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BIRTHDAY RELAXING (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+) (Patreon)

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Heey -

Happy Birthday! 🎉🎈

This audio is obviously a bit late or early… but let’s all just celebrate our birthdays again today for 20mins? 😂

Smooches,

🧔🏻💜Matthew

AUDIO TAGS: [M4F] Birthday Relaxing [Singing you a song on Piano] [CandleLight] [Sexy talking] [Masturbating together] [Dirtytalk] [What I’d do to you] [Orgasm] [ASMR whispers] [Chakra spraying you]

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D

Thanks for my song, on my day. 💜

Anonymous

Heeeey is this going to be a tradition? Today is thee day for me, again... I'm fine with capping the b-days now, I'm finally old enough. 😋 I can't listen now but the song you sang and how you played the piano stills rings in my ears and sits heavy in my heart. It's a good kind of heavy, you know? You have given us all a good chunk of your love, we feel it, even if you can't quite express it like before. I feel warm and wrapped up in that my kinda-sorta-pseudo-internet-boyfriend-lover-dude that I share with many is loving me somewhere in time and space. 😂😋🥳💜

Red Spider

That was lovely, who knew you could sing. Lots of talents💋

ਏFallaਓ

Wishing you as a birthday present. 😁

toweraudios

Oh and I hope everyone likes the new logo! (The original will still be up on the Merch store if you don’t! ;) ALSO LET’S GET REFINED WITH SOME NEW PLAYLISTS 🎻Classical Playlist For feeling like your life is a movie and this is the big dramatic moment… https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2MQ1FTCIctX4WJU3fMqT9t?si=2fff71596cf34f48&pt=a4af8658d1d62ef5842047ff30667b7f 🍽 Dinner Party Music The table’s set, now it’s time to scull a bottle of wine and make a playlist before the guests arrive… https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4S2olVESTOj2kM8os9aHYh?si=6f271ced011f4fb3&pt=388a9e47d8f0335735dc4d1a450f422c

shanice

Aww thank you so much! My bday was two weeks ago but I’m still appreciative of this lovely gift 💕 ~

ਏFallaਓ

Also... Your poems on Instagram - you transcend human explanation, don't you, Matt? My God. Your veins run with creativity, your breath must be made of poetry and your mind is a brave new world. If I could make a wish, I would like to think with your mind for a moment and see life through your eyes. Just an hour. It must be magical. I loved the new logo, so beautiful and retro. So… you. LOVE IT! 😭🥺🥰❤️

Meg_just_Meg

So we’re having an unbirthday party?? 🍰☕️🥮🫖🫐🐰🎩

Pam

I guess I’ll be celebrating my birthday 4 months later 🤷‍♀️ Gotta charge my toy of choice tonight 💜

Maggie Ren

Hm... Normally I just get money/gift cards cause I'm difficult to find a present for lol 😆

toweraudios
>>81550962

Happy Birthday!!! 🧔🏻💝🎁🎈🎉🥳 Damn, I was only a little late, Shanice!! It's still within the month window though so forgiveable right? 🤣😂🤣 😘xx

Kayla Marie

Wish I had you for my birthday 💋 I absolutely adore your poetry

Stefa

Weird that yesterday was my birthday! Happy birthday indeed!

Bibi

Mmmm hmmmm! Wish I had my headphones w/me.... Soon!!!

Bibi

Happy belated Birthday, Stefa! 🎂 🎂 🎂

toweraudios
>>81551000

🥹 "Breath made of poetry". Can I use that? 😂 Listen to yourself though Falla! . You're describing yourself. 😌 I don't wanna talk about my breath right now but I'm stuffing a salmon and capers sandwich down my face right now as I type. 😁 xx

Shamesha

Thank you for sharing your talents and gifts with us Matthew. Listening to you sing and playing piano felt just as intimate as accompanying you along the Queenstown Holidate. I don’t know how, but one feels cherished, desired and treasured by you. It’s very easy to slip into fantasy world with you. 💜

toweraudios
>>81551224

Happy Birthday Pam! 🥳🎉🎈 I agree birthdays suck when you get a toy and it has no batteries.... 😂 xx

BunnyRabbit

Adored this audio.. XOXO 🖤🖤🖤🖤. 🎂🖤🐇

Venusinaphrodite_

Sacral chakra is in full swing huh😉 just because you sing beautifully and delivered top notch dirty talk right now please don’t think I’ll ever stop being mean to you😏

toweraudios
>>81551539

Thanks for the love on Insta Kayla! 💜So glad you're enjoying it, and I've been having fun spending a few moments every night writing new stuff and finding things in the audios to rewrite. I'm sure there will be more and more... xx

Raegan Howard

Unrelated. Going to another "party" tomorrow. Hopefully it goes better than the first one. There is nothing sexy about sloppy drunk people. Fingers crossed

