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I have returned, good humans! After a trip that ended up being 17 days, which is a lot of days.

First was the Future of Reality summit at UNCSA, which was my first dip back into the world of VR in a while. 

The event itself was great and ran without a hitch, but my favourite part was talking to different folks at the school, especially the students. I love seeing how people think about future technology from an education perspective, which tends to be more forward thinking than at tech events where folks are incentivized to worry about short-term products and profits.

And because I've been avoiding events for a year, this was my first event since #metoo became a thing, and it was refreshing how much the conversation has changed... at least in the right groups of people! At least, at a film school I can see a shift. Tech has yet to have its reckoning.

After the event, I took a few days to meet with various people, including a couple different libraries and museums folks. 

I am a huge fan of libraries and have found librarians generally know what's up. The library mission goes so far beyond just providing access to books, information, and technology. Great librarians are really on top of how to serve the needs of a diverse public, and when you're used to hearing the weird alienating pronouncements of the same tech CEOs in the news over and over, it is very refreshing and grounding to talk to librarians about technology.

I'm going to quote (or possibly misquote) Brigitte Blanton who is the director of libraries in Greensboro NC: "Libraries are conduits to destiny."

Yes!

Ok, so now on to ThinkerCon!

The big public ThinkerCon event was one giant fancy evening at the Space and Rocket Center in Huntsville, Alabama. I didn't advertise too much that I'd be there, because I was pretty sure that after weeks of travel I was going to be a giant mushbrain too tired to actually talk to humans. But I ended up doing a short talk, two panels, and then spending some time meeting folks, and everyone was so cool and interesting that I spent a good amount of time out there! I'm glad I did because I got to meet some awesome people, and even got presents :D

And we invented some human geometry games, making cubes and octahedra out of our arms, and then an entire human hexaflexagon that we flexed like a weird math dance. I love groups of humans where everyone's up to experiment and throw caution to the wind and math themselves together!

Ooh ooh ooh and as part of the Festival of the Spoken Nerd I did an audience-participation fizzbuzz, which I am counting as my 51st fizzbuzz. It was super fun. Best audience!

And then I hit a wall and got the most tired human brain ever and slept for three days.

Before that, though, was the non-public ThinkerCon, where before the big public event we spent some time meeting and talking business. I got to see some folks I haven't seen in a long time, and meet some folks whose work I've admired for a long time, and meet some folks I didn't know about but are doing amazing work.

The whole thing was very impressive and well put together, and I wish I'd gone into it fresh instead of already travel-exhausted so I could have done it justice. But thoughtfully included was a room where you could just sit and paint rocks, so I did that for a bit while my brain unraveled.

Oh, cover photo is one of my rocks. Here's another that thinks it is a mountain:

There's a thing I've been thinking about with regards to education, jobs, and finding out the thing you're good at, which may not exist yet. 

During my Future of Reality talk I tried to give some perspective and make a point of the fact that when I was applying to university, YouTube didn't exist. Consumer VR only just came out a couple years ago. In the context of a film school, of preparing students for future work, it's important to recognize how different things will be by the time they graduate.

Then, at ThinkerCon, I did a panel moderated by Robert Krulwich where he asked many questions related to creative fear and freedom. Things related to our definitions of success, and how many times have we switched careers?

Nicky Case was also on this panel, and it was in thinking about them, and after all these other conversations, that something crystalized for me. Because Nicky is, like, a genius at a medium that didn't exist before (and I think maybe they're still getting warmed up for a medium that is yet to exist, maybe that they are creating), so of course traditional measures of success don't apply because there's no award for best uncategorizable.

But for me, too, it's not really that I keep switching careers. YouTubing wasn't an option when I went to school, but it turned out that music composition taught me some valuable skills that carried over. And math youtubing taught me valuable lessons regarding technology, systems, and communication. VR research taught me about the entire history of computing, how throwaway choices can stick around forever, and about people and visions of the future and oh so much more. And now I'm seeing AI as the next thing to learn deeply about.

But none of these are really career switches, because the career I'm working on doesn't exist yet. The measures of success I care about don't exist yet. I've become comfortable with not knowing what I'm doing with my life, because the thing I want to do is currently unknown to humans, and someone's got to find it! 

I can't say for sure I'm on the right path, but if I knew where the path were going then I'd know for sure it isn't the right one. I don't even know if my current path has a destination, but the journey sure is interesting, and I'm happy to be here.

I want to write more about this whole thing sometime, and of course update y'all on what I'm working on next, but for now I'm off to celebrate some Thanksgiving. 

Thank you all for sticking with me on this journey to who knows where!

