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IDCC ch.51 part 4 - Lovebirds (Patreon)

Published:
2024-10-31 23:00:08
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2024-11-21 07:49:34
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iluvgrls

nope nope nope

DearNeptune!

Not the tears! 😭😭😭 Souta my man, you didn't have to do this.

PikasWife (•bruh•)

I wanted Keisuke to beat him up until I saw that final panel… my baby🥺

TobiShu

Nooooo ;-; my baby

FlyingFox

Nonono baby don’t cry 🥺

AmiWarai

My heart broke 😭

Kat

nooooooo 😭😭😭😭

Cyan134

TELL HIM!!!! THAT’S WHAT YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO DO YOU IDIOT AHHHHHAJDHDHDVJDBEDV

Jett

Like I said last week, he should have torpedo’d her shit

~Jess~

My heart, oh Souta 💔

Maycea

I SENSE SOME REVELATIONS ON THE HORIZON. SOME PIVOTAL MOMENTS.

isa beesa

NOOOO THE TEARS OMG ☹️☹️☹️☹️

Mari

Endia K

Epic the Musical and then this? Just two gut punches back to back. I'm gonna be freaking feral for Halloween

emms

Nao better clock that these tickets were in fact NOT FROM A RAFFLE

MMJD13

Our boy is tearing up! 😭

Jasmine Knight

My heart just shattered…. I’m not cryinngggg 😭😭😭😭

Lyana224 .

No please, if you cry then I cry 😭

Sora

Its fine. Everthing is fine.(no its not im bawling in the inside you are so cruel Aina!!!)

amy-may

my heart just broke i’m so upset 😭😭😭😭 i’m actually sat here with tears in my own eyes this is so painful

Charlie

I'm hoping she tells Nao that Souta gave her the tickets and hopefully Nao realizes what is going on because Souta, the precious being, is too put down by what is going on to talk to Nao

Billy Maz

Such a real feeling too, heartbreaking 😭

Hiraeth

Hope she's gonna mention that souta gave the tickets to her or at least someone tells him before the concert happens.. my poor boi :(

alimac

I FRIGGEN KNEW IT!!!!

Ximinnie

No no no why???

Sweetish

There are tears falling down my face. I cannot stand seeing Souta that sad:(

amy-may

i hope arashi tells nao she got the tickets from souta and he starts to put the pieces together and immediately seeks souta out so they can finally communicate and work through things :( ❤️‍🩹 souta our sweet boy this is so painful

kal

i’m literally fucking crying i can’t

Eserri

💔 😢

churrry

OMGGG SOUTA NOOOO DONT CRY😞😞😞😞💔💔💔💔

Kiki Meowzilla

I want Nao to just somehow know that it was Souta. Or for him to get excited about going with Souta and our girl here finally realizing what is going on and being a true ally.

drunk kitten

the only thing we can hope for now is that this disappointment leads to nao realizing that souta is having a really bad time because of him, but knowing this arc... i don't think so man

Mojo

😭💔 my heart

Mo

please NO

Albert LeBlanc

Damn it, I was afraid he would do that. That's horrible, Aina, why you do this to us??? Hopefully it all comes out in the end.

Taytorade

Poor Souta he's so terrified that Nao might not like him but more than that Japan isn't that accepting of same-sex relationships so that just adds to the fear, as well as him misunderstanding the entire situation 😭

cat reynolds

AWH :( arashi is such a sweetie but i wish souta would have kept those tickets or at least given them to nao for arashi and nao to go see together :( arashi is a really good friend though at least up to this point i love her she’s so cute

Eserri

please Nao ask Souta if he will go with you

Iona

I CANNOT

Leta

FJSJSUXJDNWKSUSHDNDKNDK OUR BABY NOOOO 😭😭😭😭

Tiny Ez

SOUTA WHY DID YOU LIE (I am glad to know Arashi would have refused if she knew how he got them, but this is heartbreaking).

Bella

Bruh 😭😭😭

Alix M

Omg his face 😭😭😭 so damn sad vulnerability

Toast

NONONONONONONONONONONONONONO

TaySteeg

She said she wanted to give him a present so she plans to gift him something she didn't have to think about or pay for...bc that's a gift that shows she cares 😒 I still think she's an asshole.

alimac

Next prediction: for Christmas, Nao will give Souta those sneakers he lied about saving up for and Souta will give him something small because he spent all his money on the tickets and he’ll feel bad because Nao spent so much money on him, but he won’t tell him about the tickets. Arashi will give him the tickets and he will be like “wow, these are really expensive!” (Probably didn’t get her anything lol) and she will be like “well actually Souta gave them to me because he won them in a raffle” and because its Nao’s favourite band, he will know that’s not true and put two and two together to realise Souta bought them.