Lapajo

Oh my.... can my birthday be every day? 🥵

ਏFallaਓ

Okay, enough naughty, Matthew. I'll behave. 😌 The comment now. I keep thinking... before you, I thought I knew the true meaning of 'making love'. I've had passionate sex and men who said they were in love with me looking into my eyes. People I've loved so much as if I couldn't live without them. But I've never felt what I feel when I hear you because it sounds so real, even if it's a fantasy. It's like you resignify things. Or as if you say, 'Look, the guys you met? Excuse me. But they don't know how to take care of you like I do.' 😎 Perhaps the main element is precisely the fact that you are not here? Maybe it's the projections I create? Or maybe it's just the unquestionable fact that you turn feelings into action like no one else? Or maybe it's the fact that I feel safe with you? Or it's just the unbelievable talent you have? I don't know. I still haven't figured out the reason or all the reasons why it's more real with these audios than it is in real life, which reminds me of your phrase 'We both know this is more real than the real thing', but it is an unquestionable truth that you demonstrate in a different way. Your emotions speak for your body, your voice and the movements you make. It's like everything with you is an emotional dance or like everything with you isn't just the surface. It is always deeply and intensely. It's never just sex, it's soul fusion. It's never just a song, it's about going into your arms. It's never just your moans, it's your vulnerability. It's never just a time to relax, you list the fucking chakras. 🥲 You deliver parts of yourself every time you post a new audio, and that's what drives me to comment here and write something about me too. So, I just wanted to say that after a wine, a bath and your voice, I don't feel like I need anything else. 😌 I got all the love I deserved in twenty minutes. Even if it is a hypothetical and utopian love, it is still a form of love. 💅 I'll just lie here and listen to you again. Thank you for awakening the green, pink and gold color in my body. It's the heart chakra - a gentle, enchanting thing that I assure you you don't need to be here to make it feel real. Happy birthday indeed. 😘🥰

Katie

New logo is 🔥🔥🔥 Poems are 🫦👏😍 Excited to catch up on audios and have a 3 way for my birthday! This will work out very well. 😘🥰

Niamh

So I should definitely be sleeping and thus will enjoy this audio come morning but I couldn’t resist dropping in to say hello and hell yeah I can’t wait to listen to this one 💜

Ann
>>81552133

It is your Matthew love language. I would just say love language but you love me and aren't mean to me at all. Matthew has a special love language from you that is full of tension, spice, emotion, biting (wait that is me...ignore biting) and love. Matthew you are a lucky dude.

Shelley

Wait. What????? Matthew, my little Bonbon: your singing voice is absolutely gorgeous!!! I had to pause the audio to recover. That was one helluva prelude to a very hot session and I am totally there for it🔥 I'm gonna need you to come sit over here next to me so I can take a peek into that mind of yours. I'm certain the secrets of the universe are in there somewhere💋

Ann
>>81552338

Oh have fun for me please. I am meeting my son's soon to be in-laws and doing work. By Sunday evening I expected to be exhausted because you had the best time ever. 😍

toweraudios
>>81551933

That's so lovely! Thanks so much Shamesha. 🥰 This comment is as much of a treasure as you are. Esp because I feel about as vulnerable about my piano playing as I do about my singing, because I only started playing at Christmas. Have abeautifull weekend! 💜

Ann

Matthew "Oh god that feels good" Yes yes it does. Actually I think that was my favorite thing you said in the audio. Said not sing. The singing was awesome. I did tear up a bit. This audio was so nice, relaxing and caring. I can't wait to sleep to it tonight. I always wonder how far I will get into your audios before I fall asleep. So nice. You're so nice. OMG nice seems to be my word of the day. Now Pattern Master Matthew let's talk about the pattern you posted early this morning (for me it was early). First off I was already debating about having a quick self session before work when the notification chimed. That solved that problem. I was half hour late to work and I ate my breakfast during my history class. Worth It! I used Osci and Penguin Dude. For those who don't know Penguin Dude is a clit vibe from Cherry something website. Anyway he was inexpensive but I am telling you now that I need to buy a couple more for when Penguin Dude 1.0 passes on to the toy retirement home in the sky, because he is AMAZING. Better than the more expensive clit vibe I bought. Anyway I loved the low solid lines giving me a bit of a break. It is like a microscopic edging session (I love edging) or it could just be a breather but you changed it up and added a solid line at the top of the pattern and holy.....💀 EPIC death. Loved it. Then around the 3 minute left mark you started the swirling. Poof it was all over. You really are the Pattern Master. So prior to this audio the Kink pattern was my favorite and before that I can't remember but I think it was the brain melting one and the Quickie one which I can't find now. Anyway I am adding this one right next to the Kink Test pattern. I will try this pattern out with Nora tomorrow because I know that I will fall asleep as soon as I lay down. Matthew I am sending you virtual hug. So nice 🤗 Pattern Master Matthew man I bow to you and thank you for giving me so much pleasure. 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

