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BAD SEX THERAPIST RETURNS (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+) (Patreon)

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Hey -

How many times do I need to tell you? 

Having a sex drive is healthy and you should be proud to enjoy it.

From one slvt to another 😜

🧔🏻💜Matthew xx

p.s. If you need some more aftercare from the doctor, you might enjoy this interview conversation with me and Aline Sant'Ana on writing, love, sex, attraction, romance, and audios which helped form her character for Amante Por Acaso. 

And there's a 🇧🇷 Portuguese translation too! 



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toweraudios
>>91733545

San - it's crazy that I only came across your comment now because I happen to be going through older audios deciding whether to do some remastering... but I'm sooo glad I did. 😃 Thank-you for this beyond lovely note. It totally captures a part of your day and thinking a year ago, and I'm so honoured to have been a little part of that day. I'm sure Aline would feel the same. In fact I've just sent a screenshot of it to her. It's so encouraging, it's a little treasure. M

Kanda

My first time hearing this (I know I’m a little late to this one), but it’s truly what I needed tonight. Safe controlled bossiness. Love being told what to do in this setting. Perfect. Thank you 🦋

BunnyRabbit

Hello gorgeous did you miss me ? 🖤🐇

aleigh -`♡´-

hey lover! how’s your week been thus far? i cannot wait to listen to this magical audio narrated by an even more magical person 😛💜

Eowyn

I'm so sad I'm stuck at work when this came out, I have to wait till midnight before I can listen to it 😭 I can't wait though 💜

toweraudios
>>91132794

Bunny, I missed you so much, I'm running towards you with an armful of carrots, and a heart full of tenderness. 🥕🥕🥕💜 How was your weekend?

Kathryn

Oh no! It's my catnip... or my kryptonite... (definitely at least one of those things) 😳 My poor 😼. I'd planned to go easy on her tonight. 🤷‍♀️ Oh well... 😈

toweraudios
>>91132803

Hey loveliness! My week has been beautiful but cold, ❄️❄️❄️ so I've been spending as much time in bed as I can to keep warm. And you know what happens when you spend so much time in bed... 😂 Audios happen...😉

toweraudios
>>91133122

Hey - welcome to the comments Eowyn! Well this really is one for late night naughtiness, so I'll see you at midnight... 😈 💜 xx

toweraudios
>>91133196

Haha Kathryn - this one is a pretty strong catnip... I was in a naughty mood. Prepare for growly 🐅 Matthew before sweet 🐯 Matthew kicks in... 😂 xx

Lisa xx

Slvts unite! 👀 Let's all go to therapy, the fun kind

Dawn

I LOVE when you use Mr. Growly voice! Liquid running down my thighs as we speak. Then soft whispers after...I think I may actually be drooling 🤤 🥵🥵🤯

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Why is it the aftercare whispers turned me on the most? And if I ever join a band again it’s name will be slutty angel. Sounds like a great band name! 😻😛💋🥵💦

Aline

Hi Matt and Belles! 🥰 It was a pleasure to interview you for the character and I hope the members of the court like the questions I asked. 😌 It's a long file haha, but worth reading. 😘 Matt, again and always - thank you for being so honest and letting me get to know you better to help me form a personality for Secret. You are amazing! I can't wait to hear this audio too, it seems our conversation matches a good therapy session. 😅 xxx

BunnyRabbit

You know, sometimes Maddie the baddie is the sexiest after all the fireworks have streaked the sky (metaphorically). Nothing like the low bass ramblings of a delighted man telling you how much he enjoyed you and wants you even after you already had you. Yum Yum in my tummy tum my friends ☺️🐇🖤

Linda

Hey Love....I will listen a little later, right now I have one daughter giving me a pedicure, one daughter brushing my hair and the littlest mite talking to her brother trying to make him move around she thinks it's cool to see him kick. Hubby is out of town, in California at a conference😟 So it is just us girls😊. How was your weekend darling? So if it is snowing there that means we can start watching Christmas movies😍

Ann

Dear Matthew, I skipped out of work early today so that I could be one time to listen to the new and greatest audio. TTT+T😍 The audio was great. I am not really connected to the whole bad sex therapist thing but you did well. I will say there were two parts in the audio that got me. The first hooked me and that was when you caved. Wow way to hold out. NO No no well ok one more time and I swear that is the last. OMG I laughed so hard. Way to stick to your guns. The second part was post O and the shaky breaths. Seriously you could just spend an hour breathing and I would be a happy camper. You know that in the heart beat audio you take a deep breath and release it before "laying" down and I HAVE to listen to that every time I play the audio. I don't care if it is half way done I still have to hear it. I get up to go to the bathroom and I have to start it all over again. 🥰 Anyway I digress. The second part that got me was of course the breathing but specifically I am referring to what happened at 0.44 remaining, the message. Dude I got goose bumps. On the one hand I could just be feeling over emotional because of the audio book I am crying [listening] to and the narrator is amazing OR it could just be the message hit me in the feels. Lets go with it was all you. Good job. 💜🤗

Ann
>>91134463

I did not write out the message because I don't want to spoil it for others. I am very considerate or maybe I will pretend like the rest of humanity cannot hear that particular part and it is all mine. 😇

Venusinaphrodite_

Dr. Tower you absolute demon I’m gonna fuck those smug words out of your mouth so the only thing you’re saying is “Venus” and “look at the way your needy little cunt takes my cock.”

toweraudios
>>91133829

You totally outshone me in the interview, and I hope everyone enjoys getting to know a little more about you too. I think my favourite parts came halfway through - and toward the ending - hearing you talk about love and romance and attraction. Thanks for the fun talk!! 💜 xx

aleigh -`♡´-

“i’ve never wanted anyone like i want you”. i was just murdered. this man right here, officer!! 🗣🗣🗣

toweraudios
>>91133996

And now we need to work out what we're going to do with ourselves next. Maybe you'll come and work with me doing sex therapy for others? 🙏🥺

Niamh

I am deceased. The growls, the blurring of professional boundaries, the stupid sexy aftercare whispers that make me want to fuck you all over again 🥵 I’m not going to beat a dead horse but this page has been so healing for me in more ways than I can properly express and bad sex therapist really needs to take a trip to Ireland so I can thank him properly 😜 Loved the interview too, was really interesting to see perspectives from you both about erotica and your interpersonal relationships in particular x 🧶

Kathryn

You warned me... I was very into growly Matthew but I was not prepared to be completely devastated by sweet Matthew. 🤯 (but like, in the best way possible) 😄 Kudos, good sir!

