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Isn't it strange how the world tends to fall apart while simultaneously rebuilding itself? Isn't it strange how people tend to fall into the same cyclical pattern?

Things are happening, really happening, in my life individually as well as in the world. While it may appear that our world is in shambles, rest assured we are slapping on brick over brick as we watch the other structures collapse. This is not the end; but in order to maintain the ideal infrastructure we all hold on our imaginary pedestal, we have to remember that individually we do not belong there. We belong there as a group. We belong there as one being. We belong there as one collective conscious, not I being superior to you or vice versa.

As above, is so below. I am you, and you are me. Remember this when you are out there rebuilding our universe.

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As I sit here drinking my Reisling, my brain is over firing and my thoughts are running rampant. Yesterday I had an hour long phone call with a film producer about a project I have been waiting to flourish for two years now - two years! Things are happening, my fellow deviants...

Starting this Monday, I will begin taking part in a movie production I am acting in. I am not sure how much I can or cannot say, so to be safe I will simply leave you in suspense given that. Stay tuned and wait... I am going to astonish you.

Before Monday, however, I am leaving for Tennessee early Friday morning with a model you have probably become accustomed to seeing through my work (Madison Lindfors). We will be staying there and creating art through the weekend.

Along with the life changing phone call I responded to yesterday, I also spent hours managing new content, networking with artists, and planning a tour over my spring break from college. Turns out I am not making it to as many places as I had hoped, but there is time; there is always time. 

Among the places I am visiting in March is New York City! Some of you may be drooling, but I am not; I have never been there and the thought terrifies me. I have incredible generalized anxiety and I am also the only one on that tour with a license (dammit, Madison...) so it is all on me. As much as I want to love New York, I have heard my share of stories. If any of you have any advice, feel free to blow up my DMs or comments. 

Last Saturday I attended a concert at The Tabernacle in Atlanta where St. Vincent performed. As you may expect if you know of her, she was amazing and did not disappoint. Today I have been flipping her vinyl back and forth on repeat. Truly heavenly.

I have a few conceptual/detailed shoots I am thinking up. I also plan to begin production on a new song very soon (stay up to date at www.soundcloud.com/LilithJenovax).

I feel there is always more to say, but not always time to say it. Then again... there is always time (see a theme here?)

I have to hop off to go read some neuroscience and complete some quizzes before class tomorrow.

Love yourself. Always love yourself.

Lilithxx