IndyJane

"I just kinda wanted to hangout with you for a little bit." 24 seconds in and I'm dead. I'm so fuckin easy to please. How is this the most romantic thing I've ever heard? No, wait. You gifting us with the first song you learned on piano. That's the most romantic thing. Fuck. Obviously, I love the song and your playing, but I know others are going to talk about that and they will find better adjectives. I noticed how different the room sound was during your intro and it was here that I realized it's because you were recording in a different space with the piano. I loved the little creaks from the piano bench. It really made me feel like we were hanging out in a physical space instead of the cerebral space of Sexy World. It added a cozy, homey layer that is perfect for a birthday present. Just so freaking sweet. After tonight, I'm going to leave this audio alone until my birthday in September. I'm not even sad I won't hear this again for 5 months because you have put out so much great stuff and I know there is more on the way. Ugh, I'm feeling all mushy. And sated because that was also 🔥🔥🔥. Your jokes were stupid and I loved them. I'm off to make dinner.

toweraudios
>>81552421

Hey Lapajo! It would make a pretty good Groundhog Day, but you might get a little tired of getting rid of the wrapping paper 😂 xx

Dawn

First of all, how long have you been teaching yourself to play piano? A couple of years? So lovely Matt. Piano and violin are my two favorite instruments. As much as I absolutely love your guitar playing, please give us more of the piano! The fact that you went from "get on your knees and suck his d1ck" to this sweet and gentle love making and pampering is why we love you so much. You set the bar so high for how we should expect to be treated. Thank you 💜

BunnyRabbit

Night Everyone And to the ladies bolder than me, I salute you.🙂 Life wrote a friend of mine, 'is a public performance on the violin, in which you must learn the instrument as you go along. E.M. Forster 🖤🤦🏻‍♀️🐇

Venusinaphrodite_

Can we make the spraying a game? I’ll draw random targets on me and we can see how accurate your aim is🤣 also Matt your poetry, look at you🥺

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Your beautiful singing voice and hot org@sm voice all in the same audio? It must me my birthday then! Sitting in a tire shop waiting on my car, but I couldn’t wait to listen. Just thinking of that TikTok audio “nobody’s gonna know. They’re gonna know. How would they know?” Good thing I have a mask on, so no one can see me lecherously biting my lip. 🫦 Gonna have to listen again when I get home. Gah, this size-queen loves when you talk about your big c0ck ruining my greedy little pu$$y. 🥵🤤

toweraudios
>>81552473

Falla, you deserve a lot more than hypothetical and utopian love, and I hope I can give you a bit more than that too, because you've shown me so much more than that already. It's funny right? The online world is still a mystery to me in many ways, limited in some practical and physical terms, but unlimited in other ways - like you're saying - however, hard to define, it's "still a form of love". Could anyone question the care, respect, love, and attention you've shown me in your comments? Or question the love everyone else shows me on here? Or the love you all show each other when you're chatting? It's so hard to value, because we can't measure the little lifts it gives us over the week, or the count the smiles or chuckles, or the reassurance when we need it. But well, we wouldn't be here talking if it wasn't a form of love, right? xx

toweraudios
>>81552538

I hope you're repeating the last letter of the alphabet over and over now Niamh! Snugs and hugs! 💜xx

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

I’m really looking forward to listening to this! I’m out celebrating not my birthday (it’s still 2 months away lol) but stating a whole new book in my life on Monday. I’m starting a new job and a new career at the ripe age of 49! So once I’m done with a live dinner and drinks with friends I will be listening. And may even have a new subscriber for you lol 😂

toweraudios
>>81552997

Shelley 💜 I know you're just saying that about my singing voice because you want to make me blush so all the blood runs to my head and I fall over and you can sit on my face. Well played though. You deserve it.👅 💦😜 Seriously though, that is soo very kind of you to say! I’ll let you peek into my mind for sure. I might need to lie in your lap to do that. So while I’m down there… 😉😘xx

toweraudios
>>81554010

Annn! 💜 Thanks so much for the kind words about my ‘singing’ 😂 and also for the extra afterschool 😏help you’re giving me with how these patterns work😉 (Okay that was probably a bit off, but hey - who hasn’t had the teacher fantasy right? 😅😂). Seriously, that’s really cool to hear about - esp that mixing up the swirling and the solid lines works!! (And yes - I can imagine the little breaks are needed or it would become numbing right? Should I do more of those? What about complete little stops at points? 😘xx

