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Hey guys ,

How is everyone doing ? I hope all is well .

After reading all of the comments on the most recent post, I would like to remind everyone that I am the one who stayed. I'm doing my best. Since the publication of this comic almost 4 years ago, I haven't drawn my own characters. Now I must learn to exhibit them in my art style in less than a year, simply because I do not want the gap to be too long and drag out the story.

It's an insensitive conversation to have about Goro's racial ambiguity, especially because he's half Japanese and half black. This will never change. I've noticed that most readers pay no attention to his character at all. If you've read the earlier chapters, you'll notice that a lot has changed since the most recent ones, not only for Goro but for many of the primary cast as well. In earlier chapters, Goro's skin tone lacked color or had a discernible undertone. I didn't like this, so we gradually introduced Goro's undertone to his character throughout the story. All I'm doing is starting with a different undertone because the way I shade and light is pretty different, and the previous undertone made him appear weird in my style.

Goro is a character who wears several hairstyles, primarily due to identification difficulties, which I have yet to address. However, it is alluded to several times during the story, although, as previously stated, few people pay attention to his character or past. Now, regarding my art style , I specialize in semi-realistic art. Therefore, 2D art is completely outside of my comfort zone. As a result, I've had to stylize my art style to fit 2D, which hasn't been simple.

While it may not have been the intended outcome, some of these opinions come across as condescending. I know how to draw and depict people of various ethnicities, as well as how to write about them. I'm really proud of that. I do a lot of studying and am highly knowledgeable about people of various ethnic origins and experiences. Most of the characters' noses are identical in Tsun's art style; Goro's 'broad nose' was not unique to him. It was simply the artist's style. If you look closely at all of the characters. I never intended Goro to have a 'big nose', and I dislike the term because it feels like a stereotypical thing to say about black features in general. Goro's bone structure and characteristics have always been designed to resemble Gyuu (his father), and he resembles Imani (his mother) in all other areas. However, in Tsun's art style, the resemblance to his father, a Japanese man, is subtle and not immediately apparent.

Goro's hair is not curly. It is wavy. I've stated this numerous times, and you can see his hair texture when it was longer. He had curly hair as a child, but as he grew older, the texture altered. He was also noticeably lighter when he was a child, and his complexion changed. Recently, there was also some discussion about Goro being as dark as his mother, despite the fact that he is only half black and should be lighter. Which I ignored. As a result, I've concluded that I won't be able to please everyone, which is fine. I'm just having fun with these hairstyles to see which ones will make it through the second season's development. This time, I simply wanted to explore Goro with a noticeable, slick back hairstyle, which I assumed would be obvious. This was never meant to be his final design.

To conclude, I am not one to complain or discuss my feelings with my readers as it’s not appropriate . This is why, even though everyone has the right to voice their opinions, I reserve the right to disregard them for the sake of maintaining my sanity. However, Patreon brings me closer to my readers, so I prefer to read your comments and communicate with everyone here. The remarks have always encouraged me to do better and not disappoint you. However, for the first time in a long time, I felt the exact opposite.

For the time being, I'll stop posting any redesigns until I feel comfortable again. I will only continue to post illustrations (both SFW and NSFW) and other exclusive content. Thank you 🙇‍♂️.

Thank you for reading . 

Comments

Shootme.please

I liked it! Don't let people's opinions get to you. Your an amazing job as an artist and I'm really thankful your continuing the story and works so hard!! 🙏

Skye

Your awesome don’t sweat it wish i could draw i would love to make my own can’t wait for whatever you post next 💖

Gabriela Ruiz

It's a bummer that you had to over explain. Everything you just said about Goro was clear from the beginning. Pls don't be discouraged to post about the new designs. Take care ❤️

Dallas N

I like your art style very much! Honestly a story this good could be a novel and still be amazing. sucks that people think they can pay a few dollars and be that opinionated knowing darn well they aren’t even 2% as talented as you are. Sorry you have to deal with this. Keep being amazing. Take your time and be confident in your own style and skin. Your supporters are here for you!

Bun_Six

I like the redesign and I really appreciate how much you are taking on to continue bringing us this story. Thank you so much!

Jaysuuno

You’re absolutely right. It shouldn’t be up for debate what his ethnicity is. For me at least you’ve made it quite easy to know his race. People’s stupidity and ignorance only allows them to see biracial people as only “light or fair skinned” which is simply not true. Ty for staying true to your designs and if anyone doesn’t like it they can simply leave

Abria Brown

Please don't listen to those comments Goro's character design has been perfect since ch 1 especially considering his ethnicity.

Soulless_Bastard

Either way I'm going to continue to support Love murder basketball! Doesn't matter if the art style changes. All that matters is that the story keeps moving forward on how the artist wants it to. People either support it or not that's on then ❤️ thank you for continuing the story.

