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Hey guys,

As a few of you have surmised I’ve spent the last couple months dealing with stuff that has nothing to do with the Internet or career, for better or worse. I will say this – being out of the public eye has honestly been a pretty good call. I do keep an eye on things, and just looking at the culture, especially on places like Twitter and even YouTube, it just keeps getting worse and worse. Respect to people who keep trying to keep that hell space going in some good faith, but for my own sanity I have to keep well away from it, except possibly for promo reasons (and even then I sure don't have to do it right now). That said I and several of my colleagues will be at VidCon in June (medical issues permitting in my case), so if you’re in the SoCal area head on by. This will likely be my last VidCon.

The plan was to finish up some stuff we'd backburnered over the years as it didn't fit on YouTube for #algorithm reasons, but I've been dealing with some medical issues that have left me barely able to get out of bed most days so we are behind on that, but I'll definitely start putting up some stuff with fair regularity starting this month. It won’t be essay style things, because I am burned out to the point where I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to do that again, but we will be feeling it out in the next couple of months to see what works content-wise (writing, streaming, docs, etc). Anything I release in the foreseeable future will be exclusive to Patreon.

Thank you all for your generosity,

Lindsay

Comments

Caz VanDevere

Lindsay you are amazing. Best wishes to you with wherever this whole thing is going :)

Kaley Lowman

It's good to hear from you. Wishing you health and happiness.

Lacey Daisy

Wishing you the best in your rest and recovery, take all of the time that you need ❤️

Kengo

Best of luck with the health stuff, hopefully everything will be alright. <3

Shannon

Wishing and praying for the best. Thanks for all the good years of content.

User1999

You're awesome! Happy to support you and your crew.

Caitlin

I hope things get better for you, and will look forward to anything you feel able to share! Hopefully sticking to Patreon will be better for you. All the best

Skylar Baxter

I'm glad you're taking care of yourself.

Andrew Szucs

Hey Lindsay, even if you never put out anything again, you have put so much good in to the world. Take care of yourself. Thank-you for helping with dark days.

Madi Stoller

Thank you for anything you’re willing to share with us

Damien Izabelle

Stay safe and keep taking care of yourself!

Adam Giess

If you weren't out already, I'm sure daddy Elon would give you a reason soon enough...

UnsteadyGround

thank you for the update, and feel better soon! ❤️

JAKE

Stay strong Lindsay and get well soon!

Eileen Nguyen

Hope you feel better! Twitter has been garbage for so long that at this point I kinda hope Elon just kills it dead and no one who meant to quit gets sucked back in.

Woozle

Sorry to hear that things are rough health wise, but glad to know you're starting to see a way forward. Stay strong 💪

Deconstruction Interactive

I am glad you are taking care of yourself Lindsay, and I wish you continued rest and relaxation and better health. I look forward to more posts, but only when you're ready. You are the best :)

Kristian Kück

I hope you get better soon. And I also wanted to say that I enjoyed your content a lot and that I hope that you will return. But don't let it eat you up, do what's good for you :)

Eva Rey

Please continue to take care of yourself. Your health is what matters most. Praying for your well-being. Thank you for the update.

Julia Schroeder

I'm glad you feel getting out of the public eye was a good call and hope you have been feeling even a little bit better. Wishing you all the best.

Śéáń

Hope you feel better soon. Glad to hear you're thinking of an at least limited return in your own time, looking forward to it. Currently making my way through Truth of the Divine and quite enjoying it. Take care.

kelsey

your decisions take immense courage and i'll keep supporting you regardless of what content you can share 💜

THGhost

What happened to you on Twitter was dumb. People are so dumb. I'm so sorry you went through all of that. Hope you are doing well and to see more stuff from you in the future, whatever it might be. I've always enjoyed your content and I would be sad to not have any more of it.

Travis Imler

Definitely focus on getting better, sending good thoughts your way. You're valuable and valued, even if you're focusing on rest.

Andreas Wanda

Dear Lindsay, thank you for this update, all the best, let every day be the most beautiful of your life.

Valentina

Wishing you all the best Lindsay <3

Pippa Russell

Sending well wishes your way, and hope you take the time you need to recover

Nat

Wishing you well!!!

MP

Thanks for the update! Glad to hear that stepping back has been a positive change.

