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BAD SEX THERAPIST - WALK OF SHAME (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+) (Patreon)

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2022-06-24 23:03:19
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2026-01-30 14:51:34
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Hey! Warning: this is a bit rough, dirty, dark, and experimental. Contains BDSM. [M4F] Walk of Shame [Immersive] [MDom] [Collaring you] [Pub

Hey!

Warning: this is a bit rough, dirty, dark, and experimental. Contains BDSM.

[M4F] Walk of Shame [Immersive] [MDom] [Collaring you] [Public humiliation] [Marched down street at night] [Jeers] [Binaural 3D sound] [Taken to sex club] [Flogging] [St Andrew’s Cross] [Standing rear entry] [Creampie] [Mutual Orgasms] [SFX] [Aftercare]

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toweraudios

Hope everyone is good today! I’ve had a bit of an big-up / big-down / big-up again week. I can only be online for a couple of hours because hosting dinner-party tonight... but I wanna say hey and let you know a little of what I've been up to... Well, first I gotta say, making the SFX for this was fun but it hurt💥😲and it’s kinda hard to give yourself aftercare …😝 The funny thing was, after I’d packed up and was rubbing my red marks, I realised I didn’t have the mic’s phantom power on, so I had to do it all all over again. With moisturised skin. AHHHHH💥😫 Don’t worry I went HARD again. 😂 But yeah, my mixed week. The Reddit account I’ve spent so long building has locked me out due to 2-Factor Authentication which didn’t migrate over when I got my new phone (and I didn't read the bit about storing backup codes). It’s a long story but Reddit Mods say they can’t do anything about it, and Google is no help either, so the account is lost. I’m not the only one it's happened to, and I'm pretty cut up about the fact that can happen. Au revoir u/TheTowerOfSong   Hello u/Tower_Audios On the bright side, I have been working on a special project and have some super exciting announcements to make coming in August - like, really really exciting. The biggest one I have to shut up about because it’s all still under wraps, but the other is a reveal of the real me and my IRL creative work. So I'm looking forward to show and tell. And one last little thing! 😁 I was wondering - what if I re-opened the 🔔 Belles folders for a 24-hour period early in July when I do the new Turret Update? Would anyone would want to access it for that time or send me anything to add to it?  Would everyone who features in it feel comfortable with that privacy-wise? If so, let me know here, so I can gauge interest... 🥰😘 xx

DJ

Ah, damn it! I like dirty as much as the next gal but due to my own personal reasons this is a miss for me. But I’ll still comment and boost your engagement 😭 😂

Meg_just_Meg

Omg you dear sweet dummy of a man 🥹

Meg_just_Meg

I, too, have a dinner party. Looks like I have something to look forward to when I get home 🤫🤫

Maggie Ren

Alright Matt, listen: I've been having reoccurring dreams this week where you said you wanted to tell me something important, but then you chicken out and change the topic >.< I don't have reoccurring dreams, friendo -_- So, you got something you need to tell me? 🤔🤔 Or am I gonna have to fight dream-you for leaving me hanging? (I'm sorry to hear about your reddit account, but I'm sure you can get the new ones up to speed quickly! And I'm excited for the new announcements and to see what you do for work!)

toweraudios

Hey DJ! 💜 I totally understand - this one isn’t gonna be for everyone! Thank you so much for the engagement and support anyway!!! Hugs, M 😘

toweraudios

Meg, I’ll warm you up for the guests. 😜

Dawn

As I sit by the lake thinking about nonexistent mountains, what should come across my phone? A notification of something truly naughty and delightful sounding. Alas, no headphones, they are at the cabin so I must wait until later. We will rebuild the Reddit for you good man, and send you naughty things to the turret where they belong. I'm saying this with an accent in my brain because I watched MPs Holy Grail again.

toweraudios

Your letter arrived!!! (It maybe arrived earlier this week but I just got it this morning)📮🥰

Katie

Folder 👏 Folder 👏 Folder 👏

Maggie Ren

Oooooooh dear...... Welp.... Guess the universe decided it was time for you to read it 😅😅😅

Sdwwd

Hope you'll throw a successful dinner-party, Matt and have lots of fun with your guests! I'm really excited about what your project is going to be and I'm sorry about your Reddit account. Rough, dirty, dark and experimental sounds interesting and enticing, but I'll keep it for another time, I lost a bit of hope for humanity today (I don't want to get too political here in case it's not allowed and I don't want anyone to feel sad) but I'm keeping all the Belles in my thoughts! As always, have a lovely night/day!

toweraudios

Thank-you Dawn!! My Reddit mess up - it’s only a flesh wound!! 🦵🏼🤪 I hope you enjoy your lake time! Meet you in your headphones soon!! xx

Katie

Hi! I hope you enjoy your dinner party! That sounds very sophisticated. I will be yelling at a screen for 3 hours, not so sophisticated . Hopefully last 🏒 game of the year 🤞🤞🤞. That’s a lot of things going on, Matt! Yay and nay! Hugs & cheers! 🫂🥂 I have to drive car now. I think this audio will be on hold for a certainnn specific mood. But okay, have time nice things will do all great yup really nice. 👍

Venusinaphrodite_

You: listing the naughty kink fantasies Me: imagining daily a mrs watching while daddy fucks his little princess😅 I really do deserve it👸🏽🤣 I will say the walk of shame I was like “remember we’re walking to the club and you know how much you wanna go. Just focus on getting there”😅 But also, the flog🥵Harder please Sir😏

toweraudios

Oh Sunny, I just read that news. Love to you and everyone else who has been and will be affected by it. 💜 Have a lovely daynight too! xx

toweraudios

Lisa, if you’re reading - your letter arrived too… It was not lost! 💜

Daphne

Sunny, it's comforting to be in good company while absorbing shattering news. 🖤

toweraudios

Katie, I just subscribed to a sports TV app which has your favourite game. Tell me what to watch! xx

Niamh

Well this certainly would have been an interesting change to that one scene in game of thrones 😳😂 Not sure I was going to get into this one but fuck one mention of a collar around my neck and it’s goddamn goosebumps 🙈 Funny how shame is such a prominent idea in this audio, for a while I felt ashamed about indulging in your audios, like I was doing something wrong by enjoying them for their intended purposes and even more so when I listened in nonsexual situations(yes I listen to the sexy ones even if I’m not masturbating, I know I’m weird I just love your voice okay😅) because of my sexuality. Happy to say I realised how silly that was and now I’m here without any of that baggage 🙌🏻