Kaitlyn

SOUTA 😭😭💔💔

Beren

😭😭😭😭

DearNeptune!

Aina, I don't know if this is spoilers, but how long until Christmas in story time?

Hector G

For me, still not giving her a pass, she’ll still be on my don’t like list. Her saving grace to be removed from my list will be if she credits the person who gave her said tickets.

Jentle

My heart shattered for that last panel 😭

Zarrytan

Arashi is not giving me any character traits that can redeem her behavior. She's pretty horrible for accepting someone else's gift just so she can pass it off as her own. I'm tired for Souta. It seems he has reached his limit too. He's finally been broken and has given up.

Cara Thereon

Yea. Those tears in that last panel break my heart. 😢

Nikki C.

Noooooo souta noooooo. Now he is never gonna know how hard you worked to get that for him 😭 he is never gonna know how much you care about him 😭

mar

omg he said the tickets are for a concert on christmas eve. We’re going to see that one panel where Nao is holding a crying Souta’s hand I’m not ready :((

Iona

Omg his face

meo

GOSH

mar

also i feel everyone is being too harsh on poor souta. We’re the readers so we know that Nao is not straight but Souta doesn’t know. They were starting to get close again but then more and more people wanted to get near Nao. Souta also didn’t want to burden Nao with his feelings cause 1) Nao was in a bad place after his mother passed and 2) Souta is a guy. He’s having all these very complicated thoughts and feelings for the first time, then Arashi comes along. Unfortunately we live in a heteronormative world where a girl and guy being together is the norm. This quote from Souta summarizes what he’s feeling right now so well. “No matter how much time I spend with him, even if we sit at a cafe or go to the movies together… people will just see two friends hanging around one another. Meanwhile all it takes for a girl is to walk next to him to be seen as his significant other.” Keisuke was going to get mad at Souta but he realized he didn’t give the tickets because he was dumb. He gave them to her because in Souta’s mind, he isn’t worthy to be with Nao because he’s just a boy. Theres only enough mental toughness Souta can put out before finally breaking down. Oh Aina why do you hurt us like this :((

Quinn

AAARUHHHHHHHH👹😭

Lily

IM GONNA CRY

Yedi

I was about to be mad at Souta but then he started crying 😢

Bella

Souta’s tears brought out MY tears😭❤️‍🩹also I’m so glad that Keisuke is there to witness this and I HOPE he snitches to Nao later so he can realize all the work Souta put into getting those tickets!🥺❤️‍🩹 also I was so emotional because you know Souta giving her those tickets was like him giving up all hope of having a romantic relationship with Nao and UGH I CANT😩

utterlycasey

can it be next thursday already please???

ruen

Souta I need you to stop and just think for a moment. I get that there’s this girl and you’re insecure about it and there’s all this stuff going into it but you can’t just give up something you worked so hard for because of your own insecurities. I feel for Souta, I really do, but he seriously needs to work on himself. Giving everything he has to other people won’t do anything but hurt him in the end.

sleeption

NOOOOOOO SOUTA 😭😭😭😭

ghibligirlie90

Keisuke was so afraid of seeing a broken hearted Souta, and now here he is 😭

AzulFire

NOOOO I was not expecting to see Sota crying today 😭😭😭

edenjay

i had a feeling we’d get crying souta soon - i wasn’t expecting tears THIS soon though. and i know it’s not the last we’ll see of them because of the christmas stuff from last year. better brace myself ;w; but man. souta, baby, i’ve been in your shoes but please put yourself first/show yourself a bit of care too!! keisuke warned you before but i don’t think he expected you sabotaging yourself like this/this hard. you worked so hard and exhausted yourself between school work and cafe work and helping everyone out with the school festival and everything. you deserve some fun/care/love, too 😭

Angry Angel

Keisuke, your time to shine.

Tink

OH NO!!! KEISUKE KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN! I didn't expect a crying Souta but it's better than keeping it all in! I hate that he spent so much time to earn money for those tickets and gave them up though ugh <\3

Atlanas E. Kildarin

Aina, you are so good at expressions. You were good before, but it is amazing to see how far your art has come. The expression on Souta’s face in the last panel (and even the lack of expression in the others) is *amazing* and just shows so many emotions in each panel.

Procra

😭

Caleb

I genuinely want to cry right alongside Souta. The fact that he thinks it's better for him to just let Nao go is heartbreaking. I wish he could see how much Nao values him (even if he's not necessarily been acting that out recently). Really hoping that Nao finds out the tickets are from Souta. Also curious about whether Keisuke might say something to Nao? It must be hard seeing his best friend hurting like that.

