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Took this one yesterday, as I went for a second round shooting in Bannack, MT so I could be filmed/interviewed by two recent college grads making an indie documentary about Western re-enactors and the history of the towns they can be found in. We met in Nevada City when I finished shooting Self-Portraits of My Past Lives Vol. 1 there, and they were extremely interested in my work (I think I'm the first person they'd talked to in a while that wasn't just like "yeah Manifest Destiny was lit", in so many words). They asked if I could meet up with them to do readings from my book and let them film me shooting, as well as grab more interview quotes. I said sure. They seem quite nice and they seem to very much enjoy the whole queering-of-the-West angle my book has, and Lord knows I love being in front of a camera. 

Anyway there was also an entire troop of Girl Scouts there as well as a literal-I-shit-you-not Masonic Temple meeting in the ghost town, as apparently they still use the abandoned schoolhouse/Masonic lodge as their HQ. This meant I was simultaneously explaining what I was doing to nine-year-old girls wearing merit badges, and sixty-year-old men wearing biker leathers referencing the Montana Vigilantes. During this, I am of course being interviewed about my book, in which I speak a decent amount about being transgender. I was slightly tense, although the film crew, I figured, cut down on the chances of anyone trying shit. And no one did, so I suppose that was an accurate read.

I only got about two actually decent pictures there, since the main focus was the interview; they just wanted to film my process, so I wasn't paying as close of attention to my shots as I normally would. I do really love how this came out in the morning light, though. 

And I still had an interesting day, that's for sure.

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Michaela Pereckas

That reminds me of something I read years ago from someone who had been involved in some sort of queer photoshoot in a public place, saying that besides just safety in numbers they felt that being a group clearly Working On A Thing meant that some portion of people who might say something rude to an individual, when they see People Working On A Thing, don't want to get involved.

Tran Girlismo (& Victoria Scott)

Yeah there’s a steep difficulty jump from “harass a trans girl” to “harass a trans girl with a film crew actively recording” lolol. I’ll take it!!

Josh J

Wow, "yeah Manifest Destiny was lit" perfectly describes how many people view the westward expansion/Wild West times

Tran Girlismo (& Victoria Scott)

I mean it’s been fully whitewashed! Even here in the Salmon River valley, birthplace of Sacagawea, ancestral home of the Lemhi Shoshone, there is zero recognition that the fact this county is 98% white has anything to do with a genocide or forced removal or etc etc. I will be honest: I’m still trying to figure out how to engage with some western stuff I do actually love without erasing the real history to it; I let myself mostly skip that for this project because it’s clearly ahistorical for an open trans girl to be doing anything lol, and it’s admittedly and openly fictional.

Josh J

I think it’s ok to engage with the style, especially from an aesthetic point of view, while also acknowledging the terrible history. IMO, a lot of the issue comes from people saying they wish they lived in those times or “things were better back then,” because it almost always comes from a place of privilege.

Josh J

Of course things were worse, they didn't even have color cameras! :P