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Welcome back to my video diary! ♡ this week’s TMI is gentle and introspective. i filmed it while laying in a hammock in the redwoods, feeling quiet and inward after a tiny bit of mushroom chocolate. i talk about finding balance, the beauty and challenge of my friendship with sheva, and how growth can feel both overwhelming and necessary. if you’re in a tender space, you might relate ~

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TMI TUESDAY: Redwood Revelations | July 8, 2025

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snowy angel

the mushroom chocolate sounds like the perfect relaxation tool :) you seem so chill and comfy out there, plus the forest itself looks magnificent truly! and I definitely can synchronize with the shroomy feeling of introspective and having certain thoughts evolve and lead into something else or perhaps an idea or something innovative and all too familiar with the thoughts ending and just boom vanish hehe <3 :) and yay!!!! congrats on the podcast with sheva, i can totally see that being a smashing success considering how much you two vibe so well from the vlogs (and being each other's ying/yang or moreso complimentary colors that compliment each other yet have their own unique contrast) is also i feel really ideal and important to have in a friendship- having someone you can be totally transparent and real with always as well as connecting in such deep conversation goes to show the crucial bond you both have and can carry through in more everlasting memories and strength! always love seeing vlogs with both of you and now super awaiting this podcast :D wooo!!! also I think you are so right about going to the fair and having it be a healthy transformative experience for you but also overwhelming in a sense at the same time- but tbh i think going to events like that/social gatherings and pushing yourself out of your comfort zone to receive the end result of more connection, extroverted nature, and meeting new friends makes all the difference (plus making the memory with which ever friends you're attending with to only help ease the overwhelming aspects also, its always easier when you have someone to tag along with). I think you're honestly doing all the right things) :) I feel the point a balance is not a balance and more danger than healthy is say it was an overwhelming force factor that is making your brain do it although you are pushing/swaying more towards |"no"| and are instinctively feeling "no" on a stronger level thats how you know that can create the right balance where you're not being a push-over /rejecting an opportunity. However the inner sense of butterflies in your stomach and feeling overwhelmingly nervous but also that twinge of excitement (yes follow that twinge of excitement and go for it, considering how you're feeling deep inside)! You 10000% have to know yourself also to be able to make these balanced decisions in confidence no matter what it could be, and I feel with all of your continuous social and transformative type experiences this will only be a skill sharpened and become easier for you in time (*as it is now with how inciteful you are with the psyche altogether_), i believe in you always as you know! To share on a more personal level, the balance I struggle with sometimes is between thinking too much within/about myself then feeling like "am I being too conceited and should just let the self-thoughts go?" and sometimes it can spiral into negativity for me, i'll feel like i dont deserve love and stuff like that and then have to snap myself out of a funk like that cuz i know it's so far from the truth and all of the loving awareness and connections that do surround me, and also helps my self reflection see through to the best form of confidence or assurance (whatever might have been on my mind at the time). It's really reassuring to be able to evaluate, observe, and interpret your inner tendencies, opportunities, desires, etc. I love your perception and your in-depth thoughts/insights (and all the more reason I'm incredibly stoked for the upcoming podcast) makes me definitely resonate and feel i'll be sitting right there with you two talking for hours also hehe :) so awesome, have an amazing rest of your trip to both of you and stay safe, peaceful and happy! (oh and the meditative feels you've exuberated outside seem ideal, ah wish i could be frolicking in the forest now too) live it up beauties! xo peace and love! hope the rest of the mushroom chocolate was yummy and amazing;) hehe