂... Also, I'm not gonna ask what the other column names are! 😅"Bulls*t" / "Mildly tolerable" / "6/10" 😂😂😘xx

Double LL

I can’t figure out the how of you… How do you exist? How do you know the right things to say? How do you get better every time? And the how of me.. How was I lucky enough to cross your path? How do I possibly express gratitude for what you do for/to me? How do I give back to you? This was so intimately beautiful. I love listening to your mind and body come undone. Thank-you for sharing these parts of you. 😘

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>>71055614

Thanks Jennifer! 💜😁Well, I gotta say I prefer the finishing part just a tiny bit more! 😂All is improving time-wise in Matthew-land - a couple more days of crazy work later this week, but nearly done...🧘🏻‍♂️xx

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>>71056186

💜How can you be so nice, Llara!! 🥰 I'm the lucky one. 😌(And yes, coming undone was a perfect way to describe that audio! ☺️...) Okay, so I've got an idea for a way you can give a little bit back - I mean share a tiny anonymous bit of yourself if you want. This time next week! I'm still working on it, but the Belles Turret folders will be expanding into many different categories from crafts to pets to lips... 😘

Emmi

I went kind of light headed listening to you 😳 - but in a good way… the way you’re able to be so gentle and assertive at the same time is mind blowing to me.. Du treibst mir mit deiner Stimme die Schamesröte ins Gesicht, Matt ☺️🙊❤️

VANESSA

I posted this earlier right after I listened but it got deleted. Dunno why? But I try again.... THAT was REALLLLLLY HAWT Matt!!!🔥🔥. Funny I just got off to Shadow Play this morning. Cuz I'd done it with your demon oh 30 times or so. Felt I needed to see u. Then I was perusing thru some of your Turet pics(the one of you looking smokin hot & inviting in that fuzzy bathrobe holding your cock). Anyway I was overcome with a strong desire/need? to see your face. I wanted it bad. All these months of getting to know you I'm like....you really have no idea who is giving you all these earth shattering orgasms & occupying so much space & time in your mind. So it was interesting how u WANTED me(us) to see your face in the audio. You always seem to know what I'm thinking & wanting mysteriously. I LOVE to watch a man masturbate. So SEXY! It SO turns me on! And you learn much from it too!!! You're right doing it in front of another is difficult. Unnerving. I think more so for a female. Not only is there potentially the ugly orgasm face to deal with(,thou I've been told I look MOST beautiful in this state🤷‍♀️.).  Many are critical of female genitalia. Its appearance & smell, Is it tight? Is it well groomed? Etc. I think the male penis is quite a majestic & most intriguing thing! I love to see the pace and hand placement a man uses to please himself. The female orgasm is more intricate and can take some work. Making it look sexy like they do on p●rn doesn't always FEEL sexy. You have to let go, to let go if you will. I had a bad experience with a man I masturbated for. He stopped me to tell me he was still in love with someone else. That shit stays with you. Anyway, didn't have the chance to reach my..ah... "peak" with u. Someone is yelling down at me about whether I want Sheppard's pie for dinner. Having to mute my whimpers & moans for those walking by. Turn down your audio for fear they will hear. I'm quite frustrated! 🤯No release. I will be with you again later my love. 😅Mostly for your breathing. I find that even better than your heartbeat. Til bedtime again Matt!😋💜 Oh God you're turning me into a pathetic mush!

