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I too, thought i posted this somewhere.  However I can only find it on the twitter

Warning: Dark themes

This was another "vent" piece. This one is much easier to know thought process once you know the red in the piece is suppose to represent blood and the bottle says "do not ingest". Smiling while suffering through the poison. Slowly dying as one takes it all in.

Now what this relates to at the time is questionable. Or at least I can't remember currently. It either relates to the idea that hanging around certain situations always felt like death to me.  Knowing something is wrong but being unable to express that else ostracization or issues occur. Such as being forced to throw away merchandise people could use as my job, people dissecting what race I am in real time, the mundane drive from place to place exhausted mentally, etc

It could also relate to me learning more about history, systems, etc. Topics which are very painful to learn about because of the implications.

It's not the most original piece for such a take has been done before by other creators. Although nowdays I would ask why taking poison is a valid response. One doesn't need to drink the poison if one is working towards fixing the problem. Said poison is only a tool to obfuscate pain with another. It takes more effort to drink poison then it does to just work towards a better tomorrow ya

Looks cool tho as a rendered point though

Unless I can find the other post or jog my memory properly, I sadly don't have a direct answer. Only speculation and some memory of the actual rendering process lol. Would be nice to find another post on this cause I could also get the real name for this piece LOL