Keely

You’re feelings are 💯 valid! This is your artwork! If people aren’t happy they can leave instead of being negative because quite frankly it’s not wanted. I would prefer you to do what you are comfortable with and what you love doing instead of the comic stopping all together. Change can be good and they shouldn’t hate on it now before you’ve even been given a chance to show that it’s not going to affect the plot line. I’m excited to see where this will be going - I am curious though if at the end of the comic you may go back in and adjust the first season so the whole comic matches one art style ???? Ever a possibility? Either way, I’ll keep supporting you as I love this story and plot line and at the end of the day you’re making you’re art work make sense to you, to us and enjoying what you do best 😁

Kitty Monroe

I personally don’t care as a person of color what color you choose to make your characters the storyline and the artwork are beautiful so that is what it is! But for me, it’s just the new look of Goro. It’s gonna take some getting used to. I’m not feeling it. 🤷🏾‍♀️ I like the original way he looked. This one. Feels a little more REAL; yeah, the one had more of a “cartoonish/comic look” this one gives me more manhwa then manga… BUT it is what it is. I’m here for the ride. XOXOXO

Ajeet Pooni

I hope you eventually feel comfortable sharing redesigns because it’s an interesting process to observe. I felt it was obvious that each character is still in the middle of being designed in accordance with your style, which is very different from Tsun’s (which is not a bad thing). People will say what they want to say and not realize how it may affect you as this is a very personal project for you; they may have come just for the spicy scenes and not for the in depth WIPs that some of us did. With that being said, I think majority of us have enjoyed seeing your process of sketching out characters in your style and I’m hoping the other comments here will attest to this as well. Please don’t feel too negative about the misperceptions some people had, they’re not important!

Kaia

Yes your art style is different we all know. But you are fucking talented and that needs to be recognized. Don’t read anymore shit comments because at the end of the day you have the last say so. Thank you again for your hard work and dedication to this story for so long!!!🫶🏾

Kuroki-kun

I'm really sorry about all of this :( I genuinely hope people who made rude comments can learn from this. Definitely take care of yourself and your mental health!! I can't wait to see your redesigns in the future. You're making a lot of people happy already, but you need to as well🖤

Blue

I am so sorry if you felt offended or like I meant anything I said in a mean way, I respect your decision and know I will support the story always, this is my favorite bl after all this time. Thank you for keeping us in the loop of what's happening and know you have great talent 💙

GlassDoll777

This is crazy because earlier I was only thinking like wow I'm so excited to see how everyone is going to look with the art style change! You're doing great and are hella talented!

Rylee 🐝

First I want to say I’m sorry that everyone’s comments on Goro made you feel this way. Second when the story first started coming out Goro was greyish/choppy and with almost spiky hair but after a few chapters you and tsun revamped the drawing style/color palette which was great but none the less Goro didn’t start the way he ended in season one. So now we just get to have the art revamped again with more of your artistic touch and I can’t wait. At the end of the day you could draw the characters however you wish because the story is yours. I’m here for the storyline and character personalities, the art is simply a bonus of your commitment. I will continue to look forward to whatever you choose to post and will love all of it. Thank you for all the hard work you’ve put into LMB since the beginning and will continue too. Feel better and don’t let peoples negativity bring you down.

ZanjTheOtaku

It’s so sad how we can’t have nice things. My friends and I were just talking about the redesigns and discussing our options IN PRIVATE because It’s flat out rude to do so on the platform of the artist. Your art style is gorgeous and depicts the characters accurately. Such a drastic change just takes time to get used to. I’m sorry that you had to experience that, you have my continued support ❤️

Ahji

I'm sorry you had to make a post like this. I hope you are okay.

Leachen

I really like the way you draw your characters and how goro looked in the latest sketch. Don't pay attention to the people who talk negative about your artstyle! Thank you for your Hard work! And please take your time until you feel comfortable with sharing redesings with us again <3 I look forward to every single time you share something with us <3

hohohokage95

I’m going to word this carefully, because I want to sound as respectful as possible. I read the comments on the most recent post and didn’t find any of them condescending. I absolutely understand that art is deeply personal and it can be hard to read comments that feel overly critical. I can only speak for myself of course, but I don’t think any of the comments were left in bad faith. Reader’s seeking representation in the stories they read are allowed to express their thoughts on them. Reader feedback, I feel, is a crucial part of the creation process. It’s not an indictment of the creator’s character. I will say that this is not the first time I have seen a lengthy, somewhat defensive, post in response to comments folks have left questioning something that has happened. If readers are expressing concern that the way a Black character is being designed doesn’t sit right with them…perhaps listen? And reflect on it introspectively. Instead of becoming offended and explaining how much you’ve researched various ethnicities. That’s not a thoughtful way to respond. That aside, I am here for a reason and that is because I enjoy the story. I hope to continue supporting this story in the future. I would also hope that productive dialogue continues. Thank you for your work.

