Loooong post! (Patreon)

Hello! I'm sorry for not being active again on the Patreon. I had health problems, now I try to fix it. thanks to all for staying with me!❤️ and sorry. I have some news! 1.) I’m not receiving payment from patreon again. and i can't get money from january. Patreon support doesn't respond to my messages. I don't know what to do. I wanted to buy a new camera this month so that I could always take photos and videos, but I have no money for it. I can to pay for my apartment and make cosplay only thanks to the donates. (For example, on streams on youtube) 2.) I have mental health problems, but now I am trying to be treated. It is difficult - to always be active and social, always to take a photo, because sometimes I just want to cry all day. I think you should know about it. 3.) I want to improve the quality of my videos, so I have to spend more time and money on it. Tomorrow I'll spend for the shooting $60-70, and on Monday about $125-130. And these prices excluding costumes and accessories! Looks terrible to me, ahaha. And also I want to work on myself and my body - I payed for the gym and the pool. All my life I haven't been engaged in physical exertion (only for dancing), since I could not do it because of my health. But I want to try and be better!And about tomorrow photoshoots!~ It will be Miku, of course, and specially for Easter! I will shoot two costumes - one from Taito figure, and one it is my original with Lolita dress (from bodyline, but it's looks perfect for Easter cause dress have a printing with a rabbits and eggs~ On the next week I'll send all rewards and maybe today I will make a preview for April rewards.Thank you again!❤️