NeonVall

if someone asks me .. my birthday will be on April 9th ​​from now on! music, sexytime and relaxing. What more do I need? not that I'm jealous... but you just really play the piano. I once tried to learn the piano too but the left hand keeps fooling me. I am of course very happy for you 😑😑but more that we can enjoy it. No no I'm really happy. Must have taken some time to learn 😌👌 And the jokes...... Seriously i don't know if we'll get into action soon after that sexy talk.😒😒 It could also just turn into a battle of puns and jokes.🤣🤣 laughing my ass off here 🤣😂 But even if the intention is to masturbate together. just listening turns me into a glazed cake with blown out candles! 🥵🌬🎂 So thank you for the gift! can't wait for next year!! 🎁🎉🥳🎊 (greedy bell here) 💜💜😘😘🤗

toweraudios
>>81554209

Indy! I love your attention to detail soo much - thank-you! I had to record the first part of the audio [before sexy time] in my dining room where the piano is, which you’ll see a bit more next week when I post a hobbies/life video. It’s a bit echoey in there! And that creaking is the pedal on the piano which I don’t know the name of yet - it makes the chords reverberate. 🤣 It’s so noisy - I guess I need to get it looked at!! Enjoy your dinner!!! 😘xx

D

Words are especially difficult tonight. Life is so fleeting and fragile, and you simply don't know how long the gift of certain people will be present. I've expressed my sincere gratitude and appreciation for the transcendence and connection of this little space and world. Until I heard the tenderness and vulnerability in your playing and song choice, I'm not sure I realized how precious and treasured I've felt. And then to follow the tears with genuine laughter. I'm wrecked. It's going to be an immensely difficult weekend and week, but this here... such a gift. Thank you, Matt. Truly. 🤗💔😭💜... how is there no blanket emoji?

NeonVall
>>81554452

Your a braver bunny than you know! Your bunny actions are bunny strong 😄

Venusinaphrodite_

Why would I want you easy, I like you hard🐋😇 and everyone has already seen those already I’m an easy target now😂😂😂

toweraudios
>>81554850

Haha - you lecher! 😂 Well, I hope they do a good a job of the fitting 😏 Tell them you don't want them to wreck your rim, so be careful where they angle the axle. 🤦🏻‍♂️ xx

toweraudios
>>81556323

Hey Neon!! 😘 You're so welcome, and happy extra birthday! A repeat perfomance must surely be to come. In fact, I should do one for each star-sign right? It might take a few years to come up with twelve different ideas, but goals right? 😅 Thanks for the thought! 😘xx

Dawn

I really need piano lessons Matt. Please show me the fingering you bragged about above 😈 Does the singing help with loosening your tongue? I will be requiring more examples of this as well 😘💜

Titania

Matt - that was / you are: Super sweet Adorable Sexy Giving me warm fuzzies Soothing (chakras so balanced) A gift Beautiful song! (3 months only? You are obviously musical and coordinated) What's the title? I would like to look up the lyrics, I'm missing some. Omg the jokes - how many birthday Champagne toasts did you have?! 😜 I'm loving the insta poems and looking forward to them each day. 💙💚💛

Kata

You.sang.to.me. You've made me cry, you big jerk (and I love you for it). I struggle sometimes to access deep emotions and I'm very afraid of being emotionally vulnerable, but you just went in there and caressed my heart anyway. Physically, thank you for not forgetting THE PETALS. So often everyone just goes straight for the bud and forgets how effective tasting the whole flower can be. A little attention and I promise my petals will be open and glistening enough for any naughty D...I mean Bee.

Venusinaphrodite_

Yes they are😃 I like to be soft everywhere. You may have influenced me with your bath addiction to add to my shower routine.

toweraudios
>>81559005

Hey Titania! Thank-you for all this love - so glad you liked the song, my joking around, the poems, my learner piano playing! It's 'Into My Arms' by Nick Cave. Hope you look his version up too. He's a bit of a god downunder. xx

toweraudios
>>81559021

AWWWW Kata!! Thank-you for opening your heart and sexy-petals to me. I'm the luckiest D... I mean Bee... on the planet to get some of your nectar. 🥰 Thanks for the heartwarming note. Today has been a good one for me... 🫶 xx

IndyJane

Dinner. I grew the potatoes. The asparagus and mushrooms came from a store. I feel like I played a contributing role in the steak as I purchased half the cow from a regenerative rancher months before it ended up in my freezer. Also a little bit of my butterfly tray and the butter which is a product of New Zealand. https://ibb.co/z7pK5jq

Dawn

That video 😂😂😂😂 I can never unsee that! I have never felt so uncultured in all my life!

toweraudios

LOVE YOU ALL!!! HAVE AN AMAZING WEEKEND!! I'm not up to much this weekend - just drinks tonight then working on merch store and some other updates, so I'll be reading comments!!! XXXXXXXXX