Arden

Still love your work, and I'll support you no matter what.

Taryn Martin-Copes

Wish you all the best and hope your health allows you to have the kind of life that leaves you feeling happy and satisfied again :)

Dumb Fake Name

I am excited about any sort of #content you create, Lindsay! Happy to hear that you intend to get back at it. Hope you get better soon! IMHO I prefer to look positively at the current culture. I guess that we see a lot of ugly stuff out there because a lot more voices have recently gotten access to the Internet, and therefore there's more diversity of opinion than we are used to see in the past.

HotKarlMarx

Hey, I just started paying for like 8 years of content that I never paid a dime for. I have a lot of catching up to do so take your time! Seriously though, Twitter is trash, you are awesome and we all wish you an as-painless-as-possible recovery from your trip to bullshit-ville

Chee Vang

Thank you for the update. Take care of your health and wishing you all the best. I look forward to anything you will be releasing 🌻💕

Emily H

Glad you're taking care of yourself 🙏

Avraham Bronstein

I'm glad to see an update from you - hang in there, and take your time getting better. I know I'll be here chipping in to support you as long as it takes.

Anthony Cascio

Continue to take care of yourself! ❤️ we’ll continue to support however we can !

Andrea Beauvais

Love you, Lindsay. I’m sorry to hear about all the medical issues. I hope you get better soon! Good to hear from you again and looking forward to the future, whatever it may be ❤️

Benjamin Corey

Happy to hear you're taking care of yourself. Wishing you all the best ❤️

Eric Englebretson

I know just writing stuff like this can be incredibly hard, sometimes. Happy to hear you are taking care of yourself! We all appreciate you!

Stormsdream

Happy to hear from you. Glad to know you are still out there. The most important thing is that you take care of yourself. I'm in the "check the social medias like once/twice a day" camp, keeping the check to less than 15 minutes, and I heartily endorse that kind of approach. Take care

Laura L

Take care of yourself! Btw, I checked Axiom's End out of my library (Montgomery County Public Library in Maryland, represent) and am really enjoying it so far!

Asterian Monarch

Glad to hear that you feel even more confident that staying off of everything is the right call. I'm sorry to hear about your health problems; I know from personal experience how quickly health problems destroy your ability to do anything, let alone work. I hope things improve for you. Best wishes. 💜💜💜

Katherine

Wishing you all the best, Lindsay 💕

Anastasi

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Dumb Fake Name

I think that some of those opinions come from people that were not fortunate enough to have listened to more empathetic views of the world from people they trust. I don't even have to look far to find someone like that since I had a lot of preconceived views on homosexuality or trans-sexuality myself (taught by people I trusted). I only escaped from being a bigot by being fortunate to have great people in my life that taught me better. Also, the vitriol is greatly over-represented online since there are some bad actors that actually spend money to have bots and what-have-you post horrific comments to push some agenda (which may or may not be related to the content of the comment itself). On top of that, people that have not learned empathy may have the tendency of being louder since they don't really understand how their behavior affect others.

Ameliorate.Grey

I get that. Take it one day at a time. I ended up stopping with trying to have an internet presence to recharge. Took the time to work on a lot of issues that had built up over the years (turned out I had a lot of unresolved trauma and a quick brutal divorce wasn't really much help). And learning to reframe, to recharge, to find something that's sustainable after going through major upheavals is the hardest...but things feel better these days not to keep fighting the same battles day in and day out. The pain just kind of turns into wisdom the more you try to understand it. So take time to heal and grow. Be there for friends, ask those to be there for you, and restructure around your support. It's okay.

Caim

Best of luck and of health!

James J Kelly

I'm pleased to hear from you. Get well!

Mo Springer

Take your time! I hope you feel better!

Young_Scott

Thank you for the updates! I know that I struggle to write anything when I'm battling my own mental health, so it's greatly appreciated. I think you've made the smart call with social media; it's a trash-fire at the best of times, but it's even worse at the moment. :P Your physical and mental health should absolutely remain priority number one, so I'm glad you're taking all the time you need! We are happy to support you regardless of what you do (or don't do) next. Best wishes from a fan in Scotland.

Michelle Dezso

Feel better Lindsay, we're rooting for you!