ਏFallaਓ

Kings of Leon - holy shit! Okay, I have a few things to say. I'm a little emotional and trying to think fast. I don't even know where to start. I'll start off by saying I'm so sorry for Reddit!!!! 😭 But... Maybe you'll achieve even more with this new account. I have faith in good things, Matt. 💜🥹 Alright, about the audio. Wow, how did this work so perfectly? 😅 It was like watching an orchestra that has a unique rhythm. Like listening to music in a completely different style you've never heard before. I don't think I've ever seen a scene like that, never heard it, it's something totally different for me and my head explodes. You took a dark theme, yes, but you didn't just do that, you took all the insecurities and exposed them. You exhibited not only our bodies, but so much more. And yet, even though it was hard, even though it was a walk of shame, it wasn't that impossible to face because you were there, saying words that comforted, no matter how dark they were, how raw they were, how painfully necessary. Your narrative in this audio is almost uncomfortable, but it becomes comfortable as in the imagination we start to walk more safely. We started to accept. It makes sense? I don't know. Feeling naked, exposed, but acceptance of who we are, maybe a reality shot in accepting how our fantasies surround us, in accepting ourselves. The possibility of living it in fantasy is a quantum leap after all. There are so many spectacular elements...🥵 Second, your revelation in August. 🥹 I want to say many things about this, but I will choose to say what my heart is telling me. Come nicely to us, Matt. We already love you the way we know you and we will only admire you more with everything you want to show us. Your entire universe is going to be special, simply because we know there's you in it. Thank you for the trust, thank you for that leap of faith, but especially, thank you for doing this for yourself. I always dreamed of a day when you could be free, in every way. Knowing this is coming excites me! We are here, we will always be. Come to us like ... like the waves of the ocean. Slowly, beautifully and unforgettable. We're holding your hand, see? We really are. Have a great weekend!!! 💜 Much love xxxx

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Wish I could be there to kiss your flushed skin and give you cuddles. That’s always nice after an intense scene. 🥰 I’m so sorry about your Reddit account. 😞 I’ve had to abandon an account after some creep doxxed me there. I’ll give you some loves on the new one. I would love for the Belle’s folders to be open again - even if just for a short time! I’m always up for sending cheeky photos and videos to kind, trustworthy people. ☺️ I hope you have fun at your party!

Patti

Hey Matthew, I think I had better wait on this one, but I wanted to say hi and wish you a lovely time at your dinner party! Am I allowed to ask what you're making? What's the one thing you've read in the last year that you really enjoyed and think should be on my TBR list? Also, as a more general question, can anyone recap for me what I might find in the Belles folders so I can decide whether or not I would like access and/or have anything to contribute?

Daphne

Matthew... no matter how dark, your audio will be a bright spot for many US Belles today.

toweraudios

🤣 Harder??? You shoulda seen my poor skin. 🥺 I had welts the size of footballs, blood 🩸 all over me, my body heaving with pain 😂🤣😂

Pisces Queen

Wow what a story and bummer😔 that the original reddit account is lost Matt! I was bummed that the folder was shut down while I was on hiatus but it would be lovely to have it open for a little while 😊😏😝!

Linda

Hello Lovelies and Handsome Matthew!  For the next twodays I'm solo, hubs is working a double, Emma is in   New York with grandparents, Lily is at marching band  camp for 2 weeks, and Claira is in Wyoming with her  BFF and family....so here I am, alone😉 Baby, I cannot wait to listen to your amazing audio tonight oh and we all know what happens when left alone, well,  for me along bubble bath, sushi,bottle of wine, and jazz....my happy place. So feeling a little bit mischievous I snap a sexy pic and send it to my husband..lol..he immediately responded with some mumble jumble about mebeing naughty and needing my ass spanked, I sent him asmiley with "right old man, you'll be too tired and grumpy to do any spanking" a few minutes pass and I get  "game on you little minx" LOL he will be home in morning, let's hope his Friday night is quiet😋🤗😘😍

Venusinaphrodite_

And to think that’s how you would have had us looking on the cross you meanie😜 I’ll kiss you better if you return the favor

Venusinaphrodite_

I’m completely escaping here to our safe space

Linda

Love dinner parties, have an amazing evening Baby🤗 what's on the menu?

Patti

I'm with you, Sunny.

Eternidad

Hey Matt🐱 Well, it seems as though you're quite the masochist, aren't ya? Both mental and physical. I get you😏 Sometimes that can help us in some ways in different periods of our lives, though that might sound unusual to some, and it can be but we live imperfect lives so we all have to get by life somehow.

Niamh

Okay that’s a relief lol, I’m usually doing those damn wet slippery dishes 😜

Eternidad

Revealing the real you? You mean you're going to show your face?

toweraudios

I thought of that scene! Can’t say I didn’t find Cersei’s walk of atonement a little sexy. 🤣😂 But Niamh, I’m so stoked to hear that you’ve lost a lot of baggage too! It’s crazy how unable to talk about my fantasies and sexuality I was a couple of years ago. In a way I relate to the listener of this audio as much as to myself. I’ve def been beating my own shame away too on here with you all! 😜xx

Daphne

Venusinaphrodite, that feels like a warm hug, thank you. "Safe space" is a perfect description of what I need right now. 💜

ਏFallaਓ

And I'm so fucking proud of you. 🫶🏻

Jenny Cee

Reading the tags intimidated me, but man, getting collared? Yes, sir 😏🤤✨ will definitely listen to this tonight

Venusinaphrodite_

I think warm hugs are definitely needed today🤗 also feel free to call me Venus, or Kelsey, whichever feels comfortable💜

Raegan Howard

Oh you sexy beast Kiwi. Please open up the Turret. I will send you some after care 💦💦💦💦 I hope your party is a blast and you relax and let all the other shit go. You're an amazing human being. Just amazing!! You know your girls will make your redit #1 in no time. We got you boo!!

Eternidad

Have you ever taken classes in fashion?

Eternidad

How did you get into writing erotica and why that genre?

toweraudios

Falla! Thank-you so much for seeing the sweet side of this audio too. Like the other Bad Sex Therapist audios, it’s not perfect but I hope it has lots of sexy tension and brings a little sense of emotional release too somewhere inside all the naughty talk! And I promise I will try to come gently like the waves of the ocean. 🌊 One thing I’m really looking forward to is having my face in the little icons like (most 🥰) everyone else so I don’t feel like I’m a living logo. 😂 xx

Ann

Reddit: well poop Audio: can’t listen now sigh later tonight. Big reveal: well I am already super proud of you but look forward to being even more so after the reveal. Pattern: will give it a try tonight. I travel with my toys in their tower bag. 🤗💜

Sdwwd

Thank you, you sweeties!

Linda

Ditto Falla, this is beautifully said, thank you for putting into words what I've been feeling, you're awesome🤗

toweraudios

Sucks to creeps. In a weird way though, for me facing the doxxing attempt has made me more determined to be open about the things I love doing (the audios) and the people I love doing them for (you amazing humans). It’s just taking time with me sorting out some privacy issues, work issues, but I’m nearly there and so relieved that I’ll be able to bring my two worlds together soon! And yay!!! I will be looking forward to some more cheeky photos and videos from you!! 🎉🥳🍾

Patti

Even knowing it was probably coming I have a hard time believing it.