NeonVall

Skipped the sleeping and drinking coffee jow. Image of people sitting in a cirkel, drinking coffee and eating cake/pie is going through my mind.. typical dutch grown up b-day party 😅 So are the birthday wishes or words in your language? Dutch: van harte gefeliciteerd - congratulations Gefeliciteerd met je verjaardag - happy birthday Jarige job/ jarige jet - word you can say to someone who has a birthday. Job for boy jet for girl. Most commen names in the early days Feestvarken - word you can say to someone who has a birthday. Litterly translated it would mean festive pig 🐖. And guess what? It comes from the early days when people would spit roast a pig and put the apple in his mouth 😆 gefeliciflapstaart - a way to say congratulations to children. Comes from the children show pipo de clown

BunnyRabbit

Matthew I would let you destroy my pussy, my peace of mind and my rose bud. Just have the rosemary spray on hand. Adored this audio.. #FuckAnxiety XOXO 🖤🖤🖤🖤. 🎂🖤🐇

Kayla Marie

Please tell me you're going to sing more. You are a man of many talents whomever gets to be with you is going to be one lucky person.

Titania
>>81561503

Oh my goodness, Vall, you're reminding me of all the Dutch birthday parties my dad used to drag me to as a child. He was the domine and had to go to all of them. Coffee and cake and talk talk talk.

ਏFallaਓ

My dear Mona 💜 I'm commenting in a new thread becase I hope you'll see this. I can totally understand you about feeling this avalanche of emotions. I went through one of my biggest emotional storms when I wrote that comment that time and it was very difficult to understand everything I was feeling because it was a mixture of various feelings that I wasn't able to reach inside myself. Like a lot of emotions were screaming and the more they screamed, the less I was able to hear them. So I really really really hope you see this and that it somehow helps you. I started a guided meditation. It was a simple process of stopping and focusing on my breathing, my body, the movement my belly makes when breathing or how there are parts of my body that are always on alert. After relaxing, I started an analysis on the thoughts that came into my head. And the biggest epiphany I had during meditation was that - these thoughts didn't define me. I know, it sounds weird, right? We are taught our entire lives that our thoughts are part of our personality and who we are as human beings, but the truth? They are not. Analyzing thoughts as if you were a third person or as if they were clouds that are passing through your head, maybe it will help you better understand what you are feeling and maybe you will be able to catalog these emotions? Emotions are also fleeting, you know? Even the scariest of them! When we take something good, sweet and deep like love, for example, and we put that feeling into a toxic context or a scary experience, whether it's an emotional wound or trauma, it's natural for you to close down. It's natural because you associate love with loss or love with pain or love for that person who hurt you. But love is meant to be light, it's meant to break down some of your barriers little by little and even, it's meant to make you vulnerable. And even to hurt you too. Not enough to make you look at in a negative light, but love hurts because when we love, we care. And if we care, small or big things about our interpersonal relationships are going to hurt us. It's natural, it's part of the process. But I want to tell you that as much as it hurts, as much as it makes you vulnerable and you don't want to, more human, stronger and more amazing you become. The most beautiful capacity of the human being is precisely how much we can love each other. I don't know exactly what you're going through, but I know I met a Mona who didn't open up in the comments and barely interacted. A Mona who didn't share her desires. A Mona who didn't openly say how much my words hugged her on difficult days. And today, you do it all. Today, you allow us to see your vulnerability and love you! Even though it sounds scary to you, I just wanted to say that I'm holding hands. I'm here if you want to talk, we can discuss your emotions, understand them, go deep into them. Or we can just talk about a thousand other things that get you out of the loud rumble of emotions in your head. Anyway, I just wanted to say we're together, ok? I love yooooou. And if even cyclones, hurricanes, tsunamis pass... believe me, this emotional storm will also go away. 💜

Dee Andie

I don't know if this is too personal but just assessing who you are, you just love to give a piece of your soul. This goes beyond fantasy audio and monetary gains. You're just a very lovely person who has so much to give. The immersion in these audios isn't just for us but it's for yourself as well. You put so much effort and investment in your stories. A true student or reincarnate of Apollo (with a dash of Dionysus 😝). This just hits differently 🤷🏾‍♀️🤗

ਏFallaਓ
>>81574549

Mae, my sweet and beautiful Mae! 💜 You know, I've had such hard days and your words, your videos, your way of talking always pulls me out of the cloudy day and turns shadow into light. I'm so glad my words were like a hug for you too. I hope that even in the air conditioning of Mc Donalds, you are feeling the warmth of my love. 🥰 Yes, it's so interesting that the deepest connections come from the internet. I have friends for over a decade that I met them online. I've had the chance to meet some of them in person, but even the ones I've never seen, I just know they'll be there for me on the craziest of days. Thank you for being one of those friendships, Mae. You know, I love you. Don't cry. I'm just right there with you too. 💜

