Sorry for my absence (Patreon)

Hey guys, I know I haven’t been that active on here and trust me I feel guilty that you paid to not get the content you signed up for.

First off? I got my booster shot of COVID vaccine and feel like a huge piece of shit. The left side of my body, from head to toe hurts like a bitch. I can’t even lean on this side or hold things with my left hand. There’s on and off migraines and fever. So I don’t feel good enough to be producing content at the moment.

Also some shit happened in my life that has sent me back to a very VERY dark place in my head where I feel useless and powerless. I can’t envision any future rn, I feel like giving up so much. I hate having this thing in my brain that just hates myself so bad.

Please take care of yourself and your loved one, they might be struggling in silence.

I am gonna take a little time to get in a better place mentally, please feel free to end your subscription if you want to, I love y’all 💕