Venusinaphrodite_

Matthew if you don't get out of the deepest parts of my mind right now lol How do you keep getting sexier. I think the limit just doesn't exist for you. One day I want to submit to the Dom in you in the most devilish of ways and the next I want to double check the temp of your bathwater for you before you get in it. That pendulum of yours is quite disarming. I know it's easy to focus on parts of ourselves we think are flaws. You might not like your arms or whatever have you. You might feel uneasy under my gaze. You might wonder what I think as I take them in. You see, when I look at them what I'm physically seeing might be a freckle here, or a mole there, or the silvery lines of a scar. But what I'm really doing is reading the story of your life written across your skin. Thank you for letting us read it. Trust me when I say even at your most vulnerable all we see is beautiful. And not just in a physical sense. Vulnerability makes you human. And you're an amazing one so no worries💜 Xx

Deanna Tyson

Bestie I’m glad to see you are well from our little adventure into “hell” Friday. So glad to have you home and it’s just us. Today wasn’t a good day for me, but thanks for helping me to find a way to relax and remove some stress. The cuddles are always a favorite for me. I hope you have a good rest of the week. 💜🥰😘🌹

Ann

Vulnerability is something until recently I have avoided like the plague. I went for years without a single person touching me except maybe my kids during their jump out and karate chop mom years. With the fortress so strong it became a prison and I have been trying for the past couple of years to break free. First came feeling and acknowledging those feelings. Not just the god awful traumatic ones but the happy ones too. Laughing. Crying. Everything. It’s hard work. I actually told a friend (male and that is important because..it is) that if he needed a hug I would give him one. Honestly I couldn’t even say the word hug for a bit lol it was so stuck I sounded like a stuttering idiot. He didn’t need one and that was kind of like a relief. How do I ask for one? Still working on that sigh. I have never had a sexual fantasy. Not wired that way I suppose. Wish I could. I have tried but nothing. I do fantasize about being hugged and cherished. And that right there is me being vulnerable. Never admitted that before. Oh ugh. Thank you Matthew for sharing both your fantasies but also your vulnerability. I am learning, growing and breaking down the walls everyday in part thanks to you Matthew and the Beautiful Belles. I learn from you all. Oh Matthew, the audio was simple yet not light nor empty. So well done and beautiful. One of my favorites.

Katja

Ahhh, all I could think about is this line: „You're so beautiful. You may eat me if you like. I'd rather be eaten by you than fed by anyone else.“ - imagining your lips on my fingers and the desire, almost a sense of desperation, to get even closer and taste each other got me all 🥴💦🥴💦 I could never pick a favorite audio of yours, but these ones are sooo damn special. 💓 And at the end when our breaths accidentally get in sync, gosh it feels so wonderful 🙌🏻 You mentioned being vulnerable, and I totally get it. For me it's almost like an adult version of 'show me yours and I'll show you mine' and I love the sense of watching and exploring one another. Makes me feel very exposed and shy, but at the same time, I feel very turned on knowing you're observing and focusing on me. I'm kinda embarrassed to say it, but since the Shadow video I always imagine your movements while listening to you stroke yourself. Sometimes even randomly when I'm not even listening to an audio, it just got stuck in my head 😅 so this fantasy is just 😍. Thank you for speaking honestly! Men often hold back on how they're feeling (and I understand why as well) but I'm so happy to see you embrace different parts of yourself - I think that's what draws people to you (aside from many other things, like your genuineness and friendliness). And not to mention how sexy it makes you. I see you as someone who isn't afraid to march to the beat of their own drum and it's so inspiring!

D

When you're super fair skinned and shy... you get used to blushing (and EVERYONE attempting to make you blush!) However, hearing you get shy prompted me to fan my face a bit . Today was a reminder that words are powerful. They can cut and wound, and they can build up. Thank you for using them for good, Matthew. For building up, encouraging, laughing, and more. 🤗💜😘

Sall

I loved this. I loved so badly. I felt like it was really you there. I have a hard time letting people in, but this time I really was there with you, in your roleplay, rather than a faceless woman. I could see myself in there, in front of you, with my dark hair and pale legs, spreaded to you. And I could feel your pleasure, your need, the urge in your voice. Warm and wet. There is nothing that pleases me more than looking at a man desiring. Witnessing the urge, the bittersweet surrender. Naturally, my favorite part was your pleasure. I wonder if this is what you wanted, this giving of yourself. This surender of you to us, of something that you desire, that we are also part of. "Whispered something in your ear It was a perverted thing to say But I said it anyway Made you smile and look away Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby As long as you're with me, you'll be just fine" - cigarettes after sex (https://youtu.be/QI8VrXkffcg). 🌹