ਏFallaਓ

(Patreon deleted my comment. But here we go again...) 😩 My dear Mona! 💜 I'm commenting in a new thread and I hope you'll see this. I can totally understand you about feeling this avalanche of emotions. I went through one of my biggest emotional storms when I wrote that comment that time and it was very difficult to understand everything I was feeling because it was a mix of a lot of things that I wasn't able to reach inside myself. Like a lot of emotions were screaming and the more they screamed, the less I was able to hear them. So I really really really hope you see this and that it somehow helps you. 🤗 I started a guided meditation. It was a simple process of stopping and focusing on my breathing, my body, the movement my belly makes when breathing or how there are parts of my body that are always on alert. After relaxing, I started an analysis on the thoughts that came into my head. And the biggest epiphany I had during meditation was that - these thoughts didn't define me. I know, it sounds weird, right? We are taught our entire lives that our thoughts are part of our personality and who we are as human beings, but the truth? They are not. Analyzing thoughts as if you were a third person or as if they were clouds that are passing through your head, maybe it will help you better understand what you are feeling and maybe you will be able to catalog these emotions? Emotions are also fleeting, you know? Even the scariest of them! When we take something good, sweet and deep like love, for example, and we put that feeling into a toxic context or a scary experience, whether it's an emotional wound or trauma, it's natural for you to close down. It's natural because you associate love with loss or love with pain or love for that person who hurt you. But love is meant to be light, it's meant to break down some of your barriers little by little and even, it's meant to make you vulnerable. Even to hurt too. Not enough to make you look at feeling in a negative light (not the trauma, you know what I am saying), but love hurts because when we love, we care. If we care, small or big things about our interpersonal relationships are going to hurt us. It's natural, it's part of the process. But I want to tell you that as much as it hurts, as much as it makes you vulnerable and you don't want to, the most stronger, amazing and more resilient you will become! One of the most beautiful capacity of the human being is precisely how much we can love each other! I don't know exactly what you're going through, but I know I met a Mona who didn't open up in the comments and barely interacted. A Mona who didn't share her desires. A Mona who didn't openly say how much my words hugged her on difficult days. And today, you do it all here. Today, you allow us to see your vulnerability and love you! Even though it sounds scary to you, I just wanted to say that I'm holding hands. I'm here if you want to talk, we can discuss your emotions, understand them, go deep into them. Or we can just talk about a thousand other things that get you out of the loud rumble of emotions in your head. Anyway, I just wanted to say we're together! I love yoooooou. And if even cyclones, hurricanes, tsunamis pass... believe me, this emotional storm will go away too! 💜💜💜

ਏFallaਓ
>>81580506

Also... Mae, my sweet and beautiful Mae! 💜 You know, I've had such hard days and your words, your videos, your way you talk always pulls me out of the cloudy day and turns shadow into light. I'm so glad my words were like a hug for you too. I hope that even in the air conditioning of Mc Donalds, you are feeling the warmth of my love. 🤗 Yes, it's so interesting that the deepest connections come from the internet. I have friends for over a decade that I met them online. I've had the chance to meet some of them in person, but even the ones I've never seen, I just know they'll be there for me on the craziest of days. Thank you for being one of those friendships, Mae. You know, I love you. Don't cry. I'm right there with you too. 💜

BunnyRabbit

Bunny Question What is the best (and you can have your own definition) thing anyone as ever said to you without a sexual or romantic agenda. 💐🖤🐇

BunnyRabbit
>>81580634

You care and have a big heart. I’ve never seen anyone with your patience. Your students are lucky to have you. 🖤🐇

ਏFallaਓ

Patreon is deleting my comments, but Mona, this is a letter for you! 🤗 I really hope you can see it! Mae, I saw your comment before Patreon deleted it, I replied to you in this letter too! 💜 Love you both! https://bit.ly/3jnFXKV

Ann
>>81576192

“Apollo with a dash of Dionysus”. I like it.

Holly

oh wow, this is some perfect timing, it is actually my birthday tomorrow. I loved this and the song was such a lovely treat. thanks

Honey D.A.

Aaaaaaaa I've been so busy lately, I didn't even see the notification for this until just now 😭 your singing is so lovely. I like that we got so much sweetness before the good goods. 🥰 I'm not a big cake eater, but can I take yours home? Ehehe 🥴💕

NeonVall

🇳🇱🐄⚘🧀 when Netherlands news goes abroad: Soo apparently today was national windmill day. And to promote the miller profession, because there is a great need for them to keep mills turning, they tried to create a world record of most turning windmills for the minimum of 1 hours. Over 800 windmills participated and a few foreign countries joined to make this profession more popular. So thank you New- Zealand with your contribution 🇳🇱🇳🇿😆

Katja

I expected sth like twinkle twinkle little star 😂 the fact that this is the first one you've taught yourself how to play! Piling on these talents like it's nothing 🥲 ahh Matt, that was stunning 😍 My friend loooves Nick Cave, but I like your voice better 🙈 From being romanced to called old 😂 but I guess it works cause that bottle wasn't the only thing spraying😏✨ pinned to the bed, legs spread, "say you wanna cum for me" 🥴 and the whispers 😌 very nice ~ 🎆

BunnyRabbit

Bunny Show and Tell: I am curious what is in your likes or your archives or what are you holding on in your social media whatever that you always go to look at because it makes you feel good for no reason. Silly, profound, spicy, or whatever please share with the class.