Double LL

Dear Sir Matthew, That wasn’t nearly hard enough, try again.. please….. https://ibb.co/Tc43BsT Love your beautiful slut, LL 💋

MsBunny

To who it may concern Please excuse Bunny from the Friday shenanigans her pussy is sitting shiva as response to The Supreme Court declaring my body is a ward of the state. Being declared a second class citizen tend to have that effect on a bunny. So have fun I’m be in a pillow fort watching CNN. Send cupcakes and cuddles. 🖤🐇

Venusinaphrodite_

🧁🧁🧁🫂🫂🫂 and some extra pillows💜

D

I can only imagine how frustrating that was after putting in the work and building it up. 😫 Can I just say how excited I am to see your other work though? I saw a short film that made me think SO much of you but couldn't do the dig to see if it was you. I'm really glad I chose not to dig. And also now I'm SO curious!!!

toweraudios

Hey Patti! For dinner I’m just gonna go to the deli and market and get some fresh produce for platters - lots of cheeses and salmon and salamis and pickles and breads and olives and dips . I am loving Ajvar and making olive tapenade at the moment. 😋 My reading has been pretty minimal this year because I’ve been too busy with audios and other projects - I think I’m the one who needs the recommendations!! Tell me what you’ve been reading?? Xx

Lisa xx

Can't WAIT to listen to this. It's torture, but I'll have to save it, good thing I'm a masochist. Happy midsummers to those who celebrate! xx

Lisa xx

Aw well, i suppose you'll get two letters 💞 the more the hornier? Merrier, i mean

toweraudios

Hey Daphne. I might have planned the audio a bit differently if I had known what the mood would be. New Zealand’s laws were reformed back in the 1970s, so it’s kind of hard for me to understand where the debate lies because I’ve never known any different from a woman’s right to choose. Just all my love! 🫂

Titania

Oh my, such a bad, Bad Sex Therapist! Tsk tsk! I'm just going to imagine there was a preceding sexy consent and safeword talk to make me more comfortable. [Red yellow green? ✅️] [Cinnamon?✅️] [Breathe...] That's better. I loved it. The best scenes are where you bring up big emotions and pair them with a big release. So cathartic and then you're all noodly. I feel a little noodly right now, in fact - it's been a week. Can I have some aftercare? 😘 Also sending you soothing balm for your double serving of welts and your reddit account fiasco. Yes to the Belles Turret. I miss it. I am incredibly excited for your for your big project and your IRL reveal and all that that implies! Mind blown. Happy weekend! Enjoy your guests!

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Ok, now that I’ve actually listened to this… 🥵🥵🥵 My nethers are still twitching. My god, I really enjoyed this one. I don’t think it was too dark at all. Although, I understand how people could have a sensitivity to these subjects. You’re very considerate with your tags and descriptions. I might be embarrassed if people in public fat-shamed me during the walk of shame. That would be my worst worry. 😒 I adore being restrained and deliciously tortured. I think the last time I was chained to a cross, my ex used a wartenberg wheel on me so much, it broke skin. Sometimes I just keep saying “harder” until I say “oops”. 🤭😅 Ugh, with US news, job offers being scams, basic living costs rising, I really needed a break from the stress. Thanks Matt. ❤️❤️❤️

CaperBelle Audios 💘

Dang, Matt! This got me in the everywhere's! I feel like I'm doing the walk of shame across your wall just writing it! Do it again! 😂❤️🦋x. PS - chocolate and a cuppa! Sorted! 😇xx

D

I'm going to hold off for the moment on this one. I'll try to come back at a later time to listen to the sound effects. Wanted to wish everyone a wonderful weekend and say thanks for continuing to share. I'm excited to go through comments and see everyone's excitement. Do you have to have an account etc for Reddit? Hate that I have to be so careful. But if there's an anonymous way to help I'd like to! 😘💜🤗

Titania

Hugs and squishes, Bunny.

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

🧁🤗 Try to find something to give you some serotonin. I know it’s hard to avoid doom-scrolling and news-binging - believe me I know. You are loved and you deserve some happy. ❤️❤️❤️

toweraudios

Ha ha Linda 😂- keep torturing him! 🤳Well, you’re torturing me too talking about wine, bubble baths and alone time…😏I hope he takes it out on you good for me. 😜 😘xx

aleigh -`♡´-

between getting covid, my country's repressive (and outrageous) verdicts on reproduction, and getting the red river all in one day, this might actually be the one good thing today has brought me!! cannot wait to listen to this when i'm feeling less yuck and more me... and i am definitelyyyy looking forward to feeling more me 👀 endless kisses to you matthew for bringing me a highlight on this damned day 😘💗

Daphne

Kate and Patti, R vs W and I came "of age" around the same time. Today's decision feels like losing a dear friend or member of the family (and SO much more).

aleigh -`♡´-

agreed bunny! we should NOT have to fear for our lives in our own country as much as we do. this verdict is nothing but unconstitutional and inhumane. sending love and hugs to you (and wishing for some back) from new york!

toweraudios

I think I’d have to kissbite your neck though given your position while you are having your… Cwucifikshun…😜

Titania

Patti, the community folder was...amazing. We contributed SWF and NSFW material - visual, written, musical. Poetry, art, stories, hobbies, recipes, interior decorating, videos of our holidays; erotica, recordings of our orgasms and dirty talk, pictures of ourselves. Some of it was anonymous, some not, at the owner's discretion.

MsBunny

Yeah my Demi sex drive just takes a nose dive when “my stars” are not aligned 🖤🐇

aleigh -`♡´-

also, this goes without saying but to my fellow US babes: i am sending so many hugs to you all. i wish i had coherent words i could say besides to please, please take care of yourselves. i really cannot express how much of a sense of community we need in a time where the world feel constantly feels less and less safe and our laws feel more and more predatory. our bodies deserve so much better than this 🥺💜

toweraudios

Hey Georgette! I’d normally prefer dishing out the love and spanks, but yes - making audios, I guess I’m a total masochist for you all. 🥰 It’s definitely good to know how it feels!! 💥😫😂

Venusinaphrodite_

Sir you’re such a tease😤 but I suppose you do have me at your mercy so you can do whatever you want like for example you could….🤐😜😜 I’m so proud of you for taking the next step and finding a way to merge more aspects of your life. It has been a long journey and I can’t wait to see everything that you create and all the opportunities that come your way. You deserve every bit of it all. All my love. Xx😘

Pisces Queen

Why do I 💛 the Bad Sex Therapist audios? Because I resonate with the therapy aspect but the sex portion is phenomenal😏! I felt super called out in the first bits of the monologue. It was poignant and frank. As my favourite therapist continues his statement, he divulges that he has a collar with a chain for us whilst we do the walk of shame to a sex club to feel all of our darkest thoughts of lustful fantasies while strolling mostly naked down the street in underwear! Then I questioned...are we in heels, preferably platforms heels?🤔😆. At first I felt really ashamed(genuinely ashamed like the news station or the police will stop me on the street out of concern shame {FYI- I work in an area and live in an area where the Police are constantly around}) but then I smacked myself in the face mentally reminding myself that this is what I have been working on for months now. Ridding myself of guilt and shame for fully accepting myself as a uncommon woman with slut tendencies.I am a big ass hoe for the right partner when I feel safe and supported! I heard the other day that if you tell a guy you're not interested in him to take a hike and state that your a hoe, he'll become more interested in you than disinterested in you! I was like fuck there is no way...so I had to test the theory out! Guess what happened 😳? This girl was RIGHT!🤣🤣🤣 I couldn't believe it! I was literally floored. I asked my FWB about it and he confirmed 100%! I'm dying with laughter🤣🤣🤣! Now I am on a mission to get genuine answers ya'll! Listen, I do enjoy my freedom in the Tower to express my true wants, needs and desires. It's so funny that 2 weekends ago I was studying collars and their meanings in BDSM. I watched a YT video on a young lady explaining the meanings.  She had on a beautiful custom jewellry collar that her Master gave to her as she stated that she wishes she wears it forever! That's commitment because I truly feel I could not be collared like that for a long time. I need freedom! The St.Andrew Cross is a nightmare for me (literally- that's a hard line for me), flogging is fun (whip my big ass anyday 😝 that's the stuff dreams are made of for me anyways. Call me a good girl, slut princess if you want while I get to slob on your knob then we cool - Oui!) Overall- keep bringing back my favorite unorthodox doctor! He's my favorite!🥰

