My terrible weekend (Patreon)

I honestly planned on recording something for you on Patreon, and i planned on recording a custom video this weekend and even something for youtube.

But due to some (ongoing) family problems I just got so stressed out I could barely move out of bed. I barely ate anything and I just had so much stress inside of me that it was difficult to film. I just recorded some goodnight kisses for youtube, because I ended up buying some herbal pills to calm me down and it helped. 

I wish I could tell you but I'm just not there yet. I don't know if I ever will be. I honestly thought my therapy helped me 100%, turns out it did help me but in like 70-80% which is still a very good number, but I am still fighting battles inside of me. I am so sorry for slacking, but please understand that this shit is just super stressufl for me.

Thank you for still being here, I will probably record a video for you tomorrow, and then the rest of this month's custom videos. You are amazing, thank you for being here <3