D
>>71068945

Also... why do I hear Ed Sheeran crooning "take me into your loving arms" everytime you say put your forehead here against mine?

toweraudios
>>71056914

Ahhhh, Emmi 💜… Keep talking like that 🇩🇪... 🥵 Now I’m light-headed and blushing too...😅😁 xx

toweraudios
>>71061081

💜Oh Vanessa - it’s like you’re on an alert list or something. 😂 I can imagine the mods get flashing lights and sirens whenever you post. 🚨👀🚨 “Did she say the ‘C’ word!?” 😂 Well, the orgasms and virtual snugs & hugs yes please, and I know that the odd random thought happens all too well, but please don’t let me occupy too much space & time in your mind! We'll get our moment. 😅And yeah, "Close your legs I gotta tell you about this girl I'm in love with..."?? 🤦🏻‍♂️🤯Nice...🥴Why is it that the best moments with someone are hard to remember but the worst are impossible to forget. Anyway, till bedtime - let me help you forget it then! 💜xx

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>>71063177

Kelsey, thanks-for the lovely reassurance! 🥰 That’s so beautifully put, and it reminds me of the chats we all had about body image a few weeks ago. 😍 And also WTF… I’m working on a bath audio as we speak! The artwork illustration is already done! Now who’s been in the deepest parts of whose mind… 😂 💜xx

Venusinaphrodite_

I think you were in mine first because The Toy went up last week so😝 it’s just me and another woman not a male and a female. So I guess we both want to see a pretty woman cum😏 But a bath sounds nice. I just woke up out of a dead sleep. Nightmares are so weird I swear lol

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>>71067966

💜Katja - I was like - where do I know that line from??, so I googled and CS Lewis came up and I’m like - yes! It’s one of the girls talking to Aslan! Is it Lucy or Susan - I canner remember. But, that is one sexy recontextualisation! Nom, nom, nom.🦁 I swoon to hear you still think about the shadowplay video! Yow. 🥵 And, in a different way, swoon that our breaths fell in sync…🥰 😘xx

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>>71071750

💜🌹Oh - that is a such a sexy song, Sall! I've heard it somewhere - on maybe a TV show - but didn't know who it was by. It reminds me of another shoegaze favourite I've used in audio before - Fade Into You by Mazzy Star. If that's what soundtrack appeared in your mind, then I approve! xx

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>>71076357

Oh no - not nightmares. I hope you get back to sleep okay, K. One weird thing I do is watch TV ads to feel more normal. haha. How wrong is that? 📺xx

Venusinaphrodite_

I’m wide awake now🙈 you weirdo lol jk jk like just any tv ads? Sometimes I’ll find a random video on YouTube and listening to someone talk makes me feel better. I’d listen to you but there’s a long list of things you do to my body before sleep comes up on the list😂 I’ll just pretend I’m laying in your man cave listening to you edit. You can be my Asmr until my eyelids flutter closed

Katja

Ok, this is super random 🤣 but I just wanted to tell you how much I love your logo 😍 I've only now looked at it properly 🤦🏼‍♀️ and it's totally Tim Burton vibes! Reminds me so much of Corpse Bride 🖤✨💜 (I hope this isn't offensive to say!)

Katie

Okay so based on the description this wasn’t exactly as I imagined it would be. I thought it might be just watch, no touching! Which is just a funny little reminder to me of the lack of true intimacy I have experienced, because yeah I guess I’ve masterbated in front of someone if I didn’t get off, but totally different situation and context. I just love the idea of learning someone. Like I am almost (almost) committed internally to the idea of being abstinent until I find someone to learn and is willing to learn me. Like the hand on hand touching and mouth on hand. Whewwww that’s like. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 I say almost because I have a fantasy of getting off into someone’s mouth and it won’t leave me alone lol. So ya know TBD 😂. Just listening and imagining it though is just as nice. Like in these style of audios, I can picture myself with you. In the role play audios I perceive myself more of an observer. Idk if this is too kinky, but I was kinda hoping for like a kiss at end. I think the idea of tasting ourselves off each other is reallllly sexy. Maybe some other time. 😋

Double LL

The amount of times I’ve listened to this now is borderline embarrassing 🙈.