Pisces Queen

You too Lisa! Looking forward to this season!

toweraudios

Yay! See you in sexyworld! And it’s so nice to hear from you Jenny! 💜xx

rebecca

Gonna listen to this later tonight. Something to look forward to as this enraging draining day comes to an end. And I can’t believe you bled for us 😭 I’m sorry about your Reddit account 🥺 I pour one out for the TheTowerOfSong 🍺 (and upvote its replacement) But truly I’m so glad this community exists always, but especially on a day like this 💜 Edit - wait we’re gonna see your face? oh my sweet lord 😍

toweraudios

Oh, that’s in one of the spare rooms I used sometimes for video before I re-decorated the MattCave! 😌

Daphne

Ah, Matthew, you sweet, naughty lamb.😉 Quick history lesson -- women in the US were also accorded the right to choose in 1973. The issue was settled. Or so we thought. I think this audio may well be PERFECT under the circumstances (I have a few candidates for that walk of shame😈)! Anticipating your upcoming project(s) is a good distraction.💜

Pisces Queen

Awww...Ladies of The Tower *States Chapter* we support you all in Canada 🇨🇦! It's absolutely heinous what has occurred 😤 but if you seriously want to make a Change come to Canada 🇨🇦!!! We are all genuinely nice and try to love our neighbors! Your government is in shambles so feel free to reach out to us here in Canada at anytime! Our support line is 1-888-USA-FKNO to get help crossing the border. Our representatives are standing by to assist you 🥲!

toweraudios

Thank you so much Raegan! I see you’ve been having a nice time!! 🏔🏞😍 And awesome - it looks like the Turret idea is a go!! Really looking forward to it now… 😘xx

Patti

This has been an interesting year for me, reading-wise. During the year I was reading a lot of things I thought I might be able to rec my students, so a lot of YA fantasy and murder mystery stuff, the most enjoyable of which for me was probably the Lunar Chronicles by Marissa Meyer -- I studied gender and fairy tales in grad school, though, so I have a clear bias. I made it through Dune, but it was a classic I just couldn't connect to -- great world building, but not a lot of character development. I loved The Four Winds by Kristin Hannah (great historical fiction about the Dust Bowl in the 30s -- think Grapes of Wrath, but from a female perspective) and Hamnet (beautifully immersive, great description, fun since I spent the second half of the year doing Romeo and Juliet). For this summer, I have on my nightstand The Bird King by G. Willow Wilson and On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong, plus a bunch of books about my home state of Oregon -- Sometimes a Great Notion by Ken Kesey, Mink River by Brian Doyle (a re-read, but I love him, and I will put the link to my favorite VERY short piece of his down below, which you can read or ignore at your leisure) and some poetry by William Stafford. Since I'm teaching all different classes next year and have to get caught up on that stuff, we'll see how far I actually get... Joyas Voladoras, which I teach every year: https://theamericanscholar.org/joyas-volardores/

Patti

Oooh, Titania, thanks for the heads up! I'm not sure what I have to contribute, but I would love access!

Angela

Hello Matthew! I’m a newbie here, and I’m sure you hear this a lot but I’m obsessed! This particular audio was deliciously naughty! It was actually a bit healing for me and it’s coaxing the inner proud slut out of me. 😈🤤

toweraudios

Does watching Queer Eye count? No, but I have friends who have run fashion week shows in the past and a sister who is in the industry in London, so I’m usually vaguely aware of what’s going on. 😝

toweraudios

That’s a long story!! I’ll have to save that for later sorryyy!! 💜

Angela

Also. Sorry to hear about your Reddit account! I’ll be sure to follow you and recommend you to anyone I can. 😇 Also, your voice Sir…sometimes just hearing your voice turns me on! You could talk about the condiments in your fridge and get me wet. 😍

toweraudios

Ann, you will love this pattern I think! It’s one of my favourites! Watch the way the lines interact… 🥰 Safe travels! xx

Patti

Matthew, I answered your question. At length, because I am incapable of being succinct. Sorry. If you end up reading Joyas Voladoras, I'd love to know what you think of it -- it's one of my all-time favorite pieces of writing. (Which is not to say that you have to love it, but there IS a bit about whales.) Also, please add a tally in the "Interested" column for access to the Belles folders for me, please!

Pisces Queen

That was GOLD Linda!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣Fun times await! Yay for spankings! 😆 lol

Patti

I stared at "cwucifikshun" for 20 seconds before it clicked, and now all I can think of is, "Mawidge. Mawidge is wot bwings us togevva today..."

toweraudios

Aaaaaarrrrgh!! I have to go shopping and errands!!! Love you all so much!! Please take a break from the news and have an amazing weekend. 🥰 😘😘😘😘

Venusinaphrodite_

Ahahahaha getting nailed on the cross🙈🙈🙈 I’m never gonna hear that said the same way again after that Patti🤣🤣🤣

ਏFallaਓ

You watch Queer Eyeeeee 🫠

Pisces Queen

Hi Angela! Welcome to the Tower! Hope you like it here! Look forward to chatting with you more!!!

Maggie Ren

I hope you have a fun dinner party!

Titania

Come visit us again later when you're tipsy! That's always fun. 😁

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

I will listen to this when I can. This whole week for me has been total shit with my car having a serious issue, sicker than I've ever been in my life (4 days now with 100 fever, can hardly inhale without coughing up a lung), and today my phone died. Oh yeah and my country sucks, I feel like women just went back 100 years. I really just need some hugs.

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

I'm so sorry about your Reddit account! My instagram got hacked last year (one of the many catfish I met hacked my account and was hitting on women on it and I can't get it deleted). Social media can be great and also suck at the same time. But hope your dinner goes well!

Lisa xx

Hiyah Angela!!

Katie

I miss us 🥺❤️

Katie

I have not posted and deleted so many of my own comments this week. & now I don’t even know what to say. I just don’t feel like myself, and I had to say that. I just kinda want to stand in an empty field and say UMMMMMMMMM really loud. Anyway, I really am at a loss and that’s fine but I just. Idk. I just needed to say something for me. Just passing through. & ya know, today, the obvious disappointment. Thanks for letting me “nonsense.” ❤️

Ann

🤗🤗🤗🤗x a bazillion 😘

MsBunny

I love my Canadian brothers and sisters but, this is my home. Although real maple syrup and Ryan Reynolds are good reasons to relocate. I’ll put the number in my phone just in case. 🖤🐇

MsBunny

Hugs 🖤🐇

Ann

Omg Lucy!!!!

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Thanks I knew I could count on some belles! Tomorrow is a new day!

