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I know many of you have wanted to commission me for a long time. I haven’t taken any commissions in ages.

In two days, I will open commissions on my Twitter, Bluesky, Telegram channel, and FA.

I’m ready to take around 50 slots for simple artworks with no background, nothing too complicated.

But first, I want to share a bit of my story as a furry porn artist.

For 8 years I drew commissions and auctions like a fucking machine. Not because I loved it, but because my mom was sitting on my neck with her debts. I worked like hell to pay off her huge loans. Every second auction and every third commission in my life was made because of her. About 2/3 of everything I earned went straight to her. (She even tracked almost every auction and got upset when there was no autobuy.)

After Marusya died, MY MOM completely lost it. I was grieving, and all she could talk about was her debts again. That was the last straw, I told my mother to fuck off. I was done letting her sit on my back.

For the first time in 8 years, I started drawing for myself. For my soul. And it felt fucking amazing. I draw what I want, and the support from my Patreon is more than enough for me financially. I don’t need millions, I just want time for my own art and to be happy.

But recently, without my help, my mom dug herself into an even deeper financial hole… and she’s dragging my little brother into it too.

I’m angry. Really fucking angry.

I wanted to focus on growing my Patreon and finally live my own life. I was refusing commissions for that reason. But no, here she is again.

So I’ve made a decision.

This is the last time I help. Period.

My goal is to raise a big sum and pay off ALL her debts at once, in a single payment. So I never have to deal with this shit again in my life.

(My little brother is still in school, so I can’t just completely cut her off right now, he still needs to study. And I can’t take him with me because of her. These financial loops are affecting his education too.)

Here’s what I can take:

Butt art / Dick art — 225 USD

Single full-body character (no background) — 325 USD

Two full-body characters (no background) — 450 USD

After this, my mother disappears from my life forever. Whatever happens to her next — I don’t give a fuck. I’m cutting that rope for good.

And I will finally sail free. I’ll draw what I actually want. Grow my Patreon. Make the comics I’ve been dreaming about for 6 years, instead of being a money-making machine.

I’ll be honest: I’m going to draw these slowly. Very slowly. 50 commissions is no joke. But I will finish them all.

Slots open in 2 days.

Thank you for your understanding, your support, and for those who decide to commission me.

Comments

Artemis

Hey dude, it's great that you're opening for comissions again albeit for sad reasons. If I could offer a peace of advice, it seems as if your mother has learnt nothing, other than that she can rely upon you for money each time she fucks up. After having dealt with this myself with friends, these people will always be bad with money, acting reckless and assuming others will rescue them each time, and if not, dragging others down with you. It's not worth it unless your brother also understands that he can't keep helping her too.

TWstacker

Been following your work for a long time, and honestly it’s really nice to see you finally choosing yourself. I’ll definitely be trying to grab a slot when they open. Wishing you a smoother path after this Hinar 🙏

Hinar Miler

I only have to endure another year and a half, until my brother finishes school and can enter university. He wants to graduate with honors and get a gold medal so he can enroll on a budget at a university in Saint Petersburg, where I live.

Hinar Miler

Thank you. For 8 fucking years I’ve been drawing these commissions and coming up with auctions purely to help my mom. I didn’t even have time to finish one work when she calls and asks when I’m going to open new commissions or come up with a new auction. And in the end, I had just a couple of days to come up with something original that would definitely sell via autobuy. She would still call and ask what the highest bid on the auction was and wish me luck with it. Fucking hell. Literally, you can go to my FA page and check the sketches section, almost all of my auctions are saved there. Every other one was made because my mom wanted it.

TWstacker

That sounds really exhausting honestly having that kind of pressure constantly on you Totally understand why you felt the way you did…

Hinar Miler

There are some positives in this too. Some artists were surprised how I managed to draw so fast, so beautifully, and still come up with something new and cool every time. Now the answer is clear: behind me was a "very good manager".

Marcus

I dont know how long ive been a supporter for you in paetron, but i hope i can get a slot from you again, im glad i can help any way for you.