I got a serious question... I'm kinda worried. (Rant: Warning) (Patreon)

So am I overdoing things or am I falling behind in my work?

I honestly don't know how to describe how things are going for me, but I'll try. For a while I've honestly been neglecting to take brakes here or there. I'm always worried I haven't been doing enough work to make ends meet, taking too long for commissions and even make the patreon something worth paying for. I've been having migraines on and off for months and I'm not always in a position to fix that issue. 

I feel like I'm in a mode where I always have to produce work but, there's never enough time in the day for me to do that work. I should have had Volume 2 for Mutton Chop out a month back... And then there's the sudden instances of real world issues popping up at the worst possible times. Like my fridge that's broken 4 times since New Years, or migraines coming at the worst times and I can't stream on the days I should be able to.  And again me worrying about rent all the time... when honestly I'm in a good place. Entirely thanks to you guys. I mean I just hit 2000 watcher on FA, so that stream's gonna be huge... and scary. But y'all are the main reason why I have food, and I appreciate every last one of y'all for helping me make a living doing what I love. I just want to be able to make this all worth while for everyone.

I'm very sorry for venting, I tend to keep a lot of this stuff to myself until it's too late. I don't want to think I'm beating myself up over nothing, but it seems like I keep having issues and I am tired of being one perpetual sob story.

I'm keeping this poll open to everyone. Please, if y'all got any advise... I need it.