Rachel

As much as I loved the art before, I love the new art just as much and can't wait to see the next season! Please don't let anyone get you down, you are so amazingly talented. ❤️

Kyhira Tenti

Awe 😔 well darn. I was enjoying the character redesigns or rather them in your style since they were always your characters. But definitely make a safe space for yourself. I do love being closer to your process now youre doing it all. It's inspiring me greatly to relearn art drawing. I'm going to have reread the comments because that thing about biracial people are a bit wild. There's really no real one way but I think media has given some people the idea of what black& is meant to look like I.e the "Zendaya look" or Tyla . I have two first cousins both black and white . As well as someone un my friend group (black and Japanese) One paler than a sheet of paper, green eyes thick straight hair. If he didn't tell anyone no one would guess that he has a mix of anything while my other cousin looks like a Ritz on the front of box most times. Phenotypically black features with light brown eyes looser texture hair. Most people would asume he's mixed in the winter and light skin in the summer. While my friend honestly looks and sounds Hawaiian most of the time lol 😆. That's actually how we met . We were chatting in his convenience store All to say doing good Ghost Rider

alexa garcia

I just want you to know that I love your art style so much! And I find it to be a very fitting style for this kind of story! I’ve been reading this story for the last 3 years and it is one of my favorites! From the beginning you’ve worked so hard and I am so looking forward to see every single character in your amazing style! While some may not be intentionally malicious, please don’t let those comments weigh you down and keep working hard♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Kalea

I'm still excited to see the redesigns! Goro looks great! I can definitely understand that it will take some time for some readers to get used to the redesigns, but ignorant and rude comments are not needed or tolerated! I want you to know that your art has been AMAZING so far! I'm sorry that you have to go through this just know your supporters have your back!

Surfandturff

Dear Kuruttah, let me make this absolutely clear. You’re doing your best and I personally appreciate it. I personally have no problems with the art style because I’m more interested in the plot. Take care of yourself and continue to do your best. Not everyone is going to feel the way that I do and that’s ok. The important thing is that you’re passionate about your work. We love you🩷

Bubble

No way. It is not possible 😭😭 I did want to see the new designs of the characters, personally I like your way of drawing more than the tsun, apart from the fact that I admire the comic not only for its style but also for its plot, it is a pity, but in a way it will be the best. Anyway, I'll listen to Lust for a vampyr by I MONSTER

Hiil

It’s amazing how fast people can destroy everything with words. 😟 I love your art style.🫶🏼 I’ll wait for new redesigns in the future. 🤩 hugs for U

Rachelle

A change in art with a story many of us feel so, SO passionate about is definitely going to come with some growing pains, but I’m sorry the comments were demeaning. I personally felt the essence of Goro was captured beautiful in the redraw and I absolutely loved the facial expression. This was my favorite of the art you’ve put forward so far. It’s your story and we know you love these characters as much as we do and trust you will do them justice. I hope we can see more. I’m especially anxious to see the redraw of Saitama. Thank you so much for this incredible story.

Paty

People don't understand that criticism and opinions don't always have to be voiced. We all have a choice to stay or leave. Personally, I prefer to stay because I know that as a creator and artist you are changing and growing. These are a process that require patience and understanding. What intrigued me most about your work was the amount of research you did for the characters and story. I have faith you will continue to do amazing things and will continue to support you. Until next time, take care. 💛

Andi

I never met to offend with my comment if I did I’m sorry. This is your hard work and your dedication . What ever changes you make to your work i will support and continue to read and support.

Kida Williams

Yall just had to ruin it omg no two people draw the same, the person who created the story that we all love is BY THEMSELF working on this now. It's literally a passion project and some of those comments shat on it completely. If you dont like KB's art style go make your own freaking comic with your own characters and your own art and see how you feel when you get pissed on. Yall have no manners...this is a privilege. Keep that shit tp yourselves next time.

Maria Knight

My comments were not meant to hurt or be condensing and if it came across that way i do apologize. When i found this manga it was on an non- reputable site (since reported and removed) but what drew me was the fact that he looked like people of my community (biracial) not to say we all look alike, not at all but I have only ever seen mixed people who dont "Show" their black genes in anime and manga. It was a happy shock and even more so that it was a BL! And the character was not a stereotype of people of color was a massive plus. Your writing is amazing and your art is also amazing but the shock of such a drastic change (for me as i did not see the earlier described chapters) so while saddened by this i believe the character themselves are still the same (the personality and essence of Goro) and I love what you have created and will support you in the creation of your work.

