Update (Patreon)

Sorry for not uploading over the past few days guys, I'd planned on getting a ton of stuff done from yesterday to today, had been planning on ging all day once I got back from the vet with my dog. Had boost energy drinks and a delivery for  dinner all set to in advance.

...Suffice to say that did not pan out. As it turns out, my dog, Rocco, best god damn dog in the world. Has cancer.

Probably wouldn't be as hard to stomach, if he didn't look so fine, he's eating, happy, running around. And that's saying something cuz he's 14-15 years old at this point. He still looks like a pup beyond some grey whiskers, I thought he was gonna hit 20 easy.

But yeah...the news hit me super hard, so much so that upon coming home, I drank an entire bottle of whyte mackay whiskey and got myself steaming drunk. And I've been off alcohol a while beyond celebrations for over a year now.

Hit even harder since my aunt decided to let me know my grandad who raised me is getting worse and there's a chance he could pass soon as well.

Basically, just not been a good time and it hit me out of nowhere. Honestly, Rocco having cancer is hitting me harder than even my little brother dying a few months ago. It's absolutely horrible.

I'll probably need to try and get some stuff written going forward right now, even if to keep my mind off of it. Can't promise anything quality wise though.

Cuz I blew over £150 on alcohol to last me the next few days.