Thank you for all your support. I truly appreciate it <3 (Patreon)

Hello everyone,

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who is here after all these years who has supported me. I really do appreciate it. Because, upon a lot of deep reflection, I know I have not been the easiest person to deal with for some.

This past year has been a real journey for me with my health. Both physically and, more importantly, mentally.

Going through not only therapy, but a Psychiatrist and heavy medication has completely changed my life and how I look at people. Finding out I have a diagnosed type of ADHD as well as OCD tendencies, with chronic anxiety and intrusive thoughts, has explained a lot of stuff in my life up to this point. It's just a shame it took me over 30 years to find out about it. Funny how that works, right? How we make so many jumps in medical technology and general knowledge, but we find out a lot of this stuff far later than we should? Only doing so if we truly want to find it.

And thats the thing, I wanted to find it. I wanted to change. It was hard, and I still have a long way to go. But for the first time in my online career, I can say I have made the active effort to strive for that change, and it's paying off. It's amazing how much change can happen when you truly want to change. I can see why many people don't do it. It's very difficult, the road is tough, and you will want to quit, but don't. It's well worth it once you see results and, more so, people TELL you you have changed. Thats what got me, and thats why I will continue to better myself.

I hope, even if you aren't here supporting me on Patreon, you will see me keep bettering myself online.

With that being said, thank you for the support and for listening to my ramblings. Thank you for dealing with my obnoxious sas sometimes, if you have, because I truly do apprecaite your paitence with me.

Take care, everyone, much love.

Oki xoxo

P.S

The main person that I wanted to change for was my fiancée. She has been supportive of me for over a decade, and she's loved me at my worst and my best. I am blessed to have her, and I want my best to be even better for her. Shes my rock and I dont know what I would do without her <3