Keish

This saddens my soul, and I can't belive people were saying negative things. I absolutely loved Goro and wanted to see more. But I understand, and I'm sorry. I do however want to say that I loved your design, I understood all of it, I appreciated that Goro wore a durag so he could have his waves marinating ^^ you did it justice and honestly that's what made me go "yup, I'm reading this" It was so good to see that detail

Monica

I can't believe you even had to make a post like this 😕 how are people gonna be mean to the person who created the character and their artstyle? Especially since you're by yourself now. Kurutta, please take care of yourself and we will still support you ❤️🫶🏼 If anyone still has complaints then they need to leave. Do not tear down Kurutta because of this!!

Bubbles

First off, your art work is just stunning 👏🏼 not only is lmb great writing/story but the artwork from both tsun and you are amazing! regardless of peoples opinions, this is your story and your art to tell to the audience and people should respect that 🙌🏼 keep up the great work! ❤️ no rush on redesigns, please take care 🫶🏼

Hope

If Im being honest idk what those people were talking about when saying he don’t look mixed enough like in general he gonna looks like his father which my opinion he does even without see his fathers redesign's and also still has his black skin in no shape or form did it look like a tan to me. All I’m gonna say people need to learn that mixed comes in a shades and also learn that sometimes let artists do work without being rude like yes give constructive criticism but actually make constructive instead of personal rude opinions. Anyways I love the new art and was hoping to see the rest of the redesign but i understand why doing this and can’t wait for the new season.

Chubby_Chobba

It breaks my heart... You jumped out of your comfort zone for your comic and it's HONOURABLE !!! Each artist has their own style and I respect that ! Keep going ❤️ I support you 🖤❤️

Hadjuni

LMB is your story and Goro is you character. Therefore, you should do as you please. I know some comments may be offensive, but don't let them ruin your art. I'll keep reading LMB even if the characters' design changes, because I love this story in its entirety, I'm not only here for the drawings even if I find them beautiful whether from you or Tsun. All this to say that it is your story and your characters, that you are the person who knows them best in terms of design or personality and therefore that people don’t have to pretend to know them better than you. And if some do not understand that we are all different on different aspects, of which our way of drawing, it is very sad. If I were in your place I would rather draw the characters in my own style and be happy with the result rather than trying to copy the style of another to please some of the readers and have an aftertaste of dissatisfaction. But thats just my opinion. Anyway, take good care of yourself and keep going ❤️ (Sorry for the grammar errors if there are, I’m French ^^').

Rae Lewis

People are so childish!! I'll love your work no matter what changes you must make.

Selah

I’m a huge fan of ur work I love the store line and ur art work and please keep up the good work don’t let anyone tell u different I’ll keep supporting u. the best part of ur work is that u talk about the characters and they’re backgrounds and there pass too please keep up the good work and I’ll still support u ♥️

Alec Alman

Thank you for your hard work! Love the story and the fact that now we will have the opportunity to see the complete work not only by your voice but now your eyes makes me extremely excited. Keep your self healthy above all.

Marisa Karenchak

Fuck all ya’ll who made us lose the new character redesigns I was so excited

Nicole Schoonover

We will be here for you ,when you are ready! I’m so excited to see your art and more development of the characters!!

Colorful.Crayon

As a black fan of LMB I appreciate the attention to detail you have given to Goro’s character. You’ve ALREADY given so much insight to his past, heritage, and experience as a biracial/bi-cultural/queer man and I can’t begin to express how grateful I am for this visibility. You’ve always shown special love and attention to Goro and many of us see it. You’re amazing and we appreciate all of your hard work. 🥹🫶🏾

Laetitia Coulibaly

KICK THEM OUT ! We appreciate you and your work and are grateful that you stayed. Easy for me to say don’t take it to heart but really the people who have the audacity to complain knowing the amount of sweat, time, energy and passion you put in your work for the measly price we pay can go F*** themselves. We are here for you, we love your work and we can’t wait for more ! I hope this encourages you a little bit :)

Terri Vigor

You’re awesome so don’t worry about what anyone says… we luv your artwork and that’s all should matter… the people hating are just jealous of your artistic ability

Alonté Gordon

Wait I’m confused. Mixed babies comes in all different shapes sizes and colors. So that was just an ignorant comment on their part. Whoever said that. Also I’m sad to read this seeing as I’ve been off here for a while. I’ve noticed the different drawing style. And honestly I can’t wait to see them in action tbh. I feel like it will bring a whole new development to the story! I’m glad to finally see the creators art style. Now onto Goro honestly I felt character wise it was a great job. You went into depth with him. His history, character developmen right to his hair. You really let us know he was mixed. And I enjoyed that some authors/ artists when adding black characters mixed or not really doesn’t emphasize their culture they kind of just add them as a backdrop. I think that’s why I love Goro so much. Now I’m going to go look at at all the other posts.