Katie

It’s SO entertaining to me sometimes when my brain does not want to embrace my hopeless romantic side and the cynic shows up and it’s just a back and forth of like -WOW🥹, lies, beautiful, BULLSHIT, I love this, You Would 🙄- 🤭🤭🤭 Soooo that was the first 5 minutes. 😂 And then it’s sexy time… and idk me, life, you, sounds!? These were like in. my. ear. Like I could feel them. I was game over in like 3 minutes MAYBE, and then said OKAY when did I learn that!? 🥴😵‍💫 ‘Twas AMAZING.🎇 and I was going to keep up with you but I was so content I just really enjoyed listening to you get off… …and then you start almost whispering and the spray bottle… and I can feel cool air on my face…and I’m relaxed, but I’m ready again because you are whispering. And you’re sharing facts. And I’m thinking…this is turning me on more than the actual fucking. AGAIN. STILL!!! So I had to go do some other things 😅 So I have to make a note for my actual birthday to do like a fast forward, pause circle back, fast forward type of things. So like song, spray, lick, fuck, spray to sleep?! And that can be reinterpreted in anyway possible! Fine with me 😂 🌬🎉🎂🥳🐳👐🎈🎈🎁😵🤫🎹👏✋🫵✋🫦🗣💦🫧🌊🌫📚🛌😴🫶🤝👅▶️🛝

Ann

Yesterday I did nothing. aside from meet sons future in-laws and go grocery shopping. I read 1 and 1/2 books and that was it. No homework, no dissertation writing, no non profit work, not work work, oh I did wash my sheets 😏 thank you Matthew. So far it is just shy of 10 am and I still haven't done anything. Will I do work today. Yep because I love it but I also recognize that sometimes shutting the office door (my office is my living room with no door) and walking away is necessary. 2019 I went to Chile as per usual prior to covid, to visit friends and do some work. I was so burned out that I spent the first 2 weeks locked in my bedroom and only came out at dinner or to get lunch. Was it rude...yea but friends were working during the day so.... The point is that I realized I needed to take time off to be productive otherwise I use 2 perfectly good weeks of my month time with loved ones hiding alone in my bedroom. Did I learn my lesson? ahhhh maybe not so much. This year it was stomach ulcer, weird rare tongue thing that won't go away, and shingles case number 10 or 11? I am a works in progress. The point is progress. See my comment about yesterday. It feels weird to not have Matthew here more like we did before but I approve of his time management. Why I felt like writing this I am not sure. Maybe someone needed to read it or maybe I am wasting time before getting to work. Hi my name is Ann I am a workaholic in recovery. Have a joyfully productive or non productive day. 🌻

Ann

Pattern Master in case you see this. The sexting pattern was great as I mentioned before with Osci but I just did two O producing run through’s with dolce and fffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuj……… !! I was sitting so I could control the grind. OMG I am totally doing this again later. Amazing. Yes yes I promised to try Nora and I will get there but FYI this pattern hit home with the dolce. Pressure released. I am going to dig out my thesaurus because I need some more adjectives. That was amazing and now I have a huge smile in my face and I am gong to go get some work done. Damn released. PMM is my hero! God that was good. 😛

Ann
>>81651388

Dawn that was too funny and slightly disturbing. 🤣 Yes I missed you. I actually was going to send you an email today because you absence made me think that I don't know that I responded to your last email. So yes your absence was noted. Hope all is well.

BunnyRabbit

Night Gorgeous Friends The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong at the broken places. - Hemingway Sweet Dreams ✨🖤🐇

Ann
>>81641865

Katie I missed seeing your comments the last couple of days. I hope your time has been relaxing and rejuvenating 😘🤗

Venusinaphrodite_

So I uncharacteristically spent the day day-drinking at my house with my cousin and her friends. I’ve officially lost my voice due to alcohol😂😅on top of that I spent the last 7 hrs of it dancing with a guy and watching him hang out with the boys and the two of us playing with them and running around. My oldest came up to me before bed and said “do you like him? Because I like him.” Send help🙈

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

I need you guys' opinion. I've been experimenting with some geometric art. I guess you can call them mandalas? Is this piece something you guys think I should put on my website for future employers to see, or do think it would scare them off? I mean, you can only see that its a bunch of t*ts and a$$ and pu$$y if you look closely. 😂 Also, lots of different body types, so body positivity! 😁 https://ibb.co/t352mTD

