I finally went to the gym and ate more. (Patreon)

For more than a week now I have been feeling really down. I wasn’t doing anything during the day, just sitting and playing games, watching memes. Even recording videos felt like obligation instead of fun. I became a lazy piece of shit.

Today I am breaking the cycle. I finally ate more. Over 2k calories today (i’ll try even more). Comparing that to my regular about 1k calories a day is a big jump. I am ready to get out od this hole, i am ready to feel better and look better. I want to. I went to the gym today. It was so hard to move my ass and go and sty there. But I did it.

Im not complaining here nor looking for compassion, I just want you to know that there’s a thin line between feeling down and having depression. When you’re feeling down, just try to break the cycle. Before it’s too late.

That being said, thank you for being here, new video for you will be uploaded tomorrow ❤️