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Sorry again for dumping heavy stuff on y'all, but my dad died this morning.
I thought it wouldn't affect me this badly, but it's been a crushing day. Just as a bit of an emphasis, I haven't had a single 'day off' from taking care of him for about 8 years, me and my mom's lives revolved around him. I feel restless, exhausted, all the bad things.
Add all the responsibilities in dealing with a death while having to go through this is miserable.
I don't like dumping heavy/ sad stuff on anyone, but I do feel like I have to justify this off time, and I'm probably not going to do more vent posts or stuff like that.
To try to force a positive, once I get back to drawing I'll be able to be more productive than I ever was, but I don't know when I'll be able to get back on, as even just looking at my twitter feed feels like too much right now.
Again, please don't feel pressured to staying on as I do feel guilty for not providing content, and a huge thank you to those who do.