Eternidad

I read in one of your comments that you're playing the piano again😃 May I suggest some 19th century compositions from the likes of Wagner, Strauss, Brahms, Chopin, and my ultimate favorite, Beethoven?💜 Also, you should totally record your songs for all to hear! I love your singing voice 😄 Have you ever thought of making an album?

ਏFallaਓ

You're making me write so fxcking fast, Matthew. Damn you. See you in a few minutes, I'm almost finishing. 😜 Let me payback on you. 😇

Venusinaphrodite_

Hmmm I don’t know Dr. Tower, addictions are a lifelong whether you give in or not. And there’s so many places I could give in. Straddling you on your couch. Bent over your desk. Pinned by your hips to the floor so it bites into my shoulder blades as you thrust. Just so many reasons to visit your office to get my naughty little slut cravings out of my system. It’s horribly frustrating making myself cum over and over thinking about you with my fingers or substitutes for you buried inside me. I can’t seem to orgasm the need for you out of myself😈

Emily Dawn

1: I really enjoyed reading your interview with Aline. I’m definitely buying the book when it comes out. ♥️ 2: “Let me see your curves in motion.” 🐅🥵

Lisa xx

I'm headed for a big load of laundry (no pun intended) 💜 These audios are truly sweet sweet torture when all I can think about is needing it physically too. I am UNBELIEVABLY grateful for what you do, today it's making me physically yearn more than ever. Belles, Beaus and Esteemed lovers of the court, I'm going to curl into bed for tonight. Love to you all!!! xx

Katie

Don’t mind me loitering. 💜 I can’t not stop by. I wish I was wanted to play. But my brain is elsewhere. Ever since I listened to “snuggle me” a couple weeks ago (for the first time in while) I have been listening to it A LOT so thank you for that, Matt because you just being alive in my ear is very therapeutic. 🥰 I am excited to read your interview with Aline 💜💜💜 Know I’m thinking of you all (& I’m really missing Mona) Kisses, hugs, all my love. 💜

Shamesha

“Sighs”…Definitely the aftercare ✨✨✨✨💜

IndyJane

Jfc, Matt. How the fuck do you always give me what I need when I need it? I loved the names. I think this is the dirtiest thing you've written, but it was also tender. I loved the power move of Bad Sex Therapist having me get naked first, being made to crawl over, being instructed to look, but not touch... Yep, every moment of this was perfect. There are some audios that I almost wish I was recording my facial expressions when I listen for the first time. You would probably find it hilarious. My eyes were wide with shock, my mouth was open most of the time with one hand covering it when you'd say something particularly scandalous. If my hands weren't busy and I was wearing pearls, I would have been clutching them. Have I mentioned how much I love when you make me clutch my pearls? I do. It's so funny you've been having snow. We're in a record heatwave and it's 101°F (38C for those that don't use Freedom Units). I wrote this big long paragraph about my day, but it makes things sound much worse than they are. Suffice it to say, I really needed to be called a cute little nympho and get fucked on the office floor. So thanks for that!