Shamesha

“Digging into the underlying causes of the issues…” That’s very profound 🧐 Since finding this safe place, it has allowed me to acknowledge and explore my fantasies. It has me questioning where the guilt, shame and condemnation came from. Why it’s taken so long for me to confront it. So, this might be TMI, but I’ve purchased my first two toys the “🌹” and a “🍆”. 🫣🤭 Belles and Matthew, thank you for helping me find the courage to do so. 💜

IndyJane

Haven't had a chance to listen yet. This evening, my hometown held it's first ever Pride event. A group from the Trans Chorus of Los Angeles made it all the way out here to perform because they knew what a big deal it was for my town to have any kind of queer event. It was small, maybe 100 people attended, but it was so so good to celebrate a win on an otherwise hard news day. I'm going to listen to this, I really am, but I'm completely enamored with the idea of this dinner party. Now that you've given us a tour of your home, I'm trying imagine you in your space. In the dining room, is there enough space for you to squeeze past the piano when people are sitting at the table? Maybe you keep everyone in the lounge with drinks while you load up the table with food before calling everyone in. Or you could just use the table as a buffet. People go in there to build up a plate, but then eat in the lounge? Is the weather nice enough to eat outside? Did you leave a guitar out or, after a few drinks, are you going to go upstairs to get one? Are you hosting the kind of friends that bring a bottle of wine/a six pack as a gift or are these friends that you see so frequently no one bothers with that stuff anymore? I'll bet the hand soap in the bathroom smells really nice. Ugh, I have really domestic fantasies. Good thing your stories are filthy enough to counterbalance that. Off to play in the muck.

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Just want to tell the belles in the US. I don’t have any money, but I have an extra bed in my tiny studio apartment if anyone needs to go camping in California. I can provide a bit of transportation and a home-cooked meal if need be. You don’t need to justify yourself, or tell me anything you’re not comfortable sharing. I see you, I support you, I love you. ❤️ ❤️❤️

Katie

I love you & that’s a beautiful gesture. 🥰

Katie

It’s 5 o’clock in the morning (🎶) Couldn’t sleep… had a listen. 😮 Bad sex therapist has me going SO introspective. I mean, the whole concept of shame is something I struggle with on so many levels. What the huh!? I was not expecting that. I actually perceived that as incredibly sensitive even with the flog! Talk about experimental… and now secrets and surprises and your face and Reddit which I still don’t get (🤭👵🏻) ITS SO MANY THINGS. I am overwhelmed. And I wasn’t sure where this audio was going to take me given all of this but like the magic man you are, as soon as you started cumming, I had the sweetest, shortest, yet very strong hands free O, that only Tower could make. 🫦🫶 I need a drink, or 12.

Anna Breum Pedersen

I bit late to the party 🥳 yes yes yes to the turret, i never really Got to see the belles folder or add anything to it because i joined just about that time, and i didnt “know” anyone. Just the thought of it opening gets my creative juices flowing with small mini projects i could do. And this audio inspired me to make myself a Nice little collar for myself :3 it was hawt - the audio🥵 might have to listen to it again tonight! Hope the dinnerparty was great, and im sending healing thoughts to everyone who needs it <3

CaperBelle Audios 💘

I'm from the UK, but unless jumped on this may spread across the board, they're all in each other's pockets and have been been drip-drip taking rights all over the place for years already. It's totally about the control, insanely so, and I'm more than happy to point it out as bluntly as possible 😉❤️🦋x (Sorry, Matt, this'll be my first and last political post on here but couldn't resist given the nature of it 😉❤️🦋x) https://twitter.com/traciewayling/status/1540637852014444545?s=20&t=h1d1p7WpF5pKxvJstcOvSQ

Katie

Tracie. I have been thinking the same thing. If we are monitoring the actions of vaginal alley now, we better be taking attendance of where all this sperm is going.

CaperBelle Audios 💘

Yep, just posted another very damning tweet (won't post it here though, I don't want to trigger anyone who may be)😔❤️🦋x

Linda

Ummmm, walk of shame....ok, first Matt you're a brilliant artist with the gift of perception of hidden desires, hurts, long ago trauma boxed away needing a revelation to heal, move forward and with acceptance of our failures for being love starved human beings. This work of art triggered a long hidden time pre husband, I was 19 experimenting with BDSM, at that time I was, well, an emotional cutter looking for, well, love. I was in my sophomore year in college, met this guy who was quite appealing from the UK. We dated for a few months when he introduced me to BDSM, being young and no idea what I was getting into, I tried it, first time was gentle and pleasurable but then something happened, he started being more aggressive and physical hurtful. One such night he was like super aggressive, I said my safe word, he didn't stop, I remember screaming STOP, I had no way to crawl away I was on floor exposed and no where to go, when he was done, he untied me then kicked me calling me a worthless fuck and left, my roommate found me 3 hours later in same position gasping for air because when he kicked me he broke two ribs that was 20 years ago. The walk of shame for me was exposing that event to my now husband, I thought for sure he would walk away and say this hot mess is so not worth it but instead he held me and cried with me, never leaving my side. Unfortunately what happened will never go away but facing it, accepting it and realizing it is a part of who I've become, not broken, but a strong, furious, compassionate woman. So, Matt when I heard the song at the end if the audio Glory Box, love the line....give me a reason, a reason to be a woman, I just want to be a woman....Matt, you do this, you give all of us Belles a reason to be who we really are strong furious woman. Thank you Love for being the incredible man who really sees us with love and passion.😘🤗

Dawn

Linda, your bravery knows no bounds. I cannot express my pride in you for not only being open to your husband (truly the foundation of an amazing marriage) but to also talk about it here. My heart is full of love for you 💜 You are true inspiration

Katie

Thank you ❤️ I don’t try at all most of the time.

Dawn

I love everyone of you here. With that being said, could we keep the political stuff out? I come here to escape as do many others and I personally would like to leave politics behind as it is in our faces 24-7. So many are upset about many things in our world (as we should be) but here is fantasy land where we come to laugh and love. I love you all 💜

Venusinaphrodite_

Linda I’m so proud of you for sharing and getting to a place where you’re able to talk about it and make that distinction for yourself! You reminded me of one of mine with the kicking, and I’m totally open to talking more if you ever feel like you need to get stuff off your chest. I think with these kind of audios it makes me feel empowered in a sense. I think a huge part is I know Matt wouldn’t hurt us so it’s not scary in that way. But also giving myself permission to explore sex again in general. But also before there was guilt for being attracted to anything on the rougher end. It felt hypocritical. But just like you said you learn what to accept and what thoughts to let go of. Thank you sharing and reminding us we’re not alone and it gets better💜

Katie

Sports YAY Sports! Umm… what to watch!? I only watch the NHL which is the US/Canadian professional league. The next live game is Sunday at 20:00 here which I guess is Monday noonish for you. If Colorado wins the series is over, and if they lose there will be one final game on Tuesday. Then the regular season will start again in October. 😋 I’m laughing a little, because it feels weird for me to not talk introspective or 🫦🐳🌰🌰 here, but this is good!!! It’s okay to have interests, I am learning. 😅 Thanks for asking ☺️

Katie

You & Mr. Linda are so goals for me. This was hard to read for sure just because how scary that must have been. It’s interesting though, and this just reminded me that we really hold the shame of the wrong doings of others as our own right? Like that’s one of the burdens of trauma, almost like a Harry Potter scar, we carry that around. Thank you for sharing this. You are wonderful ❤️

MsBunny

And then you insert Kings of Leon…. What do call it when you are triggered but it is in a positive way ? Just a minefield of glitter bombs. Damn you Maddy the Baddy, please sir my I have another. 🙃🖤🐇

Ann

Well said. Thank you. 🌈

Katie

Or maybe even a TW or ⚠️ (Just incase this is someone’s only safe space to share) 🤷‍♀️🥸 I just realized thanks to Finding Nemo, I always read “escape” in my head as “Eh-scahhhp-ayy”

Patti

Linda - I'm in awe of your strength and resilience, and so glad you are with an amazing man who loves you for those qualities, too. I'm so sorry for what you went through, but I am in awe of your bravery. Thanks for always modeling what an open, honest, caring, and respectful relationship can look like.

