MERRY XMAS BATS! 🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌 (Patreon)

I don't want to make a big txt.com ahahBut you know me.If you want to read...This year was one of the most difficult, hard and crazy year for all of us...In the start... I was like: yay travels, conventions (one of the best times I had <3), friends, people!... And then, seems everything changed.

But honestly? I'm not the person who complains.I want to see the future, always. I want more, always. I want to feel alive, always, even in my home <3

AND YOU, yes YOU ALL, makes me feel that way.

Sometimes I'm afraid to not post much here or talk, or anything, but I'm always thinking in how I can improve, how I can show you my love, how I can SHOW that I TRULY love what I do, what you helped me to do, how I TRULY CARE about your messages, comments, or even feedbacks. How I feel close to you.

I know many of you are shy, or just have your own vibe <3 and that's okay, but for those who talked a little with me, knows, I'm not here only for the party, I'm here to feel alive.

Multiple times I think I don't deserve the love, I just wanted to sleep forever and think there's no way or solution for my pain.

When I say, I had nothing, it's because I had nothing before.

I studied years and years, 2 colleges, thousand of hours making extra classes to improve in another areas, working non stop in the school, 2 jobs, sometimes 3, sometimes with ZERO payment for MONTHS, owing lots of money because I left my parents home very early... And all of that, and I still felt empty...

And little by little I started to make things I love... and I CAN say now: your support makes my life better.

I'm HAPPY. 

I learned. I improved, I have my life that way because you believe in me. 

I cannot thank you more. What I can do is, improve, try to make you happy as well, and show my love <3

And is what I'm going to make <3

We don't know much about 2021, but I know I'll do my best <3

---------------------------------------------------------(and next days I'll send some old videos opening gifts haha <3 just to show you how I looooove your support, I'm truly silly, sorry, but I believe you will love to see XDPS1: patreon is working to solve the message problems! I cannot reply you there for some reason...So please, if you need something asap: giulia_seelen@hotmail.com(the rewards will be sent as usual, even if it's by email) <3 Don't worry

PS2: Some of you are asking about calendars, stay tuned about those! 8D And I'm receiving some gifts by the wishlist, I'll open all together cause you know me haha I just love that.

Now, I'll go.

BUT

LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH

and be safe!!!!MERRY XMAS MY BATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!