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I didn't know what to title this post lol. 


My plan was to post part 2 of the Fiance's Brother audio today. But when I sat down to edit last night I realized that my recording for it is basically unusable. I tried for a long time to see if I could get it cleaned up enough to use but I'm still not happy with how it sounds. I somehow had the gain on my mic all messed up and didn't notice. I'm so frustrated with myself for not double checking everything before I started recording like I usually do. I was in a rush because I have a family member staying with me now and I wanted to make sure to get it recorded before they got here. But now I have an unusable recording, and I obviously can't rerecord while they are here. So that audio will have to be pushed back a week to give me time to rerecord it.

I feel like I owe you all an apology and an explanation for why my posts have been so inconsistent lately. I mentioned in one of my patreon rambles a bit ago that my Grandfather wasn't doing well at the time. I wasn't sure if I was gonna say anything else on here about it, but I've had quite a few of you guys message me asking how he's doing. And I'm realizing now that maybe it's been affecting me a lot more than I wanted to admit. He did end up passing last month and his service is this weekend. It's been hard but he lived a long life and I got to say goodbye, so I'm grateful for that. I've also gotten to spend time with family this week who I haven't seen in a long time.

I feel really honored to have your support here and I don't want you guys to ever feel like I take it for granted, so I just wanted to let you know where my head's been at. 

Comments

Tori’s Haunted

I’m so sorry for your loss, no need to apologize. Please be kind to yourself, and take the time you need. Wishing you and your loved ones peace.

Qwazy

Oh rum please take time if you need it. Your happiness and health is so important to prioritize. Sending you and your family all the good vibes I can. Please allow yourself to grieve and know you're not alone in this. ❤️

emmi

Thank you for being so open , take all the time you need. You can’t rush perfection ❤️ we’re thinking of you

lana🍒

Rum, it’s okay. Get some rest. Please take as much time as you need to grieve and celebrate your Grandfather. You don’t need to explain yourself, though I understand the need to. Please take it easy and be kind to yourself. My condolences to you and your family 🖤

Salem

Rum, you could take an extended break and we would all be here, patiently waiting for you. If you don't take care of you, you can't take care of us 😉. Enjoy the time with your family. We'll be here. 💚

Lizzy

Your life and your family ALWAYS come first. I'm really sorry to hear about your loss..I hope your happy memories together comfort you ❤️ And please don't stress about things here! We support you happily and will continue to do so. Take care of yourself, Rum...you're important to us.

Its_EsterB

Hey, definitely take your time. I get feeling pressured to put out content since we pay to be here but honestly I think most of us are just here to support you in general. The content is only as good as your mental state so take as much time as you need. Little updates like this are enough. They still make us feel involved. Sending love and light to your family during this time.

Dollface

My condolences, losing someone you love is alway hard and it’s totally understandable to not be in a good headspace to record. No apologies necessary, take care of yourself and enjoy your time with family. ❤️

ThaliaSky

Oh Dear I am so sorry for your loss! Take as much time as you need to work your head around things in your life, always prioritize yourself and your close ones. Sending lots of love to you and your family 💕 don't worry about us, we're here for you ❤️

Bubbs

Take the time for you to grieve. We are all here for you. 💖 I'm so sorry for your loss and please let us know if you need anything. Thank you for all you do and take your time. We appreciate you. No need to apologize!

taeebaee

take your time Rummy, we’ll be here when you’re ready. I’m so sorry abt your grandfather, please take enough time to feel and process, the audios can wait. Be with your family and find comfort together. We love you Rum, please take this time for yourself 🤍

Opia

I'm so sorry for your loss. Everybody deserves breaks, especially during hard times, so I hope you will let go of some of the guilt/pressure to post. Don't feel bad for focusing on yourself and doing what you need to take care of yourself and your loved ones. Sending love and positive vibes your way.

RaeofMoonlight

Oh hon! I’m so sorry for your loss, I know the loss of a Grandparent is one of the WORST feelings in the world. Please please take care of yourself! As I tell all my favorite artists/actors “We love the Artist not just the Art”! Take your time hon and as you can see we are here for you ❤️ Enjoy being with family.

Half

Wishing you love and light. It’s honorable how you made time for him in your life. Take time to rest, recover, and eventually re-record. You’re doing great; we appreciate and support you through thick and thin. Stay safe out there and best wishes! 💙🫶🏼

☆Mother☆

I'm so sorry for your loss, you don't owe us anything <33 you deserve to take a break, we'll always be here for you ❤️

leeks

I am so sorry for your loss. Even though we may be sad to not see a new post, we all definitely understand if you need time away to take care of things. Family is a first priority and losing someone close to you is super hard to deal with. I know that feeling. It can really mess with you. You never, ever have to apologize for taking care of yourself and your family. We'll still be here to support you through and through. Take care, sending love your and your family's way. 🩵💜

Lana

I hope you’re doing okay! I know how difficult it is to lose someone, please take your time and never feel pressure to provide us with content. You come first and matter the most. It was so thoughtful of you to explain everything to us, but never feel the need to. We all understand that life happens 🖤

Hot Dog

I’m so sorry for your family’s loss! And just because he was able to live a long life, doesn’t make it less sad. We all know we don’t live forever, but a loss is a loss. I know we’re technically customers who are paying you, but we don’t see you as a content machine. Absolutely no worries or stress is needed about that. You’re a real person with a real life that takes precedence!