Ann

OMG the Lovense pattern this week is AMAZING. I lack words to describe it. Texture is the only word that comes to mind. It isn't just wavy up downs intense and light. It is active it is bumpy and wonderful. Hands down BEST ONE EVER MADE BY PMM! I can't stress it enough. This is THE ONE!!!!! AMAZING FEEL GOOD TEXTURED BUMPY SEX RIDE! There I am so articulate. It's Matthews 💜 fault really because my brains have been scrambled. If you are new to this place and are not sure what Lovense is just comment and I will fill you in. Or if anyone is curious. No shame here at all! 🤗

Patti

Ann, you make me so happy. 🥰

Katja

Welp 😃🔪 no, I'm joking... I'm gonna repeat myself from earlier this week but I also remembered this other quote that's about being afraid of ppl seeing your weaknesses and it ends with ”You're letting shame decide who you are.” – actually, one of the problems is that I've never had structured (idk if that's the right word for it) punishments growing up and maybe if I did some things would've been different, so yeah that's true about seeking punishment and forgiveness. That being said, this was insane. I mean, tears in eyes, ears ringing, muffled scream from biting the pillow, aching thighs, feelings of love/hate at the same time kinda insane (hate just for a second, in the sense of, I can't blv what you're doing to me, but it's exactly right). I don't think there was a word that didn't resonate at least in some ways. Even though it was rough, I felt like my whole being was warmly embraced. Which for me makes perfect sense. I loved the music too! And a long bath sounds really really good... But please please please continue to be careful when using impact toys on yourself *blows on your marks* and sending you much positive energy for the new acct❣️

Katie

Agatha, you are always so intentional with your words and I admire that about you. I always feel confident that you mean word for word what you are saying, which is not an easy thing to do. You did mention above that you are at a safe distance from these issues. So while I respect and understand your interpretation of Dawn’s words to “laugh and love” I would assume she did not mean to imply that we do not have important conversations here. I think the context is — I can’t escape the awfulness so can we be more mindful when we share it here — on the specific topics of Friday.

Dawn

Katie, I as well say it the same way now. It's because we both speak whale fluently. 😂 Agatha, i meant no disrespect of people's challenges and trials in life. So many of us turn to each other here and that is a beautiful thing that must never stop. But Katie hit the nail on the head with what I meant. In the US, we are bombarded nonstop about politics and political issues. It is draining. Whether people are for or against anything these days, one person's beliefs can be painful to someone who doesn't agree. Some people agree to disagree and some do not. This was one of the only political free safe spaces I know of. I just don't want it to become something else. This is where we torment Matthew in the best way and build each other up. I am sorry if it came across in a different manner.

Katie

I am obsessed with your descriptions of what you feel!!! 🥹🥰🥵 I get the not having punishment thing. Rules and then the absence of rules can be equally problematic! Sometimes when you know you fucked up you want someone to hold you accountable so you can at least feel relief from acknowledging the fuck up and taking responsibility for it. Wow, I don’t know if we’ve talked about that a lot here.

San

First of all, I want to say Hi to everybody. My name is Vella and it has been two weeks since I have joined this community. Although I already find myself some favorites audio, this is my first comment. Matthew, I have no idea if /when you will read this but I hope so. After all, you need feedback from that experimental of yours, right ? 😅To be honest, I have had no intention to write a comment but let me explained why I am opening myself to you all. It was 9 pm last night (Friday night ) when I decided to clean my apartment (Bear with me please ). You know, the type of cleaning you need to take it all out on something or somewhere. Yeah, you all know what I’m talking about. I didn’t want to finish the day the same way it started. Even more, I didn’t want to jeopardize my weekend. My plan was to take a nice hot shower after my cleaning and spend the night with Me, Matthew, my bed and clean sheets (sounds nice, I know ). I mean how can I go wrong with this. When we went to bed, I didn’t know he had posted a new audio 3 hours ago. Anyway, I already had in my mind the ones I was about to listen. I have read the description of this new audio but I didn’t felt like BDSM. I knew it wasn’t what I needed at the moment (I thought I knew ). So far, did the tower ever disappointed me ? Answer is no. Anyway, I stick to my plan but before jumping right away at him, I listen to some music. Yes Matt, you top have to wait sometimes. Right ladies ? (Hehe) When I was ready, I put on my audios and had a huge messy orgasm. Did I just wrote that in singular ? 😅… It was time for aftercare. I was still recovering from the sex and I felt good, sensual, my legs sliding smoothly against each other, the sheets doing whatever they want with my body (Is that the other way around ?). I was falling erotically asleep. Don’t laugh at me but for some reason, I was curious about that Walk of shame thing. It’s like I was pushed to have a look at it. I started to listen and was incredibly captivated. I felt everything. I realized that some situations of shame and guilt have been oppressing me for a long time. I put everything in the same basket (sex, not sex ). I pause. That was intense. I was thinking : Could it be the therapy I need ? He (Matt) knows what is talking about, I wouldn’t be here if not. Here goes the high opinion I have of you. So when was the time to name everything I was shamed about, I did; out loud. Freedom was on the way. It was hard when she started to walk outside and people laughing at her, judging her. I felt it through my soul. I was that woman. If I ever come across a scene like this on the street, I would be so damn proud of that woman. Some things you do can save your life. I didn’t know what to expect when I entered with you in that sex club but it was brillant. I felt washed, accepted by myself, loved, cured. It was just the right moment, the right time for me. I thought that I had forgiven myself already but I guess the sexy part was missing ? 😏 At the end, an intense orgasm came out of me, washed everything left away. It was almost 2 am and I fell asleep like a baby. I woke up the next morning peacefully, happy, gorgeous, fresh like a peach (I don’t know if I can say that in English ). When I looked into the mirror, I was 10 years younger without moisturizing😉 How’s that ! It was a gorgeous outside so I spend the day at the beach, feeling amazing. I came back home an hour ago but before I shower and eat I know it was important for me to write this to you. Matthew, if you are reading this, I am saying to you a sincere thank you. I am grateful for your existence. I knew you became a part of my life for a reason. Love to you. Love to everybody that support his work, us. 💜💜 P.S: I wasn’t expecting to write that much, but the heart was talking so I let it be. P.P.S: My first language is French so please forgive me for the spelling mistakes or whatever didn’t make sense.

Katie

Welcome Vella! This was such a gorgeous retelling of your experience! I know so many of those feelings! You are a joy! Please keep commenting as you feel comfortable because your words are lovely. 💜💜💜💜 (& yes he will read it 🥰)

Katie

YOU ARE CLEVER AS HELL 🥰😂🐳 “Heeeeeee Iiiissss tryingggg TOOO Fiiihhhhnnd hissss Sonnnnnn.” 🐠

San

You are beautiful Katie and lovely too. Thank you 🥰

Patti

Oh, Katie. I wish I could speak whale...

Tiara

Ooh, meeee! Love to learn more about it, I've heard amazing things about Lovense!