ਏFallaਓ

Therapist, it’s been so long. I missed you. You don't answer my calls because you have a habit of withdrawing when things start to get complicated, don't you? The dirty session we started was wrong from the start, I know and you know that. There's some part of your mind asking you to stop all of this, just because it's so bad to want to fvck your favorite patient all the time, huh? But sexy, let me get this straight. It's no use saying that I'm like other people, that I have to make an appointment, I have your body and your domination on top of me even when you’re not here. Punish me for saying this if you want. I can take it. Do that while you fvck me like I’m your little doll. But let me tell you something else? You can't ignore me like that. You know what we have is special enough for me to show up at your office uninvited, confident enough to put lube inside my pvssy knowing it's your c0ck that's going to be inside me. No other man but you. If you didn't want me, why did you let me in? I know. I know. You are a renowned therapist; you have a reputation and your profession to uphold. I admire you for that. But you are also a man with deep desires. The kind of lust that would make young ladies blush as their clits secretly swell in their panties. You want me. Even if you don't answer my texts and calls, even when you’re trying so hard to keep distance, when you touch yourself in the shower, in the bathtub, in your bed late at night I just know it's me that you’re thinking about. You can’t lie to me. You visualize my body shaking when I come hard for you, you think about my little pvssy and my beautiful clit in your mouth. My taste, that is now your favorite one. You think of my clothes leaving my body, slowly, the sounds and moves. It’s the same when your hands are touching my pale skin while you’re getting me n4ked for you. It 's torture... Want me like that? You think about my org4sms too, you can feel in your ears the way I moan your name even if I’m not there. Your mind navigates the unique sensation of going inside me and coming back, so hard and fast. You remember how good it feels when my soaked pvssy throbs around your c0ck when I'm so close to coming. That's where your mind travels. Don't deny it. I'll take my clothes off and not think about it. You know I’m desperate for you. Just like that, my tank top slips down my stomach as I rip it off my body, the jeans snug on my hips coming down to my legs until it touches the floor. My panties are transparent enough for you to see the soft line between my pvssy, and my cl1t already swollen for you. You can say no in all the languages you know, it's your body that whispers yes in the most primal way when I undress, when I'm so close to you. It's the last time? I can hear you saying, but all I want to do is move forward and lick that sweet poison that comes out of your mouth, that beautiful lie, when you pretend you can control it. Us. Deep down, everything in you wants to punish me because I drive you crazy. Punish me. Yeah, surrender to me. Say fvck it and ask me to touch myself and show my pvssy for you. When you see that is so wet and swollen and red inside and pulsing, do you realize it's my body whispering that it needs you like the desert needs the rain? Please, notice how I've been masturbating constantly dreaming about you too. I'm getting so good at this. Fvcking myself while I think of you. Can you see? My n1pples hard and prickling, the muscle in my thighs quivering as I obey you? I’m getting so close and you haven't had the chance to touch me yet. My body aches in anticipation, wanting the man who understood me, who drove me crazy, who destroyed me for others. So give me what I want. You. Your little wh0re who looks like a princess but knows how to be a devil when she needs to. Allow me to put my fingers inside my pvssy, opening myself to you, preparing my body for yours, without a trace of kindness or mercy. Please, do not be gentle to me. Think you can, therapist? Not being kind to this pretty princess today? Put me on my knees in front of you. No, ask me too and I’ll obey. Let me take off your pants and your boxers like I'm hungry for your c0ck. You know I am. I want to taste you. To put this hard big c0ck between my lips, feeling you pulsing in my tongue. Let me put you in the back of my throat, please? You know I can do it while I look into your eyes. You know I do this really good. What happened, therapist? The girls you've been fvcking don't do it like I do? Don't they want you as much as I do? Don't they put you in the back of their throats until tears run down their cheeks? Oh, so sad. Don't they adore you like I do. But I am here. Stop fighting, let me suck you the way you love. Licking the head of your c0ck, letting it dangle in the air as my mouth occasionally touches it, until I suddenly swallow you, hold it inside the heat and pulse my mouth around it as I would my pvssy. Suck you like the good nymph I’m. If before you were missing me, now you will beg to fxck me again. Am I a beautiful wh0re when I suck you like this, looking into your eyes? I know I destroy you as much as you destroy me. I'll get my 4ss up, I'll show you how ready I am to be fvcked by you. Don't be kind now. Put everything inside me. I want to feel you all the way to the end of my pvssy. I want to feel everything in me open to receive you. Your c0ck is so big I feel every nerve and muscle inside me hugging you, I roll my eyes with a pleasure I've never felt. But please. Moan, say all the fxcking dirty talk phrases you can, your sl#tty angel is ready for you to need me like this. No reservations, no modesty. Fvcking you back, riding your d1ck as you take me from behind, listening to you go crazy and say I have to fvck you like you know I want to. Yeah, babe. Don't be nice, grab my 4ss, mark it with your fingerprints and your strength until everything is red and hurt. Then bury yourself in my pvssy, until your c0ck is throbbing and almost ready to give me all your cum. Fvck me like I'm your last breath. I want your c0ck all wet so you can blame me, my honey dripping through your balls and thighs. I want to be the biggest mistake of your life. So fvck me like this body belongs to you. Just like that. Come for me, fill my pvssy with your cum, fill me with you until you've nothing left. I want you to be inside my pvssy even after our orgasm ends, I want you until it is painful for us to continue… That was so good. You know our thing is our thing. But I don't know what to do, neither do you. But can I give you a hint, therapist? It's no use making more plans about us. It's no use thinking and rationalizing your emotions. I'm not one of the girls you can put on your schedule and your spreadsheets. Do you think the desire for me will pass? You're getting more and more addicted to me. The only way is for you to... My heart stops when I hear you being vulnerable and saying you never wanted anyone like you want me. You don't give me space to respond, you want me to relax, you beg me to stay. Are you afraid of the answer, therapist? But you already know. You’re the only man who reads my mind like that and also fxck me like that. I wouldn't have come to your office and you wouldn't have let me in if you didn’t know what this is. Yeah, let’s just relax for a few minutes. I’m staying. Just hold me a little longer. _____________________ You gave us a very hot audio today, I just wanted to return the kindness. 😉 I turned the "she" of the story into something real. I thought she deserved to have a voice this time for all of us. Hope it's sexy and hot for you the same way was very fvcking hot to hear this audio on this side of the Earth. 😩 Sorry for the errors!!! 😄 Much love to you all!!! 💜

Venusinaphrodite_

Ooh and I get sarcasm🥵 I was gonna say what a nice daddy you’re being. But I’m the Dr now. And doctors orders say lay on your back and open that smartass mouth of yours so I can put it to better use by sitting on it. Let me just hike up my skirt and pull my panties to the side. I catch your dick in your hand and I’ll take my🐱 away. Just leave it there so it’s right out of your reach so you’ll have to see me and smell me but not get to taste me😜😤

aleigh -`♡´-

this was very big of you, doctor. i might’ve been frustrated that you dodged my texts for a while, but i can understand where you’re coming from. why didn’t you just say all this from the get-go? healthily communicating your feelings is hot, and you’re proof of that. plus, the feeling’s mutual — believe me. 🥵 quick question: as for our next appointment…what is that going to look like? i’ve been going through a lot lately, so can we maybeee schedule ahead of time? i’m willing to compensate you in absolutely any way you see fit. i just need to know when i’m seeing you next 😉 love, sexed up little flirt p.s.: my craving for you never goes away 🔥💗

toweraudios
>>91135012

Niamh - you can beat my horse any time you want. 😜 You've helped this bad therapist more than he's helped you, promise. 💜🧶