Vi

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Greg Boege

"Tech has yet to have its reckoning." So, if you don't mind, care to expand on this? I am a software engineer myself and I do recognize many of its problems (for context, my wife is also a software engineer, so I ask her about it a bit too)... But basically wanting to know what you are seeing and what you think needs to change, possibly so I might help change it. Thanks, appreciate it, and all that you do.

unfortunate

"throwaway choices can stick around forever" is a thing I've noticed and felt very strongly about computer science, network architecture, and end-user experiences. I've felt for a long time that we've arranged our global and personal computer systems extremely badly, carrying forward all kinds of structure and assumptions from previous eras about what is possible or even desirable. ruins stacked on top of ruins, such that the end-user experience of something as simple as "the internet isn't working right now" is frustrating and impenetrable when it should be as simple as clicking "okay, well, fix it" and waiting a few seconds.

unfortunate

Err. I didn't realize that hitting Enter was going to send the post. I was going to ask, "Could you expand on -your- thoughts about 'throwaway choices sticking around forever' in re: VR/computer culture?"

Chris St

Thanks for figuring out (largely :-) how to be an Interesting Person and get paid for it... always glad to hear more!

S Brackett Robertson

Hi Vi! I work in museums, so not quite libraries, but I know a lot of librarians and one of my favorite resources is a newsletter by Jessamyn West called Today in Librarian Tabs. (or Tilt-y mail). It is sent out sporadically and many back issues seem to be here: <a href="https://medium.com/tilty" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">https://medium.com/tilty</a> and you can subscribe here: <a href="https://tinyletter.com/jessamyn" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">https://tinyletter.com/jessamyn</a> Jessamyn thinks a lot about tech in libraries. Perhaps you already subscribe but maybe someone else reading this would be interested.

Get To Know Nature

The public part of ThinkerCon was such an intense experience, filled with the most fascinating, curious people, that I can hardly imagine what it was like to be there for several days. It must have been incredible. I sure wish I'd seen the human hexaflexagon! Possibly there's some video of it somewhere? Anyway, thanks for sharing some of the behind the scenes of your progress towards a career that doesn't exist yet.

Drew Lazzeri

The ending reminds me of a quote on a sign in the Haight Ashbury... "We don't know where we're going, so we have to stick together in cas one of us gets there!"

vihart

That's a great quote!

vihart

Ooh this looks good, thanks for the link!

vihart

Yes! It's one of those weird things where once you start seeing it, you start seeing it more and more places until you wonder what of the human experience is even thoughtfully supposed to be there anymore.

vihart

One of the driving forces behind the ol' VR research group was to try and be there in the beginning of consumer VR so that the stickaround choices would be better, and maybe even be able to fix some of the stickarounds from desktop design, particularly physical things like mouses clicking on file folders which was brilliant when it was invented but now we have too many files and too few hands. And lots of programming language architecture also assumes computers are the way they were when they were invented, not the superfast megamachines using piles of code contributed by thousands of humans, etc. It'd be interesting to come up with a list though!

vihart

Yeah! In tech, talking about actual problems that you've actually had, even as an individual just talking about your own experience, is still pretty much taboo and leads to piles of backlash from defensive folks with conspiracy theories about hypothetical problems they worry they might have because they think feminists are out to get them or something. So the stories don't get out there because outside of certain groups where people feel it's safe to share, people just don't talk about it. There is so much deeply rooted misogyny where folks just truly think that men are better, and that women can sometimes be good but only if they prove themselves in ways men are never asked to, and that acknowledging any truth related to sexism will lead to men unfairly losing their rightful place on top of a supposed meritocracy. Not only do many people believe this, but they are often loud about it, and are too often tolerated under some pretense of free speech. And the occasional sexist ranter who gets fired for his shitty sexism proves the rule by creating some giant controversy and getting support from way too many folks who should know better. Ok basically I could rant about this forever! But my advice to helping is to 1. not make it weird when someone talks about a shitty gender-related thing that happened to them, and 2. do make it weird when someone starts spouting sexist bullshit, even if it's presented as free speech or biological theory or "the real truth they don't wan't you to know" conspiracy theory crap, especially if they're fear-mongering about things that haven't and probably will not happen to them. (See: those folks who "counter" actual accounts of sexual assault [which is common and not weird to acknowledge] with fearmongering about what if they got falsely accused? [which is not a thing that happened to them, and also very uncommon.]) That is my rant! I hope it was a useful rant?

AJ

AI is amazing. Especially finding personalities for artificial intelligence. I think that authors should be the ones that create realistic and relatable personalities for our AI. They do well at it in their novels, and AI these days is really bad at having a personality. Except for Siri - she was clearly modeled after someone very frustrating. Which reminds me, have you ever done NaNoWriMo?

Charles T Hart

Well said Vi; sums up most everybody's career. We practice being us for quite a while. Eventually we get it right hopefully. -CTH

Marek

libraries forever!

Kenny Tilton

Ugh. Career sounds so grown up. Is Unfettered Scattershot Genius a career? I'd like to see that one come out of one those aptitude assessing systems. Can we make a microwave video and clear our heads?