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This page is exactly the reason why I'm gonna be careful posting this chapter publicly LOL I love Satine because they are truly a good person, but of course, they struggle with thoughts and feelings like anyone does! And because of the unique position they are in, how they deal with that stuff is just real complex. It's interesting to portray.

Thanks for your support everyone!

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Canibella

Goodness this is such a good page! Thank you so much for this insight into Satine's head!!!

Ro Molina

People can be so tiny-brained about stuff like this. Complicated characters who feel all the things are the best characters to read about and see grow. I'm psyched to see more of Satine's brain

DCS

HAPPY TO!!!

DCS

THANK YOU!!! Satine is a ton of fun and very much the stories third main character so it's gonna be nice to see them be like this and see how far they've grown in something like the upcoming game (Solanaceae After All)

JoJo

I loved seeing this page- I feel like it's very important to include someone's intrusive thoughts because sometimes they just happen, whether you really feel that way or not.

CactusSnake

THEIR FEELINGS ARE LITERALLY SO VALID! I am excited to see more of Satine!!!!!

Broeckchen

This page breaks my heart for Satine. They clearly yearn so deeply for praise and affection, but not out of entitlement. Instead, there's an impression there of feeling inadequate or incomplete without certain kinds of validation. When it comes to Covenmates' it's more or a raw pleasure to give and be praised. But Battam's love... there's a huge hole gaping in Satine's soul where that love ought to be. And when combined with such an intense crush, clearly surpassing most of Satine's typical attractions, that becomes such a volatile mixture. And it's tangible to me that Satine would never easily direct that outward. Instead it will eat into THEM like acid, and they'll sit there with the pain and keep holding on regardless. Holding that red hot anger and hurt clasped tightly in their hands and hiding it behind their back to keep up that smile. And I crey every tiem

Broeckchen

AND ANOTHER THING this sequence also shakes one of the last foundations of Satine's bond with Battam, namely that Satine still felt like they at least KNEW their brother well and provided for him! Like, Satine could at least be like "we may not be physically close but he's still near and dear to me, I know him, that's a kind of intimacy" and then THEY ARE PROVEN THIS WRONG ABOUT IT AND ARE NO LONGER THE CLOSEST PERSON TO BATTAM IN THE AREA AND I AM CRYING

DCS

god as always YOU GET IT SO SPOT ON AND SAY IT SO WELL, thank you for both of these comments, seriously!!! SO KIND AND SO FUN TO READ!!

Broeckchen

Always makes my day when I get it right, and I love the layers on the characters! Even if these layers in particular make me wanna wail because SATINE BBY

DCS

i know uuuu but knowing what I know (re: what happens in the upcoming game) things really REALLY work out for satine in a lot of great ways (honestly everyone gets a happy ending by the time i'm done with all the parts, imo) so it's nice to know that through the struggling, there will be growth and happiness

Nofalafagus

This page is AWESOME though! Like, I’m sorry but people who expect to see fake characters that are completely perfect in every way are just not for this kind of comic. This is so REAL and they’re all multi-dimensional and complex and I love this comic because in a lot of ways it’s relatable. So it’s honestly disappointing knowing that there’s so much hate towards Satine.

DCS

YES it disappoints me too even though I understand how folks got to there (Satine is doing a lot of odd things, and our main characters don't like Satine atm and people usually side with the main characters) but it's like WOW Battam and Sal are no angels themselves and it's tough that folks are looking at it such a black and white way BUT I've found that all of my awesome patrons (like you) tend to really understand the nuance and for that I am forever grateful