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Hi lovely people,

I hope you are all doing ok. It's the end of the year, and like most of us, I often take this time to reflect. For the past 3 years, I've lived my life from one day to the next, always fearful of the next bad thing. For those of you who have been following me for a long time, you know that I've had an unfortunate professional situation that put me in an awful mental state and in a financial crisis, and I've since tried to heal and survive the best I can.

In late November 2024, I started my YouTube channel. It was an impulse. I was going through depression, I couldn't find work because of AI, I wanted to find something to keep my mind busy without spending money, but most of all, I wanted something that would make me feel a bit of joy in a dark time. I never expected people to watch my videos, follow me, comment, and support me. Yet, it happened, and I still can hardly believe it.

Since the channel's start, even though it's still just a hobby, I've spent most of my free time creating for it and trying to make it grow and flourish. I even started talking (gasp!), playing different games (please watch, like, and comment on those videos too, it helps the channel a lot), and I hope with all my heart that I can continue doing all this and more in 2026. There are now 8,000 of you on YouTube, more than 2,600 of you following on Patreon, and it amazes me every day how lucky I've been since I started. Yes, this is still a hobby, and I don't make any real money from it, but I'm lucky enough to share the things I love with all of you.

I want to thank all of you who are reading. You have been the reason that I feel ok waking up and going through each day. All your support is why, over the past 12 months, I haven't dreaded what tomorrow will bring. Not as much anyway. I'm so SO grateful for the community we have, and that keeps on growing. I don't have enough words to say thank you, but I'll try my best.

Thank you. Merci du fond du cล“ur.

Lady C.

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Ifrah

Iโ€™ve only been a part of your channel since this summer, but your videos have helped me a lot for when iโ€™m overstimulated or stressed. i like to watch your videos when iโ€™m commuting (& overstimulated) or just to unwind at home :) ๐Ÿ’œ I didnโ€™t know about your background story but itโ€™s unfortunate to hear :( AI ruins a lot of things, Iโ€™m a creative artist myself and have seen the impact of AI as well. Iโ€™m glad to hear your channel & creating content gives you motivation and joy. watching your videos give me joy as well <3 keep doing you! sending lots of love xx

LadyChaos

Your comment just brought tears to my eyes. Thank you so much for everything. Your support and your incredible kindness. Knowing that my content is helping you in any way means so much to me. Thank you also for taking the time to write this, it truly filled my heart with joy and emotion. Sending lots of love to you, too. Take care. ๐Ÿ’œ