art updates and medical stuff (Patreon)

so i had my drs app, and got blood work done. I checked my results online and a few things were abnormal, seems mostly having to do with cholesterol. tomorrow i'm going to get a heart monitor setup, then go back the next day for them to take it off. so tomorrow when i get home i'll be doing a mix of water changes for the bettas i breed, and working on a few things for you guys.  I want to do a variety of things that i normally do within the week so the monitor can pick up readings on being both relaxed and doing a little physical labor. While i'm sitting working i'm going to open a can of pop, might not drink the whole thing i don't want to push myself, but it seems that caffeine was making whatever was going on with me worse, so i stopped drinking it cold turkey close to 2 weeks ago and ive felt a bit better since so i'll see how i feel when i'm working.
since ive been having numbness and tingling in my hands and limbs falling asleep just from sleeping and waking up to tingly pains i don't want to push it. my blood pressure was off as well. my dr doesn't like telling me stuff so he mumbled when he said it, i THINK he said it was high tho.
last year my dad ( who i haven't spoken to in 20 years because he's a pedo ) FB messaged me about being diagnosed with a hereditary condition called " Aortic aneurism " and that my grandma died of it 5 years prior apparently.
i got tested for that but it came back negative, although it sounds like something you can develop and aren't born with but i don't wanna go look online because if thats it then every time i have heart palpitations or anything it'll trigger a panic attack lmao. panic attacks are the worst, no amount of reasoning with yourself can fix them if you're not 110% sure you don't have a condition causing the symptoms. unlike anxiety attacks this triggers subconsciously and any fear just comes FROM the panic attack itself. so if you actually think something is wrong you'll get an anxiety attack too x"D fml

Anyway, if you managed to read all that congrats, you're probably not dyslexic lol. I'll be doing work tomorrow so you can expect some art updates :3