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Shit, why is he doing this to himself? He knows Jeongguk wanted this to happen— he could tell back in the changing rooms when he asked to hang out that it would escalate— but he still said yes

God, he hates himself for it. Hasn’t even broken up but he’s eager to touch Jeongguk’s cock. Hasn’t even dared to speak about his feelings but he’s willing to make Jeongguk come.

Shame runs through his veins as he rubs over Jeongguk’s thigh, looks at how red his face is from just watching the movie.

The movie he picked specifically in the hopes it would lead to this.

Yeah— he’s the worst person that exists. Ignoring his girlfriend and taking advantage of Jeongguk being cockblocked just to get another taste.

It’s so pathetic, when he leans in close and moves his hand slowly over Jeongguk’s crotch, feels that hard cock right through the fabric of his sweats— it’s so pathetic but he needs it.

Jeongguk brings his hand down too, tries to take over.

“Ah— fuck, hyung— sorry I—“

“Sssh..” he breathes out softly against Jeongguk’s ear, bats his hand away and presses a kiss right under his jaw. “Let hyung do it for you.”

See, he says that like it’s selfless but really it’s all for himself. He’s rock hard when he slips his hand underneath Jeongguk’s waistband, and finally feels it. Fuck, he’s fantasised about doing this for so long, but nothing could have prepared him for finally having Jeongguk’s cock in his hand.

It’s so warm— so hard, so thick. His fingers can’t touch when he wraps his hand around it.

His own moan gets hidden by Jeongguk’s even louder moan— lucky for him.

“Fuck—“

Jeongguk’s head tips back against the edge of his couch, and Jimin stares at his side profile in awe, lips parted. That sharp jawline, those lip rings, the way Jeongguk’s eyebrows furrow like he’s pissed, and then the arch of his neck, the sweat shimmering right on his collarbones—

Fuck indeed.

He can’t even hold back, knows this isn’t really what they silently agreed on but he just kisses Jeongguk’s neck while he moves his hand up and down around his cock.

God— it’s actually criminal how long he’s been wanting this. Doesn’t think it started since their fanservice contract, the way he’s breathing Jeongguk in, shuddering at the taste of his sweat on his tongue— this must have been going on in his subconscious for a while.

“A—ah, hyung— slowly.” Jeongguk pants. “Slow down.”

“Mmh..”

He nods, feels his cheeks burn as he slows down the pace of his hand, squeezes the base.

That’s the thing, he can’t take it slow— he wants more. He wants to watch Jeongguk’s cock get all flushed, needs to see precum leaking from the head, wants to see his stomach clench, his nipples perking up, the look on his face when he comes...

“Can I— can I watch?”

It just slips from his mouth.

Jeongguk turns his head to look at him.

“Watch— what?”

Jimin tugs on the waistband of his sweats, feels heat flare up his face because he knows it’s an insane thing to ask.

Jeongguk’s eyes widen.

“My.. my dick?”

Fuck— he should have thought this through. Of course Jeongguk isn’t gonna just say “yeah of course, go ahead, look at my cock”

He bites his lower lip and just shrugs, shakes his head.

“Never— nevermind.”

He dips his head back in the crook of Jeongguk’s neck to avoid getting that look, and just rubs his thumb over the head of Jeongguk’s cock, tries to distract him.

But sadly it doesn’t work, because he can feel Jeongguk’s increased heartbeat under his lips when he kisses his neck, can hear his breath hitch.

“Why— why do you wanna watch?”

“I said nevermind.”

“But you want to watch.”

“No.”

“You do.”

Fuck— once Jeongguk starts arguing he won’t stop until he gets an answer.

He lifts his head back up, and just looks into those big brown eyes.

“sorry for asking, I like watching. But I don’t have to, I can just do it like this.”

He assures softly, jerking Jeongguk off steadily in his sweats.

Jeongguk pants prettily, chest heaving a little as he mulls something over.

“You— you like watching?”

“Mm.”

He nods, a little ashamed.

“You— ah— you mean like, watching a guy come?”