Quinn

AINA WHEN I CATCH YOU

T Mcnugget

Idiot!!! Ughhhhhhh!!!

Mimiis

All I know is pain

rin

STOOOOOOOP 😭😭😭😭

Ari Yez

Nooo soutaa 😭 u tried keisuke, u tried 😞

Emma

☹️

Kari Stoltenberg

Girllll. You're killing me. 😭 I'm dying for that payoff.

Lex

Wow, this actually had tears of frustration and hurt for Souta welling up. Author, you are making me feel and I don’t like it.

JaiAHHH

Souta! You messed up the bag 😭😭

Quint James

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! I'm legit crying. The friend gotta tell Nao. He HAS to.

Kevi

NOOOOOOO

Cas

Noooooo

Hannah

souta 😭😭😭😭

EMF

My heart just keeps hurting more and moreeeee souta noooo- he gave her the tickets cause he thinks he could never be with Nao!!!😭

Pravvus

ow, my heart. This hits close to home.

Silencio

HELL NAH 😭

Mafuyama

Gbye. I actually can’t. This is why I hate jealousy arcs. I’m serious. Fuck. 😭 I JUST… NEED… KEISUKE TO GO TELL NAO THAT THE TICKETS R FROM SOUTA. FUCK! I CAN’T. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Dingo

Keisuke talk some sense into this boy tsk

Some potatoe

OH NOOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭

BK

NOOOOOO😭

MsNutLover

Bro I wish keisuke would have snatched the tickets back 😭

So'

Oh Souta ... Poor Souta. He thinks he has zero chances, and as other comments says he has the weight of heteronormativity around him, he lives in Japan and same sex relationship are apparently not that much accepted, he thinks Nao is straight ... And he realizes that he might stop now before getting too far and even more hurt... But he worked so hard for those tickets .... I can't wait for the part of the story when Nao will know it's a gift from him(I assume it will happen?!!). Also he is finally crying and letting these emotions out omg... Can we have a hug with Keisuke ? This story is so good as always... ❤️‍🩹

charlie

OH NOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭 god souta is literally in love with nao omg

wendalize

Even if Nao doesn’t get to know that Souta bought them, he still will love him :)

beatriz

Pretending i didnt read this so that it isn't happening

amber

Oh my goodness…that made me tear up

Mads

Stop this madness…I’m crying 😭😭

I am here to read :D aka Pika

Pls. This is unfair. I was so ready to get mad at him and then saw his face. If I cannot see what I want let me at least be able to react the way I want. T^T

Matty

Happily paying for early access to pain...

L. Miller

Crying, weeping, going through the motions 😭

cha0ticneutral

Keisuke is all of us right now 😭😭😭

ALICE

SOUTA NOOOOO

StoryWriterFL

Fight and tell her to stay away from Nao, that's what you're supposed to do. This is tearing up my heart

Elisse

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Al

Is it raining?

EmeraldMoth

I can be anything you want, but not a woman... poor kid

Jme

Just slap him in the face

Ananasnapero

As soon as I saw the panel of him handing out The envolope I threw my phone on to My mattress and screamed into My hands "SOUTA!!!" in desperation, because I knew what was about to go down 😭 💔 This is crushing My heart

Aslan Albert

I’ve only read the comments and not the update itself so I’m assuming Arashi must have threatened Souta at gunpoint for the tickets, called him the f-slur, and then kicked his cat

jen

omg stop cuz i was so mad at souta when he gave those tickets to arashi but when i saw his face in the last panelWKWKWNW SOUTA BBY😭😭💔💔

samantha

keisuke is all of us represented in the story

Laura

Let it all out souta❤️❤️❤️

Ragpie

He needs to have good cry :(

R BRojas

Ew no. I couldnt possibly accept and then give as a gift something so expensive I didnt even buy myself. I hope this girl is smart enough to make Souta the special gift. >:(

Rawnef

Now I also cry

Maki na łące

"Nah, I can't accept these! And you winning the tickets in ✨a raffle✨?? The universe is clearly DEMANDING that you should go to the concert together... and you know, even if you don't know the band live concerts are on a different level, I'm positive you'll enjoy it. You know what? I'll probably just buy for him the vinyl he was eyeing the other day. Ok, nice talk, bye! 🏃‍♀️💨

Hatterandahare

we all knew it was coming... but it still hurts. Keisuke is going to tattle about this. Or maybe Arashi will??? we know Nao did get the shoes for souta... so there must be some kind of miscommunication to confession christmas extravaganza

Hatterandahare

"what am I supposed to do!" - communicate. use your words. to the actual other party. dont make assumptions..... you know.... a hundred other things before THAT

Hatterandahare

the parallel of Nao playing the video games at the arcade not because HE likes them but because he wants to spend time with Souta and likes seeing him happy.... to Souta basically saying "I dont know this band, he wouldnt have fun with me at this anyway" GUYYYYYYYYYYYYSSSSS

Dylan

Im crying my poor boy😭 I just want him happy…☹️

Veiwan

Tears in my naota eyes I’m being so serious why do u have to make me cry AGAIN.