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>>71092883

💜Ha Katie, when I started this I did plan on it being all watch, no touch. But I got carried away after the hand on hand part. 😅xx

Pisces Queen

Good day A, Sandy and Venus!!! Thank you ladies for the comments! LOL 😆 🤣 😂 Life has certainly gotten interesting in the past few weeks! Hey - everyone knows their limits and what works for them. I like to live in the moment and revell in the experience. After the last terrifying audio with 😈, I wished it was a bit more subdue. I know some Belles were referencing Pacino's Devil role in The Devil's Advocate which I absolutely adored but what happened last Friday was down right "Fuck this shit I'm 🚶🏾‍♀️"! Anyways, the Universe made it up to me last Friday which was exhilarating 💦👅🥰🤣🤣🤣. Looking forward to my weekend 😏😛😝😆🥵!

Alaina

This one was *chefs kiss*! Why isn’t there an emoji for that? 👩‍🍳 💋? I guess that’ll do.. Anyways I found this one incredibly sexy in so many ways of which I never could have imagined before listening. I don’t know that I ever would have thought to try this scenario with a partner as it’s like “I’m right here, let’s go!” instead of touching ourselves together but this was so insanely sexy and the 💦 👅 at the end is the perfect way to finish connected with one another. I think I need to incorporate some form of this fantasy into my repertoire very soon!

Grace Kregel

5 hour long cuddling and breathing audio? 💳💥💳💥💳💥💳💥💳💥

Titania

Matthew, this was luscious. My brain isn't great today, so bear with me.  Simple audio is just as good as complex layered audios, imo. You pare it down to the psychological and emotional essence and I get to build a very personalized Sexyworld from there. It's intimate and spacious at the same time. Your introduction was heartwarming (I kinda like when you tell us what's on your mind) and really expressed what's so hot about mutual masturbation - the positive feedback cycle of having the visual and auditory feast of your partner active in front of you and the emotionally heightened kick of being vulnerably on display for them.  Both partners have to show up and open up for it to work well, and when it does, it's glorious. You really build that interaction in so well.   Warm fuzzies: foreheads touching, universe compression/ expansion, breathing at the end.  Hotness: when you get super excited but show restraint/ stop touching yourself, and then give in and start again.  Breathiness. Hearing you describe what your cock feels like.  Thinking about your O-face (I will watch porn of guys masturbating just to see their face when they cum.) Also, my mouth was watering at the end, and it wasn't for the Coke. 😁 Another blissful midweek! So grateful. 🥰 Hope you are almost done with your busy work slog. 💙💚💛

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>>71122872

Hey Alaina 💜😁 Yesss, it's kinda: on your marks, let's go! 😅 So glad you enjoyed it and I hope it's a fun part of your repertoire! 😘

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>>71145681

Hey Titania! 💜💙💚💛It wasn't the coke? Well, what fun we'll have next week. Just sayin. Speaking of watching masturbationporn - I made a little reference to Beautiful Agony which is a site just showing faces and torsos. I wonder if you came across it before? [I can't post a link here, but it's on Wikipedia even]. Anyway, hope you're well and I'm glad you liked the audio! I'm almost there with the slog thanks!! I'm gonna really unwind over the weekend... 🤠xx

Double LL

The words “beautiful agony” seemed loaded or pointed every time I listened and now I understand why. After perusing a little, I can’t explain exactly how that makes me feel. It is so explicit, humanizing, beautiful, and uncomfortable. Can you feel free and dirty and turned on and confused at the same time? I can. Haven’t even looked at confessions. This has to percolate a bit I think. Thank-you for the opportunity for some more self reflection and exploration. Let’s see where this goes shall we…… 🤔