Pisces Queen

Wow...wow...wow 😱😵🥴🥺😩! BST got personal at the end! I feel a little bit teary eyed after listening. It was fantastic this story line, all my favorites without sounding like a Parrot 🦜 👏🏾🙌🏾...but hearing the Doc get soft at the end was so human and genuine. It's so tricky when people get into these situations...where does the line get drawn or erased when there is a connection 🤔? I will forever love BST in the series but it sounds like the Doc maybe in L.O.V.E. but who knows....I'm speculating for the Character....oh to be wanted....and f♡cked in the same breathe! C'est la vie!🥲😅

toweraudios
>>91135354

You make an excellent point, Dr Aphrodite. In the end we can only manage our addictions. So let's appoint each other to the position of manager. I'll manage you on the desk to start with, as per your request the other day. Let me just wipe everything off... 🫴💻☎️📝💥

Ann

I have an idea for the end of the year. How about a whole audio of after care breathing and comments. I think that it would really dream inspiring. Going to sleep ton30 or so minutes of that would be absolutely perfect. Just a thought. 🤗💜

Patti

Hey everyone! I hope you all had a lovely (and hopefully long!) weekend! I'd love to hear about what you all did. In the spirit of Labor Day, I ignored work and instead got out into the sunshine, at long last exploring some of the many state parks in my area. A few highlights: https://ibb.co/2sWMz2W https://ibb.co/8MSKcQb https://ibb.co/ThBq3Wk https://ibb.co/r5KyQZ5 https://ibb.co/DQM9hdm As I took the third picture, I kept thinking that it would make a great backdrop for one of Matt's nature meditations!

toweraudios
>>91135691

3. Get over here tigress... [Seriously that hands and knees crawl is the sexiest 🤤 - is it submissive or aggressive... 😫]

ਏFallaਓ
>>91137834

Hey Patti! Thank you for taking us to a holidate with you! 🥰 Such a beautiful place.

Venusinaphrodite_

I concur Dr. Tower with your above comment on managing. Go ahead and clean up so I can make it and you as dirty as I can again😈 If we’re indulging requests how about a meeting of minds so we can take our time…discussing our ideas. I’ll moan mine for you and then you can give me feedback. And then I’ll explore yours.

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

It’s too hot here to snuggle. 🥺 How about just lying naked with some gentle stroking fingertips? The AC is on, but I’m still a bit sweaty. Then again, writhing, twitching, and gasping will do that to me regardless of the heat. 🥵🥴 Who wants to hear something cute? My fiancé had me open an early birthday present. I’m turning 29C in exactly a week. The 13th - yes I was born on a Friday. 😈 They bought me an adorable little scented candle that says “You’re the best thing I’ve ever found on the internet”. We met on OK Cupid. 🥰🥰🥰

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

My fiancé gave me a great idea for my birthday! So, my birthday is on the 13th and they were gonna throw a small “surprise” get-together on the weekend. But for my actual birthday (Tower Tuesday 😁), I think it would be really cool to make little care packages and hand them out to unhoused people. It’s LA, so there are definitely lots of people down on their luck. I was thinking toothbrushes, hygiene items, and they suggested socks and we could make some sandwiches to hand out. Anyone have other suggestions for little things people could use? We’re pretty broke, so stuff from the dollar store is really all we could afford. But it’s worth it to help people and get some warm fuzzies for my birthday. 🥰

Meg_just_Meg

Can we get a second opinion, Doc?

Venusinaphrodite_

All my brattiness and semen demon antics aside. Matthew the ending🥹 I don’t know why I’m crying, well I know why I’m crying, but it’s really reassuring to know that someone can be willing to work through the mess still after seeing all the messy parts. I think that’s what I like so much about this audio. That I trust you during the parts where my body is most vulnerable then feel safe during the part where I feel like my heart is. And seeing my body’s response in real time let’s me know that I trust you to handle me during both moments because there was a time where I couldn’t imagine myself allowing anyone to handle either, sexyworld or not. Anyways there’s a little glimpse passed the walls of castle Kelsey😅 now I have to go back to the naughty corner🤣 Xx.😘

D

I have to smile at how I've shifted perspective of these Bad Therapist audios. I'm fascinated that the words aren't as cringy and I can laugh and smile. Then you laid that million dollar line out near the end and my breath caught. It's honestly the first time the full breadth of the concept hit me. The level of endearment and depth that exists to make the other words that flow out disarmed from harm. The visual metaphors that flooded my brain were strong. Powerful writing, timing, unexpected but of COURSE it makes sense moment. Bravo, Matt. Sincerely. 😘💜👏👏👏💜🤗

toweraudios
>>91137514

😂 Haha PQ - all the naughtiness without sounding like Potty-mouthed Pete. 🦜🤣 But yeah BST will always be bad, even if you end up working with him to help others embrace their inner slvt… 😘

Aline

Mel, I'll answer you here in the comments, so you can see it! I hope so! I loved your questions and I will answer them with great affection, because no one has ever asked me about this before! 🥰 1. Do I feel pressured to write happy endings? Yes, I feel. I have only once dared to write an unhappy ending, and despite having a positive response from my readers, I know it was an emotional trigger for many people and I felt very guilty when they called me crying or texted me saying that after reading this story, they couldn't read anything for a year! They got a kind of literary hangover, and I felt pretty bad! But I know that history marked their lives somehow. I just didn't want to make anyone suffer, does that make sense? My goal with the unhappy ending was to deliver a message like "enjoy life, because we don't always get second chances." 2. When I'm not in love with love, how do I write? I've had two big breakups in my eight years as a writer, and I'll confess to you... inspiration becomes painful. It doesn't go away, but it hurts. Writing about love becomes an open wound and I find that I try to get around the romance with other things so I don't have to deal with the emotion. But I managed to write books during this period, very romantic books even, after drinking a few bottles of wine and crying! Hahaha. At a level from 0 to Adele, I looked like Adele's songs. It was just so much more painful to talk about love, but I never stopped believing in emotion, even on the hardest days. I just felt disconnected from the beauty of it. 3. There are many authors who are different from my genre that I love. Neil Gaiman, Harlan Coben, Sidney Sheldon, Raphael Montes. Also the fantasy classics. And oddly enough, I'm addicted to True Crime books, like this! https://bit.ly/3BhcKeA