Ann

@Lucy 💜💜💜💜The books arrived. Thank you so much. I will add them to a box that I hope to send next week. I also found out that Little by Little is part of Amazon smiles. So much fun stuff happening. 🤩 https://ibb.co/yn72xy6

Ann

I am sharing because I am so excited and a tad overwhelmed. I just heard from some friends in Chile and I have 3 more schools requesting books and trainings. 2 of the school are teeny tiny rural schools the other is inner city. This changes a lot because now it is ages 0-18. I am so excited. The trainings wow that is a mind trip my Spanish is ok but Mexican ok Chilean Spanish is different and the accent is oof cooler to my ear but often harder for me to understand. Nothing like doing professional development training in a second language 🫣. Life really is so very cool

ਏFallaਓ
>>81733305

Ann, I'm seeing you changing the world day by day. 🥺 I really hope you can do everything you dreamed of! Because it's so special, amazing and precious! Truly happy for you!!! ❤️

Katie

I have been reading for an hour… Almost caught up. Just scrolled all the way down to take break. Idk how Matt does this. My eyes go fuzzy. But I love all of your words. I want to read them. Must. Take. Break. ALSO! I just wanted to share that umm I have realized my need to take a break has had nothing to do with the audios, my Belles, or Matt. You guys it’s the freaking app! 😫😫😫 On my list of things to “work on” I have and still do REAL. Like REAL. struggle with codependency and I hate even saying it but blah blah here we are. And this is why I parted with social media for so long and why I am only on Instagram. The serotonin trigger of “being needed” notification, responding, commenting, the cycle (the irony of participating in it now 😅) Not always good! And I respect Matt’s media-less Sundays so much more and I gotta figure out something like that for me… Me the codependent, escapist…give me somewhere to be outside of “reality” and I’ll set up camp. SO JUST SHARING. Speaking out loud to acknowledge accountability. Yes I was clenching for the first time in a week so I had to stumble back in and then ughhh you guys think, feel just like me but we’re all so unique. MY PEOPLE. Am I rambling. I’m rambling. I’m 🐏 🐝 LING. Where am I? Is there a cliff notes for comments. What. Okay. I’m watching Friends. Obvs. 🤷‍♀️ I’ll be there for you. ❤️

Ann

I see there is horrible flooding in the Philippines. I hope anyone here is safe and sound.

ਏFallaਓ

I woke up feeling especially romantic and sensitive today. So I went looking for poetry as I always do. I ended up finding a painting by James Sant. The moment I saw it, I was reminded of the relationship we have with each other. The intimacy we feel and the support we offer. I thought I should share because you will understand the sensitivity of that touch and I know you will understand exactly what words would fail to describe. Love you, Belles. Have an excellent day! 💜 https://ibb.co/bJ4kZMx https://ibb.co/z6xC2Rp

NeonVall
>>81761827

I love this! 😍😍 also how the color is used here, it is so soft and radiant. And apply details in places exactly where it is needed so you're drawn to those hands. And for a moment the entire world just exist in those touches and what they tell. ❤❤ Thank you for sharing this and putting the effort in to finding something 😘🫂

Katie

If our NY/NYC Belles see this, please check in. 🫂😞❤️

Titania

Spicy technology: a win-lose-win story. On a whim yesterday, I taught my k!nky grappling f*ck buddy how to control my Lovense toy remotely with the app. CBD-aided pattern shenanigans ensued. 😉 But then my toy kept disconnecting?! I think maybe I didn't charge it correctly. ☹️ So there I am, a needy, quivering mess... p*ssy-blocked by technology. 😅😢 Improvising, I grab my Hitachi and big purple d!ldo, turn on the voice connect feature on the app, and trade dirty talk for a couple-three Os. 🥵 I never could have done that without Matthew and this community and the confidence I've gained expressing myself, following the wonderful examples here. But how can I *respectfully* tell the guy to go listen to Matt's audios on HornPub and pick up dirty talk pointers? 😛

Dawn

I don't know who did the Mattsignal in tower artwork, but I love it!

BunnyRabbit
>>81770293

I find it you use the following flow chart. Start talking about something he does well and you really enjoy. Then say how you want to try something or fine tune the repertoire. Then (and this the important part “Please can you give this to me” Just thought... This worked for me... 🖤🐇

Katie

Words. Feelings. Read my mind. Thanks 😂😘

IndyJane

A new hour approaches. Will there be a post?

iplaythelarynx

what a nice singing voice you have! 💜

Shannon Smith

Thanks, my birthday was this past week, too. Cheers.

Elle (K.)

You played the piano beautifully. 💜

CaperBelle Audios 💘

I've never heard that song before, and I never want to hear the original. The way you did that was so beautiful just as it was❤️🦋x

Linda

Be still my heart, this made my birthday today complete, serendipity.....thank you love😘