Ann

Best mail day EVER!!!!!! ✉️📫. I am so happy 🥳💜😁🤗

Ann

Matthew if you felt a power drain about 1:30 to 2:00 in the afternoon your time, it was me. I used you shamelessly and extensively. 😎. Thank you! You were perfect. 😘

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>>71188797

Let us see in indeeeeeed where this goes... 😅😁 Yeah it's fascinating how confronting the Beautiful Agony stuff can be. I'm for anything which humanises sexuality, but - confessions aside, even the faces alone feel like too much to look at. Too intimate? Looking in the eyes during sex is so damned intense huh... 💜

toweraudios

💥Ahhh - what an amazingly thread of comments. I'll be coming back to these. But for now I'm soo 😅behind on making Saturday's audio, so here goes: Heey - thank-you so much for taking the time to comment or read the discussions on this post. Although I can’t reply to new comments here now, I’ll still be returning to read and 💜 them from time-to-time, so even if you feel a bit late to the party please say hi! Much love, 🧔🏻💐Matthew

Anna Asmedianova

Thank you, Matthew, for this audio! It's the most sexy and one of the most beautiful thing that I ever heard in my life! You are so amazing, so open-minded and honest with us... Thank you really much for this! I really appreciate your openness. I felt your emotions without sound effects: it was only you and your fantasy, and this is incredibly, oh My God. YOU ARE PERFECT

