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Sorry again for dumping heavy stuff on y'all, but my dad died this morning.

I thought it wouldn't affect me this badly, but it's been a crushing  day. Just as a bit of an emphasis, I haven't had a single 'day off' from  taking care of him for about 8 years, me and my mom's lives revolved  around him. I feel restless, exhausted, all the bad things.

Add all the responsibilities in dealing with a death while having to go through this is miserable.

I don't like dumping heavy/ sad stuff on anyone, but I do feel like I  have to justify this off time, and I'm probably not going to do more  vent posts or stuff like that.

To try to force a positive, once I get back to drawing I'll be able  to be more productive than I ever was, but I don't know when I'll be  able to get back on, as even just looking at my twitter feed feels like  too much right now.

Again, please don't feel pressured to staying on as I do feel guilty for  not providing content, and a huge thank you to those who do.

Comments

skitt

Im so sorry to hear about your loss. He probably appreciated all of the care you and your mom gave him. Now he's resting, and hopefully you will take care of yourselves. My heart's with you❤

pearsarefruits

Thank you, and yeah, it's hard to see through it now, but I'm hopeful for our futures. It was really taking it's toll on mom, now I gotta push her to start taking care of herself ^^

CSH

I’m sorry for your loss, take all the time you need, as I said before we aren’t going anywhere and will be here when you decide to come back, a break is deserved , I know how a loss feels, having lost someone close to me early last year, so take all the time you need

Daniel

Sorry for your loss, please don't forget to take care of yourself as well as your mom.

pearsarefruits

We really have been neglecting our health for a while now, and that is one of the things I'll try to focus on ^^

Elyorn

Sorry for your loss, take as much time as you need, dont' want you to sacrifice your mental health to draw.