Veiwan

Again and again and again you break my heart and again and again and again I come back what are you doing to me Aina

Nicholas

*take your time it’s ok this is just me venting* YOU FUCKING LOVE CLIFFHANGERS DONT YOU!? What is this. My heart was just ripped out of my chest and you didn’t even BLINK!

Kæy

I’m literally paying for you to early break my heart My poor baby 💔

Mac

🫣😣😭😭

Kyndo

AHHHHH 😭

Madeleine

Nooooo!!! Wtf?! Why am I getting so emotional I’m going through the five stages and it’s your fault!!! 😭

Max D

I AM UGLY SOBBING

Froggi

YOURE GONNA MAKE ME CRY THIS IS TOO MUCH

Yaya

Oh baby boyy, all I wanna do is hug you rn

Link

Aaaaaaaand my heart is broken

Kaila

Ugh I’m so mad. That girl is so selfish and arrogant.

Clarissa R.

I am literally teary-eyed right now. Souta...😭 My heart hurts.

VANNA

No don't cry..... I hope his friend tell Nao he's the one who actually bought the tickets. I know maybe isn't the best way to do it but maybe the girl isn't going to mention him at all. I feel so sad. I hope Nao finds out and run to him.💖💖

JH

Oh no! Souta has given up! Nao do something or you’ll lose him!

BeanCheese

Ok this actually killed me

hannie

SOUTA NOOOOOO. MIGHT AS WELL RIP MY HEART OUT

Lizzy

😭😭😭😭😭

Rishi

That just gave me whiplash😵‍💫

Raina

I bet that she’s going to tell Nao that Souta got the tickets and gave them to her and he’s going to end up missing the concert to confront Souta about it! He would never let Souta suffer like that, especially when he likes Souta too (even if he doesn’t realize it…we all saw the almost kiss though, he’s fooling no one!)

Alis

Oh no poor babyyyyy 🥺

Shineflower

Sorry, I don’t wanna blame her since BL readers LOVE to hate women for some reason, BUT I WOULD’VE NEVER TAKEN THEMMMM. I WOULDVE NEVERRRR. How does she not feel guilty or bad, I would NEVEEEERRRR

Faith

I was just reread everything btw and guys although Arashi seems like a good person in general but I can’t get over the fact of how she completely disregards Souta’s feelings EVERY single time! Like this girl’s social cues are sooo bad. 1) When she first meets Souta she talks about him being the clown and saying it was hilarious which in itself isn’t bad but just left it at that - already left a bad taste in my mouth but I digress and ignored it, But #2) When she crashes Nao’s and Souta’s little hangout she does not even address Souta at all, literally just says Hi to Nao and was like “let’s go somewhere” like girl did you not see them hanging out??? and then #3) While hanging out Nao’s trying to include Souta and admittedly Souta’s joke about joining the bad was cringe (Nao still smiled kyahhh) She literally was like “yea ok.. Anyways” and overlooked him completely. She hogged Nao practically the whole time without a care and didn’t even say bye when he left, like girl I get that’s not your friend but ummm common courtesy?? and last but not least #4) HER ACCEPTING THE TICKETS?? No one would I take someone’s hard earned gift for my own, even if they “won in a raffle” obviously you pay attention to his like enough to enter to raffle for his sake like that’s crazy behavior I would have like added on gift vouchers to the venue or someone for free food or drink or some soccer gear like it’s not hard honestly to find something else. EVEN at the very least say “I’ll let him know right away who they came from” or something along with the free food or bought them off of him idk anything then just taking his friend for granted atp to gain brownie points in Nao’s favor. Sorry but as much as Nao has been through it so has Souta been having things going on to and I’ve been wanting him to relax and just chill and have fun lately so my conclusion is because of her blatant lack of care of Souta, a dear friend of the guys she supposedly likes, I will no longer be giving her the benefit of the doubt. I rest my case.

MANUSS

AWW man i wanted them to kiss at the concert btw she is kinda rude like she ignored souta in the hangout of souta and nao she accepts a thing that cost very much and worth a lot of money