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

OMG… you, hyper turned on… let me prepare myself to receive the megawatt force… …Vs… Aww… always appreciate when I hear vulnerability in your expression… 🤗💛💜 Just makes me smile at how you evoke such polar emotions in me. Love it. The cover art is so pretty… haven’t had a pawpaw in a good while. 😋 What’s the green one? Love how the “O” overlays one of the Kiwi fruit. Little details. 😍 “Probably every one…” 😀 “… no shame around masturbating… probably true…” well darling, it helps you get your mind there in oh so creative ways, so why would I complain…? Totally get that vulnerable state… because I’ve felt the same, in a sweet shy way… before getting comfortable and easing into the giver pleasure cycle when it comes to masturbation. You are too adorable… these moments, and the way you think about nuggets of the human psyche and connection, are again a reason why you’re unique. And I love you, wonderful human. For me, we can’t let someone in or find out more about ourselves unless we’re vulnerable. Some of the quotes I love are: 🔆 Vulnerability is the only bridge to connection - Unknown 🙃 🔆 Being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure. - Bob Marley (YES my beloved Aquarian 😉🙌🏾) 🔆 Vulnerability is terrifying. The courage it takes to reveal your heart is one of the most daunting… yet rewarding experiences in life. It will set you free. - The better man project 🙏🏾 🔆 What makes you vulnerable makes you beautiful. - Brené Brown 😌♥️ 🔆 Vulnerability is the only authentic state. Being vulnerable means being open, for wounding, but also for pleasure. Being open to the wounds of life means also being open to the bounty and beauty. Don't mask or deny your vulnerability: it is your greatest asset. Be vulnerable: quake and shake in your boots with it. The new goodness that is coming to you, in the form of people, situations, and things can only come to you when you are vulnerable, i.e. open. - Stephen Russell 🌟🙌🏾 ⬇️ I feel from past sharing in some of your audios that this is your ethos around, just, as you put it in NO ONE CAN MINDFUCK EACH OTHER LIKE WE CAN - “… redefining what relationships are and what we want from them.” And I’d said - It’s so empowering to not feel like your being is limited to a particular construct of what a relationship / connection should be… it’s freeing… exhilarating… to just BE… in the moment… and experience a bonding of thoughts/feelings/sensations/emotions… a beautiful gift… in a “timeless spaceless world…” 💜 As I continue to listen I scroll back to re-read the caption, as you start to undress… and the phrases “… fun-fluids on each other’s lips.” ➕ “Love and sideways winks” suddenly make it dawn on me… ahhhh… it’s THIS one… I remember when you asked how we’d want to experience it… after I shared my re-imagining of an oral explorative delight. 😏🖐🏾 Kitty already purring 😻… ready to be vulnerable and let this pleasure cycle unfold… 🔥⚡️💦💥🍑😋🍆 Love how this is freestyle… and we’re going to hear your train of thoughts in the moment… G** I appreciate you. 💛💜 My smile as you express observing my shyness… yet brat inner confidence peeping through… as your smile caresses the words “lady garden”. 😏🙂 I just love good banter and playfulness… it really helps the vulnerability ooze out… like a favourite moisturiser from a tube. Savouring it, not wanting to let out too much at a time… but wanting to luxuriate the skin in just the right amount.. 🙃 OMG… why must you make her jump again so quickly… at the visual of your chest muscles relaxing… as you lean forward and hold him… FuCk… lawd help my soul… I love watching guys pleasure themselves, from soft to pirate’s plank… Just ❤️ seeing a guy feel SO GUUD…. all the sensations he feels and how he expresses it. Turns me on so freakin much. 😍🔥🤤🥵💦 So… HIT ME WITH IT… 😏 My mind wanders… as I delve back to some parts of my musings in HOW TO DIRTY TALK ME… [💭 me reliving] 💭 Yes… your forefinger and thumb are caressing the head so good… my lips are aching to reach over it like that… Yes baby… stroke that cock nice and firm while you trace around the ridge the way you like… Now just swirl your thumb round and round the head a little, like you’d want my tongue to do… 😏🙂 My smile as you turn my hands back towards my breasts. 💭 … my hands cupping my mounds from the sides, like ferns, lifting… moulding… 😏🙂 My smile as I hear you suck… your bottom lip…? Whatever it is, it’s just inching my arousal another notch. 