PokéSins Ep46 Postponed (Patreon)
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I've had a bit of a break from PokéSins lately for a couple of reasons, with the whole thing made possible by this Patreon's new wider focus. Mostly when I've sat down to script the episode, I've quickly realised that I'm not in the right mood for it. This sounds very washy, but because of how personal the script is (by which I mean I don't write it to any rules but my own, meaning it's a bit of an insight into my mind), I really need to be in the right frame of mind to write it well.
One thing is that I've noticed myself being a lot more sarcastic recently, and I don't want to overload the script with cynicism; a little is fine, but too much and it'd get tiresome. To a degree this ties in with my second reason, so I'll go onto that now.
I've been quite irritable for the last week or two. This stems largely from the heat here (and all the discomfort that causes) but there has been a distinct rise in the number of offensive or trolling comments I've received. I know it shouldn't bother me to the degree it does, but...it does. I get annoyed at the audacity, selfishness and downright rudeness of a lot of commenters and it means my back is still up when I come to write.
And it's not just PokéSins that's affected by this; I've noticed a generally shorter fuse when it comes to my gaming.
I handle the cold a lot better than I handle the heat. I can always put another layer on, but there are only so many I can take off, y'know?
Anyway. None of this is your problem and given how this is the start of Summer, I'm going to need to find a way to work through it. I've just been struggling to keep up with the majority of my series without adding my most intensive series on top of that.
I'm clawing my way back to the top of the pile, however, especially with Slime Rancher nearing its end. Turns out that 3 additional videos a week is a lot of extra work.
Still, I thought I'd explain my side of things so you don't think I've forgotten, got bored of PokéSins or just being generally lazy.
I appreciate your patience and understanding and I hope you take my guarantee that you'll get everything you've been promised.