J

As someone dealing with long covid, I can only imagine what you’re dealing with but burnout sucks!!! Feel better and thanks for all the great content :)

Marilyn Scott-Waters

It is always a delight to hear from you. I hope that you are feeling better soon. Sending all good wellness, self care and healing thoughts, <3

Caliphis

You take care of you and yours. I hope you get the healing you need.

Patricia

Aw Lindsay, I'm so glad being offline has helped! Wishing you only good things and good health, and hope you have a great time with everyone at VidCon!

BestStressed

I would be absolutely thrilled to see you do anything here (or anywhere that feels comfortable), but I join everyone else in saying that above all else I hope you can take care of yourself and get to a good place healthwise, whether that involves content or not. <3

oldmanpence

Thank you, please take care. I continue to enjoy the old content, so hopefully you will keep that out there.

Andrew Conger

Thank you for the update. I wish you a speedy recovery.

Jennifer Dominguez

Thank you for the update, do what you got to do. We're here for you

Rich Stoehr

If there's anyone I know of that could use some healing, it's you. Please take the time you need... All the best wishes.

Lisa

Wishing you all the best and sending love and lots of strength! ♥️

muddlewait

Thanks for the update. Please do what you need to do to take care of yourself, and make what you want to when you want to. I’ll be here until you leave or they bury me.

Bryan Cybershaman(X) Logie

Fully behind you. I'm bedridden (for medical reasons related to my physical disability), so I can totally relate/sympathize with you. I wish you a speedy (and most importantly, healthy!) recovery! I miss hearing your insightful and inspirational thoughts! Please take care of yourself and I wish you and yours wellness and goodness! Peace! ☮️🌈❤️😎

Patrick Colvin

Glad you’re taking care of yourself! We’ll be here when you’re ready.

Rune Saint

Take care of yourself.

DeadCamper

Shut up and take my money. <3

Raven

❤

Autumn Beaver

Having a chronic illness that keeps me mostly couch-bound and sometimes bed-bound, I can relate. Please take care of yourself, I hope you recover soon. We’ll be here either way.

Rachel

Glad to hear you are doing better mentally! Hope your physical health improves. As people have said ad nauseum, most of us are here just to support you, so please don't feel pressured to rush out a bunch of content. We'll be more than happy to get anything you feel comfortable giving to us, but most of us aren't going anywhere in the meantime.

Astromanaught

Just remember, there's a ton of people that have your back no matter what you do! Do what you need to, we'll be here if you can come back

Juan Cole

Hang in there Lindsay

Wulf Graves

At this rate, you'll one day be revered as something of a pioneer of Getting TF Out Of That Mess ❤

Julie Atwood

As someone who has a lot of experience with medical crap, you have all my sympathies. I hope you get relief soon and I'm glad you're taking care of yourself.

Jeffrey Bartlett

I hope you feel better soon, and I look forward to whatever you do next.

Rufus Evans

Thanks Lyndsey, be well.

Eventidally

It's good to hear from you - take care and I hope you feel better soon. ❤️

Jeffrey Chu

Feel better soon Lindsay! ❤️

bring me cats

not a lot to say except that i empathize with a lot of what you're talking about, and i hope you're doing well

perilla

love you lindsay, just wishing you happier days!

Lauren

Thank you Lindsay, I hope you're resting and being kind to yourself. Any content from you is appreciated but definitely not required at this point. I literally just finished reading Truth of the Divine last night and it was stunning, absolutely gorgeous. I'm still collecting my thoughts and feelings, but it was an amazing read - you should be very proud.

Pci Exe

We are with you 👍

LL

Please keep to prioritising your own health and wellbeing! I'm so grateful for what you've given us over the years, there isn't any need for more, and especially not at your expense. Wishing for your recovery!

Bob Bonniol

There's nothing else you should focus on at all past YOU. I'm here for the long game. It may not be video essays, but the medium matters not - You have an amazing voice and I cant wait to hear it in books, or video, or audio, or appearances, or whatever thing none of us might imagine is. And... You may also tell me to bugger off, and you'd be entirely entitled. Love your work, and have such high regard for you as a human

Katie O'Donnell

Take care of yourself! We are grateful for everything you have already created ❤️

Fonzie Blair

I'm here for whatever you do, Lindsay. thanks for sharing your brain with us.