Patti

Welcome, Vella! I'm so glad you've found this place! Matthew does read the comments, so don't worry, he will see this. And just so you know, he posts every Tuesday and Friday. (I'm on the West Coast of the US, and it's always at 4PM here, but I'm not sure what it would be for your time zone.) When he posts, he is usually around for a few hours to answer comments, just in case you ever want to chat with him directly. But no pressure! Share as you're comfortable -- we're happy you're here!

Tiara

Good evening to all of the beautiful listeners here! Whew... wow. I identified with this one a bit too much, haha! At this point in my life, I'm finally dealing with the unresolved trauma that has seeped into my adult life. Luckily, I found an AMAZING therapist, who is helping me dig deep into it. I have felt shame... Finally being out of a long-term relationship that was not healthy for me, I've made questionable decisions regarding who I'm choosing to be intimate with. To be able to confront it in this way - I completely immersed myself and surrendered to every command. Even the collar (which I finally put to good use, lol!) And then, of course... "Closer" by KoL started playing. God... How DARE you. One of the sexiest songs ever recorded and one of my favorite tracks. It wrecked me! By the end of the audio, I was complete mush. I, and we, can't thank you enough for your wonderful gift. Well done, as always! <3

Ann

Patti you are so wonderful. Thank you. 🥰🥰

Venusinaphrodite_

Hello Vella! I’m so happy you decided to come join us in the comments😁 we love some good self care😉💜💜

Venusinaphrodite_

Hello Tiara! He really does have a way of calling us out in the best ways🤣 that’s so great you have that introspection and self awareness going on💜 prepare for an onslaught of mush lol

Ann

Tiara I am happy to help. 1. Do you have a Lovense toy? 2. If Yes then which and if no then are you looking? If you have a toy or when you get a toy you can download the lovense app and tap the + sign and add MatthewTower no space between the names. He will add you when he gets a chance and he will also give you some past patterns so you can play around a bit. When you get your patterns hit save on each pattern and it will load your pattern library. You can make playlists from there. Ton connect your toy go to the symbol that looks like the infinity sign, turn on your toy by pushing the button for a few seconds and the head will vibrate for a sec. Then the app will find and pair with your toy. Patterns: The patterns are created by Pattern Master Matthew (PMM) and they are generally connected with the audio. To have the audio and pattern match up get them both ready, start the audio first then start the pattern. Gosh I hope that is the order. I forget. Anyway some toys have both vaginal and clit parts and the blue line controls the vaginal part and the pink controls the clit part. He makes a pattern so that both are actively involved in bringing you intense pleasure. I have favorite patterns and as you read this weeks it now my number one because you feel...I can't explain it. I want to say thrusts but it is more like taps or thuds. It is so great. Toys: Well there are many and it really depends on what your are looking for. I am just now thinking I should just write up a blurb and have it ready to copy and paste 😄 Anyway I have a lot of toys both Lovense and not blue tooth. My favorite non Lovense is the satisfyer with vibration. I got it from pink cherry website. So my Lovense toys are: 1. Dolce which slots into place and you could seriously wear it around if you wanted to. I like it because I am lazy and I like putting it in and letting it go. It has a vaginal head and a clit arm and it works well. It take a bit to get used to any toy and I found this one was the easiest.

Ann

My computer ugh. Anyway to continue. 2. Nora: it is very popular here and is a dild0 with a clit arm. I have a love hate relationship with Nora. She serves a purpose for sure as she is bigger than Dolce and I for sure feel the effects the next day but the clit arm is not my favorite. I battle it regularly. Don't get me wrong when I get her to play nice with me she is wicked awesom and I understand why everyone likes her so much. Her vaginal head rotates and yep that is so good. 3. Osci: Osci is just a vaginal toy with a rotating gspot stimulator. I love this one when I just want to have a vaginal O. Sometimes my poor clit is like NO MORE. 4. Man I always forget the ones name. It is the backdoor toy. Yep I am a fan. I don't do it often. I love to have it in and have it in action with another toy. Usually Dolce. Imagine an O from backdoor, vaginal, and clit OMG it is amazing. Lovense patterns will connect with two toys. 5. Domi: It is a wand and it packs a wicked punch. I mean WICKED. If you are sensitive it may not be the toy for you but I would suggest using it over panties or pj bottoms or even panties with a femine article in it. Vibration is vibration and yum this one delivers. I will say that I have been strangely numb after using this toy. I mean everything is stilll going through after shocks but it is like numb but not. INTENSE. I think that is all I have well the Lovense anyway. I have a satisfyer shaped like a penguin, I have other dild0s that are like meh. I mean after experiencing PMM's patterns uff can't go back. I hae learned alot over the past year about myself and I can tell you that I am very sexually satisfied. Truthfully that hasn't been the case in the past at all. Like never so this has been super. If you or anyone has any further questions about the toys, their use, or anything else at all feel free to ask. I pride myself on being transparent and as authentic as possible because at one time I was the only one or I had not idea about whatever. This is a great place to learn. It is a safe place to learn and to talk. Welcome to the Tower 🤗💜

Ann

Hey Tiara I just wanted to thank you for sharing about your experience. I also wanted to let you know that I responded to your question up above. If you have further questions please feel free to ask. It can be overwhelming depending on your experience with toys. Also I should have noted on the post that when you are posting you might change things like s3x or O for orga3m or if f*ck and stuff. Patreon Mods are vengeful gremlins at times. Also if it is a longer post then try typing it in word then copying and pasting just in case it disappears. I did not change much in my post and so lets see if it sticks around 😉 So glad you are here. 🤗💜

San

Thank you very much for sharing this information. Hope you are having a nice weekend 🙂💜

Katja

Yes, exactly! In my case it was either neglected or severe so I've never learned that healthy balance. Actually, one of the reasons I like bdsm dynamics are the rules and emphasis on safety (when done right ofc). Could be a little due to the lack of that structure 🤪

Katie

Thank you for responding so chill when I did the post-wrong place thing! 🥰 And I never EVER thought about it that way 🤯. But that’s interesting, even if the scenario per se is unknown the fact that there are rules and structure make it more appealing. Thanks for blowing my mind Katja Kat!!!! 💜💜💜

Katie

Agatha, again your words draw clear logical conclusions of cause and effect. I think bottom line… when ANY Belle requests something of the group, it is not intended nor should be taken as a formulation of a rule or creation of a new expectation. Sometimes emotional distress is not formulated in the clear articulation of logic you express. More like - this is triggering me somewhere I have always felt safe, and I am uncomfortable. Hence my first comment on the post of using some sort of indication at the beginning of a post to say hey this might be triggering, like Belles have mostly done very naturally. I think this is a space where everyone can share what they want. That’s how it has always been. No matter where you are in the world. I think it’s always nice to preface a potentially triggering post with a warning, but it’s not a necessity. And I think it’s cool for Dawn to share her views about how she would prefer to not see so much political content here. That is her prerogative. Whether it is observed or not is the choice of each individual participant of this page.

Katja

😂😂😂 I was like, is this for me, pretty sure it is lol I don't think I can get any credit for it since it's just how I feel, but I did do some lengthy research about the dynamics bc of it 😅 idk, rules can be freeing as well. To keep you safe while also enjoying yourself fully. It also helps with overthinking, imo. Either way, I'm glad I got you thinking Mittens! 😘❤️❤️

Pisces Queen

Hi Linda...your statement made me cry. I am thankful and grateful that you shared your story with us. Your story helped me today to show me that there are still men out in the world that do have souls and truly care about women who have suffered trauma while acknowledging were humans beings. Your hubby sounds lovely. Cherish him.