D

To Matthew and Aline... thanks for continuing show bid of the process behind the scenes. It was fascinating to take in how impactful story is to both of you. From the creative process to how you live it out and the significance the idea of one's story is, be it character or in the flesh, really stood out. It makes sense your collective works draw in and cultivate a closeness with your audiences. Being seen, known, someone witnessing your story and desiring to see it played out till the final credits with you...it touches on some of the most primal needs we have as humans. Seeing someone's story matter, validation that yours does...that's freaking powerful. Y'all put words to the goodness and light in a tangible way. Thanks for sharing a wider view of the context, (and immense dedication & meticulous care, Aline specifically) behind your work. ❤❤❤

Aline
>>91142330

D, you always made me emotional!!! It's amazing how you are able to reach my heart. What a beautiful, inspiring message, it gives me strength to continue this career that is so challenging - being a writer in a country with such a few incentive for literature. Thank you for reading the interview, for enjoying how it went behind the scenes. We thought very fondly about sharing this process with you, because it is something that can lead you all to think differently about one issue or another. I am very touched by your feedback. I hope that the respect, admiration and affection I feel for you, can reach your heart too! ❤❤❤

Ann

Yes everything D just said. 💜💜💜

Ann
>>91142005

Amazing questions. As a reader I have experienced some real deep connection and dare I say love with so many characters. When the book is done. I set it down and the mourning process begins. Sometimes it takes forever to move on but other times I just buy the audio book and listen to it as I drive and that keeps the character close to my heart. Quarantine was the hardest because I was living alone for the first time. I couldn't wouldn't go anywhere and it was lonely and difficult. I would turn to say something to my son or my daughter and nobody was there. That year I read over 600 fiction books. I am still recovering from the experience. I fell in love so many times. It was an amazing experience and very bittersweet painful. The point I am not making really is that I am just the reader. To create characters in a romance genre would be so painful. To experience the profound love and yet not as it is but a story, I am certain would feel both uplifting and glorious yet devastating and sad. I admire you Aline for your creativity, your heart, and your courage. As a reader I fall in love adjacent you, Aline as the writer are the love. Thank you. YOU KNOW! 💜

toweraudios
>>91139447

That’s a cool idea! Maybe chocolates if it’s not so hot they’re gonna melt? I know it’s not super nutritious but who doesn’t like and need a treat sometimes right?

Ann

Ok I got students tomorrow for first time and ugh a whole freshman class. I don't deal with freshmen they are too middle school adjacent. Sigh. BEST YEAR EVER it is all about the mindset right!?! With that said I am now going to have the best sleep ever (thank you Matthew) so I can get up and do my school work prior to my work school work. 3:00am comes fast. Sweet and Sexy dreams dear ones. 🤗💜

Titania

Your voice and your imagination are very welcome medicine, Dr. I'm a bit of a cranky b*tch today from not enough sleep, teenagers being teenagers, and too many mosquitoes at work, and I'm momentarily soothed, distracted and given the start of an emotional reset. Thank you. I like the extra touch of humanity you give the very, very bad therapist here. The whole thing is sexy as hell. Belles et al, catch up with you after my reset! Much love! 💙💚💛

toweraudios
>>91141086

Thank you D! So these Bad Sex Therapist are roleplays right, and I’d never claim to be an actual therapist, or to be qualified to help anyone in that sense. 😂But I do feel like there’s some truth in them in that this page really has helped and continues to help me come to terms with and accept and enjoy the (for want of a better term) slutty side of myself. 😄So there’s truth to the naughty talk side and to the emotional side! 😈🥰

Pisces Queen

One more comment for me then I am out till Friday.... The interview was fantastic Aline and Matthew! Loved the questions and honest response😍🥰! Aline! My Uncle is currently in Brazil with my Aunty a little ways outside of Rio de Janeiro near Cabo Frio and he has been sending me pics of a vacation house he purchased for our family to stay at 😭! It's so beautiful and it has pool! He wants me to come to Brazil with him on his next trip! Hopefully all things work out for me for the end of the year then I can finally go to Brazil 🇧🇷 (I have wanted to visit since my Dad went the Rio in late 80s and early 90s for football tournaments with his brother (my Uncle))! Is you're book in bookstores in Brazil currently? I am going to ask him to bring me a copy back to Canada!!!! Honestly....you're an amazing and inspiring woman! Thank you for your insight on all this romance novel writing. Matt! Kudos to you as well on your Q&A with Aline! What more can I say that I am grateful to know every person in The Tower!!! I hope the promotions are going well Aline! I see the IG posts and translate so I can understand! Yay! 🥳🥳🥳🥳 Let's Go Amante Por Acaso!

Patti

Dear Matthew, Every once in a while you say something in a way that rips me open in a literally visceral way -- it's like seeing all of my vital parts laid out on a table in front of me, exposed. You make me confront things about myself, about what I want and how I feel, that I often try very hard to ignore. Sometimes I love you for it, and sometimes I resent you for it -- feeling is uncomfortable, and vulnerable, and frequently makes me want to throw up. Thinking is much easier and safer. "Our love for someone is commensurate with our interest in how their story ends" wrecked me a bit. I'd love to be able to tell you why, but that is a thinking question, and I'm still too deep in the feels to get there from here.