Iras

Looking forward to your upcoming work, do take all the time you need. Just revisited your beloved classic the WHYYYY-video. Never fails to cheer me up, what a masterpiece.

frank sands

Take care of yourself and the rest will follow. In the mean time, I've been watching the old videos you released recently

Robert Calhoun

hope your medical issues improve! best wishes.

Zeffy

Glad to hear you are doing ok, I love what you do but would never ask that you put your self in a bad situation to provide us with content. Just keep taking care of yourself and tanks for the update.

Thomas Carmichael

I love everything here except the health problems. Be well, and I'm glad you're out of the public eye.

Ed

"What, and leave show business?" :p Kudos for taking care of your health. Looking forward to whatever you share with us!

Andrew Petty

We miss you Lindsay. Get better, be better, be happy, and thank you for all the work you've done. Whatever you do, including simply choosing to live a private life away from all social media, we support you. You will always be and inspiration to me and I hope you will be able to find joy, peace, and happiness in everything you do.

JordanL

I’m happy to hear that you’re prioritizing your own physical and mental health! Nothing is more important than that. Looking forward to whatever you’re willing to share, whenever you’re willing to share it. Wishing you well!

Sarah Montgomery

I obviously can't speak for all of your fans, but, for myself, as someone who has been following you for over a decade, it's far more important that you are taking care of yourself and having a good life, rather than feeling you must produce "content" for us. Whatever you want to put out there - video essays, podcasts, or just working on your books - is plenty fine. You've earned the privilege not to have to scrape for the algorithm, let alone put yourself out there for Internet harassers. You = first. As one and only one fan among many, I'd rather know you're doing well than keeping busy, putting stuff out for us. Your schedule, your well-being, should be paramount.

Johnny_Phever

Much Love, stay safe and healthy

Matthew McCoy

We love you Lindsay. Whatever you do next, we're in!

Jim Sorenson

Good luck, heal up mentally and physically, we've got your back.

Oxahna

Lots of love & good vibes to you ❤ Take care of you

queerly beloved

Wishing you well <3 You deserve so much happiness.

Kay

I'm glad the time away had done you good <3 I hope your medical stuff gets better and you continue to feel better the longer you stay away from the hellsites

ReadsTooMuch

Always put yourself first. I hope that you feel better soon!

Nicolas Symeou

So what you're saying is we "may" be getting some updates... ... I'll see myself out. Before I go though, I wish you a swift recovery, and a healthy distance from the dumpster fire.

Heather Cotter

I'm sorry to hear you're still not doing well, but I hope that you're doing better. Take your time, we'll still be here.

jaded cynic

I'm glad you made the decision to stay away, honestly. Take care of yourself and feel better! Hope you can have a good time hanging out with friends at VidCon if you do go. Best wishes. ❤️

Tedward Wilkowski

I hope your health issues improve but glad to hear that your mental health is being spared the existential torture machine that is social media these days. We all care about and just want the best for you, Lindsay. Happy to support you, now get some rest and enjoy your life. :)

Rebecca Richards

Just hearing from you again is enough. Your health comes first. Whatever’s happening I wish you the best.

Benjamin Preston

Take care of yourself! Wishing you all the best.💙

Adrian Calderon

Wishing good health and happiness for you 💕

Marie

Thanks for sharing an update, Lindsay. Take your time and feel better <3

Lovely

Take care Ms. Ellis! I miss you a lot, but yeah, scary online/offline world out there ._. ....

Mppse

Thank you for your entire body of work. All of us, true fans ( who are also true Scotspersons) applaud you for taking time for self-care. Wishing you the best of health and happiness!

Glenn Ponka

Be well. Thanks for the update.

Mortho

Sending you my best, please take good care.

David Arroyo

Sorry to hear about your health issues, it’s increasingly becoming almost unlivable online as the years have gone on. It’s like we’re living some hate/rage filled online environmental apocalypse. Sticking to patreon only content seems like the way to go. Have you thought about releasing the exclusive nebula content on patreon? That would be a good way to fill up time why you get back into future production and give yourself more time to heal.

Abscondage

Good to hear from you! I look forward to future releases, but please continue to put self care first!

RSS

Good Luck with your medical stuff. Take care.

Adam Dudzinski

Whatever you end up doing, just take care of yourself. Don't put yourself out there unless you want to.