😻 Uhuh… I take the forefinger and middle finger each side and pluck each bud in a scissor like motion… then continue the pincer tension to pull them out even more… as if extending them to your mouth… 😍🔥💦 As always your breathiness is getting me SO turned on… 🔥 I was just wondering how he is… FUCK.. thick… blood vessels extra inflated… my moan as you describe how it feels… 🔥 SO FH 🔥 💭 G** the things I wanna do to him… 😈🔥 Dripping from the peach…💧 💜 the stillness of the moment that follows… building more ANTICIPATION… engaging with each other’s faces… chests… fingers… building a deeper connection… leading to the next stanza… 🙄🔥🤤💦 OMG… you know how to take me right there… abandoning any remnants of shyness… yes baby, caress my fingers as I lead these ministrations… ❓ What are your hands doing to him in this very moment, as that whistle of air leaves your mouth after you emit a guttural “Mmm There…” 😻💦 Back to deeper connection… more ANTICIPATION… caressing my hair… face… as I nuzzle your palm but keep my gaze steady on you… 😍 “trace the smooth nail of my thumb across your lips…” the little things… the textures… the sensations… 😻💦 UGH yes… hold me… watch me pleasure myself and make us both feel good through the portals of my eyes… 🔥💦 … uhuh… saunter your fingers back down to follow my dance… like a sexy rumba… 😍 Can you hear my moan as your weighted heat swishes across my nipples…? 🔥💦 Do you see goosebumps forming in their wake…? More deeper connection… forehead to forehead 💛💜… watching… immersing… mirroring… spurring each other on… 💭 Eyes locked, as we watch each other get off on our pleasure… Show me… stroke him and show me how you want me to touch her… faster…? tighter…? 💭 Shuddering as I release once more, my pussy’s getting wetter and wetter… Your lust fuelled eyes ignite me… You wanna taste..? I ease my fingers from under me and extend to your mouth… you emit a growl as you envelope the digits, sucking on my juices… showing me what you want to do to that pussy… I grin my encouragement. 😏   💭 The giver in us pulls our hands towards each other as we swap… rousing jewelled crowns to a mini crescendo… Come here, I say… You lean over and our lips mould, moisture infusion setting in once more… my grip on him tightening… and relaxing… *** Right back to us in this moment… *** G** I love that you’re letting me do this… to give that caress back to your fingers, as you DRIVE that magnetic force… 😻💦 💭 Fuck, I can hear the strength of him as the air whistles between your hand and his rigid length… G** I’d do anything you want baby… I just wanna make you feel SO GUUD… and in turn make me feel the same… 🔥🔥🔥 And you know what that play by play with your moans does to me. 💜 yes to emphasising the power of living in the explosion, below… and on our faces. ✨✨✨✨✨✨ TOWERING over me huh…? Here for it… 😍 My smile as we make the transition I knew was coming:💦🍑🔥 sideway 69 🔥🍆💦 💜 My head laying on the inside of your leg for a pillow. 😍🔥💦 yes to you seeing me trembling and throbbing right in front of your eyes. Yes, to the way you look down (or up 😉)… and I see you watching me… watching you, stroking him, deliciously close… SO FH 😍💦🔥 💜 yes to the caressing of your legs hip and stomach… infusing layers of sensations leading you to the edge… OMG yes baby… I wanna see your cock up close… feel your warm cum hitting my skin… FUCK, the way she just clenched and honey dripped from the peach 🔥💦…. OMG oMg *MOAN* … the blood vessels leading to my nipples are getting engorged once more… they stand proud, calling to my pussy… begin the climb… Do you see how my hips begin their trembling seance, as I dip two fingers in… to capture the clench… then drag the wetness back out and over to rub all over my jewelled crown…? 💜 “… how our universe contracts before it expands…” 💛 😍🔥💦 yes to me looking down at you… watching you getting immersed in the buildup… 🔥 SO FH 🔥 the voyeur in me is in heaven… Yes to watching your cock so close to my face pulsating deliciously… a stallion waiting to unleash at the final furlong… Yes baby… I wanna see you cum all over my cheek and lips… Yes to you putting your tongue out and tasting my fingers while they pulsate my clit to climax… G** I 💜 the way your deviant mind works… 🔥 SO FH 🔥 OMG oMg OmG omg… I’m tensing… my left arm between your thighs, grips hard as I feel the right one TENSE… OH FUCK… Spurting all over… end to end… SO FH… G** yes, the way your tongue delves in between my fingers to greet my rock hard clit… 🔥💦 OMG… the way I squirm in delight 😏😻 as I move my my hand away to revel in you eating me out… sucking me… licking that nub we love, hard and fast… 🔥💦 Yes pleeease… you don’t have to ask me twice… oh G**… slide into my waiting hole and release the last bit of cum on my tongue… OMG Fuck… that’s making me cum even more on your tongue, my juices sliding into your mouth… as I gyrate in trembling gasps… making your cock sink deeper into my warm mouth… Uhuh… fuck my mouth baby… softly… until you still… 🔥💦 💜 how you weren’t planning to cum like this… how it evolved… I’ll be your play thing any day… 🙃😻😈 A few seconds later I’m like - Er… 7 mins more…? What oh what are we going to be doing…? 😀 “Taste the feeling…” 🥤 Geesh, this is quenching my thirst so deliciously… have reduced sugar from my eating up to about 98% since July. So treat time! Ha, listening to this now (it’s 1st Dec) makes me smile as it’s the core buildup to Christmas, and Coca Cola always has those big ads on TV. 😀 Aww… soothing EXTENDED wind down time… that’s new, and nice… 💜 I’m sure many found calm and solace… Me also wondering if you’re gonna suddenly pipe up with some funny musing or life reflection… 🙂 But no… we lay there snuggled, limbs entwined, me smelling your hair… your face nestled against my breasts… Okay… I’m just gonna breathe… and BE… That was gorgeous… Love, Your vulnerable fun loving adventurous Brat 💛🍑😘💦💥🔥🍆💜