Kathryn
>>91145069

Yes! Those mosquitoes can f#ck right off! I got annihilated by them about 2.5 weeks ago and my legs still look like I've got the pox! 🤨 Not cool, bugs! Not cool.

Aline
>>91145328

Oh MY GOD!!!!! I lived in Cabo Frio for almost a year! I used to wake up everyday to see the sun showing up over the sea! It's such a beautiful place. 🥹 I really hope you can visit Brazil sometime. Really, you have to prove our Brazilian churrasco, our caipirinha, feijoada, brigadeiro, coxinha! Uhh! I have so much to show to you! 🥰 Thank you for reading everything and for your support, friendship and love. I'm just so happy that you're back to us! 💜

toweraudios

🧔🏻🫶🏼 Thanks for a great chat all!! I feel like I learned some things, and I know a few more are gonna have things to say over the next day or two so I look forward to hearing from them! 😘

San

To add to your calendar and I really hope you will think of me when the time comes. (New Zealand time) - Wednesday, September 7, 2022 at bedtime: Vella - Therapy - Thursday, September 8, 2022 first thing in the morning: Vella - Therapy*. * The length of the sessions will vary depending on the patient's needs. - Friday, September 9, 2022 at lunchtime: 😘Vella, again Vella (I, doctor, am the one who needs therapy...and I'm hungry too) 😉

toweraudios
>>91145431

Patti! 🥰Thanks for pulling out that idea - i’m so glad it made sense to you and if you do get from here to there I’d love to hear more of your thoughts on it sometime. I hadn’t thought much about it from the opposite direction before today - that to feel loved we need to know that someone cares about our story as well, and not just the big picture but the details of our day and thoughts and experiences. 🥰xx

1DivineSavage

Had no idea there was a chat going on today 😂🤷

Ann
>>91146775

Yes therapy is a good thing and it is good that you set your appointments because I am afraid the Dr is very busy. 🤣💜

DeltaDawn

Finally got the chance to listen to this one. It was amazing as always. I would definitely do daily therapy sessions if I could get a therapist like this. 😜

aleigh -`♡´-

i log on to read the comments like it's the morning paper 🤣 what can i say? i just love y'all and hearing what you have to say 😘

NeonVall

Well... dare I say hello? But hello to Matthew and all the bells and hello to all the new ones. I'm just shocked how long it's been since I've last been here. Days, or rather weeks, flowed into one another in such a way that I sometimes didn't even know what day it was. .... I really thought it was shorter.. don't be mad at me..Im so sorry Know that you were always on my mind. When I was walking around the farms looking for my client, driving between the sites or when I just had a little quiet moment and could stare out the window at the colors of the horizon wondering what everyone is doing under the same sky. Last period it was very busy.. I suddenly had to do a new study quickly for work. And I don't care what the rest says. But I believe in learning by osmosis these days! I mean how many times I woke up tormented by a book?? to Manny times but nailed it though. And even during this joyful moment of education... even I started teaching! mostly our new recruits, that while also working dubbels because of summer vacation time. So the few hours I was home I was so tired I usually fell asleep right away But know that I've always thought of you and missed you, I've got a lot to catch up on, but just a quick note to let you know I'm still alive. @Matthew. After some poking around on patreon I noticed that you have developed other sides with your creativity! I am so happy and proud of you. I hope and will leave a better response later when I have really listened. But I was pleasantly surprised and I suspect I would also be sexually satisfied after reading the titles of your audio And omgomgomgomgomg Matthew and Aline, like WHAT!!!! I once said it would be my end if the two of you made something together! I'm excited, hyped and excited for you two! Congratulations on the novel!! Know I love you all, Hugs, Snuggs and kisses Vall

Aline
>>91202627

Neon, I'm so proud of you and I was missing you too! I'm so happy to see you here! Thank you, sweetie 🥰 I really remember you saying that! I hope you can find time for yourself, but Go Girl! You're doing amazing! We love you too! 😘

Shamesha

Good morning/evening 😊 Not my usual comment but… is it TMI that during “me time” one did NOT need lube? I was listening to a few audios and became inspired by Mr. Tower. Still shaking…😅😉😘

Ann
>>91206180

Never tmi and woohoo for wetness!!!!!!🤩

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

I hope you guys don’t mind being my confessional at times, but I have really sappy, sweet, and sentimental thoughts I need to share. I can’t share them on my normal social media because I don’t want the guy in question to feel called out or embarrassed. It’s really late here, but when normal people are awake, I want to send him a private message reminding him just how much I appreciate him reaching out to me. A few months ago, a guy I went to school with since elementary connected with me on Facebook. I remembered his name, but not much else about him. He was a childhood bully of mine. I was bullied a lot in elementary and middle school, so the memory of him just got mixed up in my mind. After some caching up, he told me that he wanted to apologize for the way he treated me. I’m honestly empathic and caring to a fault, and that makes me an easy target for bullying and manipulation. I’ve been bullied far worse in my adult life, so the way he treated me when he was a child really didn’t affect me much comparatively. But I just appreciate so much that he had the courage to reach out and explain what he was going through emotionally and that he shouldn’t have taken his emotional pain out on me when we were kids. He told me that has struggled with addiction and mental anguish, but has been working on himself in the past few years. The bravery and growth he demonstrated just gives me a bit more faith in humanity. I know perfectly well that there are abusers and manipulators far past redemption, but the growth he has shown deserves respect and admiration. I think about him every so often, and he gives me hope for the good in people and that they can try to genuinely make amends.