Ah, he really won’t let it go. Even when he bites down on his lip and doesn’t reply anymore, just focuses on twisting his wrist around the head of Jeongguk’s cock, he still gets another question.

“You— fuck—have you been with— other guys?”

“No.” He gives up. “I just like watching gay porn.”

“O-oh— fuck.” Jeongguk throws his head back, eyes falling closed, and his dick twitches in Jimin’s hand like he likes hearing that. “Yeah?”

Jimin blinks at the reaction, but he feels a heat bloom under his skin, thinks that maybe.. if he continues down this road, he’ll get Jeongguk naked.

So he moves his hand a little slower. Squeezes just a little more on the upstroke, focuses just on the head of Jeongguk’s cock when he leans closer to his ear.

“Yeah.. love watching cumshots.. love watching blowjobs, facials—“

“Aah— fuck. You— you really like that?”

“Yeah..”

He can see it, the way Jeongguk’s eyebrows twitch, the way he contemplates it, the ragged breaths that fall from his lips.

“Ngh.. so.. you— you wanna watch me come?”

“Yes.”

His answer is way too quick, but fuck, he’s so hard and it seems Jeongguk is willing to give it to him.

“And— and I can.. give you a facial?”

Oh. That’s what he wants.

Here he is thinking Jeongguk might feel like it’s a bit too much— might fuck up their friendship and all that, but fucking hell. This guy wants to come on his face.

When he takes too long to answer, Jeongguk opens his eyes and looks at him, a little caught.

“I mean— is that.. what you want?”

Wow, what a save.

He feels his ears burn up and just nods, takes the blame.

“Yeah— I want that.”

“Okay—“

Jeongguk nods immediately and then rushes to get out of his sweats and underwear, hard cock slapping against his stomach.

Jimin takes a good moment for himself to take it in, wants to engrave it in his mind just in case this is a one time thing and he won’t get to see it again.

That pretty, big cock, clean and shaven, pretty vein running down the underside, the flushed head.. god, he didn’t think it’d be that size..

He licks his lips, then slowly slides down from the couch to the floor, crawls between Jeongguk’s legs. God, he’s been working out so much it’s insane— those thighs look so good.

“Oh— fuck— hyung..” Jeongguk moans, shifts closer, takes his cock in his hand and jerks off in front of him. “Like this?”

“Mmh.” Jimin nods, moves his hands over Jeongguk’s thighs, palms smooth agains his skin as he takes it all in. “So big, Jeongguk-ah.”

“Fuck— yeah?”

Jeongguk pants, moves his hand a little faster like he loves hearing that.

Of course he does.

Jimin licks his lips and nods again.

“Love big dicks— probably feels so good inside.”

He knows he shouldn’t go there, but he can’t help it, he’s so turned on that things are just slipping from his mouth.

“A—ah fuck— inside?”

“Mmh..”

He hums, doesn’t want to continue because he might end up begging Jeongguk to fuck him and that’s really a point of no return.

However, Jeongguk’s interest is piqued, he looks down at him with those big eyes.

“I mean— your girlfriend must like it.”

Jimin tries to deflect, but somehow that just backfires, cause Jeongguk shakes his head.

“She— she doesn’t— says it hurts.”

See these type of things are dangerous because fuck. That just sounds like a challenge to him. He tries to bite back his words, tries to just focus on getting that facial, but Jeongguk has to fucking ask.

“You.. have you— fuck.. tried like—“

“Yes, I’ve tried anal. I have dildos.”

He looks up, sees Jeongguk’s eyes widen again, and then he just lets go of his cock, looks like he wants to say something but he can’t get it past his lips for a solid few seconds.

It might be guilt, might be something else, but when Jimin tilts his head and licks his lips, Jeongguk turns a little red, swallows as he nods at his cock.

“So.. you.. you could take this?”

Fuck..

Heat rushes up his face, arousal spreads through his body quicker than lightning.

“Oh, I can take it.” He breathes out, moves a little closer, squeezes in Jeongguk’s thighs. “Want me to prove it to you?”

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