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Hello people, hope you're all doing well.Things here have been rough to say the least. As my doc instructed me I completed another round of pills and did additional tests to check what was wrong with me. The CT scan showed nothing wrong with the middle ear so the problem is in the inner ear but the cause is still undetermined. One thing she told me, though is that if after taking this last round of pills things didn't improve, it was highly likely that they wouldn't do at all. I do feel a partial improvement (louder sounds) but I still hear only high frequencies and the tinnitus persist constantly.I will ask for another opinion but for now that's not a priority because on top of everything my wife was very recently diagnosed with breast cancer so I've turned my focus completely on her.The preliminary test say it's not too aggressive which give us some sort of relieve. Her doc ordered more tests to the biopsy and we are currently waiting on those results. She also has to do a number of tests to check her overall health and determine what the best treatment would be e.g. Surgery, chemo and/or radiotherapy. All we can do until then is wait.We are trying to hang in there but I can't help to feel like everything is fucked up and bullshit! I'm angry, sad, frustrated and tired.I'll post some sketches and coloring pieces I managed to do before we had to deal with our new normal and I'll update the reward folders as soon as I upload them and I'll extend the access to 'em for another month to compensate for my lack of finish content.Stay safe and thank you for your support now more than ever.

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Nick H

Dude, holy crap, that sucks so hard. I am really, truly sorry, and there’s nothing I can say that will make it better. But, for whatever it’s worth, you have a random stranger in the USA rooting for you. Life throws us curveballs sometimes, but the silver lining is that it makes you appreciate life even more. I will continue to pledge to you for several more months, regardless of whether or not you post anything. I’ve been a fan of your stuff for a while. Take care of yourself and your wife. We’ll be here. ❤️

NeuRatic

We support you 100% my dude, and no matter what, we will remain loyal fans and supporters. I cant speak for everyone when I say this but I know you can message me if you need to chat

Magitechnician

Well shit my dude I’m so sorry to hear that :< you can count on my pledge no matter what. And the moral support of horny strangers

Freckles

Lo bueno es que se detectó temprano! Ánimo amigo, las cosas mejorarán... a la próxima que nos juntemos te invito la gulden draak.

aigami

I do hope you have a better night rajii, you are such an amazing artist and your art is worth waiting for “, life comes first and we will be here cheering for you and helping you out, you got a fan from AK cheering you on ^^

Jiggly

It never rains, it pours. We are all rooting for you so please hang in there! If it's anything, I have no intention of stopping my pledge, especially knowing you need all the support you can get. You can do it!

Nill K

I can't say I know how it feels to go through what you are going through but what I can say is that there's a lot of people, me included, that will always support you no matter what apocalypse is going on outside, so even if it's my measly $1 it's a $1 you can always count on. I hope the best for you.

Tokifuji

Oh man.... that's awful! I really hope for the best for you both moving forward, and of course feel your feelings and don't be pressured into forcing yourself to work, will be here to keep up support!

nd

That sucks man, take care!

Skoll666

I wish you and your wife all the best and I cross my fingers that the diagnosis isn't turning out that bad. I guess, most won't have any problem, if there will be less or no content in this current situation. So take your time, if necessary and take care!