FAMILY GAME - PART 12 (Patreon)

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Note: This story is intended for mature audiences (18+) and all characters depicted are 18 years of age or older.

Part 12: Hidden Thoughts

“President, have you approved the documents for the basketball club yet?” – A rising sound made me regain my alertness. I replied to the student council secretary: “It's all done! Bring them to their club office for me, please!” The female student council secretary replied softly and left the student council office with a stack of papers. As soon as the door closed, I let out a long sigh and continued to put my hand on my chin in thought.

I'm Lonnie, the newly appointed student council president at CSW University. There are dozens of unresolved problems in my mind right now. But the cause of these troubles did not come from the heavy work of the student council, but from a game I used to like when I was in middle school, “family game”. To emphasize, this is a game that I “used to like”! Now I feel like this game is really problematic. And this problem is not because the participants in the game break the rules but because they strictly follow the game's rules!

Months have passed since the “family game” began. My two seniors, Nathan and Harley, are now playing very well, while I, who used to be presumptuous about not losing any games, have gradually lost my naturalness in the face of them. The reason is that all three of us are men, but one of the roles we play is female. That is Harley's “the mother” role. This role seemed extremely difficult for a man, but Harley is acting the best among us.

However, that is the scary point of this game! Harley is more and more like a real girl! Especially after the second night, Harley has become more charming and mature. This transformation you can only see after seeing a young girl go through lovemaking for the first time. At first, I didn't notice this. But once I heard strange noises from the next bedroom, that is, the room of “my parents” now, I began to pay more attention.

Since then, I believe they have made love; the seductive feeling of an adult woman I saw in Harley is real! This shocked me so much! I can't think Nathan and Harley are so intensely involved in this game! Have they forgotten their original gender? Did they see them as a couple?

But you know, that's not the main reason I have headaches right now. The fact that Nathan and Harley made love to each other, although it shocked me, was not light, but at least it had nothing to do with me. I have long been an advocate for the LGBT community. If Nathan and Harley really love each other, or for some other reason, they make love to each other, then I also don't feel antipathy. My lack of naturalness is mainly because I have not been able to adapt to this sudden change! Just imagine the two male seniors you've always been attached to during high school suddenly became lovers!

So, what is the leading cause of my distraction? That's because I'm also slowly forgetting that Harley is a guy! Since becoming a busy student council president, I rarely see the two seniors at the university. When at home, Harley always appears as a beautiful and sexy girl. Gradually, the image of a gentle guy in my mind was replaced by a beautiful girl. Sometimes when I think of Harley, I even think of a girl first. This makes me feel scared!

I began to realize that I also had feelings for Harley. Even from the first night of playing the “family game”, I masturbated in Harley's old bedroom when I thought of the sexy girl figure in a nightgown! Sometimes at home, I want to immediately run and cuddle Harley when I see his sexy body! Of course, this never happened. It only exists in my mind. You may not believe it, but suppressing my agitated emotions is the hardest thing I've done in the 20 or so years since I was born!

Very clearly, this is a wrong thing and is not allowed! Even if Harley is a real girl, Harley is playing my mother. In other words, Nathan is the only person who can have sex with Harley. I'm very well aware of that, so I'm becoming more unnatural every time I'm faced with the two of them. I realized the sadness in Harley's eyes, but there was nothing I could do.

Nathan also tried to find me many times to confide, but I tried not to reveal my thoughts to him. Acknowledging Nathan as a father is much simpler than recognizing Harley as a mother. Nathan is always a mature man, from both appearances to personality. But I also don't dare to talk too much with Nathan because, in a sense, I am the one who is “craving” his wife!

I joined the student council at CSW University because I thought my heavy workload would give me less time to think about things at home. As someone with leadership talent, I was nominated to be president. And by the time you read these words, I was a student council president. The work at the student council is indeed busy, but there is no way I can get rid of thinking about things at home. Thinking about two things at once makes me feel more stressed and tired.

Sometimes I think, should I resign as the student council president or not? But whenever that thought popped into my brain, it was immediately swept away. I am gaining the trust and great support from the students and faculty of the university. This student council needs me, and I won't betray their trust!

About half an hour later, the pretty secretary of the student council also returned. She said hello to me. I nodded in response but wasn't too focused on her. This secretary girl is my age, but she worked in the student council before me for a relatively long time. She was almost by my side at university and helped me a lot. She also possesses a touching beauty, which many guys in university love, but I am not one of them. Even though I admit she is beautiful, since I saw Harley in the shape of a girl, I feel he is the most beautiful girl in the world!

My fatigue is not recent. All the members of the student council often see me distracted and often sigh, but they don't care much because I always do a good job. Yet, for some reason, today, the secretary noticed me. She asked: “What's wrong with you, President?” I startled a little and shook my head instinctively: “It's nothing special! Don't worry!”

She went on to ask: “If nothing is wrong, why do you look so languorous?” I answered hesitantly: “Yes, it does, just some things… related to… family!” The secretary still didn't stop: “Are you in conflict with your family member?” I waved my hand: “No, I just don't feel comfortable facing them.” She opened her bag, took out a card, gave it to me, and said: “I think you have some psychological problem. You can come to this address to get help.”

I conveniently took the card the secretary gave me. This is a business card from a psychology clinic near the university. The secretary continued: “I had some problems with my family before, so I came here a few times. Doctor Nancy is very professional. Your problem can be solved thoroughly when you come to see her.” I nodded quietly: “Thank you. Maybe I'll try going there after school today!”

With my current situation, going to a psychiatrist is also the right thing to do. Although I don't have high hopes for this Doctor Nancy, I might try my luck a bit. Either way, I should limit my contact time with Harley. Like every week, Nathan has a relatively heavy workout today, so he usually comes home late. If I go home now, I'll be alone with Harley. This is definitely what I don't want. On such days, I often go to a coffee shop and read books until the evening. Today, I went to the psychology clinic instead of the coffee shop. To me, these two things are entirely similar.

As soon as I arrived in front of the clinic, I saw a middle-aged female doctor waving, sending a child and his mother out of the clinic. Their attitude is very cheerful. I began to have a little faith in what my secretary said about this doctor's professionalism. Taking all my thoughts off, I started striding over to the psychiatrist.

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