Pisces Queen

Just seeing this on a Sunday. Hugs, hugs, 😭 sobs, hugs, forehead kiss, tighter hugs, 😭. I can sympathize for you ladies in the US. I have been thinking about this all weekend.

Katie

I’m going to be real honest with you… I have lost track of my point or even if I had one to make 🤭 I think I felt very empathetic towards Dawn in the moment, offered an alternative solution to not saying anything, and then I perceived your “you lost me at” as idk maybe confrontational which is why I reiterated my point. But now I much more understand the intention of your initial comment. I was just in a headspace that perceived it negatively instead of opening up the conversation for clarification. And I apologize for that. So I hope this can just be an example of how we can disagree and misunderstand, but also find common ground. 💜

Katie

Well I can credit you as the distributor of important information!!! Anything to help me from overthinking is welcome with a muffin basket. 😘

Pisces Queen

Happy Sunday or Monday to everyone in The Tower! Matthew🧔🏻: I know at some point you'll see this but I finally was able to catch up on some missed audios this morning. I need the MOCs input on something I experienced today from a couple Super Os!  I listened to Video Game Audio and was hit with more intense O's after calling us dirty c!it flickers, nasty masterbaters, harder, faster 😵😵😵😵! NGL- being told not to move while hearing you explode in your microphones while hearing you say those words......... ICSYABYKWTFYDTUSKDWYDYFKOAMGD! Then I listened to (Hot friend gets you pregnant) - I cannot describe in literal words what that audio did to my body! It was a weird, sensation 😳. Hearing you say "Who's a good Mama?" while cumming took me to another level in orgasms! For some reason I felt in the moment while cumming an electrical impulse shoot from my right frontal lobe of my brain down through the right side of my body to my vagina by that one question in that moment! It was so intense I felt like I got zapped by a wet finger touching an electrical socket! The energy and magnetism in your voice at that moment was so powerful just through an auditory experience! Has any MOC felt this pulse before in an Orgasm? I can still feel the residual of the pulse in my body now. I was actually concerned and looked up what happened and found an article online about the Vagus Nerve. Here's the article:https:///sexual-health/the-female-orgasm.aspx This one put me to sleep again this morning. Then I got in my feels and started to miss the days of having morning wood beside me in a bed. Then I reminded myself why that wood had to be chopped out of my life and burned for good. The I realize that I can find better wood in the world forest. Then I looked up the best wood in the world and found the Purple Heart 💜 Wood found in Central South America. It's expensive,it has magical properties too in Magic Wands as it emits creative energy, calmness, knowledge and assists in healing. Well...this was my biggest epiphany for the year so far on why I needed to find The Tower last year! The amount of growth I have experienced being in this group has been life changing with true healing. I know you get alot of praise Matthew here in the group but truly from the depths of my heart I want to say you have added so much value and meaning to my life as well as the Belles lives. I am grateful beyond the cosmos to know you and every MOC in the group. I know I am not an OG from when you started The Tower of Song(RIP 🪦) but the evolutionary transitions you have made over the past year and months have been truly transformative for me. Sometimes your audios come off (to me) that your built for the streets man; loving on a beauty that catches your eye in fantasy world {this is just a friendly roasting to you because I don't really know you IRL😉😅🤣} but I know you're not this way in life and place meaning more on your relationships with people. But just know as you move on to better endeavors that myself and the other MOC are here for it all. It feels selfish of me to say this but even though we don't personally know each other IRL well enough, I consider you a good friend. As I sip my Matua White Wine currently, cheers to you on your journey forward friend🥂! Here's to the future of Tower Audio!

Linda

Lovelies, how is everyone this evening? Did everyone have a good weekend? Thank you to the beauties who responded to the post exposing my experience with BDSM it felt good to verbally release it to the universe. If I did not have Mr Linda who I am today would be very different. Mr Linda and Matthew at times are the same person, clones from the same soul, for example Mr Linda is a huge fan of All Jarreau, when he got home from a long double shift I was sleeping I remember he kissed me and said he needed to shower and would be back. I closed my eyes, soon felt him slide in behind me, his mouth close to my ear he whispers, "so my wicked little minx are you ready for your spanking?" Then he proceeds to whisper sing One Way by Al Jarreau in Italian....baby girls, this man had me, well, I was putty in his hands and yes it was hot😋🔥🌡

Katja

Awwww 🥰🥰🥰🥰 I feel the very same! You did distract me with those muffins now tho 😂 so many important realizations but noticing that I in fact might have a sweet tooth after all must be at the top of it 😆

Daphne

Tuesdays and Fridays have become favorite days of the week. Matt, I’ll try to remember to ask tonight, but if you see this — do you ever change titles of audios? For instance, the one about “helping you through depression” seems to have one title on the Hub and a different one here. Or am I nuts? 💜🤔

Lori

Hiyo! 🙋‍♀️ It's been a minute hasn't it? Still here listening and lurking about when I'm able to. 👀 Working 2 jobs has taken over my life. I have very little "me" time now. I'm so sorry about your account. 😔 That royally sucks. So what is this about a reveal of the real you? Face? Pretty please? 🥺 I know...you've shown us your face. The pixilated version! 😂 That doesn't count! But it's been fun trying to imagine what your face really looks like. I kinda figured that the little caricature in your logo that you had when I first joined here was you. My birthday is in August so to see what you look like IRL would be sweet. 😍 Lol! A girl can dream...right? I'm looking forward to seeing your creative stuff you do in the real world. And yes...I'd be interested in peeking inside the Belles folder! I've looked through it once. But it was a while ago. So many beautiful people! 😍 Looking forward to your next audio and update! Lots of love, hugz and 💕💋💕💋💕

Dawn

Just listened to this one again for the third? Forth time, and I keep asking this question...who has a sex club on the corner???!!! Also, I've never admitted this to anyone but I REALLY want to be tied up to the St. Andrew's cross 🥵 Now even more.

Dawn

Not jealous...nope, not at all 💜

MsBunny

This might be the fist time I’ve ever thought on a post day, “I’m hope it’s a comfort audio” 😂 😂 😂 #CheetosAndIbuprofen #TheRedWedding 🖤🐇

Tiara

Hi Venus! Oh yeah, absolutely. Took me a VERY long time to get to this point, but self awareness is a path to healing. 💜 I'm ready for all the mush!

Tiara

Hi Ann, thank you so much! I'll take a look at your post! 💜 I've been around for a while but now trying to make an effort to engage more in the community here. I've been watching from the sidelines, and I love the safe space that was created here. I'm hoping to bare my soul more as I see how cathartic it is for all of you lovely ladies. And noted on the naughty words! Thanks again!

Tiara

Oh my gosh Ann, thank you SO much for being thorough about the patterns and toys! I myself do not have Lovense but this convinced me! I get off more on clitoral stimulation - I don't remember the last time I big O'd purely from penetration, so I'll take a look at all of the options and join in on the fun!

Ann

Satisfyer is perfect for clit only but it isn’t patterned. It’s from cherry ummm forgot the stores name. As for Lovense I prefer dolce but as I said many prefer Nora. I have not had vaginal O that wasn’t toy produced. It is fun to experiment knowing that sensations grow over time and learning what my body likes. Share when you are comfortable or at least ready as maybe you won’t ever be comfortable. 🤗