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Sorry this took so long to finish, folks.

Gonna take the time to be, like, depressingly real for a quick minute but I've had major artblock for like a week and a half basically entirely over this art. It's been impossible to finish and I hated working on it, which is why the quality isn't where I'd really like it to be. But I need to move on from it.

I'm not gonna post it on socials. [Ok I can't strikethrough this part I changed my mind I'll post it to Cohost because I have better control over content there.] As far as I'm concerned, it's "paid" for (by you fine folks!) and it doesn't need to live anywhere else. You get to enjoy it, as you were the ones who voted for it.

I had a really hard time working on it because someone made a comment on Twitter and barged into my Twitch stream to be the moral police and, like, people taking what I do or say or draw in the worst faith possible and generally not using common sense is nothing new. I've been on the internet for two decades, I know what to expect. I wish I knew why this one stuck in the back of mind but it did and it's been fucking miserable. I think what they said is stupid and they're wrong, I wholly disagree, and yet the comment persisted in my thoughts every minute I worked on this. I tried to kill the cop in my head but it stayed upsettingly present, like a looming spectre watching my every move over my shoulder. I've been annoyingly unproductive this week because it's put me such into a funk that I've been struggling in all my other projects.

I'm not sharing this for sympathy and I'm begging anyone reading this to not hunt the comment down or anything. I'm trying to pay no mind to it and you shouldn't actively seek it out in yours. I'm just sharing this because I like being open about my creative process on here and man, sometimes this is just shit you have to deal with.

Anyway,

Suggestion thread for the next one will be up soon and I'll try to be back in form for it then.

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XF

i'm sorry people are being cops about stuff, that really sucks. I think you made the right call knowing when to move on, though; there's definitely no need to feel bad about feeling bad. I appreciate you putting in as much work as you could on this, and sharing it with us here; thank you <3 as someone who voted for Suletta both times she came up in the polls, I'm glad I get to see this art as it is, and I'm glad you're moving on to stuff you can have a better time making!

Jovinius Maximus

That sucks, and they suck. We appreciate you, though, and the piece still looks great, even if it's not where you want it. Sending happy vibes. You rock.

John Doty

This drawing is great and I’m sorry it was so hard. Keep fighting the good fight, we all appreciate it.

MsSticks

Sending much love aura, I love the work you do and this Suletta is wonderful and lovely 💞💞💞💞

Microsoft Transfemme Simulator

Sorry for the pain you went all throughout working on this one. Hoping the next drawing goes better. I really do love the art you've put together over the years! Also I love Suletta here, she looks like she is having so much fun~

rose

fuck them and sorry their poison's so effective. suletta is so cute here and she looks like she's having a lot of fun, despite everything thank you for sharing

gkr

Your Suletta looks good and I am happy to see her. About the comment, I guess it sting way more than it should because twitter used to be like an home for a long time. I know I wouldn't be who I am without twitter. Theb the place changed for the worse from what I heard and I guess it's full of asshole who think being mean is the raison d'etre of internet. Still, someone a place that was important critiqued your piece. I guess that's why it did sting. Maybe I'm wrong. Anyway, take care.

TheBrainninja

I am…blissfully ignorant of what anyone could possibly leverage to police you on anything. And I will follow your advice to not open the “dead dove, do not eat” bag. I hate when stuff sticks in your mind like that, I was just talking with my therapist about finding the balance between “letting yourself feel” a negative emotion, and “letting yourself move on” when it should reasonably run its course. Christ I’m bad at that, always have been. I know you didn’t post for sympathy, and yet I cannot help but sympathize! I hope wrapping this project lets you move past this funk, because regardless of any productivity concerns…that’s just not a fun place to be. All my love, as always – as another user said, Online used to be Home, for a lot of us, and while we’ve been scattered and isolated, we and you are not alone. Just lonely. But our hearts are with you, and I hope some glimmer of that can shine through into your darkest moments <>

Yoru

Hope you're feeling better now. So sad someone ruined your mood and mental well being with such a wholesome character. Anyway thank you for your hard work ! We'll keep supporting you !

Jim Blubello

For what it’s worth, I think this art looks really good!