Ann

BEST DAY EVER (BDE). It is happening it will be great. Maybe not all but I will focus on the parts that make it wonderful. 🎉

Kathryn

You guys... 🥺 This guy I follow on FetLife posted this the yesterday and I cannot stop thinking about it. It literally felt like I was being stripped naked in front of a high school assembly (not in a good way you weirdos). That's how pinpoint-accurate he was in voicing all the quiet, scared, anxious shit that runs through my head. I literally sobbed. And I don't know who else I can share it with... https://medium.com/@mrhenrythomas/your-body-doesnt-look-like-what-you-think-it-does-1505d242881f

Ann
>>91238484

Wow. That was a lot. A few months ago I decided to try to really see people and if someone looked angry I tried to imagine what they looked like if they were looking at a person they truly loved. It was a sad experiment but beautiful as well. Your post reminds me I should keep doing it. The transformation that I saw was so cool and I really saw past anger or sadness and maybe saw a little more of the real person. Thank you for sharing. 🤗💜

Venusinaphrodite_

Line and Matt I always love reading and hearing about your processes and how you approach things. Thank you for sharing with us and including us❤️ Line you reminded me of talking about being a female erotica author and the judgement that can come with it. and like I had mentioned then, I’ve experienced it as well. Having someone shame you for being sexual or even addressing sexual topics. Or having someone come in and try to prove to us why our version of sex or that our opinions regarding is wrong because we look at it from a “feminine” standpoint. Or the other extreme where because we write we’re expected to be hyper sexual all the time. Even though we touch on love and romance or relationship dynamics it’s just the sex that gets noticed. And it makes me laugh because half the time we’re working or sleepy or with friends and family doing anything but having wild sex you know lol I admire you for all the amazing things you do. And I’m so honored to be able to celebrate them with you. But I also admire your strength and your will for pushing through everything that comes with it too. You already know I love you, but I love you😘😘 Matt I think one of the things I appreciate most is that you give me this insight I had never been privileged to see before. Seeing sex and romance from a man’s perspective where it’s not filtered through a heavy lens. I know it’s filtered through your lens but you bring humanity into it. Even during the dirtiest audios it still asks me to look at myself and go over how I’m feeling and then gives me a base to articulate it from. And I think that’s one of the wonderful things you do. Help me put myself into situations where I get to learn myself more. Find new things that resonate. Remind me of where I still have things that I’d like to work on. Or heal from. You take sexyworld and hold it up like a mirror to real world and I can better understand my reflection in both sides. But you’ve also shown me how important it is for communication and checking- in and exploring. That sex doesn’t just have to be penis in vagina. You’ve helped reframe my mindset that it can be more. And that it should be. And though we all play here with each other in fantasy that all of the things we talk about aren’t just fantasy. I can say this is what I want. Or need. Or don’t want. Or I never realized that or thought about that in that way. Now I want to explore this more. Lots of dialogue with each other and in turn myself. And seeing you take yourself and approach something you’re creating is so inspiring to me. It’s helped me in my own process with creating but also as a person. So it’s super cool to get more insight from you. I’m so excited that you’ve helped inspire Line with secret. That there’ll be glimpses of you that everyone will get to experience in the way we do here, even if they’re not always aware which parts stem from you. Congrats again to you both! Lots of love💜 xx.

Katja

Can't get up even if I wanted to😭😭😭😭❤️🩹 This natural defiance I have towards you, like, why should I listen to you *raises eyebrow* but I also want to, ahhh how frustrating. I do like to show you tho, and for you to see everything😌 hmm I wonder whose slutty parts crave each other more but that seems like an never ending cycle😉 Actually, I'd like to say thank you for this series for reasons that are not even what it is directly about but it means so much to me. It was the beginning of some very deep personal realizations. And even more how the story unfolded. It was a process of breaking down and building me back up again. And also finding myself again. I can't even type it out. It's the "If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more." truth. It doesn't even begin to grasp the depth of my feelings but, thank you for everything you do. There's a thunderstorm right now and I think of it as quite symbolic haha☺️ Also, it was such a joy reading the interview and finding things that I absolutely agree with, things I see differently, and getting to know about you two a little more. It was really interesting to me also in a more broader way bc it reminded me of my graduation research that was about language and its influence on interpersonal relationships. One of the questions was which impacts the other more, so reading about your relationships with your readers and listeners and its challenges bc of the nature of the online world was very special💗 Something so big and challenging but you both handle it so well. And it's so beautiful to see how much love and care you have for all your readers and listeners. Thank you for sharing it!

Ann

My son is getting married tomorrow. I love my future daughter in law and think she is perfect for him. I am not involved much with anything so it is kind of surreal I suppose. My son and his fiancé are pretty protective of me and that seems weird to write. Tonight is the rehearsal and the rehearsal dinner. Traditionally the grooms parents pay for the rehearsal dinner. My ex and his wife are doing it all. He told my son that I don't have any money so he will pay. I wasn't sure how to feel about that. My daughter said to go with it and take it as a win. I am not broke. I have a good job. It is like the kids have wrapped me in bubble wrap and while I love them dearly for it I also don't like it. Since when did I become fragile? I am not fragile. I am incredibly strong. I am a survivor of child/adult abuse. I survived non con situations. I survived a forced marriage. I raised my kids by myself with no financial or time support from their dad for years. I worked through my brain injury which for everyone but me did not exist. You are out of the hospital you are healed. Hahaha. I got my bachelors and master degrees all while working full time and raising my kids. My son played on multiple soccer (football) teams and my daughter had her horse (my mom bought her and turned over to me). I paid for half of my son's college degree by taking a second job for a couple of years. I paid for half of my daughters college years (she stopped during covid and I am ok with that). I did it all. I had help. I wasn't completely alone. It wasn't all misery and doom. I am not fragile. But as I write this, it occurs to me that maybe my children don't think of me as fragile maybe they are just lightening the load where they can you know easing that path a bit. Ah my ex paying for the dinner is just him trying to look good. A real cool thing about the life adventure or journey is that it isn't all that predictable, plot twists happen all the time (pretty sure Matthew was a plot twist) and all the ups and downs just make for really cool contrast as Matthew said in The Affirmation Loop audio. I think though that sometimes it is easy to get caught up in the dark part of the picture and not see the light. I also think that at times I need to step back and LOOK at the whole picture instead of just small isolated parts. Living my BEST LIFE EVER or having the BEST DAY EVER isn't about everything being clean and perfect but about having my eyes open to possibilities and focusing on the big picture and avoiding get stuck in a narrow view of things. This is a reminder to me that I am strong, I am kind of amazing, and even if it doesn't always, eventually it will all work out. I actually was going to just remind people to keep track of their favorite after care parts of the audios and celebrate that it is Friday and despite all the wedding stuff and company staying with me I am looking forward to the audio drop. Ha my thoughts and fingers got away from me and I ended up blabbing on and on. I guess I needed it. BEST LIFE EVER in progress.