Viv

Oh Rum, I’m so sorry for your loss. Please take all the time you need to grieve and be with your family, that’s what’s most important right now. Sending love to you and your family 💕 I know we all appreciate the updates and you being so open and vulnerable with us. Please don’t ever feel bad for taking time for yourself, especially during tough times. We’ll all be here for you when you’re ready 🖤✨

Ash

i’m so sorry for your loss and honestly you don’t owe none of us an apology for anything. take all the time you need and we will be here when your back

MoonKnight

Hey Rum. Family is so important and getting to spend some time with them is definitely a priority, and should be so. I am sorry to hear about your grandfather, but I'm glad you had the opportunity to say goodbye. Please do not pressure yourself or feel bad, I think we're all here because not only do we love your work but because we care about you. So please relax and take your time, it's all good. ♥️

aroundthegarden

Please don’t feel like you owe us an apology. Life happens and everyone needs to take a break sometimes. Taking a breather and giving yourself some time to regroup is important so you can keep doing what you do and still enjoy it. If you try to power through when you’re not feeling it, it will just feel like a chore. Sorry to hear about your grandfather. It sounds like you were a lovely and caring grandson. I’m sure your cat will give you extra healing cuddles and I’m sending you lots of hugs as well. ❤️

Lupe

Rum, like everyone here, I am so sorry for your loss. Losing grandparents always seems to hit a little differently. I hope you and your family find peace in the happy memories you have of him. Please take time for yourself and your family. We will always be here for you. ❤️

The Tale Tree✨

I’ll just join in the choir of condolences.. I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for explaining what’s going on (I’m kinda new here) but you don’t need to apologize. And when it comes to screwing up work stuff, I probably speak for all of us when I say: join the fucking club! 😅 Don’t worry. We’ll be patient. Take time for you and give us your best self when you’re feeling calm, cool and collected again. 🥰

netterbugzz

Rum, sweetheart. You do not need to apologize. Everyone here supports and appreciates all that you do and believe me when I say, life never goes as planned and we just have to take it one day at a time. 🖤 I’m so sorry for your loss. May they rest easy now and be in peace. Enjoy your time with your family and take care of yourself. We will be here when you get back. 🖤🖤

Ammatile

The uploads have been fine please just focus on yourself and family, you’re only human you deserve rest 💕

Angelica

I’m very sorry for your loss. I know we tend to grin and bear it in this world when it’s about financial stuff, but you should know that as a community we support YOU — all parts, including when it’s tough and you need time. Take your time. When my grandpa passed, I was devastated. Life was never the same. It’s an experience many can relate to and you shouldn’t force yourself to make stuff when you need a break. We’ll be here when you get back!

Owliellder

i'm no good when it comes to words, but never feel like you need to apologize for something like this. family is so important and you have every right to feel the way you do. we love you and we'll always be around to support you ♥️

Nyx

First of all, I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. And while yes he lived a long life and you got the opportunity to say goodbye, it’s totally understandable that his passing has still been difficult for you. And just like everyone else has already said, there is no apology necessary. I’m actually way more sorry that you have to start all over and re-record because I’m sure that’s just incredibly frustrating and time consuming for YOU. I know it’s easier said than done sometimes, but I hope you can show yourself some kindness and not beat yourself up over this audio or any audio that you can’t put out when you had originally planned. Just know that while we are always excited any time we get new content from you, we can be patient and understand that sometimes shit happens or life is hard and we’ll get it when we get it. No big deal. We got you, Rum. 🩷💕

Elizabeth Lozano

Oh no 🥺 I’m so sorry for your loss rummy. I’ve said this before you need to take care about yourself first. We understand and are here for you. 😘😘

Dreya

I’m so sorry for your loss. Plz don’t worry too much about uploading, just take your time to get along all stuffs irl.🥰

stupid

i hope you allow yourself time to relax and be with your loved ones🖤i lost a family member in the last month too.i had to miss some work +get extensions on school work to get through that time. that’s all normal and expected when you lose someone but i imagine it’s more difficult to commit to bereavement time when you set your own deadlines. It’s easy to be hard on yourself 😵‍💫 but grief is tiring and time consuming! it’s best to be gentle in these times :) im so sorry for your loss. i hope the services are cathartic and you get to focus on good memories🤍

Mothyman

I’m sorry for your loss. It’s hard to lose someone, it’s good you had time with family and got to grieve. Please don’t be so hard on yourself! Just take care of you and what you need to do. Take as much time as you need and know we’re grateful for the message. Sending much love and support your way!

eeeeep!!

Sometimes you gotta be more present irl. So sorry for your loss but happy you are present where you need to be.

Littlewildrose

Its ok take care of yourself I fully understand that when you loose someone it can mess with your head. Get your mental together. I hope things get better 👌

Annie Morgan

Please take care of yourself. Let yourself grieve and process. This is all secondary, mental health is always, ALWAYS first. Breathe. We will be here.

Adriana

Take all the time you need. Sending you a big hug 🫶🏻💕

Pixie

Hope you’re doing okay and that the service went well. Take all the time you need to grieve. Loss is extremely difficult and grieving is different for everyone. Take good care 💕