Landon Townsend

Best of luck with whatever you try to do, sorry to hear about your health problems and I hope it gets better. Can only hope that internet culture eventually evolves to the point where stuff like this is not an issue anymore (maybe if Elon sinks twitter we'll get a replacement with algorithms that promote positivity more than controversy), but until that happens, I'm glad staying out of the public eye is doing you good.

David P Ackerman

We would rather that you be healthy and sane than try to brave the rocks and shoals of social media once again. We miss you but want you to find your new path and be happy.

redshasta

Late to the party, but I joined your Patreon once I figured out what had happened. I watched your explanation and a few other opinions on the topic and I think that you have waded through a shit tonne of bullshit. I recognize that you have critically evaluated statements/ videos / expressions you have made in the past. I very much enjoy your work and I hope you will regain the joy you had in exploring media.

Corvid

I hope that your medical issues resolve quickly and that you can be happy. Everyone reading this is rooting for you. ❤️

Lynn Short

I hope you feel better soon. Do so appreciate the essays you have done, so just thank you for that. Glad to see any of your future work. Cheers

Curtis Bloes

Looking forward to it! Hope you feel better soon.

Alison Geoffrey

All the love and support for you Lindsay. Do what’s best for you. I hope you feel better soon.

Spinyfur

Have you read her two novels? If not, I’d recommend them. The first, Axiom’s End was good, there’s no question I read it because I like the author from her YouTube videos. The second book, Truth of the Divine was a lot better and I could really see Lindsey Ellis developing as an author. If she doesn’t want to make videos anymore, I hope it’s so she can focus on writing novels, she’s really quite good at it.

Spinyfur

As someone who read both, I thought Axiom’s End was pretty good, but Truth of the Divine was truly great. It took me a long time before I got around to reading the sequel, but it’s the case of the second book actually being better, so don’t miss that one.

Spinyfur

I hope you feel better soon. And I want to say I loved your two novels, especially Truth of the Divine. The end of that book was great and I could see you developing a great deal as an author, just in those two books. Can’t wait to read what you write next.

Shawn Ravenfire

The Sting is a definite must-see. Not enough people react to this classic. For The Thomas Crown Affair, are we talking original or remake?

Ashley Will

Thanks for the update. Been thinking of you 💕

Pete Ashton

Thanks for the update. Good to know you're healing. Take as long as you need, but I must say my ears perked up at "writing". I'd love to see some non-fiction prose!

Kai Ellis

❤️ thank you for the update! Hope you'll be well very soon ❤️

Cleanwolf

It was great to see you on It’s Lit! Do what you have too to take care of yourself!

Mutt Plays MAGIC!

Never fails that I did save up money for vidcon, but now can't go. Which of ourse means I lost chance of ever seeing you😓

Mutt Plays MAGIC!

Of course that's not your fault but mine for not seeing you sooner.

William Jarvis

Good luck to you! Nice to get an update and good to know that you may have some stuff to share in the future but the most important thing is to focus on taking care of yourself.

Rowan

Thanks for updating! Take it easy and get well soon.

BaSe

Take good care of yourself ❤️ Just finished „Truth of the divine“… what a ride! I really enjoy and admire your writing style!

James McKey

Love you Lindsay, keep taking care of yourself. Sorry the Internet still sucks. We'll let you know if it gets better (right after world peace is declared).

Malini Correa

I'm so sorry you're dealing with health issues Lindsay, you don't deserve that. It's great that staying away from the onlines for a little while has helped your mental health tho!! I am so excited for whatever you have in store.

C

Sending you lots of healing vibes!

Hollie Taylor

Look after yourself, Lindsay! No pressure from us on releasing anything, I'd rather you just concentrate on getting better <3

Alan Zmud

Take care! Hope you get well soon.

Larissa Castagno

Love you. I was out of the game and in bed for a few years. (The meds I was on knocked me out esp.) Take care and the new life waiting for you is beautiful.

Nonk

Thanks for checking in. I'm wishing you good health and happy days. 🌼

SpaceLice

Hey Lindsay😊 So sorry to hear about the medical issues - hope that gets better soon! Wishing you the best 🌼

Anthea Strezze

*hugs* just subbed because I realized it had been a while since I saw you come up on the YouTube feed - read a bit about why and decided to come here to support you more directly, though I hope you still get income from views of the backlist on YouTube!

