things are not good... (Patreon)

Hello everyone.

I’m honestly at a loss for words at the moment with everything that’s been happening since my recent move, but overall it is not going smooth at all and I’ve hit several rough patches.

The biggest issue is that I cannot have access to my personal Internet, even though the new home provides free Wi-Fi. Now, that sounds great on paper, but it is a massive issue when it comes to streaming, content creating, etc., as my personal internet plan I’ve had for several years brought us to this level of creation and the property's Wi-Fi just isn’t up to par. I’ve sent MANY emails and a work request to the property manager, who I just spoke with in-person a few minutes ago and they have to be in touch with the building’s owner to “possibly“ install the coaxial cable in order for everything to work. But, when that would be established?…

...no one knows and that creates a lot of anxiety.

I’ve already had two Internet technicians come by telling me the same thing and this is completely out of my and their control until I hear something back from the property manager, all because of ONE coaxial port not being present…And before someone says "wEll WHY dIDn't YOU Check For ThE pORTS BeFOrE MOVINg?"...Idk where you live specifically, but coaxial cable ports are/were a standard for cable/internet here and I NEVER had a situation in the many times I've moved where there wasn't one.

I’ve already exhausted alternatives outside of having this missing port, but even so, I don’t have direct access to the Wi-Fi itself as it is a part of the property recessed in the building. And if you’re new to my community,,...

TLDR;

I’ve been running on an ethernet line for the past year or so at the old place since the Wi-Fi component on my motherboard is broken, and that’s how I was able to stream most of this time as prior to that, my streams were dropping frequently. So I can’t even do ethernet.

So, now I’m faced with two very harsh realities to make...

I either find a way to extremely pivot with the backlog of reactions from October and going forward converting them into recorded reactions instead, until this installation “possibly“ happens.

OR (and this might be the worse...)

I have to shut down my Patreon going forward and figure out if I have to either break my lease and find a better, more suitable home through moving AGAIN...

IF I shut down Patreon, I would be issuing refunds from right before the move until now essentially. IF this is the route, PLEASE give me some time to issue them.

This was completely unexpected and honestly is breaking me down. I LOVE streaming, communicating with you all, engaging, and being ME so this is very important. But I don’t see this issue being resolved as soon as I think and I am trying my best to figure out a way to circumvent everything. I also apologize for not communicating with you all as for the last several weeks I’ve had to manage extremely stressful situations, this being the lesser one of them. I’ve never had to deal with this issue before as well, and is creating exhaustion.

Regardless...streaming for now is not an option.

More details will follow promptly as I will now be focusing on option #1 to maybe keep this train rolling, but spiritually I am broken as I love the way that we were doing things.

Please take care.

gh0xt