I’m so sorry (Patreon)

Hey my loves and sorry for being so absent lately. This post is about to be raw so please forgive me for any bad phrasing. But I’ve been very anxious and overwhelmed with everything lately. Everytime my phone buzzes I get an anxiety rush and don’t want to look at the notifications because I fear it might be:

-Another SA victim of my rapist coming forward, my heart breaks everytime another one dms me

-My rapist’s fans harassing me in my dms (I know I shouldn’t care but the victim blaming sometimes gets to you)

-The police informing me that the bastard actually pressed charges against me for defamation (it would never play out in his favor cause he’d have to prove that I’m lying and I’m not, but still stress inducing af)

-The fucking WW3 coming to my country because OTAN’s base is in Belgium and Putin hasn’t the best relationship with them to say the least.

So my anxiety has been CRAZY these past couple of days… I promise I am working towards posting again soon but it’s difficult.