Aline
>>91256784

Kels, thank you for such a sweet note. 🥹 We talked so much about being writers in an essentially sexist world and all the prejudice we suffer. But I feel that the fact that we keep doing our thing is the biggest proof of self-love, being true to ourselves and being the resistance. 🫶🏻 This beginning of communication with Matthew made me understand the male mind a lot more, and it's like I said, I know that not all men are Matthew, but this sensitivity and ease in approaching sensitive topics, he manages to do it with mastery. 🙏 Thank you for following our conversation with such a caring perspective and you know, I love you! 💜

Aline
>>91258759

Aw Kat! Thank you for reading and sharing your thoughts with us. We do really love all of you, and It's beautiful that we can talk about this and writing process and so many stuff because we kind of know all of you would love to see a little more about this huge process. Aw. 🥰🫶🏻 You're so cute. 🥹 Really, thank you! 💜

Venusinaphrodite_

This audio ended me in the best way. If you haven’t listened definitely give it a go😈 and if you have, this is your sign to listen again😈😈 lol

San

Hi Aline, Matthew, I just had a delightful time with your two amazing brains! 🤫 I'm a little late commenting; last week was busy for me with my mom at home. I'm trying to get catch up on things. I definitely didn't want to read you in a hurry. Something told me that I should put this read in the "personal self care, pleasuring and relaxing time" category. So I printed it out and today I sat in the warmth of my favorite chair with a cup of herbal tea and that was it. I didn't regret doing it. First, thank you for sharing this interview. It's really generous of you. I loved the personal and candid dynamic in the questions and answers. Even more, I appreciated that it wasn't a one-sided interview, but rather a writer-to-writer exchange. It flowed well, the tone was fluid and natural. I recognized myself in many ways throughout my reading, so my experience was extremely rewarding. I enjoyed getting to know you a little more about your different personal and professional life interactions; the flow of emotions between you and your characters, the fine line that sometimes exists between reality and fiction, your male and female points of view on relationships and seduction; I was ecstatic! In fact, at times, I completely forgot that it was an interview because I was so immersed in the story. You see, I'm talking about a story! 😆 A real relaxing moment, I tell you. I had a little smile on my face as I read. You made me laugh and sometimes took me far in my thoughts. I thought you were beautiful. It was like I could feel you. In fact that's why it was so good, because I could feel your authenticity. My beautiful Aline, your question: "What is your goal in a relationship?" Then Matthew, your answer: "The one thing that matters to me is that I want to know their story until the day I die." I must have read that paragraph at least three times consecutively. Then time stopped, including my reading. For as long as I can remember, as a teenager, if someone asked me how I saw myself with my man in later life, I would say, "With my man, I imagine us really close." It may not have been very clear when verbalizing it, but in my head it was deep and explicit. I saw the smiles, the attitude, the gestures, the passion for each other, I saw us interested in each other, confident to reveal ourselves to each other. Despite the heartaches, I have not become disillusioned about relationships and I still want my man to really know me and vice versa. I know that no matter how complicated relationships seem and how shallow their foundation can be, there are still men and women for whom it really matters to know each other's story. So Matthew, when I read your response, it was such a relief. It was as I read it over and over that I realized I needed to hear it. It took me to my heart and I told myself that I will use it in the more difficult moments when I try to convince myself that there is no hope. Thank you for doing this, thank you for opening up. I finally continued reading and the next paragraph...Aline ! What did I do to deserve this today! Beautiful...😌 "(...) someone who opens the book of my life, reads it through and looks at me and says 'Are we going to write volume 2 together? Because I love this and I want to jump in! My reaction? "Wow..oh my god wow! She's got it all figured out. I definitely love this woman!" (except that I said it in French out loud) I felt it so much! Your analogy as a writer is a thing of beauty. Totally my type. I reread this paragraph too; You heartfelt and exciting! It was a delicious dessert. It all really resonated with me. Then when you wrote that you took a few minutes to read and re-read what Matthew had just written, I burst out laughing. Because I had just done the exact same thing!😅 I swear, that whole interview and reading was vivid. Impossible to stay passive. Speaking of which, the whole part about flirting, from both sides was very thought-provoking. I really escaped into this world of seduction. Truly, thank you for this intimate sharing of your experiences, your personal evolution, your challenges with respect to your work. Thank you for your dedication to your readers, your listeners and your fictional characters. It makes all the difference. You are inspiring and encouraging. It's given me a boost as I pursue my writing projects. Aline, I haven't read a single book by you yet, but it will be soon. It feels a little strange to write to you like this, before I even knew you as a writer. I've never done this before. I do believe it's your person that I love. Thanks to both of you for this little backstage tour. It's always fun to be V.I.P. ☺️💜💜 PS: Matthew, how are you feeling? I hope you're feeling better. PPS: I have one more message to write; about the portrait you painted of me. I can't ignore it and even less that night... 😏