Anthea Strezze

I hope your health issues work out and your burnout eventually heals - I'll be looking forward to your next work no matter when it comes out. :-)

Ashley Will

Goy a nice surprise from UPS today - my signed Truth of the Divine bookmark from you 💕

Robert Gill

Hey Lindsay, it's good to hear something from you. I hope you're feeling better soon. Looking forward to whenever your next book is released.

Emma Hing

Been re-watching a lot of your work recently and wanted to express how thankful I am that you have kept it up there on YT for us. It means a lot to be able to go back and watch and listen. I hope you are moving forward in whatever way is most meaningful to you and your family. Glad you’re still out there <3

The Video Store

I just want to let you know that my life has been better because of your content. Big fan since 2008. Hope life gets better for you, you are missed.

Antimuffin

I'm glad you're prioritizing what matters: your health. I am someone who also has significant medical issues and I have been very lucky to be able to not have financial problems because of it. I am more than happy to help extend that same good fortune to someone else, especially someone who has added so much value into the world and gotten such utterly undeserved shit back in return. Please take care of yourself and don't worry about content. We're here because we want to be. <3

Raysofmarie

Please take the utmost care of yourself. I miss having your words in the world, but happy to hear you’re putting your health first. Burnout is real. ❤️❤️❤️

LarryMan

It’s great to hear from you fam. I hope things clear up a little health wise. I too cannot seem to catch a break with my health. It’s been making work a slog.

Sarah Jesness

Good to hear from you! You definitely need to prioritize your health!

Hannah Pate

I've said it before, I'll say it again: I'm here til the end

John Fischer

Hi, Lindsay! Long time fan, first time patron. $2 a month is the least I could do for all you’ve done, and I hope this comment finds you well. You’ll always be my heroine, and I can’t thank you enough.

Christine D

I'm looking forward to whatever you choose to upload in the future, but hope you'll keep on putting your health, mental and physical, first. And really appreciate the old content still being available, thanks!

Amara Owens

Thank you for everything you've done for us all. Do what you need to protect yourself.

Wendy Russo

Whatever the right thing to say is ... Imagine i said that

Theodore Ts'o

I just wanted to say that I loved your video essays, but obviously, your physical and mental health has to come first. And as the saying goes, "Illegitimi non carborundum" --- don't let the bastards grind you down!

Prof Frank

I was logged in when I read the May update the first time but I was still caught off guard this morning when I checked back in and saw that preview.

Zac Horton

It breaks my heart to see you leave video essays behind because yours were always the most informative, interesting and funny. That being said, your health and well being, physically and mentally is far more important than any content you'd make. As a long time fan, I just want one of my favorite youtubers to be happy, healthy and safe. If you never make another video but are healthy and safe, I think I speak for all your fans when I say, that's what we want. Thank you for the years of content. Thank you for the learning and laughs. Thank you for being you and sharing what you did. Be well and know you have a lot of people rooting for you no matter what your future holds

Cameron Primm

^ Couldn't say it better! I've been watching for years, but I'm glad you're taking the space to process what you need– and understand what you don't need.

James Murphy

Be well; hope to hear from you again soon, whatever that might entail.

Jonas Kindler

I love and am happy about everything you’ll publish in the future. Please never forget that there are lots of people in your community who really appreciate your work.

Marilyn Scott-Waters

Hey amazing you, just sending good thoughts your way and hoping you are well. Best thoughts

Adam Dudzinski

I hope you're doing better. Whatever it is you end up doing I hope it works out well for you. I'll be sad if it's a thing that doesn't involve "content creation" but you should put your own health and wellbeing first.

Icebear is defiant

If afterlife points are a good metaphor, you’ve earned your spot in “The Good Place”. You are one of the first who influenced me to reconnect with my better more decent self. You have helped both me and my husband. Whatever you choose to do next, you’ve already done enough. You may diminish and go into the West and remain Lindsay if that is your wish. — Tim @toolbear@ Taylor

susan tiss

Just thought about you today because your book has made it to next up in my queue... so thought I'd stop by this page and send you some thoughts of compassion and support. Hope you are healing. Glad you are taking care of yourself.