Weekly Update: It's out, now what (Patreon)

Hey Saucy ones,

So the first batch of PAIN-Mass cards is out in the postal system and I should be able to get the rest of you all by new years eve (I hope). I gotta say, I really should have got this label printer sooner than I did because it makes things that much easier. Jeez, it took ages to get them all done last year and this time around it look me all of an afternoon.

In the meantime, Dues Ex: Human Revolution is out and even though it bombed during it's first day because youtube doesn't seem to like me right now, as of now it's my best video out of the last ten I've made and it's getting a lot of positive feedback.

I've got a few ideas on what the next few videos are gonna be but I know that I won't be able to make them all (at least not all at once) especially since I'll need to start preparing for Halloween in July. On the Bright side though, my work is cut out for me this year and it should be a pretty easy time. What I'm thinking of doing for January is going full ImSim and releasing A) an Immersive Sim Tier List as those kind off things keep getting views well after their release and therefor a re a safe thing to upload in January and B) the patron-voted video about DEATHLOOP which is tentatively titled, "DEATHLOOP and the Curse of the Immersive Sim" which would be towards the end of January.

Lastly, and while I question how good of an idea it is to mention this, I figure it's best to address it here as I already posted the whole damn thing on Twitter. Here's the link to a twitlonger where I explain the rough time I've been going through and how I've been struggling to get help as it seem that the behavioral health system in my region is completely at its limit

https://www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1srtkkd

as an update to this, my wife and I had a talk and decided that it would be best to just go out-of-network for my counselling after I call all the places listed just to get a clear answer on if they take our insurance or not. If it turns out none of them do, we'll just rework out budget and figure something out. I can always take more sponsorships if it means being able to see someone about how I've been feeling but I'd really rather not do that. Anti-Sponsors are still going to be happening, but as the twitlonger say lately my video aren't getting the front page attention they used to be and while I crawl back up into the good graces of the almighty algorithm I've gotta do something. I'm sorry for dumping this on you but I hope you understand where I'm coming from. It's all thanks to you that we can make the videos as great as they are and I appreciate every one of you.

See you all soon.