Emotional.... (Patreon)

You know what guys. I bloody love you all (its 10:30am so its ok, Im not drunk....yet!) I just wanted to tell you I love and respect you, as I dont think I tell you enough. So here it is. (I would do a video, but I may cry and Im ugly when I cry!)

I really love Patron so much you know, regardless of the financial aspect of it, whats more important and fulfilling for me is being able to interact with you all in a more personal way. 

Ive been chatting to many of you for a few weeks now and its so interesting to learn about your lives and who you are. And in a selfish way, I feel appreciated. I feel loved, and I feel respected for what I do. Its hard bearing your soul to the world and doing weird things on YouTube, as you get the tide of people coming to say their bit, which more often than not, is not helpful! But everyone on Patron is genuinely supporting and loving and I find myself wanting to do more and more for you. 

I love how you always respond to my posts and give your thoughts. You have no idea how helpful that is! And how you'll sometimes just pop by and say hi! I love how that no matter what I do, you're always there. Your my core group, my besties, my family! 

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